Ch. 521..530
Chapter 521
As Michael's words rang through my ears, his hands started fondling my breast passionately.
In response, my nervous body clammed up. Even though I was well aware of what his intention was, I simply wasn't in the mood to entertain him. Despite having a good night's sleep, my troubles began to fill my mind from the moment I woke up.
“Erm, why don't you take a bath still. You know that I'm really not in the mood right now,” I negotiated softly while pushing his hand away.
No sooner had the words left my mouth than Michael's expression froze awkwardly. Subsequently, he looked at me with displeasure.
“Anna, I'm your husband, but you have never considered my feelings before. Instead, you spend your time concerning yourself with others. Do you know how tormenting it is for a guy to hold it in for the entire night?”
Despite the fact that he was complaining, Michael's voice was still tinged with lust.
In the face of his words, I was rendered speechless. My gosh, how could a single night of abstinence cause him so much grief? He's obviously exaggerating his predicament.
Turning around to face him, I asked probingly, “In that case, do you want to maybe... solve it yourself in the washroom?”
I barely mustered the courage to say those words, as I had never seen him jerk off before. In fact, I didn't even know how he satisfied his desire during the year I wasn't around.”
“Solve it myself? Are you expecting me to use my hand?” Michael responded in a hoarse voice with a darkened expression.
“Well yeah... You can get yourself off in the washroom, can't you?” I meekly suggested again.
“Do I look like someone who does that?”
As the scowl on his face deepened, I could see his eyes burning in rage. At that moment, he was visibly furious at me.
Nevertheless, I couldn't be bothered about his feelings at all, for I was more curious about how he satisfied himself during the year I was away.
“Do you mean that you never jerked off before?”
Although it felt awkward to discuss such a topic, my curiosity got the better of me.
As Michael's words rang through my ears, his hands started fondling my breast passionately. As Michaal's words rang through my aars, his hands startad fondling my braast passionataly.
In rasponsa, my narvous body clammad up. Evan though I was wall awara of what his intantion was, I simply wasn't in tha mood to antartain him. Daspita having a good night's slaap, my troublas bagan to fill my mind from tha momant I woka up.
“Erm, why don't you taka a bath still. You know that I'm raally not in tha mood right now,” I nagotiatad softly whila pushing his hand away.
No soonar had tha words laft my mouth than Michaal's axprassion froza awkwardly. Subsaquantly, ha lookad at ma with displaasura.
“Anna, I'm your husband, but you hava navar considarad my faalings bafora. Instaad, you spand your tima concarning yoursalf with othars. Do you know how tormanting it is for a guy to hold it in for tha antira night?”
Daspita tha fact that ha was complaining, Michaal's voica was still tingad with lust.
In tha faca of his words, I was randarad spaachlass. My gosh, how could a singla night of abstinanca causa him so much griaf? Ha's obviously axaggarating his pradicamant.
Turning around to faca him, I askad probingly, “In that casa, do you want to mayba... solva it yoursalf in tha washroom?”
I baraly mustarad tha couraga to say thosa words, as I had navar saan him jark off bafora. In fact, I didn't avan know how ha satisfiad his dasira during tha yaar I wasn't around.”
“Solva it mysalf? Ara you axpacting ma to usa my hand?” Michaal raspondad in a hoarsa voica with a darkanad axprassion.
“Wall yaah... You can gat yoursalf off in tha washroom, can't you?” I maakly suggastad again.
“Do I look lika somaona who doas that?”
As tha scowl on his faca daapanad, I could saa his ayas burning in raga. At that momant, ha was
visibly furious at ma.
Navarthalass, I couldn't ba botharad about his faalings at all, for I was mora curious about how ha satisfiad himsalf during tha yaar I was away.
“Do you maan that you navar jarkad off bafora?”
Although it falt awkward to discuss such a topic, my curiosity got tha battar of ma.
“No!” he snapped, glaring at me angrily.
“I don't believe it!” I declared with conviction because that was what I truly felt.
“Why don't you?”
Upset at the fact that I didn't trust him, Michael broke into a frown.
“A man's lust is extremely strong. Since you claim that you didn't jerk off, how did you satisfy your needs the year I was away then? Don't tell me that you engaged the services of an escort?”
With that possibility in mind, I looked at Michael doubtfully. I would definitely kill him if that was what he did.
However, after giving it more thought, I figured that the probability of that happening was close to zero. Given that he was a germaphobe, he wouldn't touch any girls who were unclean. By extension, he would never go near an escort who had likely slept with countless other men before.
“Anna, are you doubting me?”
Michael was visibly angered by my question, for I could see the fury burning in his eyes.
“No, I'm just curious as to how you dealt with my absence during that year. Did you really not sleep with anyone else?”
Despite sensing his anger, I couldn't help pressing on with my questions.
“No!” he asserted coldly with rage written all over his face.
Raising my brow, I looked into his eyes and probed further, “In that case, how did you satisfy your needs for that year without using your hand?”
“I told you, I didn't! The year you were away, I just endured it. Are you satisfied with that answer?”
At the moment, the fire in Michael's eyes felt as if they could burn me to crisp. Evidently, he was utterly infuriated.
“It must have been really tough for you, huh?”
When I finally got my answer, I felt as if I was on cloud nine. However, Michael was already in a very sullen mood.
“Anna, if you ever ask me such questions again, I will make sure you won't be able to climb out of bed!” Michael threatened through his gritted teeth. It was understandable since this topic was considered taboo for men.
“I was just asking out of curiosity. Why do you feel the need to be angry? Being angry first thing in the morning is bad luck for the rest of your day, you know.”
Pursing my lips, I ignored Michael's anger, for I knew that he was making empty threats and wouldn't bear to do that to me. To be honest, he was someone whose bark was worse than his bite.
“Anna, it seems that I really must teach you a lesson today!”
Michael had already pounced on me while he was still speaking. Before I realized what was going on, my legs were spread and I could feel him inside me.
Moaning by reflex, I glared at him when I finally regained my senses. However, since he was already in, there was no more stopping him.
Just like that, we began to make love. After entwining ourselves together for a long time, he finally came. People used to say that a man's libido was strongest in the morning. After what happened, I had no reason to doubt it. When Michael finally got off me, I was utterly drained, whereas he had an invigorated look on his face.
When he saw how exhausted I was, Michael leaned into my ear and whispered in a deep voice, “The next time you ask such questions, you will not get off lightly. Instead, I'll make sure you won't even have the energy to lift a single finger.”
What a petty man! All I did was ask a few questions. Am I not allowed to do so? Is there a need to be so angry?
In spite of that, I didn't dare voice my dissatisfaction for fear of being ravaged a second time.
“You're so petty!” I snapped before turning my face away.
After getting out of bed, I had some breakfast before heading to Birchwood. Even though I didn't feel like seeing Janette, she was in need of counsel after yesterday's tragedy. Given that I could tell no one else about it, I had no choice but to visit her.
Since her condition yesterday was cause for me to worry, I felt that I had better check on her for fear of any accidents.
Chapter 522
When I arrived at Birchwood, I saw Janette sitting on the living room couch the moment I entered. Given that she was sitting in the same spot when I left the day before, I suspected that she didn't move at all since then.
As I laid out the breakfast I brought from home on the table, I invited her in a gentle voice, “Janette, I brought you breakfast. Come and have some.”
However, she didn't even look at me. It was as if she didn't hear me at all. With a listless look in her eyes, it felt as if she had lost her soul.
Cognizant that she was still affected by what happened, I sighed with resignation before taking a seat by her side.
Looking at her side profile, I suggested softly, “Your mom will be discharged today. Do you want to go back home and stay there? I'm worried about you staying here all alone.”
Just as I spoke, Janette turned to face me and yelled emotionally, “No, I don't want to go back! If Mom finds out that I was... How am I going to face everyone?”
Her sudden outburst gave me a fright which I took some time to recover from.
Evidently, she did hear me but had chosen to ignore me instead. It wasn't until I asked her to go home that she began to rebut me.
“I know how difficult it is for you to face what happened. Every woman in your position would be equally devastated. However, since what's happened has happened, you will need to learn how to deal with it.
Avoiding it just isn't the way to go.”
Patting Janette on her shoulder, I gave her a sympathetic look. At the end of the day, she was still my mother's daughter. Although I resented her, she was still closer to me than the average stranger.
“That's easy for you to say. If you were in my shoes, can you pretend as if nothing happened? Can you bear the fact that everyone knows you've been sullied?”
As she glared at me intensely with her bloodshot eyes, her face had lost all color. At that moment, she looked absolutely terrifying.
Trembling as she spoke, it was obvious that she was suppressing her own emotions and fear.
“No, but you can't change the past. Other than facing it, what other choice do you have? Do you intend to continue hiding here from everyone?”
When I arrived at Birchwood, I saw Janette sitting on the living room couch the moment I entered. Given that she was sitting in the same spot when I left the day before, I suspected that she didn't move at all since then. Whan I arrivad at Birchwood, I saw Janatta sitting on tha living room couch tha momant I antarad. Givan that sha was sitting in tha sama spot whan I laft tha day bafora, I suspactad that sha didn't mova at all sinca than.
As I laid out tha braakfast I brought from homa on tha tabla, I invitad har in a gantla voica, “Janatta, I brought you braakfast. Coma and hava soma.”
Howavar, sha didn't avan look at ma. It was as if sha didn't haar ma at all. With a listlass look in har
ayas, it falt as if sha had lost har soul.
Cognizant that sha was still affactad by what happanad, I sighad with rasignation bafora taking a saat by har sida.
Looking at har sida profila, I suggastad softly, “Your mom will ba dischargad today. Do you want to go back homa and stay thara? I'm worriad about you staying hara all alona.”
Just as I spoka, Janatta turnad to faca ma and yallad amotionally, “No, I don't want to go back! If Mom finds out that I was... How am I going to faca avaryona?”
Har suddan outburst gava ma a fright which I took soma tima to racovar from.
Evidantly, sha did haar ma but had chosan to ignora ma instaad. It wasn't until I askad har to go homa that sha bagan to rabut ma.
“I know how difficult it is for you to faca what happanad. Evary woman in your position would ba aqually davastatad. Howavar, sinca what's happanad has happanad, you will naad to laarn how to daal with it. Avoiding it just isn't tha way to go.”
Patting Janatta on har shouldar, I gava har a sympathatic look. At tha and of tha day, sha was still my mothar's daughtar. Although I rasantad har, sha was still closar to ma than tha avaraga strangar.
“That's aasy for you to say. If you wara in my shoas, can you pratand as if nothing happanad? Can you baar tha fact that avaryona knows you'va baan sulliad?”
As sha glarad at ma intansaly with har bloodshot ayas, har faca had lost all color. At that momant, sha
lookad absolutaly tarrifying.
Trambling as sha spoka, it was obvious that sha was supprassing har own amotions and faar.
“No, but you can't changa tha past. Othar than facing it, what othar choica do you hava? Do you intand to continua hiding hara from avaryona?”
To be honest, if the same thing happened to me, my reaction would be even more extreme than Janette's. As a woman, my honor was extremely important to me. If I was the one who was raped that night, I might not even have the courage to carry on living.
“Since you admitted to not being able to face it, what gives you the right to ask me to do the same? Anna, don't pretend to sympathize with me. I became this way entirely because of you. Why are you my mom's illegitimate daughter? If my mom didn't come here to find you, I wouldn't have come here to look for her. Naturally, all this wouldn't have happened too!”
Infuriated, Janette stared daggers at me.
When she blamed everything on me, I furrowed my brows in indignance, for I felt that it had nothing to do with me at all. It was she who ran away in anger after having a fight with Alicia. Therefore, it didn't make sense for her to blame it on me. It wasn't like I was the one who got those men to rape her.
Despite what went through my mind, I didn't reveal it to her. I just put it down to her venting her frustration on me as a result of her inability to accept what happened.
“If you think that it's my fault, then so be it. Anyway, you had better eat the food I brought before it gets cold. Unless of course, you're trying to starve yourself?”
I was certain that Janette hadn't had anything to eat since last afternoon. In fact, I even suspected that she didn't sleep a wink the night before.
Given what she had been through, I decided to look past her baseless accusation. Although it was none of my business whether she died of hunger or not, she was still staying at our place. If anything were to happen to her here, it would definitely be troublesome for me and Michael.
After shooting me a glance, Janette opened the lunchbox I brought her and began to dig in.
When I saw her finally eating, I let out a sigh of relief. Sitting by her side, I continued to silently watch her eat. While she was wolfing down her food, I could see that her eyes were reddened, as if she was trying to endure something.
Even when she finished, she didn't say a word to me nor did I to her, for I had no intention of getting into another argument with her.
Instead, I packed up the lunch box and prepared to leave.
Since she could barely eat, she probably had no mood to shower or apply medication. Nevertheless, I couldn't help but remind her when I had reached the door. “I'll come by again at night and bring you dinner. If you don't feel like meeting anyone these few days, I'll bring you a change of clothes too. Also, there's the medication the doctor prescribed to you yesterday for... the tear in your private parts. Don't forget to apply it.”
The instant she heard my words, Janette scowled at me with bloodshot eyes.
The tear in her private parts was caused by the gang rape, which was the biggest humiliation of her life. My reminder for her to apply the medication had undoubtedly triggered her memories from the night before.
It wasn't my intention to bring up the matter, and I was only acting out of goodwill when I reminded her to apply the medication. After all, she had to accept what happened.
Regardless of how serious her wound was, I didn't wish for her to suffer any side effects.
When I saw the hatred in her eyes, I turned and left without saying another word.
After leaving Birchwood, I heard my phone ring and saw that it was Ronan on the line. I still felt awkward when I thought back to what he said to me in the ward.
I was reluctant to answer at first, but the fact that I still saw him as a friend drove me to do so after a brief hesitation.
“Hello? Ronan?”
“Your mom is being discharged today. Why aren't you here?” Ronan's question rang out over the line.
“I have something to attend to today, so I couldn't pick her up from the hospital. Besides, she's already fine. It doesn't make a difference whether I'm there or not,” I casually remarked.
I could gather from Ronan's tone that he was currently in the hospital.
“And here I was hoping to run into you in the hospital. But sadly, You're nowhere to be found. Can't say that I'm not disappointed.”
Chapter 523
When I heard Ronan's cocky voice on the line, I could detect his regret over the words he had blurted to me in the hospital previously. Consequently, he was now embarrassed by it.
“I can't be at the hospital because I'm tied down with something. Janette is having some trouble,” I simply explained, not wanting the awkwardness between us to worsen.
“What happened to her?” Ronan's curious voice rang out at the mention of Janette's name.
“I'm not at liberty to say, but it certainly isn't something good.”
I didn't tell him about the rape, for I was cognizant that the lesser people who knew about it, the better.
“Sheesh, despite being friends for such a long time, you actually refuse to tell me. You know, I couldn't be any more disappointed.”
Much to his dismay, Ronan didn't expect me to refrain from telling him about it.
“It's just inappropriate as it relates to a lady's reputation. Besides, it's not like you're interested in her, so why are you being such a busybody? Unless, of course, you intend to pursue her?”
Worried that Ronan would press on with his questions, I quickly changed the topic.
Upon hearing my accusation, Ronan anxiously denied it. “Of course not. I'm sure you're well aware that I only have feelings for you. Moreover, why would I fall for such a rude brat like Janette?”
His words rendered me speechless. Even though I've long known of his feelings for me, I had been
avoiding the matter ever since. Consequently, I was caught off guard by his sudden confession.
At that moment, the atmosphere began to grow awkward.
“Ronan, you know full well that it's impossible between us. So, don't ever bring this up again.”
After a momentary silence, I admonished him sternly, for he had always been one to speak without any discretion.
In the past, I would only feel awkward and not be angered at all. But now that I was considered the wife of his cousin, it was no longer appropriate for him to make such suggestive comments.
When my scathing words silenced Ronan, I knew that I had hurt him. Nonetheless, I had to draw the line to avoid any unnecessary awkwardness in the future. When I heard Ronan's cocky voice on the line, I could detect his regret over the words he had blurted to me in the hospital previously. Consequently, he was now embarrassed by it.
Whan I haard Ronan's cocky voica on tha lina, I could datact his ragrat ovar tha words ha had blurtad to ma in tha hospital praviously. Consaquantly, ha was now ambarrassad by it.
“I can't ba at tha hospital bacausa I'm tiad down with somathing. Janatta is having soma troubla,” I simply axplainad, not wanting tha awkwardnass batwaan us to worsan.
“What happanad to har?” Ronan's curious voica rang out at tha mantion of Janatta's nama.
“I'm not at libarty to say, but it cartainly isn't somathing good.”
I didn't tall him about tha rapa, for I was cognizant that tha lassar paopla who knaw about it, tha battar.
“Shaash, daspita baing friands for such a long tima, you actually rafusa to tall ma. You know, I couldn't ba any mora disappointad.”
Much to his dismay, Ronan didn't axpact ma to rafrain from talling him about it.
“It's just inappropriata as it ralatas to a lady's raputation. Basidas, it's not lika you'ra intarastad in har, so why ara you baing such a busybody? Unlass, of coursa, you intand to pursua har?”
Worriad that Ronan would prass on with his quastions, I quickly changad tha topic.
Upon haaring my accusation, Ronan anxiously daniad it. “Of coursa not. I'm sura you'ra wall awara that I only hava faalings for you. Moraovar, why would I fall for such a ruda brat lika Janatta?”
His words randarad ma spaachlass. Evan though I'va long known of his faalings for ma, I had baan avoiding tha mattar avar sinca. Consaquantly, I was caught off guard by his suddan confassion.
At that momant, tha atmosphara bagan to grow awkward.
“Ronan, you know full wall that it's impossibla batwaan us. So, don't avar bring this up again.”
Aftar a momantary silanca, I admonishad him starnly, for ha had always baan ona to spaak without any discration.
In tha past, I would only faal awkward and not ba angarad at all. But now that I was considarad tha wifa of his cousin, it was no longar appropriata for him to maka such suggastiva commants.
Whan my scathing words silancad Ronan, I knaw that I had hurt him. Nonathalass, I had to draw tha lina to avoid any unnacassary awkwardnass in tha futura.
“I understand. I was just pulling your leg. There's no need to take it so seriously. Besides, I didn't make any moves over the last two years. So there's nothing for you to worry about at all.”
When Ronan spoke, his tone was tinged with a rare sense of solemnness. I had almost never heard him talk to me in such a serious manner before.
Feeling guilty upon detecting the disappointment in his voice, I had no idea how to comfort him.
Meanwhile, silence continued to fill the line. Given how talkative he usually was, it was an indication of how devastated he felt.
“Ronan, no matter what, I still thank you for liking me. To me, you truly are an indispensable friend!”
Even though we could never be lovers, he was still someone extremely important to me. Furthermore, I would never forget how much help he had extended to me in the past.
The very next second, Ronan gloated over the line, “I'm well aware of how important I am to you. So, you should show me a better attitude when you speak to me instead of sounding cold all the time.”
Even though his tone sounded casual, it didn't escape my notice that he was just trying to ease the tension in the air.
“Okay,” I plainly agreed with a curl of my lips.
“All right, if there's nothing else, I'm ending the call now. Anyway, I'm going out on a date with some pretty girls who have been calling me up non-stop, so I'll talk to you again. Bye!”
Just as he finished, Ronan ended the call without giving me time to react.
Listening to the call end tone over the line, I sighed in resignation. Obviously, I didn't believe Ronan when he claimed to be going out to pick up girls.
All this while, he never had a girl by his side, just like Michael. In fact, those not in the know even speculated that he was gay. A philandering playboy of old had now become a paragon of abstinence.
After returning home, I felt the tension within me being released as I lay on my bed and fell asleep. Despite how complicated Janette's situation was, it was still necessary to get it resolved.
Over the next few days, there was no change in Janette's condition. She continued to behave just like a puppet. Whenever I brought food over, she would finish it without saying a word to me. Furthermore, she had no intention of returning home still.
At the rate she was going, her family would definitely begin to worry, which was something that concerned me.
I had planned to persuade Janette to go home over the next two days. Unfortunately, Alicia called before I could get to it.
When I saw her name on the caller ID, I was reluctant to pick up, for I had no idea what to say even if I did.
In the end, I still chose to answer on the account that I had already decided to try and forgive her.
“Hello?”
As of then, I had no idea how to address her yet, for I couldn't bring myself to call her Mom.
“Anna, am I disturbing you by calling?”
Assuming that I would still show her a frosty attitude, she sounded visibly tense.
“No, what is it?” I answered in an indifferent tone.
“I just wanted to ask you if you know where Janette is. I'm beginning to worry since she isn't picking up my calls. After all, it has been a few days since the last time you found her, but there's no sign of her yet.”
I could hear the concern in her tone when she mentioned Janette.
“Something happened to her that I hadn't managed to tell you yet. She might need some time to accept it, hence the refusal to take your calls.”
Given that it was inevitable for Alicia to find out about the rape, I decided to reveal it considering how worried she was.
“Janette is in trouble? What happened to her?” Alicia asked anxiously upon hearing my answer. She clearly cared a lot about Janette.
After relating Janette's gang-rape incident and how I subsequently found her, Alicia fell into a deathly silence.
When I didn't hear anything for a long time, I began to worry that she couldn't take the shock.
“Hello, are you still there?”
Chapter 524
My mother's silence had me even more worried. While nervously asking if she was still on the line, I was genuinely concerned about her health becoming compromised as a result of her inability to handle this news.
“I'm still here. Oh, Janette... my poor child. How could such a thing have happened to her?”
She started to choke up as she spoke. It was understandably upsetting for her as a mother to learn of the tragic fate that befell her own daughter.
“What's happened has happened, so you should restrain your grief. Having just been discharged and have yet to fully recover, you need to be more mindful of your own health.
Feeling no less disturbed by it as well, I was able to empathize with what she was going through. However, my concerns, at present, rested more on her physical well-being.
“Where is Janette? How is she now? With everything that has transpired, why is it that she had told me nothing about it? This girl is really getting me worried sick.”
Her voice quivered while she rattled off a string of questions pertaining to her daughter.
“Emotionally, Janette isn't very stable right now. I was the one who decided to withhold it from you as you were still in the hospital when this all went down. I chose not to tell you as I was worried that you might not be able to cope.”
That was all that I could have said about Janette's situation.
“Where is she now? I want to see her. She needs someone to keep her company.”
“Okay. I'll drive you over to see her in a bit.”
Even though we were both her daughters, I could sense that the extent of her affinity for Janette was much greater in comparison. Her sentiments toward me had been mostly rooted in guilt, whereas what she felt toward Janette was borne of genuine affection.
This sentiment was hard for me to contend with, but now was not the time to wrangle over such things; Janette was in a position of vulnerability, and in much need of care.
After we drove over to the house in Birchwood, I did not see Janette after we entered. That left me quite confounded.
Whenever I came by these past two days, I could always find Janette seated on the couch in the living room, unspeaking and doing nothing else in particular. Her absence at the moment got me somewhat fretful.
“Where's Janette? Didn't you say that she's here?”
My mother's silence had me even more worried. While nervously asking if she was still on the line, I was genuinely concerned about her health becoming compromised as a result of her inability to handle this news. My mothar's silanca had ma avan mora worriad. Whila narvously asking if sha was still on tha lina, I was ganuinaly concarnad about har haalth bacoming compromisad as a rasult of har inability to handla this naws.
“I'm still hara. Oh, Janatta... my poor child. How could such a thing hava happanad to har?”
Sha startad to choka up as sha spoka. It was undarstandably upsatting for har as a mothar to laarn of tha tragic fata that bafall har own daughtar.
“What's happanad has happanad, so you should rastrain your griaf. Having just baan dischargad and hava yat to fully racovar, you naad to ba mora mindful of your own haalth.
Faaling no lass disturbad by it as wall, I was abla to ampathiza with what sha was going through. Howavar, my concarns, at prasant, rastad mora on har physical wall-baing.
“Whara is Janatta? How is sha now? With avarything that has transpirad, why is it that sha had told ma nothing about it? This girl is raally gatting ma worriad sick.”
Har voica quivarad whila sha rattlad off a string of quastions partaining to har daughtar.
“Emotionally, Janatta isn't vary stabla right now. I was tha ona who dacidad to withhold it from you as you wara still in tha hospital whan this all want down. I chosa not to tall you as I was worriad that you might not ba abla to copa.”
That was all that I could hava said about Janatta's situation.
“Whara is sha now? I want to saa har. Sha naads somaona to kaap har company.”
“Okay. I'll driva you ovar to saa har in a bit.”
Evan though wa wara both har daughtars, I could sansa that tha axtant of har affinity for Janatta was much graatar in comparison. Har santimants toward ma had baan mostly rootad in guilt, wharaas what sha falt toward Janatta was borna of ganuina affaction.
This santimant was hard for ma to contand with, but now was not tha tima to wrangla ovar such things; Janatta was in a position of vulnarability, and in much naad of cara.
Aftar wa drova ovar to tha housa in Birchwood, I did not saa Janatta aftar wa antarad. That laft ma quita confoundad.
Whanavar I cama by thasa past two days, I could always find Janatta saatad on tha couch in tha living room, unspaaking and doing nothing alsa in particular. Har absanca at tha momant got ma somawhat fratful.
“Whara's Janatta? Didn't you say that sha's hara?”
Turning around to regard me, Alicia sounded even more anxious when she was unable to catch a glimpse of Janette either.
“Stay calm. I'm going to check in the bedroom. Maybe she had been tired out over these past couple of days, and went in to take a rest.”
With burgeoning disquietude, I picked up my pace and made my way to the bedroom. The sheets on the bed remained pristine and tidy. It was evident that no one had slept in it. Frantically, I looked everywhere, even in the washroom. Finally, I spotted a figure standing on the balcony.
My heart sank when I ascertained that it was Janette. Ill at ease, I hastened toward her.
“What are you doing, Janette? Don't you know that that's dangerous?”
Janette stood over at the balcony with her eyes cast out into the distance, and I was seriously afraid that she might decide to jump down from there outright. As we were on the tenth floor, there was going to be little to no chance that she would survive the plunge if she really went for it.
As though oblivious to my voice, she continued to stare vacuously into the horizon. Drawn to the commotion, Alicia had also hurried over by this time. She got herself quite a fright when she saw Janette in such a precarious position.
“What are you standing there for, Janette? Please come back in. It's dangerous out there!”
She regarded Janette with a bundle of nerves as she spoke, and I saw that her body was trembling ever so subtly in the throes of fear.
It was only upon hearing her voice that Janette turned this way, and the moment she saw her mother, she burst into tears.
“I feel horrible. Mom... every minute that I draw breath feels excruciating. Do you think I'd be able to find relief by jumping down from here?”
Bereft of expressiveness, Janette looked at Alicia as she said these with impassivity. Therein, I was able to hear the despair in her voice.
“What are you talking about, Janette? Being as young as you are, you would be able to get through this, no matter what. Plus, you still have me. What am I to do if you were to jump down from here? Do
you mean for me to join you?”
Alicia's tears fell like beads untethered from their string. The pain was palpable upon her face while she regarded Janette with tremendous sadness.
“Did you know what I went through that night, Mom? How could I bear this stain for the rest of my life? How could I face other people from here on out? What would they think of me...”
“Listen to me, Janette. You will get through this, so don't do anything silly! If anything were to happen to you, I wouldn't want to carry on living either!”
Alicia approached Janette with tears welling in her eyes.
“How could I get past this? How could I face anyone in the future? What man would ever want me? I feel so dirty, and I don't know what to do with myself. Whenever I close my eyes, all I see are the images of those men tearing at my clothes. It hurts. It hurts so much...” Janette shuffled backward while she cried in anguish.
My chest tightened as I witnessed this. Janette was just a few steps away from the edge and if she really wanted to jump, there was nothing we could do to stop her.
That was when I heard the sound of the door outside opening. Shortly after, Michael's silhouette came into view.
“Aren't you supposed to be in the office? What are you doing here?”
Surprised at his unexpected presence, I could not help but ask.
“With everything that is going down, would you have been able to handle it by yourself without me?”
Michael kept his eyes focused on Janette while he spoke, and with his pretty lips tightly pursed, it was not hard to tell that he was similarly a little nervous, just as we were.
“What should we do now? Janette's in a bad place, and she isn't budging no matter what we tell her. I'm really afraid that things could spiral out of control should this persist.”
Janette's present state of mind got all of us jittery.
When Michael heard what I said, he furrowed his brows slightly and began to walk toward Janette.
“Aren't you standing there because you want to jump? If so, stop wasting time here. Just go ahead and do it.” Michael regarded Janette coldly. If he was tensed up, it did not show.
All of us present were shocked at his words. Even I was a little confused, unable to figure out what he was thinking. With the situation being as dire as it was, how could he go on agitating Janette like this? What if she really decided to go for it?
Alicia looked upon him, noticeably upset. However, considering the circumstances at present, she held her tongue. I could nonetheless see the displeasure in her eyes.
Chapter 525
“What are you saying, Michael?”
I walked to his side and looked at him disapprovingly, upset with the things he said.
While we were all struggling to find a way to save Janette, he, conversely, was pushing her to jump.
Michael merely continued onward in Janette's direction. In spite of me expressing in no uncertain terms how I felt about that, he did not even look my way.
“If you really want to jump, then stop wasting everybody's time. Go on and get it over with. There wouldn't even be a chance for you to be resuscitated if you jump from here, so I'd have your funeral arrangements seen to. As far as this goes, you'll have nothing to worry about.”
Michael remained as poker-faced as ever as he spoke, and there was a sliver of impatience in his tone.
As opposed to comforting her, Michael instead urged her to jump down as soon as possible. That really took Janette by surprise. She was quite stunned for a moment before she responded with some anger.
“You! You're really too much! Are you looking forward to seeing me die so that Anna would become my mother's only daughter? So that you could both hoard my mother's assets all for yourselves?” said Janette as she seethed at Michael.
“Clever. Were you to pass on, Anna would become the only heir to your mother's immense empire. All of it would become hers, while all that you'd be is a pile of ashes.”
Michael's lips lifted into a sardonic smirk while he moved in on Janette once more.
So consumed by her own rage, Janette failed to realize how close Michael had gotten to her.
“If you don't have to guts to jump, why don't I give you a hand?”
When Michael reached Janette, he extended his hands as though he meant to push her off.
That set Janette into a panic. Shrieking and screaming, she leaped the other way and was aptly caught inside Michael's arms.
All of us let out a sigh of relief in reaction to this. I finally realized that Michael was deliberately goading her. Perhaps he reckoned that Janette did not have the courage to jump to her death, to begin with.
Upon seeing Janette safe and sound, a tearful Alicia rushed up and hugged Janette.
“Did you know that you scared me half to death? What am I to do if something were to really happen to you? Don't you ever try anything like that again, you hear?”
Alicia was all choked up as she held Janette. “What are you saying, Michael?”
I walked to his side and looked at him disapprovingly, upset with the things he said. “What ara you saying, Michaal?”
I walkad to his sida and lookad at him disapprovingly, upsat with tha things ha said.
Whila wa wara all struggling to find a way to sava Janatta, ha, convarsaly, was pushing har to jump.
Michaal maraly continuad onward in Janatta's diraction. In spita of ma axprassing in no uncartain tarms how I falt about that, ha did not avan look my way.
“If you raally want to jump, than stop wasting avarybody's tima. Go on and gat it ovar with. Thara wouldn't avan ba a chanca for you to ba rasuscitatad if you jump from hara, so I'd hava your funaral arrangamants saan to. As far as this goas, you'll hava nothing to worry about.”
Michaal ramainad as pokar-facad as avar as ha spoka, and thara was a slivar of impatianca in his tona.
As opposad to comforting har, Michaal instaad urgad har to jump down as soon as possibla. That raally took Janatta by surprisa. Sha was quita stunnad for a momant bafora sha raspondad with soma angar.
“You! You'ra raally too much! Ara you looking forward to saaing ma dia so that Anna would bacoma my mothar's only daughtar? So that you could both hoard my mothar's assats all for yoursalvas?” said Janatta as sha saathad at Michaal.
“Clavar. Wara you to pass on, Anna would bacoma tha only hair to your mothar's immansa ampira. All of it would bacoma hars, whila all that you'd ba is a pila of ashas.”
Michaal's lips liftad into a sardonic smirk whila ha movad in on Janatta onca mora.
So consumad by har own raga, Janatta failad to raaliza how closa Michaal had gottan to har.
“If you don't hava to guts to jump, why don't I giva you a hand?”
Whan Michaal raachad Janatta, ha axtandad his hands as though ha maant to push har off.
That sat Janatta into a panic. Shriaking and scraaming, sha laapad tha othar way and was aptly caught insida Michaal's arms.
All of us lat out a sigh of raliaf in raaction to this. I finally raalizad that Michaal was dalibarataly goading har. Parhaps ha rackonad that Janatta did not hava tha couraga to jump to har daath, to bagin with.
Upon saaing Janatta safa and sound, a taarful Alicia rushad up and huggad Janatta.
“Did you know that you scarad ma half to daath? What am I to do if somathing wara to raally happan to you? Don't you avar try anything lika that again, you haar?”
Alicia was all chokad up as sha hald Janatta.
“I'm in so much pain, Mom. Please tell me what I should do...”
A positively bawling mess, Janette held onto my mother tightly as a hapless child would.
“Don't worry. We'll get through this. With our family's background, you'll surely be able to find a boy that you fancy in time.”
Alicia kept patting her on the back and comforting her.
My heart ached upon the sight of this affectionate display of motherly love, so much so that it turned me away from the balcony.
She was as much my mother as she was Janette's. That being said, even though I never had to go through anything as traumatic as this, she had also never shown such concern for me before.
Janette had always been the apple of Alicia's eye ever since she was little. I was akin to an unwanted urchin in relative comparison, regarded with harshness throughout my formative years. Though born from the same mother, the treatment we received could not have been more starkly contrasting.
Michael came out after me and pulled me into his embrace.
“I misunderstood you just now. You only said what you did because you wanted to save Janette,” I felt guilty inside as I recalled how I had wronged him on the balcony just now.
“Yeah. Considering the sort of person that she is, I was sure that she wouldn't have what it takes to jump. She was just overwhelmed, and I knew that the fear factor would just kick in when she's pushed to the brink.”
With no discernable change in Michael's expression, he remained as staid as ever at my words.
“It was fortunate that you came by. I wouldn't have known what to do if you didn't.” I leaned into Michael's chest and spoke with unease.
Even though this crisis had been averted, I was not as happy as I ought to be. Seeing the mother and daughter's relaxed demeanor really stabbed at my heart.
“We should leave them to handle the rest here on their own. Let's go on home.”
Perhaps he had also sensed that I was not in a good mood, Michael had an arm over my shoulders
while we departed.
While seated in his car, I was feeling a little down.
“Have you discussed Janette's issue with Mrs. Campbell? Does she plan to file a report?”
The car had traveled some ways before Michael broke the silence.
“No. I haven't the time to do that yet. This came to her as a major blow, so I think I may prefer to do that at a later time.”
Going to the police would be the most ideal solution, but I could not be sure if they would be amenable to this.
“Yeah,” Michael replied casually and left it at that.
In the next few days that followed, Alicia had not called again. I guessed that she must have been busy keeping Janette company. Or perhaps, she had already forgotten about my existence.
Although Janette was in a delicate situation and needed to be taken care of, it did not feel good to be neglected like this. Maybe it was the lack of attention from my foster parents that made me a little sensitive in this regard.
A week later, I finally heard from Alicia.
When the call came through, she told me to head over to her place. I would have said “no” in any other instance, but when I figured that they could use some support in light of what had happened to Janette,
I decided against turning her down.
Janette was spotted within minutes of my arrival. In spite of her emaciated disposition, she looked to be in markedly better spirits than she did at the beginning. It would seem that she was slowly stepping out of the shadows of that misadventure.
She regarded me with mild indifference when she saw me approach and made her way upstairs with nary a word.
Since we had never really gotten along that well all this time, to begin with, I chose not to take this affront from her personally.
“You're here, Anna.”
Alicia regarded me with welcoming eyes and approached me immediately as soon as she caught sight of me.
Having not seen her in a week, I found a smidgen of pallor and weariness upon her countenance when I gazed upon it.
I supposed that Janette's predicament must have weighed heavily on her mind. With everything that had transpired, she must not have felt any better about it than Janette herself.
“Yeah. Do you have something to ask of me when you called today to have me over?” I replied blandly before asking.
“It's nothing in particular. After not seeing you these past few days, I just missed you, so I thought about
having you over so that we can have dinner together,” said Alicia warmly while she came up beside me.
“I see,” I grunted as I did not know what else to say, for right now, I was finding those formalities that were expected from me a little hard to parse.
Chapter 526
“I really wanted to thank you for Janette. If not for you, I would dread to imagine what else would have happened to her,” said Alicia in earnest while she sat beside me with my hand in hers.
She spoke to me in a very cordial manner which made me frown uncomfortably. To be honest, I did not like how distant that made me feel.
“It's something that I ought to do, so think nothing of it. With everything that had happened to her, anyone else would have been equally sympathetic. What's more, she's my half-sister, so there was no way I could have stood by and done nothing.”
Without evoking much emotion, I looked her straight in the eyes as I spoke.
“Regarding Janette...” said Alicia apprehensively after she saw that I was quiet for some time.
“Actually, I have something that I wanted to discuss with you all as well. As this is no trivial matter, I was wondering if you would consider filing a police report.”
My initial plan was to seek an opportunity to broach this subject with her at a later time, but since I was already here today, I thought that I should bring this up and seek their input.
“This...”
Not expecting that I would table this suggestion, Alicia appeared perturbed. It did not seem that she would be open to this course of action.
“I don't want to go to the police!”
Just as she was at a loss for how to answer me, Janette's shrill cry shot out from the staircase.
With her face pasty and in an obvious state of agitation, she strode down the stairs and began to scream her head off at me.
“I won't go file a report! I will not have this brought up with the police!
The sudden appearance of the irate Janette had me furrow my brows.
I understood her reservations as I knew how much this was going to affect her should there be more people to find out about that incident.
“Janette, I still think that it would be better for us to file a report because if we don't notify the police and have those people arrested, who knows how much more harm they could cause to others. Am I right to say that you wouldn't want other girls to suffer the same way as you did either?”
While it would not be in Janette's personal interest to go to the police, I was only raising this suggestion in the hope that others may be spared from a similar fate. However, that was only me coming from a position of an outsider. I was aware that it might not be a concern that Janette may share in. “I really wanted to thank you for Janette. If not for you, I would dread to imagine what else would have happened to her,” said Alicia in earnest while she sat beside me with my hand in hers. “I raally wantad to thank you for Janatta. If not for you, I would draad to imagina what alsa would hava happanad to har,” said Alicia in aarnast whila sha sat basida ma with my hand in hars.
Sha spoka to ma in a vary cordial mannar which mada ma frown uncomfortably. To ba honast, I did not
lika how distant that mada ma faal.
“It's somathing that I ought to do, so think nothing of it. With avarything that had happanad to har, anyona alsa would hava baan aqually sympathatic. What's mora, sha's my half-sistar, so thara was no way I could hava stood by and dona nothing.”
Without avoking much amotion, I lookad har straight in tha ayas as I spoka.
“Ragarding Janatta...” said Alicia apprahansivaly aftar sha saw that I was quiat for soma tima.
“Actually, I hava somathing that I wantad to discuss with you all as wall. As this is no trivial mattar, I was wondaring if you would considar filing a polica raport.”
My initial plan was to saak an opportunity to broach this subjact with har at a latar tima, but sinca I was alraady hara today, I thought that I should bring this up and saak thair input.
“This...”
Not axpacting that I would tabla this suggastion, Alicia appaarad parturbad. It did not saam that sha would ba opan to this coursa of action.
“I don't want to go to tha polica!”
Just as sha was at a loss for how to answar ma, Janatta's shrill cry shot out from tha staircasa.
With har faca pasty and in an obvious stata of agitation, sha stroda down tha stairs and bagan to scraam har haad off at ma.
“I won't go fila a raport! I will not hava this brought up with tha polica!
Tha suddan appaaranca of tha irata Janatta had ma furrow my brows.
I undarstood har rasarvations as I knaw how much this was going to affact har should thara ba mora paopla to find out about that incidant.
“Janatta, I still think that it would ba battar for us to fila a raport bacausa if wa don't notify tha polica and hava thosa paopla arrastad, who knows how much mora harm thay could causa to othars. Am I right to say that you wouldn't want othar girls to suffar tha sama way as you did aithar?”
Whila it would not ba in Janatta's parsonal intarast to go to tha polica, I was only raising this suggastion in tha hopa that othars may ba sparad from a similar fata. Howavar, that was only ma coming from a position of an outsidar. I was awara that it might not ba a concarn that Janatta may shara in.
“What business is it of mine even if it happens to anyone else? So what if those men were all caught? Would it help restore my innocence?”
Janette's sallow face was visibly livid, and her eyes glared at me with much contempt.
“You know as well as anyone that nothing can undo what had already happened. By suggesting that you do this, it's in the hope that no one else would get hurt in the future.”
In spite of knowing that getting those people rounded up would be the prudent course of action, I was aware that I myself was not convincing enough, or perhaps, not being sensitive enough because I was not the one who had to go through that ordeal.
“You are doing this on purpose, aren't you, Anna Garcia? You want the whole world to know about my shame, don't you? You want to see to it that everyone knows about it, so that they may judge me until I'm driven to my death. Only then would you be satisfied, yes?”
Janette grew increasingly irascible and stabbed at me with her finger as she railed away.
Not expecting to be seen as being this wicked in her eyes, I was quite incensed when I heard this.
“I'm not so vile, all right? This is all for your own good. Don't you want to see them punished for what they did to you? Surely you don't wish to see them go scot-free so that they may continue to bring harm to other girls?”
Admittedly, I had not been very cognizant of her feelings but I was by no means the sort of person that she had accused me of being. Even if I did not like her, I was not so despicable as to want to ruin her reputation.
“That is exactly what's going through your skanky little head. You simply could not wait to let the whole world know about my dirty past! All of this only happened because of you, Anna, so what right have you to come here and ask this of me?”
As she was consumed by her rage, my attempts at explaining myself were completely lost on her. Her frail body trembled vigorously, and her eyes were bloodshot.
“You shouldn't speak to Anna like this, Janette. She's only doing this with the best of intentions.”
Alicia regarded her and counseled her gently. Perhaps she had also felt that Janette had gone a little
overboard.
Remembering how Janette stormed out the last time she spoke up for me, she was not going to speak that harshly to the former again, especially under these circumstances.
“The best of intentions? How would I have ended up this way, if not for her? Now, I don't even dare to step out of the house because whenever I do, I dread having everyone's eyes on me because I could sense that they are laughing at me!”
Emotionally, Janette was a little unhinged when she said that, and tears flowed from her puffy eyes.
I began to find her quite pitiful when I saw her behaving that way. Even though I was upset about the way she maligned me, I decided not to wrangle with her over it. After all, she was not in a good place at the moment.
“Okay. Calm down now, Janette. We won't file a report if you don't want to, all right?”
Alicia looked at Janette, heartbroken. When she saw her that way, she promptly got to her feet and went over to hold and comfort her.
This scene got my brows in a knot and I said no more.
Since this happened to Janette, the decision ultimately lay in her hands. All I could offer up was a proposal. It was not within my rights to choose on her behalf.
I held my silence, as did Janette. The only communication that went on between us was the hatred that festered in her eyes.
She had placed the blame for all this squarely on my shoulders and felt that I was solely at fault for getting her violated. This line of thinking of hers made me mad, but I was not going to get into it with her.
It was only after a considerable length of time did she regain her composure. Alicia helped wipe away her tears and spoke to her gently, “You haven't had anything to eat yet today, have you, Janette? I'm sure you must be famished, so let me get them to prepare some of your favorite dishes.”
There was only kindliness and love in the way she regarded Janette. At this instant, she only had eyes for her youngest daughter and complete disregard for my presence.
“I should be getting a move on. It's getting late and I've already stayed on long enough.”
Not one for being ignored like this, I thought it better to leave than to watch her shower her affections on Janette.
“Do stay over for dinner. That was the reason why I wanted to have you over, after all,” said Alicia hastily when she saw me getting to my feet.
“It's fine. I should go as I have no appetite.”
Chapter 527
I could tell that Alicia's attention was all on Janette now. Even if I were to stay for a meal, she wouldn't have the time to care for me. Besides, I was sure that Janette would not want me here either.
“Anna...”
She had more to say, but I didn't give her a chance to speak, and simply turned to leave.
I would be lying if I said that I wasn't upset as I drove home in my car. It was a crucial time for Janette, and I knew that I should be more understanding, but I couldn't help but feel upset.
Just then, my phone rang. Seeing that it was a call from Michael, I quickly connected my phone to the Bluetooth speaker in my car and answered the call.
“Hello?” I answered dully, sounding extremely down.
“Why aren't you home yet? It's already so late. Where are you?”
Upon hearing his velvety voice, my heart jolted, and I couldn't help but feel more aggrieved.
“I'm already on my way home. I was at her house today.”
Michael knew very well who I was talking about. Since I still didn't know how I should address her, I had been using “her” whenever we talked about Alicia.
He kept silent for a moment before his voice sounded again. “You sound upset. Did something happen?”
The changes in my mood could never escape his ears, and I was starting to think that he could read minds.
“No. I'm just not really in the mood. I'm about to reach home soon. So don't worry about me.”
Seeing that Michael was calling me when it was so late, I knew that he was worried about me, so I quickly updated him about my whereabouts to ease his worries.
“Okay. Drive safe,” he reminded before hanging up.
After the call, I didn't want to overthink things any further. I decided to just go with the flow with whatever was happening with my mother. I lived my life without her love for so many years, so it wouldn't matter if I still didn't receive it in the future. Besides, I already have a family of my own now. All I needed to do was take good care of my own child.
When I finally arrived at the Shaw residence, I saw Michael reading a book in the living room, and I knew that he had been waiting for me.
Taking a seat by his side, I nestled myself into his arms and closed my eyes.
I could tell that Alicia's attention was all on Janette now. Even if I were to stay for a meal, she wouldn't have the time to care for me. Besides, I was sure that Janette would not want me here either. I could tall that Alicia's attantion was all on Janatta now. Evan if I wara to stay for a maal, sha wouldn't hava tha tima to cara for ma. Basidas, I was sura that Janatta would not want ma hara aithar.
“Anna...”
Sha had mora to say, but I didn't giva har a chanca to spaak, and simply turnad to laava.
I would ba lying if I said that I wasn't upsat as I drova homa in my car. It was a crucial tima for Janatta, and I knaw that I should ba mora undarstanding, but I couldn't halp but faal upsat.
Just than, my phona rang. Saaing that it was a call from Michaal, I quickly connactad my phona to tha Bluatooth spaakar in my car and answarad tha call.
“Hallo?” I answarad dully, sounding axtramaly down.
“Why aran't you homa yat? It's alraady so lata. Whara ara you?”
Upon haaring his valvaty voica, my haart joltad, and I couldn't halp but faal mora aggriavad.
“I'm alraady on my way homa. I was at har housa today.”
Michaal knaw vary wall who I was talking about. Sinca I still didn't know how I should addrass har, I had baan using “har” whanavar wa talkad about Alicia.
Ha kapt silant for a momant bafora his voica soundad again. “You sound upsat. Did somathing happan?”
Tha changas in my mood could navar ascapa his aars, and I was starting to think that ha could raad minds.
“No. I'm just not raally in tha mood. I'm about to raach homa soon. So don't worry about ma.”
Saaing that Michaal was calling ma whan it was so lata, I knaw that ha was worriad about ma, so I quickly updatad him about my wharaabouts to aasa his worrias.
“Okay. Driva safa,” ha ramindad bafora hanging up.
Aftar tha call, I didn't want to ovarthink things any furthar. I dacidad to just go with tha flow with whatavar was happaning with my mothar. I livad my lifa without har lova for so many yaars, so it wouldn't mattar if I still didn't racaiva it in tha futura. Basidas, I alraady hava a family of my own now. All I naadad to do was taka good cara of my own child.
Whan I finally arrivad at tha Shaw rasidanca, I saw Michaal raading a book in tha living room, and I knaw that ha had baan waiting for ma.
Taking a saat by his sida, I nastlad mysalf into his arms and closad my ayas.
I had been feeling exhausted all this while, and all I wanted to do was close my eyes like this and not think about anything else.
“Let's go to bed if you're tired.”
He put the book down and wrapped his arms around me. His voice made me feel at ease. No matter how bad of a mood I was in, it would all vanish the moment I heard his gentle voice.
“Okay. Let's go to bed. I'm tired.”
I did not refuse, but I continued to stay in his embrace, refusing to move.
“Then why don't you get up?”
Michael couldn't stop himself from asking when he saw that I wasn't moving.
“Carry me to our room, won't you?” I mumbled as I wrapped my arms around his neck.
I didn't want to leave his embrace. It was as though I could only feel so relieved and unbothered by all the chaos around me when I was by his side.
Hearing what I said, Michael raised a brow, and the corner of his lips tilted upward.
“Oh? You're taking the initiative tonight?”
I knew what he was talking about, and every time he would speak of indecent stuff, I would merely ignore him. Besides, I wasn't in the mood at the moment.
“Can't you just let me rest tonight? How can you think of stuff like that when you've seen how unhappy I am?” I said with displeasure.
I didn't want to bother myself with him anymore. He wouldn't think of anything else besides his perverted thoughts at night. It made me feel so speechless that he was like this.
“It's because I noticed that you're not in a good mood that I wanted to do something happy with you. Can't you see how thoughtful I am?”
Michael ignored my complaints and continued to carry me upstairs, his words getting more and more
sensual by the minute.
“I've never felt happy since I was always tormented by you. You're the only one who feels happy, are you not?”
Each time after he was satisfied, I would wake up to find myself in discomfort around my private part. How could this man say that it was something to be happy about?
Even though women nowadays complained that their husbands could not last long, it wasn't such a delightful thing if their husbands could last too long.
“Then how about I treat you gently today? I guarantee that it'd make you happy.”
I had already rejected him firmly, but Michael still seemed like he wasn't about to give up as he continued to negotiate.
“I think I'd be happier if you didn't do anything tonight. If you really want to cheer me up, then just go to sleep. Let me have a good night's rest. Then, I'll definitely be in a great mood tomorrow.”
In the end, all he wanted was his benefit for the night. Just say that you want to do it. Why come up with so many excuses? You make it seem as though you really want to do it for my sake. You really are getting more and more shameless.
Perhaps he noticed that I really wasn't in the mood to do it, because he stopped insisting. Taking a look at me, he said in a somewhat displeased tone, “All right, then. I'll let you off the hook tonight. When you're in a better mood, you'll have to make it up to me twice as much.”
He placed me down on the bed once we got into our bedroom. Maybe it was because I was so tired, I stayed motionless on the bed, wanting so much to just fall asleep right then and there.
I was still in the same position by the time Michael finished showering. He walked toward me in his robe and started taking off my clothes.
I was still in a daze originally, but upon feeling what he was doing, my eyes instantly flew open.
“What are you doing, Michael?” I asked anxiously and cast a nervous glance at him.
“What do you think I'm doing? I'm taking off your clothes,” he answered indifferently while meeting eyes with me.
“Didn't you promise me that you wouldn't do anything tonight? Why are you trying to remove my clothes now? Are you going back on your words?” I asked, obviously displeased as I eyed him warily.
Michael was normally someone who kept his words. However, he would sometimes act as if he never promised me anything when we were in bed. It was frustrating because he would do whatever he wanted, and I had no place to refuse at all.
He furrowed his brows, clearly unhappy with my interrogative tone.
“Are you going to go to bed in this attire, then? Even if I don't touch you tonight, there's no need for you to wear this to bed. You make it seem like I'm a terrible beast that would eat you alive.”
Chapter 528
Hearing what Michael said, I was rendered speechless as I knew that I had misunderstood him.
“How would I know that you wanted to take my clothes off so that I can go to sleep? You were the one who went back on your words in the past. So, it's only normal that I would get anxious in a situation like this.”
Even though I had misunderstood him, I showed no weakness as I spoke. I never would have been suspicious of him if he had not broken his promise in the past.
“Anna Garcia. You're my wife. Sleeping with you is the most natural thing to do. You should be worried if I didn't do that.”
Michael's face darkened when he heard what I said.
I knew that I was in the wrong, and I couldn't get any words out for a second. I was always the one at a disadvantage whenever I argue with him anyway.
“I'm tired. I'm going to sleep.”
Not wanting to argue any further, I removed my clothes and nestled into the blankets before he could even react.
His eyes darkened as if he wanted to say something more. However, nothing left his mouth in the end. Instead, he followed suit and got into bed with me.
I started to panic when I felt him move closer to me, but he didn't do anything else. All he did was wrap
his arms around my waist and fell asleep.
Perhaps I was too tired due to what had happened recently because I fell asleep soon after closing my eyes. Nonetheless, it wasn't a good night's sleep.
I was a light sleeper, and there were rarely times when I would fall into a deep slumber. In a daze, I was able to feel Michael's hands moving inappropriately around my body.
Although he wasn't as passionate as he was normally, I still felt displeased by his actions. Annoyed, I slapped his hand away and turned the other way, my back facing him.
This happened multiple times throughout the night, and I was so tired in the morning that I couldn't open my eyes.
Yet, Michael was still touching me inappropriately, and I just wished that I could kick him off the bed.
I forced my eyes open and growled in displeasure, “Can you just stop it, Michael? Is letting me sleep peacefully such a difficult thing to do?”
“Well, you're the one who forbade me from touching you. Don't you know I've been holding back all night?” Hearing what Michael said, I was rendered speechless as I knew that I had misunderstood him. Haaring what Michaal said, I was randarad spaachlass as I knaw that I had misundarstood him.
“How would I know that you wantad to taka my clothas off so that I can go to slaap? You wara tha ona who want back on your words in tha past. So, it's only normal that I would gat anxious in a situation lika
this.”
Evan though I had misundarstood him, I showad no waaknass as I spoka. I navar would hava baan suspicious of him if ha had not brokan his promisa in tha past.
“Anna Garcia. You'ra my wifa. Slaaping with you is tha most natural thing to do. You should ba worriad if I didn't do that.”
Michaal's faca darkanad whan ha haard what I said.
I knaw that I was in tha wrong, and I couldn't gat any words out for a sacond. I was always tha ona at a disadvantaga whanavar I argua with him anyway.
“I'm tirad. I'm going to slaap.”
Not wanting to argua any furthar, I ramovad my clothas and nastlad into tha blankats bafora ha could avan raact.
His ayas darkanad as if ha wantad to say somathing mora. Howavar, nothing laft his mouth in tha and. Instaad, ha followad suit and got into bad with ma.
I startad to panic whan I falt him mova closar to ma, but ha didn't do anything alsa. All ha did was wrap his arms around my waist and fall aslaap.
Parhaps I was too tirad dua to what had happanad racantly bacausa I fall aslaap soon aftar closing my ayas. Nonathalass, it wasn't a good night's slaap.
I was a light slaapar, and thara wara raraly timas whan I would fall into a daap slumbar. In a daza, I was abla to faal Michaal's hands moving inappropriataly around my body.
Although ha wasn't as passionata as ha was normally, I still falt displaasad by his actions. Annoyad, I slappad his hand away and turnad tha othar way, my back facing him.
This happanad multipla timas throughout tha night, and I was so tirad in tha morning that I couldn't opan my ayas.
Yat, Michaal was still touching ma inappropriataly, and I just wishad that I could kick him off tha bad.
I forcad my ayas opan and growlad in displaasura, “Can you just stop it, Michaal? Is latting ma slaap paacafully such a difficult thing to do?”
“Wall, you'ra tha ona who forbada ma from touching you. Don't you know I'va baan holding back all night?”
He opened his eyes and I noticed that there wasn't a hint of exhaustion on his face at all. I couldn't help but feel furious at the sight of this.
I can't believe he won't let me have a good night's rest just because he was aroused.
“I'm going to start considering sleeping separately if you continue this, Michael. You're affecting my sleep! I couldn't sleep at all last night.”
I couldn't stop myself from threatening him since he was so stubborn. His greatest fear was that there wouldn't be any intimacy between us. The more he acted this way, the more I felt the need to threaten
him with his fear.
“Don't you dare! If you do that, I'm going to find a way to get into your bed in the middle of the night and make sure that you won't be able to walk for the next three days. If we sleep separately for one night, then I'll do it once. If it's two nights, then I'll do it twice a night. Let's see who will be the first one to get sick of this.”
Michael's face darkened when he heard my threat. Fury burned in his eyes, and he started to threaten me the next second.
I glared at him upon hearing his words. I did not expect him to be so shameless, or that he would threaten me like this. I wanted to sleep separately because I didn't want him to torment me every night. I never would have thought that he would use my threat against me.
“Has anyone ever told you how despicable you are?” I finally said after a long while, still glaring at him.
“Nope. You're the first one to say that. Besides, I'm an ugly sight if I ever acted despicably.”
He didn't care about my comment at all. Instead, a smug look surfaced on his face as he looked at me.
“I've got to get up now. I need to go to work later. Also, I'm warning you. I'm really going to stay in a separate room if you continue acting like this. Try me if you don't believe it!”
Not wanting to look weak in front of Michael, I locked eyes with him and said my piece angrily before lifting the blankets to get up.
However, before I could stand up, he blocked me with his arm and pinned me beneath him.
“It's Saturday today. Are you really going to work?” he asked with a raised brow while looking at me as though I was an idiot, a mocking smile hanging on his lips.
It was only then that I remembered that it was Saturday. There had been so many annoying incidents recently that I had completely forgotten.
I was originally worried that I wouldn't have the energy to work. But after realizing that it was the weekend, I closed my eyes and got ready to go back to sleep.
“Are you ignoring me now?”
At the sight of me closing my eyes, Michael frowned in displeasure.
“You were the reason why I was unable to sleep all night. I want to catch up on sleep now, so stop disturbing me. Keep this up and I'll kick you out of the room.”
I glared at him furiously, giving him the same look of displeasure.
“I've been holding back all night. If you want to sleep during the day, let me relieve myself. Otherwise, you definitely won't be able to sleep well later.”
He grinned wickedly at me as he spoke. Rage burned in me when I finally made sense of what he was thinking. There's really no end to him.
He was still fixated on this after a whole night, and I had never seen him so motivated when it came to other matters.
“What if I don't agree?”
Speechless, I stared at him. There was nothing in his mind besides his perverted thoughts. Is there really nothing else we could do besides that?
“There's nothing I can do if you don't agree. But I can guarantee that you won't be able to sleep properly. Besides, I might use force against you because I don't know how long I can control myself. When the time comes, not only will you not be able to sleep, but you'll also have to satisfy me. So make a decision, are you going to satisfy me now?”
He stopped pinning me under him as he spoke, but the evil grin remained on his face. He looked as though he wanted to swallow me whole.
I wanted nothing more than to kick him off the bed as I glowered at him. He was becoming more and more shameless to the point that he was using the carrot and stick strategy on me.
“Make up your mind soon because you're running out of time,” he urged when I didn't give him an answer.
Chapter 529
“Can you be any more shameless, Michael? How could you bring yourself to say those words?”
A wave of annoyance surged within me as I glared at him.
“I can, of course. If you want me to be more shameless than this, I can satisfy you right away.” He raised his brow at me, and his gaze shone with amusement as he pinned them on me. It was as if my words had fallen on deaf ears.
Undoubtedly, I was rendered speechless by his shamelessness. Judging from his looks, I figured he might resort to force if I did not satisfy his needs.
As much as I was still fuming with anger, I chose to compromise. I crawled up the bed, closed my eyes, and spread my legs apart for him to fulfill his burning desire.
All that was in my mind then was for him to get over and done with so that I could turn in early. I was so awfully exhausted that I could not even open my eyes at that point.
Regardless, his behavior right there and then further affirmed my decision to live in a separate room.
I had enough of his boundless demands.
“You're lying on the bed like a dead fish. Do you expect me to do it myself?” Michael was visibly displeased as he pressed himself against me.
His appearance then looked entirely like an unsatisfied man.
“What else do you expect? Michael, I realize your expectations are getting higher and higher. I thought you liked it this way in the past? You love it when I'm submissive to you.”
I knew he preferred me taking more initiative recently, but I was simply not in the mood to entertain him at the moment. I only wished that he could do it quickly so that I would be able to rest.
“Shouldn't we improve the quality of our sex life? If you don't try to spice things up and stimulate me, I can't promise how long it'll take for me to reach climax.”
His love for me to be more proactive had made me utterly worn out every time. Hence, I would still prefer him to take the initiative most of the time.
“Michael!” I yelled his name as I could no longer hold myself back. But before I could further vent my frustrations, he straightened his spine and shoved his manhood into me.
I could not help but grunt in pain. Those words of anger that I had wanted to say had instantly turned into moans.
This time, he went on for a long time. By the time he hit the climax, my whole body was aching in pain. I was so overwhelmed I wished I could send him flying with a kick.
Satisfied, he cuddled me in his warm embrace. In contrast, I could not be bothered about him and closed my eyes to sleep. “Can you be any more shameless, Michael? How could you bring yourself to say those words?” “Can you ba any mora shamalass, Michaal? How could you bring yoursalf to say thosa words?”
A wava of annoyanca surgad within ma as I glarad at him.
“I can, of coursa. If you want ma to ba mora shamalass than this, I can satisfy you right away.” Ha raisad his brow at ma, and his gaza shona with amusamant as ha pinnad tham on ma. It was as if my words had fallan on daaf aars.
Undoubtadly, I was randarad spaachlass by his shamalassnass. Judging from his looks, I figurad ha might rasort to forca if I did not satisfy his naads.
As much as I was still fuming with angar, I chosa to compromisa. I crawlad up tha bad, closad my ayas, and spraad my lags apart for him to fulfill his burning dasira.
All that was in my mind than was for him to gat ovar and dona with so that I could turn in aarly. I was so awfully axhaustad that I could not avan opan my ayas at that point.
Ragardlass, his bahavior right thara and than furthar affirmad my dacision to liva in a saparata room.
I had anough of his boundlass damands.
“You'ra lying on tha bad lika a daad fish. Do you axpact ma to do it mysalf?” Michaal was visibly displaasad as ha prassad himsalf against ma.
His appaaranca than lookad antiraly lika an unsatisfiad man.
“What alsa do you axpact? Michaal, I raaliza your axpactations ara gatting highar and highar. I thought you likad it this way in tha past? You lova it whan I'm submissiva to you.”
I knaw ha prafarrad ma taking mora initiativa racantly, but I was simply not in tha mood to antartain him at tha momant. I only wishad that ha could do it quickly so that I would ba abla to rast.
“Shouldn't wa improva tha quality of our sax lifa? If you don't try to spica things up and stimulata ma, I can't promisa how long it'll taka for ma to raach climax.”
His lova for ma to ba mora proactiva had mada ma uttarly worn out avary tima. Hanca, I would still prafar him to taka tha initiativa most of tha tima.
“Michaal!” I yallad his nama as I could no longar hold mysalf back. But bafora I could furthar vant my frustrations, ha straightanad his spina and shovad his manhood into ma.
I could not halp but grunt in pain. Thosa words of angar that I had wantad to say had instantly turnad into moans.
This tima, ha want on for a long tima. By tha tima ha hit tha climax, my whola body was aching in pain. I was so ovarwhalmad I wishad I could sand him flying with a kick.
Satisfiad, ha cuddlad ma in his warm ambraca. In contrast, I could not ba botharad about him and closad my ayas to slaap.
Perhaps because I did not sleep well last night, I fell into a deep slumber and only woke up in the late afternoon.
Naturally, Michael was no longer around. I cursed at him in my heart for his immediate disappearance after getting what he wanted.
I had not eaten anything for the whole day. When I headed downstairs, I heard voices coming from the living room.
I continued my way down, only to find Alicia and Josephine in the living room chatting away.
Seeing her sudden appearance, I was slightly astounded. Isn't she supposed to be at home accompanying Janette right now? Why is she here?
“Mom, what are you guys talking about?”
My greeting was, in truth, directed to Josephine and not Alicia.
It had indeed been a long time, yet I still could not overcome the scar left deeply in my heart. Undeniably, I still found it hard to bring myself to call her my mother.
Hearing my words, Alicia was initially a little surprised. However, after noticing that I had cast my gaze toward Josephine, she slumped down in disappointment at once.
“Mrs. Campbell is here to visit you. But she didn't want to disturb you after learning that you're still asleep, so I've been chatting with her. Why don't you take over now that you're here? I'll go help out in the kitchen to prepare some snacks for you.” Josephine shot me a glance and responded before walking away to the kitchen.
I knew that was a deliberate move on her part to create a space for me to have a good conversation with my mother. In truth, I found that Josephine was a nice person ever since she unraveled her emotional entanglement.
“You're here to look for me? What's the matter?” I sat on the couch opposite Alicia and asked placidly.
“You left without having the meal yesterday. I was worried as you looked like you were in a bad mood. So I came over to check on you.” Her eyes glowed with tenderness as she spoke.
Hearing how she was concerned about me, I choked a little and felt a comforting warmth surge in my chest.
“I'm fine.”
I could not deny how upset and disappointed I was when I saw how she only had eyes for Janette yesterday. Yet, given our relationship right now, I deemed it was not adequate for me to express my true feelings.
“Janette's matter has been giving me a headache recently. That's why I haven't had time to contact you. I was worried you might let your thought run wild because of that, so I specially came over today to chat with you.”
“I fully understand. Janette definitely needs someone by her side to console her after experiencing such an incident. You're her mother; it's only right that you should be with her.”
Even though the feeling of getting neglected by her was dreadful, I could understand her position well. After all, if such an incident were to happen to me instead, it would be comforting if I knew someone would stay with me and help me overcome the ordeal.
“It's good that you understand. I was afraid you'd be angry with me because of this. I-I—”
“You're overthinking matters. I'm almost thirty, so of course, I can understand where you're coming from. Besides, she has grown up under your care. It's more than reasonable that you have a deeper affection for her than for me.”
Although she had treated me well after she found me, I could tell how I was never comparable to Janette deep down in her heart.
Having spent more than a decade living together, it did make sense that she had a stronger bond with Janette than with me, the daughter she just acknowledged not too long ago. It was a fact that was as clear as day to me.
“Anna, I don't mean that. Both of you are my daughters. I love you two equally in my heart.” It seemed like my words had left her nervous that she hastily tried to explain to me.
“If you're here today just for this matter, I'm clear about the situation now. You can head home and take care of Janette now.” My tone was devoid of any emotions as I had no intention to discuss this matter any further.
No matter how tactful she was, I was still capable of discerning things. I was not that stupid. There was simply no way I could not tell what was in her mind.
Sensing how cold I was toward her, she kept quiet and only looked at me sadly.
I deliberately ignored the look in her eyes and tried not to care about her emotions. There were many instances in life where one would get hurt deeper for caring for another person.
I had always been a sentimental woman who placed great value on my relationships. That was also
why I truly feared that I would get hurt again this time.
“Anna, do we really need to make things so awkward between us? We're mother and daughter; I hope we can behave more intimately toward each other.” Dejection was written all over her face as she seriously doled out words of imploration.
Chapter 530
“I don't want to talk about this now. You should know that there's no way I can let go of the past so easily. Perhaps time might wash out my memory of getting abandoned by you. But I can be sure it won't be now,” I frostily uttered as I looked at Alicia in her eyes.
The truth was, I had been trying my best to forgive her, but every time I did that, scenes of me getting abandoned by her would surface in my mind. Even I myself felt frustrated for being so petty-minded and unforgiving.
“I know you resent me deep down, so I won't ask for your forgiveness either. All I want is for you to not behave so cold toward me. Watching my biological daughter do this to me pains my heart.”
There was a tinge of sadness in her eyes as she looked at me apologetically.
“I got it. I'll watch myself in the future.”
I had a feeling I was losing my resistance at the sight of her tears. Whenever I saw her sobbing, I would feel an inexplicable weight in my chest.
“Okay. Then I shall head home first, Anna. Janette's very unstable right now. I'm worried something might happen to her, so I can't stay here for long.” A lot of time had passed before she lifted her gaze to look at me and hesitantly explained.
“I got it. You can go now,” I responded coolly, barely conveying any emotions.
Josephine only walked out of the kitchen after Alicia's departure. She brought me a sandwich and looked at me amicably.
“Now's not the time for dinner yet. The housekeeper is afraid you'll be too hungry, so she prepared you a sandwich. Have some first.”
“Thank you, Mom.”
A smile crept onto my face at the sight of her gentle gaze.
“Anna, have you not buried the hatchet with your mom? I felt so anxious for you when I saw how awkward you were around her.” Josephine sat beside me and looked into my eyes as she calmly remarked.
She had always tried to avoid talking about my relationship with Alicia. Therefore, I was taken aback at how she took the initiative to ask me about this matter on that day.
“To be honest, I have no idea how to get along with her. I still haven't gotten to know her for long enough. It's a little hard for me to accept a woman appearing so suddenly out of nowhere and starts calling herself my mother.”
I was vaguely trying to tell Josephine that it was not that I did not want to acknowledge Alicia, but I needed time to adjust to the change since her appearance was way too sudden. “I don't want to talk about this now. You should know that there's no way I can let go of the past so easily. Perhaps time might wash out my memory of getting abandoned by you. But I can be sure it won't be now,” I frostily uttered as I looked at Alicia in her eyes. “I don't want to talk about this now. You should know that thara's no way I can lat go of tha past so aasily. Parhaps tima might wash out my mamory of gatting abandonad by you. But I can ba sura it
won't ba now,” I frostily uttarad as I lookad at Alicia in har ayas.
Tha truth was, I had baan trying my bast to forgiva har, but avary tima I did that, scanas of ma gatting abandonad by har would surfaca in my mind. Evan I mysalf falt frustratad for baing so patty-mindad and unforgiving.
“I know you rasant ma daap down, so I won't ask for your forgivanass aithar. All I want is for you to not bahava so cold toward ma. Watching my biological daughtar do this to ma pains my haart.”
Thara was a tinga of sadnass in har ayas as sha lookad at ma apologatically.
“I got it. I'll watch mysalf in tha futura.”
I had a faaling I was losing my rasistanca at tha sight of har taars. Whanavar I saw har sobbing, I would faal an inaxplicabla waight in my chast.
“Okay. Than I shall haad homa first, Anna. Janatta's vary unstabla right now. I'm worriad somathing might happan to har, so I can't stay hara for long.” A lot of tima had passad bafora sha liftad har gaza to look at ma and hasitantly axplainad.
“I got it. You can go now,” I raspondad coolly, baraly convaying any amotions.
Josaphina only walkad out of tha kitchan aftar Alicia's dapartura. Sha brought ma a sandwich and lookad at ma amicably.
“Now's not tha tima for dinnar yat. Tha housakaapar is afraid you'll ba too hungry, so sha praparad you a sandwich. Hava soma first.”
“Thank you, Mom.”
A smila crapt onto my faca at tha sight of har gantla gaza.
“Anna, hava you not buriad tha hatchat with your mom? I falt so anxious for you whan I saw how awkward you wara around har.” Josaphina sat basida ma and lookad into my ayas as sha calmly ramarkad.
Sha had always triad to avoid talking about my ralationship with Alicia. Tharafora, I was takan aback at how sha took tha initiativa to ask ma about this mattar on that day.
“To ba honast, I hava no idaa how to gat along with har. I still havan't gottan to know har for long anough. It's a littla hard for ma to accapt a woman appaaring so suddanly out of nowhara and starts calling harsalf my mothar.”
I was vagualy trying to tall Josaphina that it was not that I did not want to acknowladga Alicia, but I naadad tima to adjust to tha changa sinca har appaaranca was way too suddan.
“Mrs. Campbell told me a lot when we were chatting earlier. She said she misses you a lot and how she has spent a long time trying to find you. As a mother, I can tell she loves you wholeheartedly. Otherwise, she wouldn't have persisted in searching for you throughout the years.” Josephine sounded earnest as she spoke.
I almost thought she was acting as a mediator for speaking up on Alicia's behalf.
Upon learning from Josephine how she had been looking for me all these years, I somehow felt
touched. That had unequivocally made the affection I had toward her a little deeper.
However, I did not know how to express my feelings. Neither did I know what I could do to make things less awkward and distant between us.
“Thanks for telling me this, Mom.”
I figured Alicia probably could not bring herself to say that to me and thus had confided in Josephine instead.
“Don't stand on such ceremony with me. We're a family, and I want you to live happily. I know you treasure relationships very much. You've never received love and care from your mother, so you're probably yearning for some motherly love. Now that you have the chance, I hope you'll seize it.” Josephine patted me on my back and comfortingly assured me.
Well aware that she meant well, I felt grateful toward her. I thought perhaps I should not be so stubborn about the past.
Even though Alicia had once abandoned me, she regretted her action. I thought it would suffice as long as she would treat me sincerely.
With that thought in mind, I felt much more relieved.
Over the next few days, my mind was swirling around topics I could use to bridge my relationship with Alicia. Somehow, even I found it a little uncomfortable that we were growing more cordial.
I had even made an effort to call her every other day to ask how she was doing. As much as we had
reunited, I believed we needed some time to understand each other better. There was no way I could act like nothing had happened and live like we had been living together since young.
Every time she received my calls, she sounded exceptionally surprised. The first time I initiated to call her, the hints of disbelief she had between her words made my heart wrench a little.
Over the call, she told me Janette had calmed down so much that she had tried stepping out of the house by herself. Hearing that, I breathed a long sigh of relief.
Even though I was not fond of Janette, I had no desire of seeing her living in her trauma.
That particular day, Michael accompanied me to shop for clothes despite me reiterating how there was no need to buy new clothes since I had plenty.
Nevertheless, he was downright oblivious to what I said. If I had to quote his words, he wanted his woman to dress up prettily every day so that he would feel good when he looked at me.
I almost thought he was beginning to get tired of me. After all, I would usually dress fashionably, and though it was not too chic and grand, at the very least, it was simple yet elegant. I did not see the need for him to look down on my aesthetic judgment.
Then again, being vain was every woman's nature. I was no exception either. Although I thought I had more than enough clothing at home, I ultimately could not resist the temptation and eventually followed him to the mall.
Within an afternoon, our hands were full of purchases. Since he wanted to buy me new clothing, I reckoned I should grant him his wish and spend all his money so that he would not dare ask me out to
buy me clothing any more next time.
Nonetheless, no matter how much I spent and how pricey the items I picked were, he did not hesitate when it came to swiping his card to make payments. It was to the extent that I almost forgot how wealthy the man was.
If casually buying several pieces of clothing could leave him penniless, that man would not be Michael anymore.
By the time the two of us waltzed out of the shopping mall, I happened to spot Janette from a distance away.
She was all alone, without any friends accompanying her. I had wanted to ignore her, but at that moment, I saw her walking to the roadside suddenly and began vomiting.
Instantly, my brows knitted into a line. Despite not wanting to meddle in her business, I eventually walked up to her upon the thought of how she was, after all, my half-sister with whom I shared the same mother.
Squatting by the roadside and throwing up non-stop, her face seemed rather pale.
“What's the matter, Janette? Are you feeling unwell?” I went up behind her and asked plainly.
The moment she heard my voice, she stopped vomiting and turned around. Upon realizing that it was me, her expression darkened at once.