Ch. 261..265: Forbidden Heat R18 Chapter 261-265

Chapter 261: Loving Assailant

Slowly I closed my eyes and stuck out my tongue just as he had commanded. In the next instant, I felt the heat and wetness of Edward’s tongue as his tongue licked and grinded against my own. Our tongue made wet slurping sounds as we continued to rub them together wildly. Edward sucked on my tongue expertly and I felt my pussy getting wetter.

When the kiss ended, I was panting and feeling a little dizzy. I let out a little cry when suddenly, I was lifted into Edward’s arms. He carried me to our king-sized bed before throwing me a little roughly onto it.

I instinctively tried to sit up, but his large hand pushed against my shoulder to keep me down. Edward hovered over me before moving lower, I felt his hands grabbing my thighs and spreading them wide apart. Moving the red fabric away from my legs, Edward buried his face in between my legs.

“Edward!” I cried out his name when I felt the tip of his tongue nudge against my swollen clit.

“How was the red-carpet event with Zak? I heard from the head of our bodyguard that the children seemed to enjoy themselves...” Edward asked, his face still buried in between my legs.

“Yes...I think...so...” I replied in between my moans of pleasure.

Edward had started licking my wet slit in earnest and the pleasure from his tongue flicking around my sensitive nub was driving me insane with need. My hips bucked wildly when I felt his tongue slip into my wet hole, caressing the walls of my pussy as he started thrusting his tongue in and out.

I felt my pussy clench around his tongue as my hips started moving up and down like it had a will of its own. Edward’s tongue inside of my love hole felt so amazingly good. His fingers started massaging my sensitive clit as his tongue continued to fuck my hole. The double sensation of pleasure was driving me very fast towards my release.

“Edward...I’m...Ah!” I cried out as I gripped his dark hair.

My climax consumed me, and my body writhed in ecstasy. My hands pulled his hair as I lifted my hips towards his mouth. His hot tongue continued to pump in and out of me as I rode out my climax. It felt wonderful.

I felt Edward slowly remove his tongue from my pussy hole as I started to catch my breath again. I looked up to see him licking his wet lips seductively as he ate my love juices. The sight of him eating me out turned me on so much and I wanted to feel his large cock inside of me.

Edward stood up and quickly stripped himself of all his clothes before sitting back down on the bed.

“Suck me,” Edward commanded bluntly as he spread his legs.

His cock was already enormous and standing upright. As usual, I knew that there was no way that I could fit his entire length into my mouth. It wasn’t often that Edward asked me to blow him and for some reason, I could feel that he wasn’t really in a good mood today. Regardless, I intended to do a good job in pleasing him.

I got on my hands and knees and started crawling towards him until I was positioned in between his legs. I took his hot and thick rod into my hand before I started stroking up and down his length. Edward closed his eyes and sighed with pleasure at the sensation of his shaft being pumped up and down in my hand.

Slowly, I bent my head down and positioned the thick head of his cock in between my lips. I stuck out my tongue and started licking the sensitive head of his cock with the tip of my tongue. Edward let out a low moan and I felt his hand on the back of my head encouraging me to go down further on his cock. I swirled my tongue teasingly around the head of his cock, feeling his shaft twitch in my hand.

I continued pumping his length with my hand before I opened my mouth and engulfed the thick head of his dick in my wet mouth. Edward moaned and closed his eyes in pleasure. I began sucking on his cock and licking him with my tongue before lowering my head to take more of him into my mouth. Edward lifted his hips upwards and began thrusting his cock greedily into my wet mouth.

I felt his cock pump in deeper into my mouth before pulling out slightly and then ramming back inside. His hands held my head in position as he started fucking my mouth. I closed my eyes when his thrusting started to become more intense.

“Your red lips wrapping around my cock looks so sexy, Natalia,” Edward said thickly.

I opened my eyes to see him looking down at where my lips were engulfing his cock. I looked up at him seductively as I started sucking harder on his cock. I could feel him growing hotter and bigger in my mouth and hand. His cock smelt strongly of him, and I could already taste his precum on the tip of his cock. I moaned softly while he continued to pump in and out of my mouth.

“Did Zak say anything weird to you?” Edward asked suddenly.

I opened my eyes wide in shock. I didn’t expect him to ask a question like this. I moaned in denial as I shook my head slightly. Edward grinned down at me as he seemed to acknowledge my response.

“Did you fully behave yourself while you were around Zak?” Edward asked again.

His hands gripped my head firmer and he was moving his hips much faster than before, ramming his cock in and out of my mouth at full speed. He was in so deep, and I felt like I would choke if he went any deeper.

I moaned and nodded in response to his question. I didn’t understand why Edward was worried about this after all this time. I didn’t have time to ponder on this thought for too long, Edward’s loud groan brought my attention back to him. I could taste him more in my mouth now and knew that he was near his climax.

Chapter 262: Insecurities

“Natalia...suck me...harder,” Edward ordered, his cock pumping and twitching wildly in my mouth.

“Mhhhmmm!” I moaned against his cock.

Edward’s cock twitched around in my mouth at his release. I felt his hot semen explode from his rod into my mouth as his smell and taste overwhelmed my senses. He held my head in place as he poured his seed non-stop into my mouth. There was so much of it that it overflowed from my mouth and slid from the corners of my lips down my chin and neck.

“You’re so sexy, Natalia...” Edward complimented me.

Slowly, Edward touched my chin signally that I could now let go of his cock. I opened my mouth slowly and lifted my head, removing his cock from my mouth. My mouth was flooded with the mixture of my saliva and his cum. I looked up at Edward and saw that he was staring at my face intently. I saw raw lust and desire in his eyes as he slowly lifted his hand and ran his fingertips on the side of my cheek before sliding his fingertips down from my cheek to my chin and then lower along my neck.

I knew from experience what he wanted. With our eyes locked in a heated embrace, I slowly swallowed all of his seed.

“Good girl,” Edward whispered with extreme satisfaction.

“Edward...nothing happened between Zak and me at the event...” I said seriously. I didn’t want Edward to have any misunderstanding about us.

“...I know,” Edward muttered.

“Then...?” I said, confused.

“Turn around,” Edward commanded as he grabbed my ass roughly, pulling it towards him instead of answering my question.

“Edward!” I exclaimed in shock as I lay on my stomach with my ass lifted upwards.

I felt the air on my bare buttocks when Edward pulled away the red fabric of the dress that was covering my ass, pooling it around my waist. He roughly pulled my thong to the side and position the engorged head of his cock at my opening. I screamed so loudly that I was sure that some members of staff must have heard me when Edward suddenly entered me from behind.

His thick cock rammed all the way into my hole before Edward began moving aggressively. His large and long cock pumping in and out of my love hole in a fast yet steady rhythm. I felt him everywhere inside of me, filling me up and stretching me. His cock pounded against my womb so deep inside of me, driving me wild with lust and desire for him.

I moaned loudly, forgetting everything that I wanted to say or hear from him. All I could think of was the fulfilling sensation of my pussy hole being filled by his lovestick. It wasn’t long before I felt like cumming from his passionate attack.

Our sweaty and hot body grinded against each other as our sex made wet lewd sounds. His hips smacking against my ass as he continued pounding into my sopping wet pussy. I cried out and clenched my fist around the blanket on our bed as I felt my wetness pouring out of me in what I believed was my first time climaxing since he entered me.

“Your pussy is clenching so tightly around me. Does it feel good when I fuck you hard?” Edward hissed from behind me.

I was glad that he couldn’t see my embarrassingly erotic face as I enjoyed the feel of his cock stroking my pussy walls and pounding against the sensitive spots deep inside of me. He was right, I loved it when he gave it to me fast and hard.

“I’m cumming! Ahhhh! Edward! Edward!” I screamed as I felt my orgasm approaching once again.

Edward continued giving it to me non-stop and I came so many times that night that I lost count. Edward mated with me wildly until I lost consciousness after one of my intense climaxes.

...

A few days after the red-carpet event, I received a phone call from Annie. I wouldn’t say that Annie and I had a close relationship, but I also wouldn’t say that we were not on good terms, at least, that’s from my point of view. Annie had been married to Zak for around five years now and, for better or for worse, they are still married.

Whenever, I met Zak, Annie was conveniently not around. Since I didn’t have the guts to ask about his relationship with Annie, I never truly knew how the two of them were doing. Regardless, it was unusual for Annie to be calling me.

“Hi, Annie,” I said, trying to sound as friendly as possible as I connected the call.

“Hi, Natalia,” Annie replied, her voice sounding sweet.

“How are you? I haven’t heard from you for a while...” I said, wishing that she would just get to the point of why she was calling.

“I’m great. By the way, are you free for lunch?” She asked, cheerily.

I could read between the lines that she had something to talk to me about that she didn’t want to discuss through the phone.

“Sure. Where should we meet?” I readily agreed.

After we set a time and place for our lunch later today, I disconnected the call. Annie didn’t sound troubled or disturbed; however, I knew well that that wasn’t a good indication that nothing was wrong.

I sighed to myself loudly as I began choosing the outfit for my lunch date with Annie.

...

The place that Annie picked suited her image of a cheerful and fully energized woman very well. It was an up-scale afternoon tea café located in a stylish loft on a high floor at one of the most stylish hotels in the city. Of course, since she had something to discuss, we had our own private room with a view of the city for our afternoon tea slash lunch.

I haven’t met Annie for years and she hasn’t changed much. Similar hair style and pretty face. The way she dressed hasn’t changed much either. Most importantly, she still glowed radiantly and sparkled with positive energy.

“I’m glad that you could make it,” Annie said before she got up from her seat and gave me a polite hug. I hugged her back.

Chapter 263: Broken

“Of course. I’m happy to meet you. It’s been a pretty long while...” I replied as I took my seat opposite her.

“Should we order?” She asked sweetly and I nodded.

She pressed the button to call the waitress and soon our orders were being taken. Truth be told, I had no interest in the little afternoon tea treats or the food, I just wanted to know why she called me out here today...and if there was something wrong with Zak.

Annie and I made small talk until our food arrived. I sipped on my peppermint tea as I wondered when she would just get to it. Perhaps, I should just ask her?

“Annie. It’s rare for you to meet up with me, is something the matter?” I asked, sounding concerned.

I watched as she placed her teacup down and looked straight at me.

“Are you aware of how Zak feels about you?” Annie asked, catching me off guard.

I did not expect that question from her. I narrowed my eyes suspiciously at her.

“It depends on what you’re referring to,” I replied curtly.

“Zak is still very much in love with you,” Annie said, unable to hide the pain in her voice and her expression.

It wasn’t like Zak professes his love to me on a daily basis. Since I’ve been married, I’ve been devoted to my husband and my children and Zak has been devoted to building his own life. Now, whether or not that life of his included this pretty little lady in front of me or not, I didn’t quite know.

“I see...” I said, not knowing what else to say.

I would be lying if I told her that I was surprised because I wasn’t surprised. It’s unfortunate, but I knew that Zak’s feelings for me wouldn’t change that easily.

“How you been...in touch with my husband?” Annie asked, and I didn’t miss the hint in her words.

“Yes, I have. We’re good friends and we go way back. However, if you’re meaning to ask if Zak and I are involved in an affair, then the answer is a firm no,” I replied, trying to not take any offense in her words.

“I was just wondering...” Annie began but I had to stop her before she went any further.

“I understand your concern; however, I would appreciate it if you didn’t say anything that would be disrespectful to my husband and my family,” I said, bluntly.

I sympathized with her; I truly do. However, the blunt truth was that it wasn’t my fault that she couldn’t make Zak fall in love with her after being married to him for five years. Period.

“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it like that. To be honest, I called you out here to get your help...” Annie said with a sigh.

“My help?” I asked, curiously. I honestly couldn’t see how I could be of help.

“Yes. Tell me, how can I make Zak fall in love with me?” Annie asked desperately.

Why is she asking me this now? It’s been five years...

Not that it made a difference. I had no idea why Zak fell in love with me in the first place. There was nothing that I could have advised her back then and there is nothing that I can tell her now either.

“Let me ask you this...why do you want Zak to fall in love with you?” I asked.

“I married Zak because I love him. I still do...” Annie said, and I could sense the honesty in her eyes.

“It’s been five years, why didn’t you ask me earlier?” I asked, curiously.

“I’m not getting any younger and I was hoping to have children. I’m sure that you understand...” Annie replied. She was right, I could understand...however...

“Zak doesn’t want children. You know that, right?” I asked, trying not to sound too uncaring.

I could recall Zak’s words when I asked him about his thoughts on having children and the face he made when he said it as if he had just said it yesterday...

‘I don’t. This cursed bloodline dies with me’

“I guess...” Annie mumbled.

For a moment, I didn’t know what to say to her anymore and I felt very drained of energy. The scone and clotted cream tasted like sand as I’ve clearly loss my appetite.

“Sorry, but I honestly don’t know how I can help you. If there’s nothing else, then...” I said as I began to politely excuse myself.

I didn’t like where this conversation was going, and I couldn’t see how I could be useful even if I stayed to listen to her. Some problems in a marriage need to be dealt with by the couple. Slowly, I folded the napkin that was on my lap and began getting up from my seat.

“It’s your name he calls out at night...” Annie whispered, her eyes casted downwards.

I froze at her words.

“Annie...” I called her name softly before praying that she doesn’t cry. I didn’t want to handle someone else’s emotional breakdown right now.

“It’s always been you and it’s still you...the one he thinks about...” Annie said and I could feel the raw pain that she was feeing through her words.

She looked at me, her eyes red with oncoming tears. I sat back down in my seat as I watched her struggle with herself and her emotions. I pitied her but then...I also don’t pity her. As a woman, I sympathized with her pain; however, as someone who cares deeply for Zak, she is nothing more than someone who is trying to tie him down.

Her happiness will never be his and vice versa.

“He’s with me but it’s like he’s not. He’s close but it’s like he’s so far away. He’s not with me at all...it’s like he’s just waiting for you to return to him,” Annie continued.

She’s really broken. The five years she spent married to Zak without really being married to him has completely broken her.

“I will never return to him and I’m sure that that isn’t what Zak wants either,” I replied, simply. Zak and I, we talked about this.

“Then why won’t he fall in love with me? I’ve been trying my best for years. He won’t even sleep with me...” Annie confessed in tears.

Ok, I didn’t need to know that, but I guess I’ve sort of guessed. I’ve just about had enough of her by this point. I feel for the poor girl, but she should have listened to the warnings that Zak told her before deciding to marry him. Now she’s suffering from her own decision, and I do empathize. However, how dare she make it sound like it’s my fault that Zak doesn’t love her and that her marriage is broken?

“What makes you think that you can replace me?” I asked, bluntly.

Chapter 264: Our Own Problems

“...what?” She exclaimed, clearly shocked at my words.

“I said, what makes you think that you can take my place?” I repeated my question again.

“I...” Annie said before she realized that she didn’t have any comeback for that.

“You can’t. The good news is that you don’t need to. You need to find your own place in his heart or your own role in his life. To be frank, if you can’t even do that, I would prefer if you would just let Zak go and opt for a divorce,” I said truthfully. I’ve seen so many arranged marriages fail. Just take a look at Lucien’s for example.

“What?!” Annie exclaimed once again in shock.

“Did I offend you with my directness? I’m sorry. I have somewhere to be so I can’t be here with you forever. The last thing I want Zak to be involved in is a loveless marriage. Zak is a free spirit. It’s so sad to see him tied down by something that’s not even close to love,” I said, emotionlessly.

Perhaps, this is for her own good...

I paused as I glanced at Annie to see that she was deep in thought. Perhaps she was seriously considering my words. Regardless of what she chose to do from here on out, I wanted to say what I had to say. The rest will be up to her.

“Zak once told me that if he falls in love, it will be at first sight or not at all. It’s been five years now, and he’s known you before your wedding too, don’t you think that if he’s going to fall in love with you, he would have a long time ago?” I asked rhetorically.

“I hate to admit it but...I know that. But...I just can’t let him go...” Annie replied softly.

“Just think it over. Letting go and starting over isn’t a bad choice but it can be a hard choice to make. I guess, I know that from personal experience. I wish you and Zak both the best...” I said, meaning every word.

“Natalia...how did you manage to forget Zak?” Annie asked, her eyes pleading me for an answer that would save her.

I just threw my head back and laughed at her presumptuous question. This girl is really funny...either that or she’s very dense. It took a while until I was able to compose myself adequately to answer her question.

“Simple. I never managed it,” I replied before I smiled at her.

“Natalia...” Annie said my name as her eyes widened in shock and I could see her lips quiver.

“The tea has gotten cold. I’ll...see you around,” I said before I grabbed my handbag and got up from my seat.

This time I walked towards the exit and never turned back around.

...

When we became parents, many new responsibilities were thrown our way. For some of them Edward and I were able to figure things out together and they went by easily like a breeze. However, some were a little bit trickier. I looked down at the letter in my hand and sighed with worry. Edward really never liked going to any of these.

‘Parent-teacher conference’ was written in bolded text at the top of the letter.

Well, the twins are still quite young so I doubt there would be anything surprising or troublesome. I laughed a little bit at myself when I thought back on one of Ryder’s parent-teacher conference where we were told of the many mischievous things that he did to his classmates as school. That boy was too smart and naughty at best.

“Sorry, I’m late...” Edward said apologetically as he came to stand next to me.

“It’s ok. It’s not our turn yet,” I replied as I smiled at him.

Edward adjusted his tie nervously although I thought that he already looked perfect if not slightly overdressed for a visit to our children’s school.

“You don’t have to be so nervous, you know?” I said as I smiled amusedly at him.

“I’m not nervous...” Edward muttered as he folded his arm defensively.

“Yeah right...” I muttered back.

We stood silently in front of the teacher’s office side by side as we waited for our turn. I felt like I had nothing to worry about. The twins were cute, smart and well-behaved children. Much more well-behaved when compared to their older brother, Ryder.

After a short while, it was finally our turn to meet the teacher. Miss Evergreen was a plump woman in her mid-forties who had spent her entire career teaching at this school. Edward and I have decided to send our children to normal private schools instead of the ones reserved for socialites or ones funded by the Rosenhall family. For obvious reasons, I flat out refused to send my children to the same school that Zak and I went to.

We greeted the teacher warmly before she invited us to take a seat opposite her at her working desk. This was the first parent-teacher conference for us regarding the twins and I could clearly tell that Edward was feeling nervous about the outcome.

“Well, what can I say. Devon and Rosaline are very happy and cheerful children. It is clear that they care about each other a lot and seem to stick to each other perhaps a little too much during class at first. However, now they seem to have found their own group of friends. Rosaline is playing with other girls in the class more and Devon with the boys,” Miss Evergreen said in a kind and caring voice.

“That sounds great,” I commented truthfully. The twins were sort of stuck together since they were twins; however, I felt that it would be better for them if they developed a sense of individuality and independence.

“The two are getting along very well with their classmates and there is nothing to worry about them on that front at all. They are friendly and very well-behaved children,” Miss Evergreen said reassuringly.

“What about their studies?” I asked.

“Oh...there is absolutely nothing for you to be concerned about on that front as well. Both Devon and Rosaline are super smart. They seem to be much ahead in their studies than the rest of the class most of the time. They’re so smart. They’re geniuses!” Miss Evergreen said excitedly as she smiled a bright smile at us.

“Please don’t say irresponsible things like my children are geniuses. I’m sure that they are just normal,” Edward spoke up for the first time since the session started and it was clear that he was unhappy with what he had just heard.

Chapter 265: Stigma

I gulped nervously while Miss Evergreen’s eyes widened with shock at Edward’s harsh and direct comment. I guess in her years of being a teacher, she had never experienced a situation like this with her student’s parents before. One glance at Edward confirmed that he was truly upset and offended by what the teacher had just said. If I don’t try to halt this now, this whole parent-teacher conference will blow up.

“Umm...sorry about that. I’m sure that Edward is happy to learn that his children are...very smart...” I replied vaguely as I plastered a diplomatic smile on my face. Very smart...not geniuses. They are just very smart.

I grabbed Edward’s hand under the table and squeezed it tightly. I hope he understands how weird and rude his comment was just now. However, Edward didn’t seem to get my message at all or if he did, he didn’t care too much for it. He didn’t look at me or acknowledge my attempt to stop him. His eyes were glued on Miss Evergreen and those were not friendly eyes.

“I meant every word as I had just said them. My children may be smart, but they are not geniuses, and I don’t need anyone saying that they are,” Edward repeated bluntly, his tone cold.

“Edward...” I whispered his name desperately as I yanked on his hand. What is he saying?!

While Miss Evergreen was stunned and didn’t know how to react to Edward’s words, he just continued to stare at her with unamused eyes. It didn’t seem that Edward was willing to back down on this issue and I could sort of understand why...

Miss Evergreen was clearly uncomfortable with what she was hearing and didn’t know how to respond as Edward clearly thought her words were offensive. Edward was usually so good at handling conversation with people and so I never saw this coming. He was usually very diplomatic and knew how to handle all sorts of people in all sorts of situations; however, it seems like he has decided on a very harsh approach to our current situation.

“My children are normal,” Edward repeated stubbornly.

Ok. I know where this is all coming from, but Miss Evergreen doesn’t so...let’s just give her a break ok?

“I’m so sorry, Miss Evergreen. Thank you for all that you’ve done for us today, but we should be taking our leave. If there’s anything else, please don’t hesitate to call me directly,” I said while trying to sound as pleasant as I could.

“Yes, Madame. Thank you for your time,” Miss Evergreen replied after snapping out from her state of shock. Her voice shook so much when she spoke, and I pitied her that she had to deal with this version of Edward.

I stood up and pulled Edward to his feet as I pushed him towards the door. I made sure that we both left that room as fast as possible before anything worse would happen. Edward didn’t say anything to me, and he seemed absorbed in his own thoughts. We walked together in silence to the car. I held Edward’s hand all the way and I could tell that he was very upset and frustrated. I decided not to press him to explain what had just happened to me because I knew that he would tell me when he was ready.

“Are you ok?” I asked with worry once we were alone in the car. I didn’t need to details if he didn’t want to talk about it but I needed to know that he was ok.

“Yea...” Edward replied vaguely.

“I think I know how you feel but that’s not a good excuse to say the things you just did the way you said it. Miss Evergreen isn’t to blame. She doesn’t know anything, and I think it was just a wrong choice of words...” I said seriously as I turned to look directly at Edward.

Edward was silent for a moment as he seemed to figure out his own emotions and thoughts. I watched silently as he struggled with his own demons. Suddenly, he turned to me and grabbed my hands in his own and held it tightly.

“Natalia...our children, they’re normal, right?” Edward asked in a shaky voice. He was clearly upset like Miss Evergreen’s word had struct a cord within him.

“Yes. I’m sure our children are normal. There’s no need for you to worry,” I replied reassuringly.

To be honest, I did not know whether our children were normal or not. I had no expertise to detect if a young child was a genius or not and our children have not taken any tests. However, the chances of someone being a genius was very slim, so I was quite positive that our children were normal. It wasn’t like the twins would be geniuses just because their father is one.

Edward pulled me into a tight hug as he wrapped both his arms around me and held me tight. I rested my head on his shoulder as he hugged me and leaned his head on mine. I hugged him back and felt his body quivering in my arms.

“I want our children to be normal...” Edward whispered. I could sense the fear, the doubt, and the desperate plead in his voice.

In other words, Edward didn’t want our children to be geniuses like him. Given what he’s been through, I could understand where he was coming from...however...

“I’m sure our children are not geniuses, Edward. Even if they are, we are here to protect them, right? We’ll do everything we can to keep them safe and ensure that they can live a normal life of their choice, right? What happened to you...will never happen to them...” I said as I rubbed his back to comfort him.

“I don’t know...” Edward replied softly. I was sure that rationally he understood that what I said was right; however, he wasn’t ready to deal with it emotionally.

“Should we...get them to take some tests?” I asked. Perhaps the test results would put his worries to rest once and for all.

“No. I think you’re right. It doesn’t matter if they’re geniuses or not...we’ll protect them no matter what,” Edward said, and I hugged him a little tighter.

“That’s right...” I said encouragingly and I stroked his back. His body seemed to relax a little in my arms.

“Thank you, Natalia. I...love you,” Edward said as his voice shook with emotion. I couldn’t help smiling a little.

I couldn’t see his face, but I believed that he was crying at least a little back then. I hadn’t properly acknowledged it until I held Edward’s trembling body in my arms, just how much being a genius had been a burden to him in his life. He’s been through too much suffering for something that others would consider a rare gift.

“I love you too...” I replied softly and honestly.

Our past will always be a part of us and the best that we could do was to move forward. We can’t go back to fix the past, but we could put our experiences to use for a better future for us and for our children. Despite what we’ve been through or perhaps precisely because of what we’ve been through, I was more certain than ever that Edward and I were ready to support our children on their own journey in life.