Ch. 246..250: Forbidden Heat R18 Chapter 246-250

Chapter 246: Learning to Trust

I couldn’t believe that I used to enjoy these public events somewhat when I was a little younger. Back then public attention just seemed to add to my popularity, and I had just decided to enjoy it as it came. I never imagined that there would come a day when I would just flat out hate these events and the public attention that came along with it.

Perhaps it was because I just grew up or perhaps it was because I now had other important things in life to care about rather than my own personal public appearance and fame. It was probably both. Now I began to understand Lucien, Edward, and Zak a little better. This became nothing more than a responsibility related to their job to them.

I felt the warmth of Edward’s hand on the small of my back and I smiled my most dazzling smile at the camera. Natalia Rosenhall is back. Edward is here, so everything is going to be ok.

“It’s good to be back on the scene. Hopefully everyone hasn’t missed me all too much. It’s good to be here and with Edward as well,” I replied, seemingly effortlessly.

“It’s very rare to see you two together at events like this. How has life changed for you after your marriage...and having a kid?” a woman reporter asked.

I could see that she was from one of the most popular tabloid magazines and her question suited her profession very well.

“Everything in my life has changed for the better. Edward is an amazing husband. Our son has completed our family. We are very happy right now,” I replied with a happy smile. It was for the camera, but it was also true.

“Sorry to ask this but...there are rumors, you know your son doesn’t resemble...” another reporter asked, awkwardly before trailing off with a ‘you know’ expression.

I felt Edward stiffen a little beside me, but I bet no one realized how angry he was right now. It wasn’t like we haven’t heard this before, but I had to say that this was the first time that someone has asked this question to my face.

“Really? I didn’t know people think that. I beg to differ though; I think my son has my eyes and he definitely has Edward’s character and charm. Rumors are just that...rumors...” I answered casually, trying to keep the mood light.

Whether our son resembles us or someone else is clearly none of their business. It took a lot of self-control and practice for me not to roll my eyes at the reporters. Instead, I plastered on a photo-perfect smile on my face. I knew it was perfect, trust me, I practiced in front of the mirror the night before and had all my smiles lined up and ready to go.

“Photos of Edward on a date with a young woman have appeared online. What do you make of that, Natalia?” another reporter asked.

These reporters are not here to cover any product launches. They’re just here to pick my relationship with Edward and our marriage apart. Then if we get into an argument or get a divorce, they will have more stories to write about.

“Well, the man is here so I don’t know why you’re asking me,” I said with a laugh as I redirected that question to Edward.

“The photos are real but us being on a date is your own personal assumption. With my work, I’m with people, women and men, all the time. Next time try taking snaps when I’m alone with some of my male colleagues...you never know, we could be on a date” Edward replied with an amused laugh.

One of the valuable lessons that Edward has taught me in our marriage is that trust between us was very important and that things are not always what they seem. I’ve seen images of Edward with other women so many times now that I’ve lost count and my sense of jealousy has died out completely as well. The images of Edward sitting at a coffee shop with a young woman was nothing compared to the others that I’ve seen, most shown to me by Edward himself.

The highlight was probably one of Edward with a supermodel in his arms. It looked like he was hugging her and perhaps even kissing the side of her neck, the photo looked very intimate. That obviously caused a huge argument between Edward and I after it was published online and also in physical magazines.

To solve the issue, Edward purchased the entire collection of photos to show me. That was when I learnt that over a hundred photos were taken that showed the whole story of the model tripping over her overly-high heels and Edward saving her by using his arms and body to break her fall.

There were more photos of him lending her support to take her to the nearest seat because she had twisted her ankle. Other photos taken at the same moment as the photo published but from a different angle showed the model breaking her fall with her own arms as well and Edward’s lips were nowhere near her neck.

Yes, one photo or a few out of a hundred or a thousand, could be taken out of context. You could say that I was too trusting of Edward, but I had decided that digging into the truth behind all paparazzi snaps wasn’t the right way for me to dedicate my time and effort.

More questions of similar nature were thrown our way but we managed to answer them together until it was about the right time for us to excuse ourselves and enter the main part of the venue.

“You did well, wife,” Edward teased when we were finally inside.

“You too, hubby,” I replied as I rolled my eyes at him.

I no longer needed to suppress my urge to roll my eyes and it felt amazing to be able to act a little natural. The event was busy and filled with people that Edward knew well. I knew some of them as well and had fun greeting and talking to them after being out of contact for a while.

Chapter 247: Entertain Me

“I’m sorry for asking this again...but...can you please make sure that no one publishes anything too questioning about our son...” I whispered to Edward desperately as I squeezed his large hand.

I felt very insecure about our son. The truth didn’t matter as much as how he would feel if he grew up and saw the things written about him. Words of speculations were unkind...at best.

“Don’t worry, I’ll get someone to handle it,” Edward said as he squeezed my hand back reassuringly.

I smiled at him in thanks, and we reverted to our public mode as we continued to network with our acquittances and business partners.

...

“That drained so much energy from me. My back, legs and feet hurt from walking around too much in high heels...I feel like an old woman...” I complained once we were in the limousine on our way back.

“You’re making me feel a little bad for dragging you here...” Edward muttered before chuckling a little.

His hands working to remove the bow from his neck before he shrugged off his suit. He sighed a little and I could tell that he was tired too. At least, he wasn’t standing around in high heels for more than half of the night like I was.

I took of my shoes and threw them to the side on the floor. My feet are killing me. I haven’t worn heels this high and for this long for more than a year, I think.

“You look enchantingly beautiful...” Edward said, completely out of the blue.

I turned to look at him and saw that he was staring at me intently. How long has he been watching me this way?

“Well, that’s...a little random,” I said, feeling a little shy.

“I think the dress suits you...very well...” Edward continued with his praise.

“Really? I think it’s a little revealing...has a revenge dress vibe,” I replied before laughing.

“I can see that. I love this color on you...and the smooth and sensitive skin of your back...” Edward said.

His hand slowly turned my body around so that I had his back to him. Slowly, his fingers traced the sensitive skin of my naked back, along my spine.

“Edward...” I whispered his name, very mindful that we were still in the car.

“I picked this dress...” Edward said as if admitting to a little crime.

“Really? I thought the brand owner chose it,” I said, truly surprised.

“The brand presented options, but I made the final choice...” Edward replied, a little proudly.

“It’s not like you to choose something so revealing...” I said, feeling a little suspicious.

“I guess you’re right about that...but it does have its benefits...” Edward said with a little laugh.

The next moment, his hand began sliding through the fabric of the open-backed dress to cup my breasts. Somehow, I knew that this was going to happen...sooner or later...

“Edward...” I called out his name.

“Entertain me, Natalia...the event was so boring...” Edward said, sounding extremely bored.

“Ahh...you should stop...we’ll be home soon...” I protested. I wish he could wait until we got home.

“Your nipples are rock hard...” Edward said seductively as his fingers stroked my nipples.

His hands left my breasts temporarily before he began pushing me down onto the leather seat. I felt his hands on the naked skin of my back before the wetness of his hot tongue as he began licking the small of my back.

“Ahh!” I cried out a little. Edward really does know all my sensitive spots. He’s already turning me on so much with his advances.

I moaned softly as he continued tracing the tip of his wet tongue around the small of my back in circular motions. Slowly, his tongue progressed on its journey upwards along my spine until he reached the middle of my back, where he started kissing and nibbling teasingly. His hands slid to the front of my chest where he continued to fondle my breasts.

As always, it was so easy for Edward to turn me on. I felt my desire taking over me as he continued to caress the sensitive spots of my body. The heat of desire burnt hot deep inside of me as I felt my pussy getting wet for him.

“Even you can’t wait for us to get home...can you?” Edward whispered seductively into my ear as he leaned his body on top of my back.

I could feel his body heat against my naked back, and it only made me want to get closer to him. Edward probably felt the same. Removing his hands from my breasts, he started to pull my dress up along my legs impatiently.

Edward pulled my dress up until my legs and ass were completely exposed as the fabric pooled around my waist. He began stroking my hips and my buttocks with his large hand.

“Lift your hips, Natalia...” Edward instructed, and I did as he told me too immediately.

I let out a soft moan as his hand continued to caress the flesh of my buttocks. Thankfully, the passenger compartment of the limousine was separated from the driver, so we had some privacy. Edward’s playful fingers quickly pulled my thongs to the side and began caressing my womanly heat. I cried out when I felt his fingers running along the wet entrance in between my legs.

“Your pussy is already soaking wet, Natalia. Did wearing that sexy dress turn you on?” Edward asked, teasingly.

“Edward...let’s wait till we get home...” I suggested weakly as his fingers continued to caress my wet slit up and down.

“I bet you’ll be cumming before we arrive,” Edward stated with certainty.

Without waiting any longer, Edward’s fingers parted the folds of my pussy before I felt a sharp penetrating sensation in between my legs. I cried out loudly at the sudden entrance of his thick fingers into my wet pussy. His fingers are all the way in so deep.

“It’s so...deep...” I said in between my lusty moans.

“It’s so hot inside of you today...” Edward whispered seductively to me.

I clenched my pussy walls around his fingers, drawing them deeper into my love hole. I couldn’t wait for him to thrust his fingers hard and deep into my hole. My body felt so hot, and I was so turned on now that I didn’t mind doing it in the car anymore. Edward was probably right, I would cum before we reached home.

Chapter 248: Walk with a Wolf

Wet sounds echoed in the car as Edward’s fingers stirred up my insides. Edward thrusted his fingers deeply into my pussy, making me cry out louder and louder. I felt his fingers so deep inside of me as he began pushing against my pleasure spots.

I couldn’t stop my hips from moving against his hand as I tried to feel more of him. My pussy clenched around his fingers greedily and I could feel myself getting wetter. My moans got louder when his fingers found my very sensitive g-spot and began stimulating it.

“Ahhh! Ahhh! Edward...” I moaned and cried out his name loudly.

The ache in between my legs felt unbearably pleasurable. I was so turned on that I felt like I was going to lose my mind. My body felt like it was on fire, my breasts felt heavy, and my nipples had gotten so hard.

“Feels good, doesn’t it?” Edward said, as his other hand reached in front of me to stimulate my swollen clit.

“Ahhh! So good...so good...” I moaned, wildly as my body writhed with the pleasure.

Sensing that I was close to my climax, Edward began pinching my clit and pumping his thick and long fingers in and out of me faster than before. My hips rocked against his hand non-stop as my pussy clenched and quivered around his intruding fingers.

My pussy was so wet that my love juices began trickling down my thighs, wetting my leg. I could feel him so intensely inside of me that my body quivered from pleasure and my own desire. I felt goosebumps all over my body as my orgasm approached.

“Edward!” I cried out his name before I couldn’t say anything else anymore.

My climax hit me intensely and I flopped down on my stomach on the leather seat of the limousine. I felt Edward’s hand on my hair and my back as he stroked me comfortingly. My whole body felt warm and fuzzy from the satisfaction of having sex with Edward. It was a pleasant and very familiar sensation.

...

It wasn’t long after that we arrived back home. Edward was in a very good mood and was humming to himself while I adjusted my clothes, trying to get them back to their original state. The driver tapped on the car door to signal to us that he would be opening the door.

I nodded to Edward that I was ready to get out of the car before the door opened. The night breeze felt quite wonderful on my skin. It was late at night and the mansion was dead quiet. I thanked the driver quickly, knowing that it was very late and he should stop working for the day.

“The weather is very nice tonight. I guess I’m not out too often at night, so I haven’t realized,” I said as I looked up at the sky.

The wind blowing in my face sent strands of my hair flying behind me. I could feel the wind on my bare arms and back, it was a wonderful feeling. I breathed in deeply and sighed.

“Want to go for a late-night stroll?” Edward suggested as he laced his fingers in mine.

“Sure,” I replied as I smiled at him.

One of the best parts of having a large plot of land was that we had a large garden all around the mansion. It was dark but the orange light installed throughout the garden provided enough light for us to navigate the path while providing a romantic atmosphere.

“It’s been a while since we’ve had a random stroll together like this...” I said as I squeezed Edward’s hand a little tighter, enjoying his warmth.

“You were never really good at night strolls back then...” Edward said as he thought about the past.

I picked up immediately that Edward was referring to my fear of the dark and the woods back when I was experiencing repeated nightmares of that event when I got lost in the woods. It’s been so long since I’ve last had that nightmare or any nightmares for that matter.

“You’re right. I think I’ve gotten a little braver,” I said, feeling quite confident in myself.

“Really?” Edward asked, arching a brow at me before he started laughing.

“I think...” I replied, laughing a little.

We walked further into the gardens, and it got a little darker. The wind continued to blow making the atmosphere very pleasant for being outside. The trees around this part of the garden were tall and very big. I would have been very scared of them before, especially when it’s dark like this.

Suddenly, Edward stopped walking and I looked at him in surprise. I wondered if something was wrong. However, I knew that that wasn’t the case when Edward suddenly pinned my back to the large tree behind me. His large hand pining both of my wrists above my head. Someone’s very aggressive tonight...

“What do you think you’re doing?” I asked, narrowing my eyes at him. I could feel the bark of the tree against my naked back, and it wasn’t a very comfortable sensation.

“What do you think I’m doing...” Edward whispered back.

Edward smiled naughtily at me as his other hand boldly dipped into the bodice of my dress. He cupped my breast and started squeezing it roughly. I let out a soft moan as he continued to fondle my sensitive breasts. I’ve been with Edward for many years now, and his preference for having sex outdoors had not gone unnoticed.

“You really do love doing it outdoors...” I muttered before his lips covered mine in an amorous kiss.

I parted my lips, allowing his tongue to slip inside the depth of my mouth. His kiss was hungry and demanding, his tongue wandering around all over my mouth. It reminded me that Edward must have been holding back since our little encounter in the limousine or perhaps even before that...

“This is what you get from walking in the woods alone with a man at night. Gentlemen are just wolves in sheep’s clothing...” Edward said, a hint of warning in his voice when he broke our passionate kiss.

“You’re a wolf in wolf’s clothing...” I replied before smiling knowingly at him. Edward just narrowed his eyes at me.

“I don’t recall little red riding hood being so naughty in the fairytale...” Edward teased me before his hand found the clasp of the dress behind my neck and undid it.

Chapter 249: Doing It Right

The dress fell down to my waist immediately as the clasp became undone and I began to understand why Edward had chosen this dress. Trust Edward to always plan things in advance.

“Did you plan to do this since the beginning?” I asked, wanting to confirm my own suspicions.

“Half right. I was going to do you in the limo but then after seeing how sexy you looked in the dress, I thought the woods would suit little red riding hood better...” Edward replied shamelessly.

I felt his hands on my waist and my hips as Edward began turning my body around to face the tree. Then his hands began pulling up my dress to expose my legs and I knew that he couldn’t wait any longer to take me. Since I couldn’t wait to have him too, I decided to help him out with my dress. Once the dress was out of the way, Edward began undressing his lower half immediately.

“Bend over and stick up your ass, Natalia. I want to fuck you from behind...” Edward said, his tone dark with desire.

“You seem very rushed...” I couldn’t help but tease him as I did as he had commanded. I bent over and placed my hand on the tree and stuck my ass up, making sure that my pussy opening was at the right angle for him to penetrate.

“I can’t hold back anymore. You came in the car...you should be plenty wet already,” Edward replied. He was right, my pussy was already soaking wet from our tryst in the car and also my renewed desire to have him inside of me.

Edward didn’t waste any time as his large hands grabbed my hips before he positioned the head of his thick cock at my wet entrance. I felt his fingers parting my pussy lips a little and I held my breath in anticipation of his entry. When Edward’s thick and large member pounded into my hole, I cried out without restraint. My cries and moans of ecstasy echoing in the garden as Edward reared backwards to pump his cock into my cunt harder and deeper.

His groans of lust and the sound of his flesh slapping against me as he took me from behind turned me on so much. Whenever Edward had sex with me outdoors, it was always wild. It was like he became the wild animal version of himself, and I truly enjoyed it as well.

His enormous shaft pounded into me non-stop as he gathered speed and intensity. His cock was hitting me fast and deep inside and I cried out from the pleasure. My pussy got so wet that my love juices spurted out of my hole with each of Edward’s thrust in and out of me. I held onto the tree like I was holding on to dear life, trying my best to support myself and maintain my balance while Edward continued to thrust wildly into me from behind.

His large hands held my hips in place so that he could penetrate me based on his will. I threw my head back and moaned louder and louder while Edward pumped his thick dick into me faster and faster. Sometimes it would hurt but then the pain would be replaced with so much pleasure and I would forget everything all together.

“You’re screaming so loudly...am I hitting the right spot?” Edward asked.

He was right, his cock was hitting the sensitive pleasure spot deep inside of my hole. I felt like I was going to cum from every thrust. It was driving me insane with lust.

“You’re like a wild animal...” I whispered before my lewd moans took over again.

“I know that you like it. You like it when I do you hard...” Edward whispered to me thickly, his cock still hard at work.

He was right. I loved it when he gave it to me hard and rough.

“Ahh! Ahhh! More...more...” I cried out when I felt my orgasm approaching. Just a little more and then I’m going to...

“I’ll make you cum...don’t you worry...” Edward hissed into my ear.

He knew that I was close and began thrusting harder and faster into me, making sure that I would reach the edge. After a few deep thrusts, I climaxed magnificently. My whole body spasmed and trembled along with my pussy as it clenched and quivered around Edward’s hard member. I threw my head back and screamed.

Edward bit my shoulder hard when he reached his own peak. His cock spurted his hot seed deep into my womb as we both moaned together. I felt his heat filling me deep inside as his cock shot so much of his cum inside of me and I took it all in. My pussy squeezing and milking out every last drop of his seed into me.

My head felt light, and my pussy felt so sore when our wild love making session ended. Edward slowly withdrew his cock from my love tunnel. I felt his member sliding out of me along with the mix of our love juices as it gushed out of my hole and onto my thighs. There’s so much of it, it’s spilling everywhere...

My legs felt so weak, and I would have fallen to the ground if Edward hadn’t support me by holding me in his strong arms. Slowly, he sat down and let me lie on his lap. The grass serving as suitable cushion for my tired body. We both struggled to catch our breath for a while as we silently enjoyed each other’s company.

Edward stroked my hair, and I closed my eyes in bliss as I rested my head on his thigh. The moment was so blissful and peaceful that I wanted to fall asleep together like that. Although, that probably wasn’t a good idea, considering that we were outdoors and quite deep in the garden.

“Natalia...” Edward spoke up suddenly. His serious tone caught my attention, and I opened my eyes to glance at his face.

“Hmm?” I made a questioning sound, urging him to continue with what he wanted to say.

“Be strong, Natalia. There’s no need for you or our family to hide away. No matter what happens, we must be strong for our son,” Edward said.

I knew he was referring to my worry about our son’s future and what the other people thought about him. My own fears made me so insecure and perhaps that was having a bigger impact on our son than the reaction of other people. I heaved a sigh.

“I know. Let’s take him on a holiday with us soon,” I replied before closing my eyes once more.

Chapter 250: Mission Impossible

**A few months later**

It’s honestly been almost six months since I’ve been trying to conceive and have been off the pill. Unlike the first time when I got off the pill to try this, this time was proving to be much harder. When I decided that I wanted to have Reiner’s child and secretly got off the pill, I became pregnant a few months after.

I didn’t know what was wrong with me this time. I couldn’t understand why I wasn’t with child yet. As time went by, I became more and more frustrated and stressed out about it. Ultimately, I lost count of the times I’ve peed on the pregnancy test stick just to get a negative result.

The pressure was overwhelming, and it got worst as time went by. Of course, I knew that some people waited years before they were able to conceive and it’s only been around six months for me, but still, I was out of my mind stressed about it. I wasn’t sure whether I was pressured because of my own desire to have a baby or because I was afraid that Edward would be disappointed and impatient with the wait.

Looking back, it was probably all in my head because Edward never mentioned or showed any signs that he was in a real rush about it. The disappointment from the negative pregnancy results dampened my spirits more than anything.

I got so desperate that I would force Edward to have sex with me on my ovulation days. Needless to say, he hated it. More accurately, he didn’t hate the sex, but he hated the attitude and approach that I was taking to achieve my results.

“I’m sorry about this, Edward...but it’s the day today...” I said to Edward the moment he stepped through the door of the mansion.

It was late at night when Edward came home after a very long and stressful day at work. Yes, I had Dan inform me of how his day went because I knew that it would impact his performance and therefore, the odds of me conceiving. I was desperate enough to involve even Dan into my reproductive planning.

Edward looked at me with a look of disbelief as he closed the door behind him. He sighed loudly as he looked at me with blank eyes. I could see that his mind was off elsewhere and perhaps not fully functioning because of stress and overwork but hopefully his body is still...virile?

“I’m tired...” was all that Edward said before walking past me.

Did he just turn me down even when I just told him that today’s my ovulation day? You know, it only comes once in a month...so if we miss it...then...

“Edward, please wait...” I said, turning around to grab hold of his arm to stop him from escaping from me.

“It’s late. Why are you still up? Let’s go to bed...” Edward said, and I could tell that he was trying to be patient with me.

“I know...but...it’s supposed to be ovulation day today so...” I mumbled as I pleaded to him with my eyes.

“I have to say that I did not expect my wife to be asking for sex right when I walked in the door...” Edward said teasingly as he put an arm around my waist.

With Edward’s arm around my back ushering me forward, we started heading to our room. I couldn’t understand how Edward could be so carefree about this. This was the day that my chances of getting pregnant was highest in this entire month. If we miss this then, I’ll surely be greeted with multiple negative pregnancy test results.

I wasn’t a big fan of seducing Edward. For one, it wasn’t an easy task, and I was not used to it. However, glancing at him preparing for bed, I felt like I was beginning to run out of time and options. To be honest, I was too stressed to be in the mood myself, but we have to do what we have to do...

I turned around to face the bed as my mind contemplated my next move. Edward was laying on the bed as he looked at his phone screen leisurely. This is all for the sake of our future baby, I thought to myself as I gathered some courage.

Wasting anymore time isn’t going to help my case and with that in mind, I got onto the bed and crawled towards Edward. By the time that he lifted his eyes from his phone screen, I was already straddling his hips and hovering above him. He gave me a confused look as if to ask what the hell I was doing.

“Edward...we must have sex now,” I stated firmly.

Edward’s eyes narrowed in annoyance. Then he threw his phone aside onto the bed before he covered his eyes with the back of his hands. I could tell that he wasn’t going to be very cooperate today.

“You’re still going on about that? We’re not having sex today...” Edward said, his hand still shielding his eyes away from me.

“Can’t you hear me. It’s ovulation day today! If we want to make a baby, we have to do it today!” I screamed at him, unintentionally.

By the time I realized my mistake, it was already too late. I just screamed at Edward. I just took my own frustration on him. This is the worse...

“Natalia...” Edward called my name as he looked directly at me. His voice sounded so calm and that made me feel even guiltier.

“...I’m sorry. I’m sorry, Edward,” I said before shifting my weight to climb off him.

“I don’t think you should be too stressed about the baby...” Edward whispered to me softly and calmly as if he was trying to comfort me.

However, that wasn’t what I wanted to hear. I didn’t want him to tell me that it was fine if I couldn’t conceive because it’s not fine. I want to have Edward’s child. I felt like I was going to burst out into tears. For a moment, I felt like the world was really against me and even Edward wasn’t being supportive.

There were no words that I could think of that would make him understand my pain and disappointment of not being able to conceive. We’ve tried endlessly for months with no results. I was at my wit’s end and I don’t know how many times I’ve come so close to giving up. However, in the end, my yearning for the birth of our child always won out and I found myself going at it again...and again...