Ch. 61..65: Forbidden Heat R18 Chapter 61-65

Chapter 61: I’ll Show You

“You must be feeling cold because your body is hot from the fever,” Lucien replied as he touched his cool hand to my cheek. I pray that the miracle of the hair dryer is still somewhat working.

“I feel so cold...can you hold me?” I whispered as I stretched out both my arms to beckon him closer to me and into my bed. I sat up slowly, feigning weakness, and opened my arms to him.

Ok, showtime for the black lace mini nightgown. I slowly removed the blanket from my body to unveil my upper body to him to my waist. I panted a little to ensure that my breasts were jiggling a little in order to catch the attention of his eyes. I guess that was not truly necessary, because the moment the blanket fell away from my upper body, Lucien’s eyes were immediately at my barely covered breasts.

“Natalia...” Lucien murmured my name softly in slight confusion and curiosity.

“Lucien...” I called his name seductively as I pulled him into my embrace. I hugged him tightly to my body, crushing my soft breasts against his hard chest. The next moment, I felt his arms circling around my back to hug me back in return. He kissed my hair softly, it feels good. If only, we were both honestly in love with each other in this moment.

I untangled myself from him a little to create enough space between us for me to stare up at his captivating green eyes. These are the eyes of the man I first fell in love with. Lucien, you are my first love. I’ll never lose you to anyone else...ever again. I turned my face up slightly as I moved my lips closer to his. Lucien hesitated a little seeming unsure of what to do.

“Are you...scared of catching my cold?” I asked teasingly.

“Never!” Lucien said loudly before pressing his lips to mine firmly. His tongue deftly entered my mouth as his hands dipped lower to caress my breast through the lace. This is starting to feel good; my body is responding to him. The sensation of lace rubbing against my nipples are making them hard and sensitive. I wanted Lucien to suck them.

Lucien let go of my lips and began his journey of kisses down the side of my neck slowly all the way down to my shoulder and then the center of my chest. His hot hands quickly removed the straps of my nightgown from my shoulders, exposing my naked breasts to him.

He cupped my breast with one of his hand, squeezing it softly in his warm palm. I moaned sweetly to urge him on even further. His lips continued to trial kisses down my chest and then onto my breast and finally, my erect nipple was inside his wet and hot mouth. He began sucking hard on my nipple sending jolts of pleasure through my body. My pussy clenched each time he sucked my nipples hard and I began to get wetter and hotter there.

“Lucien...you’re making me feel so good...” I told him in between my moans of pleasure.

I got up on my knees on the bed ready to bare my lower body to him. I moved the blanket away from my lower body to reveal my waist, hips, thighs, legs and my dripping wet pussy to him. His eyes instantly went to the area between my legs which was barely covered by the short dress.

“I’ll make you feel even better...” Lucien muttered, and his fingers found my throbbing and wet slit. I wrapped my arms loosely around his neck so that I could show him my erotic face as he fucked my pussy with his fingers. Lucien slid two fingers into my tight hole, and I clenched my pussy instantly around his fingers.

“You’re super wet...Natalia,” Lucien whispered into my ear and I moaned in response. He began to move his fingers in and out of me faster and harder. I could feel my pussy getting wetter as I squirted out more of my juices onto his intruding fingers. My pussy started to twitch wildly around his fingers. Ahh...I want to cum.

“Can you bend over the side of the bed? Come, I’ll help you,” Lucien instructed, and I complied. He supported me as I got off the bed and turned around to bend over so that I was lying on my stomach with my ass thrusted upwards. I looked back at Lucien who was now standing behind my ass, wondering what he wanted to do with me.

Suddenly, Lucien got on his knees and I felt his hot breath in between my legs...

...

“Miss Angela, I can let Master Lucien know that you’ve left. There is no need for you to go to see...” Laura tried her best to explain to the now impatient Angela.

“I have my manners. I’m just going to say goodbye before I leave. Plus, I should be able to see Natalia when she is sick, right? So, tell me, where is Natalia’s room?” Angela retorted, snapping at Laura.

“Miss Angela, please wait!” Laura protested one last time before giving up. Any further and she would get into trouble with Miss Angela for sure. In the end, Laura had to explain the way to Natalia’s room.

...

“Lucien...oh...Lucien! It’s so good...so good!” I screamed loudly as I felt Lucien’s hot tongue pumping in and out of my hot hole. He’s fucking me with his tongue, and it feels so good. This position is also weird, I can’t see him but it’s turning me on so much. Lucien’s hands gripped my ass cheeks to spread them apart to grant him better access to my wet pussy entrance. He continued to lick and suck on my love juices and I could hear loud slurping sounds from behind me.

“Ahhh!! Ahhhh!!” I cried out loudly once again when he thrusted two fingers inside of me from behind. This is driving me crazy; he’s fingering me while licking and sucking on my swollen clit. I thrusted my ass backwards and upwards to shove my pussy closer to his face. I’m going to cum very soon, my pussy is twitching more frequently now, and my juices are gushing out faster. I could feel my own wetness combined with Lucien’s saliva rolling down the inside of my thighs.

It’s about time our honorable guest arrived, I thought as I turned my head to the side so that I could watch the slightly ajar door. Bingo. My eyes met a pair of blue and very round eyes. I stared into those eyes as my face contorted with pleasure as my climax hit me.

“Lucien!!! I’m cumming...God, Lucien...I’m cumming...cumming!” I screamed at the top of my lungs when my orgasm finally hit me. I felt his tongue swirling inside of my hot hole before gliding out to lap at my love juices. He sucked and licked me clean.

Angela, I promise that your marriage to Lucien will never be lonely. After all, there will always be three of us in this marriage. I made a vow to her silently as I stared deep into her blue eyes...

Chapter 62: Wandering to His Room

“How’s my princess doing?” Edward asked through the phone. Finally, he was able to get in touch with Reiner. He couldn’t find an opportunity to meet Natalia and it was making him anxious.

“She’s fine. The argument she had with Lucien seems to have died down. If things go well, she should be free to leave the house soon,” Reiner replied without any emotions.

“I highly doubt that. You don’t know my brother as well as I do. If he could, he’ll keep her under lock and chains with him forever in that house,” Edward stated coldly. Nothing that seems to go well is necessarily going well. Calm water may be calm only on the surface.

“What is the purpose of this call?” Reiner asked. He wanted to get to the point immediately.

“I heard Natalia went to see Doctor Greta. What did she have to say about Natalia’s case?” Edward asked.

“How did you know that?” Reiner asked back. Edward seems to know about everything that is going on.

“Walls have eyes and doors have ears. I actually know Doctor Greta personally. We’ve met a couple of times at conferences and such. Lucien is not the only one who knows her. However, as protocol calls for, she is unable to reveal details of her patient’s case. I know that well, so I won’t bother her by asking,” Edward explained quickly. It was clear that his patience was wearing thin.

“Natalia told the doctor about her dream of getting lost and scared in a dark and rainy forest. Doctor Greta believes that her dream could be remnants of a real traumatic event that actually happened, but her brain has chosen to forget. Something someone said or a place she has been to recently could have triggered her memory of it,” Reiner summarized the session.

“I see...” Edward replied in a low voice. His brain was already racing ahead to think of his next move.

“Let me ask you directly. You know the truth behind Natalia’s dream, don’t you? The place she’s been to recently...the things someone said, you took her somewhere and said something to her, didn’t you?” Reiner asked with clear concern in his voice.

“Maybe. Until she tells me directly, I won’t know for sure,” Edward replied levelly.

“I don’t know what you have to gain from this, but you are putting Natalia through another trauma and so much pain...” Reiner said with a clear edge in his voice.

“How about we both do our best for Natalia. I might hurt her for her own good, but you’ll be there to comfort her, right?” Edward replied without any worry before ending the call.

...

Hmm...how should I go about this? I’ve been standing in the main hallway of the house for a while now as I gathered my courage and wits. A couple of maids have walked past me already and I still couldn’t gather enough courage to ask them what I wanted to ask. Ok...I will definitely ask the next maid that walks pass me.

Here she comes! I think she is new and still quite junior. Perhaps this is just my luck!

“Hi there!” I greeted her awkwardly as I stepped into her path.

“Oh...good afternoon, Miss Natalia. How may I help you?” the young maid asked me. She must be around my age or just slightly older. She’s young compared to the other more senior maids we had in the mansion.

“I was wondering if you could...tell me where Reiner’s room is?” I asked her. Finally, I was able to spit it out.

Immediately after those words left my mouth, the young maid gave me a very puzzled and suspicious look. No surprise there, why would the Lady of the house be asking where her butler’s bedroom is? And asking a random maid on top of that...

I guess it’s obvious why I’m asking her. It’s because I could ask Reiner a million times and he would never tell me! So, I didn’t even bother.

“Umm...Miss Natalia. If you would like, I could let Mr. Reiner know that you would like to see him in your room?” She finally replied in a timid voice. This is going to be harder than I thought hmm...

“Actually, there’s something I want to personally give to him and thought it would be more efficient if I went there directly...” I explained to her.

“Umm...I guess if that’s the case then...” she murmured softly before giving in and provided me the location of Reiner’s room.

This is slightly ridiculous. How can all members of the female maid population of this mansion know where his room is but I, the lady he’s supposed to be serving, cannot know? This is driving me insane.

...

I stood in front of the door to Reiner’s room. Now that I’m here I don’t know why I’m here. I mean, if I wanted to see him, I could just call for him to meet me in my room or any parts of the mansion. I’m not even sure if he’s in his room right now. Maybe, I should just leave?

I was still stuck in my own thoughts when suddenly the door to Reiner’s room opened.

“Natalia? Why are you here?” Reiner asked with one eyebrow raised. Ok, braincells, now is the time for you to think up some smart excuse...

“Umm...I asked one of the maids where your room is,” I replied reflexively. No! that was not what I was supposed to say.

“And...why did you go asking around for where my room is?” Reiner asked in a lighter tone now, amusement clear in his twinkling blue eyes.

“Because...you probably wouldn’t tell me no matter how many times I asked...” I replied with a slight pout. It’s hard not to be honest with him when Reiner is so sincere.

Chapter 63: In His Room

“You’re right, I wouldn’t have told you. There is no need for you to know where my room is. If you need me, you can just call,’ Reiner replied, and I knew that logically he was right.

“Well, there seems to be a need for all the maids in the mansion to know where you room is. How come I’m the only one without the need to know?” I countered. I had my logic too.

Reiner sighed loudly as he seemed to have given up.

“Now that you know where my room is, what are you going to do with that information? By the way, all the maids know where my room is so that they can find me in case of emergencies and I’m not picking up my phone. They don’t know where my room is so that they can come inside and play,” Reiner questioned with challenge in his voice.

Hmm...so he’s clearly not going to let me in.

I guess the fact that he wouldn’t let me in made me more curious about what his room is like. I just want to see more of his private space to learn more about his on a more...personal level? After all, they say that you can learn a lot about the personality of a person by taking a look at his or her room.

“Hahaha! You’re so on guard around me now. Don’t worry, I’ll give up for now, but in no time at all, you’ll willingly let me inside your room...” I stated with certainty, a smile on my lips. The one who will win this challenge will be me. You’ll be letting me inside in no time...

I had no idea when I said that that the time would come much sooner than I thought and for a very different reason...

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“R!...R!...Reiner!” I yelled his name so loudly that my throat hurts as I pounded hard on his door. My hands hurt from the effort of my pounding, but nothing beats the throbbing pain in my head. I don’t remember how I got here but if he doesn’t open this door soon...they’re going to get me! They’re going to find me! My body was wet with sweat and my face was wet with tears. Please, you have to open the door!

“Natalia...” Reiner whispered in shock when he saw me standing in front of his door.

The moment I saw him, I threw myself into his arms as I hugged him tightly to me.

“Help me...R...” I sobbed into his hard chest. My voice was so cracked that I could barely recognize that as my own voice. I was panting hard and finding it difficult to speak and stay on my feet.

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Natalia is crying. Something is very wrong about her right now. She looks scared out of her mind, hopefully, of something that doesn’t truly exist. She’s still crying hard and her frail body is shaking in my arms. Judging from the fact that she is wearing only her night gown and is barefoot, she most likely ran straight to my room from her bedroom. I hope no one saw her in this state running around this late at night.

I stroked her messy hair softly as I held her tighter in my arms. I need to calm her down before I can find out what is bothering her. She’s about to lose her ability to stand as she leaned even more of her weight on me. Seems like I have no choice, I looked behind her on both sides of the corridor to check that no one saw us before pulling her gently into my room, closing the door behind us and locking it.

This is so ironic. True to her words this afternoon, I did let her into my room in no time at all...

...

The moment I heard the door of Reiner’s room close behind us, I felt a little safer as if whoever that was chasing me wouldn’t reach me here. I knew deep down that there was absolutely no one and nothing chasing me in this mansion, but my fear wouldn’t subside. My head was still throbbing, and I focused all of my energy to control my irregular breathing. I leaned my body on Reiner as my legs gave out and he supported me as we slowly slid together to the floor. I hate how I’m feeling right now, and I hate that he has to see me like this. I’m always showing him my worst and never my best.

I was still unable to stop the sobs that were wrecking my body as I hugged Reiner tighter to me, my nails digging into his back. I closed my eyes and focus on steadying my breathing as I inhaled Reiner’s calming scent. It reminded me that I was not alone, Reiner was with me. Reiner hugged me tighter as he continued to stroke my hair and then my back. He’s so warm and comforting. I want to be in his arms like this forever.

“Natalia...can you get up?” Reiner whispered softly in a calm voice into my ear after a while has passed.

I shook my head in reply, not trusting the sound of my own voice and my ability to speak.

“Can you put your arms around my neck?” Reiner asked softly. I slowly moved my arm upwards a little so that my arms were around his neck.

I felt his arm under my knees and around my back before my body was lifted princess-style into his strong arms. How he carried me seemed so effortless and yet he handled me with such care as he slowly walked towards his bed. I felt the softness of the pillow behind my head and the touch of the bed on my body as he slowly laid me down. I’m sleeping in Reiner’s bed, I thought to myself, as he pulled his blanket over me. I closed my eyes and inhaled his scent; this bed smells like him. It feels so safe and so warm.

His footsteps were silent as always, so I felt rather than heard him walking away.

Chapter 64: Goodnight Kiss

This is so ironic. True to her words this afternoon, I did let her into my room in no time at all...

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The moment I heard the door of Reiner’s room close behind us, I felt a little safer as if whoever that was chasing me wouldn’t reach me here. I knew deep down that there was absolutely no one and nothing chasing me in this mansion, but my fear wouldn’t subside. My head was still throbbing, and I focused all of my energy to control my irregular breathing. I leaned my body on Reiner as my legs gave out and he supported me as we slowly slid together to the floor. I hate how I’m feeling right now, and I hate that he has to see me like this. I’m always showing him my worst and never my best.

I was still unable to stop the sobs that were wrecking my body as I hugged Reiner tighter to me, my nails digging into his back. I closed my eyes and focus on steadying my breathing as I inhaled Reiner’s calming scent. It reminded me that I was not alone, Reiner was with me. Reiner hugged me tighter as he continued to stroke my hair and then my back. He’s so warm and comforting. I want to be in his arms like this forever.

“Natalia...can you get up?” Reiner whispered softly in a calm voice into my ear after a while has passed.

I shook my head in reply, not trusting the sound of my own voice and my ability to speak.

“Can you put your arms around my neck?” Reiner asked softly. I slowly moved my arm upwards a little so that my arms were around his neck.

I felt his arm under my knees and around my back before my body was lifted princess-style into his strong arms. How he carried me seemed so effortless and yet he handled me with such care as he slowly walked towards his bed. I felt the softness of the pillow behind my head and the touch of the bed on my body as he slowly laid me down. I’m sleeping in Reiner’s bed, I thought to myself, as he pulled his blanket over me. I closed my eyes and inhaled his scent; this bed smells like him. It feels so safe and so warm.

His footsteps were silent as always, so I felt rather than heard him walking away.

“R... where are you going?” I spoke up in a panic. The panic must have been clear in my voice because Reiner was right next to me in the next moment.

“Sorry, I was just going to wet a towel to clean your face...” Reiner replied softly as he placed a hand on my head to calm me down.

“Can you...stay with me forever? Can you never leave?” I asked softly. My voice cracked as I continued to sob. I know I need to stop crying but I couldn’t.

He brought one of my hand to his lips and kissed it softly. His lips were soft and warm, but in the end, he never replied to my question.

“Do you want to get some sleep? Or do you want me to listen to your troubles?” Reiner asked after I had somewhat composed myself.

“I want to tell you what happened...or at least, what happened in my head,” I replied. I decided to tell him.

“No need to rush yourself. Just take it slow,” Reiner replied softly as he squeezed my hand for support. He was sitting on the floor and I started to feel bad that I took his bed.

“Before that...can you hold me? Please?” I pleaded in a small voice. I don’t want Reiner sitting on the floor next to the bed; I want him in bed with me.

“Natalia...” Reiner sighed and began to protest. He didn’t make any move to get in bed with me. I knew he wouldn’t give in so easily.

“Fine. I’m so sorry for bothering you,” I said as I turned my body away to sleep on my side with my back to him. I was surprised at the hurt in my voice. I don’t blame him for not wanting to get in bed with me. No matter how you look at it, cuddling with me in bed isn’t his responsibility as my butler. I’m definitely not in the sexiest state right now and the situation is far from being a turn on. So, unlike our previous tryst at the lake, I could understand why he wasn’t in the mood. If I continue to be a mess like this, he’ll tire of me soon too. My head was still in so much pain, I should probably just let myself black out and sleep.

The room was silent and dark, but the atmosphere was abnormally tense. I closed my eyes and willed myself to fall asleep. After a short while, I felt the spring of the bed creak as Reiner slowly got in the bed with me. I felt his warm presence against my back and then his warm arms around me, cuddling me close. I felt tears in my eyes again; however, this time from relief and joy rather than fear and sadness. I started to feel a little better as I felt the warmth from his body all along mine. He was hugging me tightly and the whole length of our bodies were touching. I feel like I fit so snuggly with him.

“Are you asleep?” he whispered ever so softly in my ear.

‘Not yet. Thank you...for fulfilling my selfish request,” I replied in a whisper as well. “Umm...I had that bad dream again but this time it was a little different. Usually, I just dreamt that I was lost, and I couldn’t find the way out until a mysterious someone saved me. However, this time, in my dream I knew quite clearly that someone or a group of people were chasing me. They were after me and they wanted to harm me...” I explained before my voice trailed off as I recalled the fear I felt during that nightmare.

Reiner listened intently before squeezing me a little tighter in his arms.

He kissed my hair softly and then my ear. It felt so calming for him to touch and kiss me like this. My fear started to melt away and so did the pain in my head and temples. I wish my night here with Reiner would go on forever. I didn’t want to wake up to face reality once more when dawn arrives. Although, he didn’t offer any words to comfort me, his actions were more than enough.

“R, can you give me a goodnight kiss?” I asked shyly as I rolled my body around so that I was face-to-face with Reiner. Although we’ve done more...sexual...things, I still felt very conscious and shy around Reiner. His responses to my approach was also inconsistent, making it hard for me to guess what he really wants or thinks. Plus, he almost never came on to me first.

After a brief moment of hesitation, Reiner lowered his head to give me a gentle kiss on my forehead. Well, that was sweet but not exactly what I had in mind. Sensing my slight disappointment, Reiner cupped my face in his large and warm hands before placing his warmer lips on mine. I let out a slight sigh. This kiss feels so right and so natural.

“You need to sleep now, Natalia,” Reiner ordered as our lips parted.

This man can be so bossy, I thought to myself as I snuggled closer against his chest. I fell asleep listening to his regular heartbeat...

Chapter 65: A Bride Wears White

The three of us definitely make a weird combo at this upscale wedding boutique. The bride-to-be, the groom-to-be and the groom’s stepdaughter slash on-and-off secret lover. Today, as promised Lucien and I will be spending the precious time of our lives in helping Angela pick out the wedding dress of her dreams to use as a guideline to tailor her extravagant wedding dress. One glance at Lucien and it would be clear to anyone that he would rather be anywhere else but here. I, on the other hand, was busy thinking of how to make this day as entertaining for myself as possible.

Since Angela is obviously a VVIP client, the whole boutique has been prebooked in advance to serve us exclusively. This, unfortunately, meant that we had the whole day to spend on helping Angela pick her dress. The boutique manager and the team of staff greeted us warmly as we entered the boutique.

“Miss Angela, we are honored that you have chosen us to craft the wedding dress of your dreams for your big day. Congratulations once again on your engagement!” the middle-aged store manager said while presenting us with her most brilliant smile.

“Thank you, you are very kind,” Angela replied as he linked her arm with Lucien’s.

“We have prepared many dresses for you to try on. I suggest that you start by trying on dresses of different style to see which one suits you best; for example, the mermaid, the ballgown etc.” explained the manager.

The staff escorted Angela into the changing room where they could help her try on the various dresses. Lucien and I sat on the sofa while we waited to see Angela in her many dresses. I couldn’t care less which dress she wore to her wedding and I bet Lucien doesn’t give a damn either. Lucien, as always, is fully concentrated on handling the family business affairs on his mobile. Even though he chose this day because he was ‘free’, it was clear that his ‘free’ day today is still his working day.

After around 10 minutes, Angela emerged in a huge white glittery ball gown coupled with a long white wedding veil on her head. To be fair, the dress looks amazing on her. It showed off the curve of her boobs perfectly and the ballgown made her look like an elegant queen.

“How do I look?” Angela asked excitedly.

I waited for Lucien to give his opinion first.

“It’s good,” Lucien said flatly before his attention went back to his mobile screen.

“Umm...I agree. It’s beautiful,” I chimed in softly. The staff members are glancing around nervously due to the tense atmosphere. So now they are starting to realize how weird our group really is.

“Let me try on another one so you two can compare!” Angela said animatedly. She sure has a lot of positive energy.

Angela went back inside the changing room. Lucien and I waited again in silence.

Angela must be madly in love with Lucien or desperate to have him. The sight of Lucien burying his face in between my legs as he licked my pussy was not enough to chase her away from marrying him. Since Lucien is also peacefully working on his job next to me here on the sofa; it is clear that Angela did not approach him to speak of the matter either. Angela is rich and decently beautiful, I am sure that she can have her pick of high-profile bachelors as her husband but instead of taking that route, she has decided to marry a widow man who is sexually engaged with his stepdaughter. The world is starting to make less and less sense to me once again.

Perhaps she believes that things will change after she successfully marries Lucien? Something along the lines of Lucien getting tired of me and loving only her or that she can completely win him over? That woman is clearly over-estimating herself. I, on the other hand, am not entirely sure what I want. However, one thing is for sure, I am not handing Lucien over to her even if she becomes his wife. I will make sure that she is his wife in name only and I have decided to do whatever it takes. I don’t know if Lucien is in love with her or not, but I will cause his change of heart if he is.

Angela came out of the dressing room again to show us a different gown on her. Lucien once again gave his vague response and I followed suit. After around 10 dresses had gone by...I was losing my patience and focus.

“Natalia...come here,” Lucien said softly as he grabbed one of my hands in his and pulled me to follow him.

“Where are we going? What about Angela?” I asked in confusion.

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Angela came out of the dressing room with yet another amazing wedding dress on only to find that the sofa was empty. Where did Lucien and Natalia go?

“Where did those two go?” Angela asked in confusion mixed with irritation. Where did that girl drag Lucien off to again?

“Oh...Mister Lucien thought that it would be a good idea for his daughter to try on some dresses as well. He asked us to prepare a couple of dresses for her in advance. Is she perhaps getting engaged soon as well? So many good news going around!” the store manager replied in excitement.

“Where are they?” Angela snapped. Lucien prepared that for her? Natalia is getting engaged? Nonsense, I have never heard of such news. Why would she need to try on wedding dresses and on the same day as me?

“They are upstairs. Mister Lucien has asked me to continue to assist you in choosing your favorite wedding dress. So please let us help you until those two returns,” the store manager said in calm voice.

Lucien, what are you thinking? Why are you doing this? That girl is overstepping so many lines. The other day she even brazenly stole Lucien away from me and ruined the evening with him that I had planned by pretending to be sick. How dare she seduce him? If she thinks I will cancel our engagement, she is sorely wrong. Now that I know that she is Lucien’s lover, I want to marry Lucien even more. I will marry him and do everything in my power to ruin their relationship. I must tell my dad about this so that he can help me deal with it. Marrying Natalia off will most likely be the most effective way to take care of her once and for all.

...

Lucien led me to the upper most floor of the boutique where a couple of staffs were waiting for us. The floor was packed with breathtakingly beautiful wedding dresses and to one side there was a dressing room. So, are we here to pick out more dresses for Angela?