Ch. 156..160: Forbidden Heat R18 Chapter 156-160

Chapter 156: Reasons

After telling me the truth he had kept hidden for so long in a flat voice with a stoned face, Lucien now had a look of clear concern in his eyes. It was easy for me to realize that he was worried about my feelings and was ready to comfort me.

Regardless of how I felt, which at that moment I couldn’t quite make out what exactly I was feeling, I realized very quickly that Lucien was right about one thing. The truth is useless.

The old me would have started crying a long time ago or somehow ended up an emotional sobbing wreck. However, no matter how shocked or shaken I felt at the news, my mind was clear, and it was quickly processing this information in light of how I should proceed into my future. Since when did I become a little heartless and a lot more calculating?

I liked Uncle David but I wouldn’t go as far as to say that I loved him or cared about him so much. The truth was I forgot all about him until Lucien handed me the photograph. It made no sense to get sentimental just because I found out he’s my biological father. What do blood ties even mean when he was never really there for me? It’s unfortunate that he was no longer in this world, but again, people die.

Death is a natural thing.

Very rapidly, my mind and emotions began to blame my father for all the misfortune that mother and I had to experience. I wondered if our lives would be different if he had stuck around as my mother’s husband and my father? I wonder if we would have been happier if we were just a normal and complete family? I wonder how my mother felt having to hide her relationship all the time while acting as a single mother? Finally, I wanted to know what good reasons did father have for abandoning us?

Would any reason be good enough, though? Probably not.

“I’m not crying. Are you shocked?” I asked Lucien teasingly as I flashed him a bright smile.

“Natalia...” Lucien whispered my name in wonder as my reaction surprised him.

“Thanks for telling me. It must have been difficult for you to bring this up after all this time. I’m ok...really,” I assured Lucien as best as I could.

“I see. I know it’s a lot to take in. Please don’t push yourself. I just want you to know that it doesn’t change who you are...” Lucien said before trailing off.

“You were right. This truth...is useless,” I replied with a small sigh as I closed my eyes for a bit. Father or no father, he was dead. They were both dead, my father and my mother. Both dead.

“Your father was a good man, Natalia. He made many sacrifices for his family...I just wanted you to know that. He loved you and your mother very much,” Lucien said sincerely.

“Then why didn’t he just be my father like he normally should? Why did mother and I have to live like that?!” I shot back, instantly regretting the fact that I raised my voice at Lucien. I’m just taking out my frustration and anger on him when I knew full well that it wasn’t his fault.

“He had his reasons, Natalia. It was all for your mother and your benefit,” Lucien replied back smoothly.

“Reasons? What reasons?” I asked without missing a beat.

Lucien fell into silence. One that I think could last for eternity. This is ridiculous. How am I supposed to know how to react if I didn’t know the whole truth?

I didn’t come here without considering that this could happen. Lucien has a track record of telling me only the things he thought was necessary or appropriate. True, it was probably because he thought so much of my wellbeing that he was choosing what he thought would be best for me. However, that doesn’t mean that he knows what is best for me. Shouldn’t I be the one who knows that best?

I didn’t want to play this card against him...

“It’s fine if you refuse to tell me. I’ll just ask Edward,” I said simply as I slipped the photograph back into the black envelop seemingly without a care.

As soon as Edward’s name escaped my lips, Lucien’s expression turned clearly grim and the temperature in the room seemed to have dropped by several degrees. I knew this would be bad, but his reaction was well above my expectation. All of my prior belief of these two brothers having a caring relationship of brotherly bond between each other was all gone by now. Due to the dark past experiences of their family, these two brothers were far from being on good terms.

After narrowing his eyes at me for what seemed like a short eternity, Lucien sighed loudly while relaxing his shoulders. I watched as he began to relax as if he had made up his mind on how to proceed with this this development. Lucien’s dark mood confirmed my suspicion. Edward also knew something about my father, and he also decided against telling me.

“I doubt Edward would tell you anything. After all, he didn’t even tell you who your father was. It was a good move to use Edward against me though. To give you credit, I’ll tell you a little more about your father,” Lucien said calmly, the dark vibes surrounding him didn’t completely subside though.

“...Thank you,” I whispered without knowing what else to say. I focused all my attention on Lucien as I waited impatiently for him to start speaking.

“If I die, promise me that you will protect what is inside this envelop...this was what your father said to me when he gave me that black envelop,” Lucien stated flatly as he gestured with his beautiful fingers at the black envelop lying on the table between us.

My father’s words that Lucien decided to repeat to me held many significances and they were slowly starting to sink in as I pondered his words.

Chapter 157: The Start of Tonight

“My father...he thought he was going to die?” I asked rhetorically. This was the first clue I noticed from my father’s words. My father, he knew that he was going to die when he said those words...

“It was a possibility, yes,” Lucien replied as he nodded slowly, his lips pressed into a tight line.

“Why did he think he was going to die? How did my father die?” I asked in succession. There was so much that I wanted to know. At the back of my mind, I think I already knew the answer. My father probably didn’t die a natural death. Unfortunately, we’re probably not talking about a case of terminal cancer here...

“I can’t tell you right now. You can try Edward, but I doubt he’ll tell you anything...without a very high price,” Lucien answered with a soft laugh. These brothers hated each other but they knew each other very well, I’ll give them that.

At least Lucien did not pretend that he didn’t know. He just admitted upfront that he was not going to tell me right now. I wonder what conditions I had to meet for him to tell me...everything.

“So, what can you tell me?” I asked impatiently.

“Your father gave me that black envelop asking me to protect if it he passed away. Based on his request, I did not open the envelop until he passed away. When I opened the envelop, just like you just saw, I found that photograph inside,” Lucien paused, and it was clear that he was reflecting on his interactions with my late father.

“To be honest, I didn’t know up until that point that your father had a wife and a child...I guess no one knew. However, no matter how you look at it, that photo is a family photo. For your mother and your safety, your father probably didn’t tell a soul of his relationship with you both. However, he was very worried about you two that he asked me to take care of you should he pass away...” Lucien recounted the event from his perspective.

“What happened next?” I asked curiously.

“It took a while but finally, I found your mother and somehow I was able to convince her that your father had left her in my care. In the end, I was able to convince her to start working for me. The rest of the story you should already know. When she started to trust me more, she introduced me to you and then we started discussing our marriage of convenience,” Lucien quickly wrapped up his story.

Basically, Lucien supported us because my father, his mentor, asked him to do so. My mother, on the other hand, agreed to Lucien’s plans because she trusted in my father’s judgement to leave us with him. Is that really it?

I still had so many questions that I wanted to ask him but before I could form the words...

“Well, that’s more than enough for today. Let’s leave the past in the past for now, shall we?” Lucien said as he smiled back at me. It was evident that our talk was over for tonight.

I felt my brows knitting together as I pondered who out of these two extremely stubborn brothers that I could more easily extract information from. Lucien was more straight forward but inflexible and not so open to negotiations. Edward on the other hand was extremely tricky and unfair in his negotiations...

“Why are you scrunching your angelic face up like that?” Lucien asked amused.

“I was wondering who would be more cooperative with my investigation of the truth, you or Edward?” I replied with a sly grin.

“You still think using that card against me is going to work?” Lucien replied with a mocking question of his own.

“Well, you did say that it was a good move,” I replied.

Lucien started laughing after hearing my response. He slowly stood up from his seat and walked around the table towards me. Bending down, so that his face was directly in front of mine, his captivating green eyes watched my face and its reactions very closely. I didn’t know what he was looking for in my gaze as his gaze held mine and I refused to look away. Suddenly, Lucien broke our eye contact and leaned in even closer

“I told you that bringing up Edward was a good move, but I never said that it was a smart one...” Lucien whispered into my ear before his wet and hot tongue flicked along my earlobe. My body shuddered at the sensation.

“Lucien...” I whispered his name, surprised at the soft moan that accompanied his name.

His fingertips slowly traced the lines of my face causing me to close my eyes. He kissed my closed eyelids softly one after the other. Everything was tender and slow; however, the aggressiveness of his kiss when he crushed his seductive lips against mine was anything but tender.

His hot tongue firmly parted my lips and thrusted inside without hesitation. He devoured my tongue as he sucked and twirled his tongue around mine hungrily. My eyes snapped opened in shock to meet his green ones. He watched me while his tongue continued to mess up the inside of my mouth.

I knew it. Even though he contained himself quite well before, Lucien is pissed, and this kiss is just the start of his punishment.

I moaned in protest as I tried to break away from his invasive kiss. His large hand only held my face in place as he snatched my chin. I tried to push him away, but my arms felt weak, perhaps just like my will at that moment. Lucien continued to watch my reaction as I slowly melted and surrendered to his passionate kiss.

His large hand cupped my breast and massaged them quite roughly without breaking our kiss. I felt the lace of the dress rub against the sensitive and tender skin of my breast combined with the heat from his palm. I started moaning softly into his hot mouth and I swear he smiled a little as he continued to kiss me.

I felt my whole body heat up as the heat from his kiss and his palm spread throughout my body. My body felt weak, and a pleasurable ache was fast developing in my lower abdomen. Lucien rubbed and then squeezed my nipple, and I felt a hot wetness seep out in between my legs.

I was in a dazed state by the time he released my lips and tongue from his attack. I panted as my body slumped in the chair I was sitting on, my head rolling slightly to the side.

Chapter 158: People Change

“Had enough already?” Lucien teased as he tucked a lock of my hair behind my ear. He used to do this a lot for me when I was younger and much shorter. Back then he would bend down to my level and fix my hair...

“Can you stand?” Lucien asked as he pulled me onto my feet and supported my waist my wrapping his arms around them.

The sudden movement of being pulled to my feet brought me back to my senses and I realized that I was standing very close to Lucien that the lengths of our bodies were practically touching. I shook my head a little to clear my head of the image of the younger and seemingly kinder Lucien that I just saw.

Why am I thinking of that right now?

“You better not be thinking of another man when you’re with me...” Lucien’s warning rang out sharp and clear.

Despite his harsh tone, the hand he patted the top of my head with was gentle and loving. This is so confusing...

“...I was thinking about you...Nothing!” I realized too late that I had mumbled my thought softly. Lucien just cocked his head slightly to the side. He probably doesn’t know how adorable I find this habit of his.

While my body wanted to enjoy a passionate night with him, my mind couldn’t wait for this to be over and done with. This whole ordeal is confusing me, and my mind didn’t like it. Seeing Lucien from the past and the present overlapping like a mirage in the back of my mind was not helping.

“Should we just do it?” I asked abruptly. To my own surprise, my voice did not waver.

“What do you mean...should we just do it...” Lucien asked solemnly as his removed his arm from around my waist.

Good question. Why did I say that? More like, why did I have to say it like that?

I looked down, unwilling to look into Lucien’s eyes. My hands were balled tightly into fists by my sides. I realized for the first time tonight that I was scared. I feared what I would find...or not find...if I looked into his eyes right now.

I felt Lucien’s stare on me even if I wasn’t looking at him, I could always feel his eyes on me. It had always been like this; Lucien was always watching me. Time continued to tick by as silence enveloped us. I couldn’t bring myself to look at him while he continued to stare at my downcast face.

Suddenly, I felt his large and warm hand cup my cheek. I fought against my natural reaction to look up because I knew that his face was right there in front of mine. I kept my eyes firmly down on the floor; however, his next words shocked me.

“Are you scared...that...I might have changed?” Lucien inquired slowly as if had just collected his thoughts.

Without stopping to ask myself how he could read my mind and my fears so well, I nodded my head slightly while keeping my eyes glued to the floor. I heard Lucien let out a sigh.

“Look at me...” Lucien instructed, tipping my face up with his fingertips under my chin so that I had no choice but to look at him. His face was calmer and more relaxed than I thought it would be in this situation as he smiled gently back at me. My voice caught in my throat; I couldn’t bring myself to say anything.

“Time goes by, Natalia, and people change. In our case, I think the one who has changed is you rather than me. I’ve stayed pretty much the same, you just grew up. How you see me and how you see life in general has changed...” Lucien explained his point of view as he slowly stroked my hair.

Was it true? Was Lucien always like this? I was the one who had changed...?

“Come over here,” Lucien waved me over towards the glass window where we could see the night view of the city. Slowly, I grabbed the skirt of the wedding dress and walked over to stand next to Lucien.

I placed my hand on the cold glass separating us from the beautiful night view outside and beyond. Despite the tension in the room and the turmoil of emotions that Lucien and I went through, the view outside felt bright, calm, and just as beautiful as the first that I had laid eyes on it when I first entered the room. I stared far into the distance until the view blurred right in front of my eyes.

I felt the warmth of Lucien’s body on my back before his arms wrapped around my upper body. I breathed in his familiar scent as he leaned his head on mine. As if by pure reflex, I felt the softness of his hair running through my fingers before I realized that I had lifted my hand up to touch and play with his hair. I felt the tension between us and within me start to melt away as our bodies silently comforted each other. Perhaps he was right, I’m the one that is changing. For better or for worst, I didn’t know.

“Lucien...how do you think I’ve changed?” I asked curiously.

I felt his arm tighten quite possessively around my body as our eyes met through our reflection in the glass. The night view blurred in the background when I focused my eyes on our reflection instead. We look like we were one person as our reflection joined.

“I think...you’ve become more beautiful, desirable and you’re starting to think more for yourself. I love you all the more for it...but unfortunately, my girl is drawing a lot of attention...” Lucien answered in a low seductive whisper.

“Lucien...I think you’ve become more of a flirt...or have you always been one?” I teased back before letting out a soft purr of pleasure when I felt his warm lips kissing the side of my neck.

I arched my head to the side to give him easier access to my neck. I felt his warm breath on my neck when he ran his tongue slowly up along its side, slowly until he reached my ear. His right hand cupped my breast as he ran his other hand through my long hair. I moaned louder when his hand squeezed my breast through the dress.

Chapter 159: Taste Me

My breath became labored as my whole body heated up in response to his seductive touches. I heard wet kissing and sucking sounds when Lucien sucked on my ear lobe teasingly, both his hands now massaging my cleavage. It feels so hot...I’m already having trouble standing. Lucien hugged me tighter against his tall body to support me as he sensed my body melting in his arms.

I let out a cry when Lucien slipped the tip of his wet tongue into my ear. The wet and lewd sounds he was making was making my body heat up even further as more heat gathered in my lower abdomen. It aches...I can feel my body yearning for him.

“Kiss me...” Lucien instructed in his low and seductive voice as his large hands cradled the back of my head, turning it back until my lips pressed against his.

Lucien bit my lower lip softly before prodding my lips open with the tip of his wet tongue. I could sense his mounting desire for me when he impatiently slipped his hot tongue into my eagerly awaiting mouth. I parted my lips and stuck out my tongue to grind it against his. I moaned with desire as we continued to kiss passionately, changing angles multiple times to get more and taste more of each other.

His kisses left me breathless but eager for even more. Each kiss increased my desire for him until my mind was filled with only my need for him to fulfill me. I called out his name softly in between our kisses and his arm tightened around my waist.

“Lucien...take...off my...clothes...” I begged him in between our ravishing kisses. I could hardly form my sentences as I continued to kiss him back eagerly, but I wanted to feel his touches directly on my naked body.

“I guess you can’t wait anymore...” Lucien teased me with a self-satisfied grin as his hand started to unzip the back of my dress.

I heard the satisfying sound of the zipper being pulled down and couldn’t wait to feel his skillful hands on my naked flesh. Lucien started kissing then sucking the back of my neck, trailing downwards towards my shoulder and then my back as more of my naked skin is exposed. He covered my naked back with kisses as his hands unzipped and exposed more and more of my skin to him. I moaned and whimpered softly in bliss as I placed a hand against the window to support myself.

Each time he softly sucked and licked my skin with the flickering tip of his tongue, I let out a soft moan and my hot breath fogged up the glass. Lucien’s art of seduction is torture...it’s so slow...and so pleasurable. I wanted him to enter me already, but I knew that wasn’t going to happen anytime soon.

“Lucien...ahhh...touch me...” I pleaded for him to touch my more sensitive parts.

He had completely unzipped the dress and it was slowly starting to fall down my body. I yanked the bodice of the dress away from my chest impatiently before pushing the dress down my body to get it out of the way as fast as possible. Lucien chucked a little at my exasperation.

“Getting impatient?” he teased as he wrapped his arm around my waist once more. Slowly he kissed the nape of my neck and then my cheek.

“Lucien...touch me...” I begged him again. I reached for his hand, tugging on it to bring his hand up to my breasts, where I wanted him to fondle me. However, his hand refused to leave my waist.

“There’s no need to rush...we have all night,” Lucien said amusedly as he let go of my waist.

This is frustrating me and driving me crazy. Why hasn’t Lucien touched me...where I want to be touched? My body continued to burn with desire, and I could feel my wetness already soaking through my panties. I didn’t mind when he was being rough or overly demanding, I prefer it much better than this endless seduction.

“Lucien...” I whispered his name, not knowing how else to get him to proceed.

“Turn around...” Lucien ordered, and I immediately followed his lead. I felt his hands on my hips as he slowly spun me around to face him.

“I want to taste you...stay still...” Lucien ordered, and I nodded in response. I swallowed and tried to calm my labored breathing.

Lucien kissed my forehead softly and I looked up at him as he smiled down at me. Slowly he trailed his kisses down from my foreheat to the tip of my nose before moving to kiss each of my eyelids closed. With my eyes still closed I felt his warm lips seal mine. I opened my mouth immediately to invite his tongue inside. I moaned with sweet satisfaction as his tongue entered my mouth and entangled with mine. I wanted to deepen our kiss even more, so I reached up my hand aiming for his neck.

Suddenly, Lucien took hold of my wrist before pulling my arm back down to my side. A little shocked at his swift and surprising movement, my body froze for a moment.

“Keep your hands to your side. This is a tasting exercise...see how I’m not touching you with my hands?” Lucien explained with pleasure as he held up both of his opened palm, gesturing how his hands have not touched my body since he declared that he wanted to taste me. I can’t believe it just dawned on me.

“Let’s try again...shall we?” Lucien continued to tease me as his head dipped lower to kiss and then lick my chin.

Slowly he licked my chest, sucking on my flesh until my skin was flushed. He bent down even further to bury his face in between my breasts. I felt the tip of his hot tongue licking the delicate flesh in between my breasts up and down. I was breathing hard now and his hot breath and tongue in between my breasts was turning me on like I couldn’t imagine before.

I looked down in anticipation as I waited for Lucien to lick and suck on my tits and hopefully, my erect nipples. Soon my wishes were fulfilled when Lucien slowly and expertly started to run his tongue in circular motions around the base of my left nipple. I moaned so loudly that I was ashamed of myself. My fists were balled tight at my side as I fought desperately against the urge to pull his head closer to my tits.

Chapter 160: Patient Seduction

Instead, I thrusted my chest towards his face. I couldn’t wait to feel his hot mouth sucking on my nipples. I wanted him to grab and squeeze both of my breast hard and then play with my swollen nipples but then I remembered that for now, Lucien was not going to use his hands. I looked down and saw to my disappointment that his hands were hanging freely at his side, completely relaxed...and useless.

“Lucien...suck it harder...more...more...please!” I cried out and begged him for more attention when his hot and wet mouth finally engulfed my left nipple. I felt the hot wetness of his saliva on my sensitive nipple, and it felt so pleasurable after all the wait. Lucien moaned a little as he sucked on my nipple softly at first and then so hard that it hurts. He bit on it a little and the jolt of pain felt so pleasurable that I instinctively raised my hands to touch his hair.

His seductive lips left my nipple as both his hands shot up to catch my wrists.

“Hands back to your side, Natalia,” Lucien warned as he grinned at me.

“I wish you would stop teasing me already...” I started to complain even when I dropped my hands to my side.

“I’m teaching you how to practice some...restraint...and patience,” Lucien answered with a smile.

“I wish you would teach me fast and wild instead...” I continued my complaint as I pouted at him.

“We can definitely do that next,” Lucien answered without hesitation as he brought this conversation to a close.

He licked and sucked on my right breast this time before running the tip of his hot tongue around the base of my nipple. It feels amazing...my mind is slipping back into a dazed and lustful state. I leaned back on the glass as I arched my back to thrust my breast closer to his face. I pray that the glass is well secured because falling to my death from this height wouldn’t lead to a beautiful body for my demise. I forgot about all that thought when Lucien started sucking on my nipple.

“Ahh...so good...” I whispered in between my moans and sighs of pleasure.

Lucien began sucking on my nipple harder and faster, running the tip of his tongue across the perk of my nipple until I felt like I was going to cum. I can’t believe I’m about to cum from just having my nipple sucked. I squeezed my thighs together tightly as my pussy started to twitch wildly and more of my honey gushed out to wet my panties.

There would be plenty for Lucien to taste and drink from when he tastes that spot that I’ve been so eagerly waiting for him to reach. I closed my eyes in blissed as I imagined his head buried in between my legs...

After a long and hard assault on my breast and nipple, Lucien seemed satisfy to proceed further down my body. He licked the plain of my stomach and I felt a little ticklish from the sensation. Slowly he crouched down and kissed his way down my body until he reached my lower abdomen. I sucked in a breath as I waited to feel his hot breath in between my thighs.

I kicked away the dress that was pooled around my ankles away to free myself completely from the dress.

“Spread your legs...wider...” Lucien instructed with a voice thick with lust as he looked up at the spot in between my legs.

I spread my legs wider as I felt his hungry eyes staring at my crotch. This is a little embarrassing, but I wanted him to eat me out so much, I couldn’t wait any longer.

“Lean back...it’ll help you spread your legs wider,” Lucien advised, and I slowly positioned my body as he had instructed and spread my legs even further apart.

“You’re so wet already...you’ve soaked through your panties, and I haven’t even used my hands yet,” Lucien commented, and I could tell that he was pleased with what he was seeing.

“Lick me...please...” I begged him in a chocked voice. My pussy was twitching non-stop in anticipation and need. I couldn’t wait anymore.

Instead of replying in words, Lucien positioned his face in between my legs and moved closer to my crotch. I felt his warm breath on my inner thighs before he started licking my inner thigh up and down. He sucked on the soft and sensitive flesh of my upper inner thigh before biting it a little with his teeth. I cried out with pleasure as my hips started to thrust around on its own.

Finally, I felt his tongue prod the center of my heat through my soaked panties. Lucien pressed his tongue against my wet panties, and I moved my hips to grind my opening against his tongue in response. I wanted him very badly already. I wanted to remove my panties and push his head towards my wet pussy, but I knew that would lead to even more delays because Lucien would waste time lecturing me on my lack of patience and restraint...or whatever...

“Lucien...take off my panties...please...” I resorted to begging him to continue instead.

“Good. You’re learning to restrain your hand by yourself, at least,” Lucien complimented me in a pleased voice.

As if to reward me, I felt his fingers peeling the lace fabric covering my wet hole to the side before I felt the tip of his hot tongue finally flicking lightly up and down my flooded opening. It feels so good, finally...he was licking me there. Perhaps it was the long wait that was making his tongue feel so much more amazing against my sensitive folds.

“You’re flooded down here. Your juices are pouring out non-stop...” Lucien teased as his tongue lapped up my juices.

I felt his tongue running up and down my wet opening before flicking my swollen clit. I cried out like a possessed woman when he flicked his tongue faster and faster on my sensitive nub. It feels so good, I can hardly breath. I moaned louder and louder as I squeezed my eyes shut to concentrate on the pleasure he was giving me. My clit feels extra sensitive today and I felt so much pleasure as he flicked his tongue there and sucked on it hard.

Suddenly, Lucien thrusted his tongue into my love hole making me scream. I clenched my pussy walls instantly around his tongue. The thrusting and wriggling motion of his tongue inside of me was too much for my sensitive body to take at this point.