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Nothing To Give But My Heart Chapter 1331
Jiang Xiaobai felt drowsy. She wasn’t able to sleep until four last night, and it was only around seven in the morning did she feel sleepy. As long as she closed her eyes, she could immediately fall back to sleep. The fact that she was able to hear Xiao Su’s voice and listen to his responses was already not easy. When she was in Xiao Su’s arms, she felt intensely warm in his embrace. Unintentionally, her body even rubbed against his embrace.
Xiao Su’s body froze. When he was about to push her away, Jiang Xiaobai hugged his slender waist even closer. Seeing this, Xiao Su was rendered speechless. He cackled while looking at the person that was tightly hugging him. “Jiang Xiaobai, is this your way of taking advantage of me while pretending to fall asleep?”
But he was not able to get an answer because Jiang Xiaobai was sleeping so soundly in his arms. As he looked down, he could see Jiang Xiaobai with her eyes closed, her long curved and thick lashes formed a light shadow, her face pale and clean, not a single color of lipstick on her lips, but rather the a natural, faint shade of color that was not bright but gave a soothing and clean feeling. After a while, Xiao Su wanted to put her on the sofa but seeing how the sofa looked, he did not feel comfortable putting her there to sleep, so he just carried her up.
Jiang Xiaobai was dead asleep. When she was carried, she only made a small sound before falling silent again. Upon seeing her in such a manner, Xiao Su figured that if anyone were to barge in and kidnap her, she probably would still be dead asleep. He then carried her into the bedroom, and left after a moment.
When Jiang Xiaobai awakened, it was nearly noon. She was still a little sleepy, and when she was sleeping, she felt that the sun was shining directly on her face and her eyelids, which made her extremely uncomfortable. When she opened her eyes and saw the sun in the bedroom, she was nearly blind. Who drew the curtain? Can’t I just get some rest? She snapped bitterly. After giving herself a piece of her mind, Jiang Xiaobai pulled her sheets over her head and everything returned to peaceful darkness. At last, she could continue on sleeping. However, after a while, her small head popped out of the covers.
Huh? Jiang Xiaobai rubbed her eyes, her small face full of confusion. Something seems off? She vividly recalled sleeping on the couch last night. She remembered working till midnight, then felt extremely sleepy not long later. She had considered going home, but because it would be too risky for her to go back home alone in this late night—since there was hardly anyone on the streets at this hour—she ended up sleeping on her couch. But how… did she end up waking on this huge bed?
Also, the smell of this cover did not appear to be hers. Huh? Sitting up while holding her head, she began to recall what happened last night. Her memory started coming back one piece at a time. It began with Xiao Su waking her up, saying that he wanted to talk to her about something. However, she could not remember the details of the conversation—she couldn’t even remember a word. But she was confident she’d seen Xiao Su this morning. She even recalled Xiao Su waking her up to talk about something when she was still asleep on the sofa in the living room. How on earth did she get into the bedroom in a night’s sleep?
After thinking for a while, Jiang Xiaobai reached a conclusion… She was carried into the room by Xiao Su! That punk… It looks like he’s quite kind-hearted. Though he verbally prohibited her from sleeping here, he eventually carried her into the bedroom. Could it be that he was, as the legend said, a man that was like a smoldering ember?
He looked as cold as ice on the surface, but he had a heart deep down that burned like fire. Was that his personality? The thought made Jiang Xiaobai laugh aloud, then she rolled onto the bed with his blanket in her arms. Though Xiao Su’s blanket did not smell as sweet as hers, his blanket still smelled fresh and clean, which was the smell of freshly dried grass in the noon. It smelled amazingly good and fresh.
After staying with Xiao Su for a while, she realized that Xiao Su was a very neat and tidy person. His life was very simple but boring. He basically did not have any other entertainment besides work. There was a time when Jiang Xiaobai bumped into him at the bar, but it seemed that he never did anything since then. Suddenly, Jiang Xiaobai recalled what Fang Tangtang told her before. Why don’t you turn this fake show into a reality?
Jiang Xiaobai nearly jumped off the bed, surprised by her own thoughts. How did she get such a ridiculous idea? She quickly pulled that thought out of her head. Then, she got herself out of her bed and headed straight out the room. Upon reaching the door, she looked back for a second and firmly shut the door behind her.
As Jiang Xiaobai was still a young woman, there was nothing to hide between her and her best friend. Thus, after finishing her breakfast, she quickly called Fang Tangtang to rant.
After hearing what she had to say, Fang Tangtang promptly made a decision, “He likes you!”
Jiang Xiaobai said, “Girl, can you stop teasing me? He already has someone in mind. Besides, how can we be sure that he likes me by just one indicator?”
“Oh, I guess you are the one who likes him.”
Jiang Xiaobai was speechless. Rolling her eyes, she said, “Fang Tangtang, I realized there’s something wrong with your brain!”
“Isn’t it the truth?” Upon being roasted, Fang Tangtang immediately questioned her, “Jiang Xiaobai, who is the one with her brain muddled here? I said he likes you, but you didn’t want to hear it. But when I said that you like him, you didn’t want to accept it either. So, if you really don’t think anything will happen between you two, then why did you tell me? If you aren’t bothered by this, you wouldn’t be calling me deliberately just to tell me, would you? I think you really do care.”
After being rebutted by Fang Tangtang, Jiang Xiaobai became clear-headed. Somehow Fang Tangtang’s words sound reasonable.
“See, you have nothing more to say, right? Just admit that I am right!”
Jiang Xiaobai promptly denied after giving it some thoughts, “Stop with the nonsense. I was bored, so I decided to just talk to you about the situation. I have only one guy in my circle, so don’t you think I’ll pay more attention to every little thing he does?”
“Well, you do have a point. It’s indeed true that he’s the only guy who’s in your circle. In that case, may I suggest you steer clear of him quickly, because if this continues on, what will you do if you really fall for him?”
“You’re mocking me again! I, Jiang Xiaobai, will not fall in love with a man who already has a lover in his heart. Do you understand? I am not that insensible!” Jiang Xiaobai rebuked.
“I know his heart belongs to someone else, but he did not get her right? Time heals all things. Besides that, you are always around him. Maybe you can take advantage of it.”
“Take advantage?” Jiang Xiaobai frowned when she heard the phrase. “Please, I am definitely not the type of person that would take advantage of this situation. This type of relationship is plainly useless.” Though Jiang Xiaobai had no experience in love, she was still a hopeless romantic. Her idealistic view of love held dreams and fantasies. That was why she had never developed any affection for Xiao Su. She only viewed him as a brotherly figure rather than a lover.
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Since she had already thought of him as a brotherly figure, there would never be a situation whereby he would desire her.
“I’m not going to argue further as you’re only saying this now. Just wait until you fall for him. Then you’re going to have a slice of humble pie, and then I’ll have a good show to look forward to.”
“Fang Tangtang! Go to hell!”
“Hehe, make me! Anyway, let’s go to the bar tonight!”
“…Get lost!” Jiang Xiaobai shouted as she hung up the phone. She stared at it with much anger, and her arms crossed as she recalled the conversion.
There was no possible way I would fall for Xiao Su! Never in my wildest dreams!
She then placed her phone down and went into the kitchen to make lunch.
When Xiao Su came home from work at noon, the face that welcomed him was an angry, puffed-up Jiang Xiaobai. She even slammed the cutleries on the table and made a fuss.
With his brows scrunched up, Xiao Su asked who made her angry but Jiang Xiaobai merely rolled her eyes and responded by saying, “No, who could have made me mad?”
Xiao Su stayed silent for a few seconds then asked as he raised his brows,“Did something go wrong with your script?”
Since he had never seen this side of Jiang Xiaobai before, he thought that she got angry because of work. Though they sometimes might have some bickering, her temper had always been calm.
“Why would you assume it’s because of my work?” Jiang Xiaobai glared at him.
Xiao Su wanted to say he was just simply implying.
Jiang Xiaobai continued, “It’s definitely not related to work!”
“What was it then?”
“Can’t you just stop asking?”
Jiang Xiaobai suddenly felt irritated by Xiao Su. Plus, the thought of what Fang Tangtang had said made her even more annoyed. Her mind was stuck with the image of Xiao Su carrying her into the bedroom this morning.
Even until this moment, she wasn’t able to get the thought out of her head, which made her mind even restless. Jiang Xiaobai felt that Xiao Su was the main culprit for her stress.
Realizing the way she currently acted made her even more upset.
Xiao Su had no idea what had happened to Jiang Xiaobai. From what he remembered, they didn’t even converse this morning. When he carried her into the bedroom, she was still sleeping like a log.
So what was her reason for being so mad? There was no possible way that he could’ve disturbed her peaceful sleep.
But since she was not willing to tell him, then he was not going to ask further.
Jiang Xiaobai began searching for popular yet funny shows on her TV Show app after Xiao Su had left. She binged for a whole afternoon and started to feel better as Xiao Su slowly slipped away from her mind.
However, she still felt as if she should avoid Xiao Su by all means. So she texted him and informed him that she would not prepare his dinner as she had personal matters to attend to tonight. After informing him, she phoned Fang Tangtang.
“Finally remember me? Want to have fun with me tonight?” Fang Tangtang answered her call with much excitement.
“Let’s go!” Jiang Xiaobai responded casually. “The night is specially reserved for us! It’s too boring cooped up in the house all day. I need to relax once in a while.”
So like two peas in a pod, they went back to the same bar, and the reason they did so was because Fang Tangtang had a crush on the singer of this bar. Although it was not clear how long he’d stay, he would be performing here for at least a few months.
Hence Fang Tangtang became a regular here. As usual, Fang Tangtang squeezed past the crowd to see the man. On the other hand, Jiang Xiaobai went to the bar and got a drink for herself.
The bartender was still the same guy. He glanced at Jiang Xiaobai and quietly asked, “Hey, your boyfriend’s not here with you?”
“Who told you he was my boyfriend?” Jiang Xiaobai asked gruffly after listening to what he said.
The bartender blinked. “You’re sure he is not?”
When she came to this bar for the first time, she did say that Xiao Su was a stranger but later admitted that they were friends. In the end, she even took him away. It was no wonder the bartender misunderstood her relationship with Xiao Su.
Later that night, they even met again and sat together. That was probably again why the bartender thought they were a couple, because of the flirtatious and playful atmosphere between them.
Looking at his expression, Jiang Xiaobai realized that no matter how she explained, he would not believe her. So she gave up on explaining and asked the bartender for the same drink she got last time.
“Alright then,” the bartender replied.
Throughout the night, she silently sipped her drink alone.
Seeing her under the weather, The bartender came over to ask, “Did you have a fight with your boyfriend?”
Upon hearing his assumption, Jiang Xiaobai found it amusing. How could she fight if she did not even have a boyfriend?
Since she felt too lazy to explain she just nodded her head.
“You did fight? So you are trying to drink down all your sorrows then?”
“Yeah, you’re totally right.” She finished her drink in one breath and pompously said, “Give me another drink.”
“If you keep drinking like this, you’re gonna get drunk fast,” the bartender reminded her.
“Impossible. I didn’t even get drunk last time. Besides, you already know that I’m here to drown all my sorrows, so I can drink as much as I please.” Jiang Xiaobai squinted at him with her chin held high.
“Right.” The bartender could only do as the customer wished.
Jiang Xiaobai’s gaze started to wander after she had three drinks in a row. When Fang Tangtang came back to chat with her, Jiang Xiaobai’s words began to slur. No matter how hard Fang Tangtang tried, both of them could not get on the same page. In the end, Fang Tangtang was irritated and furiously scolded the bartender, “You gave her all these drinks?”
“Don’t blame me. I’m just doing as she orders. There is no reason for me to refuse doing business, right?” The bartender shrugged his shoulders innocently.
His words seemed reasonable, so Fang Tangtang moved her attention to Jiang Xiaobai and consoled her, “Are you feeling okay? How on earth can I focus my attention on my crush if you’re in such a state!”
“Tangtang… why are you here? What are you here for?” Jiang Xiaobai narrowed her eyes.
Fang Tangtang was speechless, and she started to get irritated. Gosh, she doesn’t even know why she’s here anymore.
“I’m here for the guy of my dreams. What else would I be here for then? Gosh, you’re as drunk as a skunk.”
“Was your friend dumped? Why not try calling her boyfriend? Ask him to come by,” The bartender walked over and mysteriously suggested.
Fang Tangtang wanted to refute back by saying that Jiang Xiaobai was single, but looking at her current drunk state, she decided to go with the bartender’s suggestion when she remembered what Jiang Xiaobai had told her in the morning.
Squinted her eyes toward the bartender, Fang Tangtang asked, “How did you know she got dumped? Did she tell you?”
The bartender nodded. As though a lightbulb had just lit up in her head, Fang Tangtang stopped talking to Jiang Xiaobai and merely coaxed her to sit on the barstool before taking her phone from her.
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After scrolling through Jiang Xiaobai’s contacts to find Xiao Su’s phone number, Fang Tangtang made a call to him.
When Fang Tangtang came back, Jiang Xiaobai was already lying on the countertop, yelling at the bartender, “One… one more glass for me…”
“Your friend still wants a drink; should I give it to her?” The bartender frowned worriedly at Fang Tangtang.
Remembering the call that she just made as she looked at Jiang Xiaobai’s current state, Fang Tangtang shrugged.“Just give it to her.”
Hearing that, the bartender unwillingly gave Jiang Xiaobai another glass of drink.
After getting her drink, Jiang Xiaobai obediently sat there while she sipped her drink, not making any more fuss. Fang Tangtang knew that she couldn’t leave Jiang Xiaobai alone before Xiao Su arrived, so she just stood beside Jiang Xiaobai to guard her.
She shook her head helplessly when she saw Jiang Xiaobai blanklessly sipping her drink.
Why is this person drinking her booze as if she was drinking milk…
“Xiaobai.” Fang Tangtang gently called out her name then continued on saying, “Listen to me, this is your last drink okay? After this glass, let’s go home; do you understand?”
Jiang Xiaobai did not answer, nor did she refute either. She was immersed in her drink, and Fang Tangtang didn’t even know whether she had taken in her words.
Seeing that, Fang Tangtang could only shake her head. Then she gently patted Jiang Xiaobai on her shoulder, and softly whispered, “This is your last drink. Let’s stop after this.”
“What did you say?” Jiang Xiaobai innocently asked as she held her head high and finished her drink in one big gulp. You could see that her face was glowing red as she glanced at Fang Tantang.
Fang Tangtang was baffled. Gosh! This is so irritating!
“I said you are not allowed to drink anymore! I’ll ditch you at the streets if you keep drinking! Do you hear me?!” Fang Tangtang’s lips twitched.
Fang Tangtang’s suddenly blew her top, looking as though she was about to explode.
Jiang Xiaobai was taken aback when she saw Fang Tangtang’s furious reaction. Therefore, she just blankly looked at Fang Tangtang in silence. Then, she lay on the countertop as she pouted her lips saying, “Fine, I’m not drinking anymore.”
“Xiaobai, you’re a good girl. Just wait here for someone to come fetch you, then go home and have a good night’s sleep, okay?” Fang Tangtang responded by stroking her head, although she was surprised that Jiang Xiaobai was suddenly cooperating.
“Um, sure…” Jiang Xiaobai obeyed while she continued to rest on the counter to wait quietly.
The bartender was shocked by Jiang Xiaobai’s behavior because she had always appeared rambunctious. Most of the time, she would wear a very loose fitted T-shirt paired with a pair of baggy pants, which did not seem girl-like at all.
Not only that, she had single-handedly dragged Xiao Su out of the bar just recently, which left the bartender with the impression that she was a tough cookie.
So she’s the kind of girl who is born with a pretty face but a heart of steel, the bartender thought to himself.
He never would have thought that she had this cute side of her. Not being able to hide his feelings, he took a closer look at Jiang Xiaobai who was unconscious and slowly drifted into his thoughts.
Oooh, feels like something is pulling my heartstrings.
The fact that she has such a contrast in her behavior suits his appetite.
While the bartender was falling in love, a sound disturbed his concentration, “What are you doing?” Fang Tangtang snapped, with her arms crossed in front of her chest, seemingly about to destroy him with just a look. She looked like an old mother-hen trying to protect her chick.
“Ahem…” Only then did the bartender realize his actions. He awkwardly rubbed his nose, saying, “Nothing.”
“Don’t fool me! Are you falling for Xiaobai now? She’s already taken. Do not try making a move on her, or else I will break your arms. Are you clear?” Fang Tangtang angrily expressed.
The bartender felt perplexed after he was suddenly called out by Fang Tangtang. He could not understand why the seemingly gentle lady could look so ferocious.
Also, why was he the one who always got hurt?
When Xiao Su arrived, Jiang Xiaobai was already sleeping on the countertop. Fang Tangtang waved to him with enthusiasm upon seeing his figure.
As he saw a familiar figure resting, he walked over with his long legs.
“Thank god you’re finally here!” Fang Tangtang exclaimed she could finally breathe once Xiao Su was here, then she pointed at Jiang Xiaobai. “She’s drunk; I’m not strong enough to carry her back. I heard that she’s staying at your place too, so… I’ll just leave her under your care?”
Xiao Su eyebrows crinkled. Why does she have to share everything?
But the person in front of him felt familiar, as she seemed to be the girl who was always beside Jiang Xiaobai. They must have a close-knit relationship.
If that was the case, then it wasn’t surprising that this girl knew everything.
“Uh, what about you?” he pursed his lips and asked.
“Me?” Fang Tangtang froze for a second then laughed. “I’m fine. I have other stuff to do, so Xiaobai is under your care now, bye!”
Fang Tangtang then immediately disappeared out of sight.
It was too late for Xiao Su to say anything. He still found it odd that Fang Tangtang would call him over since she and Jiang Xiaobai were best friends.
Shouldn’t it be more appropriate for Fang Tangtang to call her family if Jiang Xiaobai was this drunk?
Xiao Su was not her boyfriend nor did they share a close relationship. So he was quite surprised to receive her call this late at night.
Still, he showed up.
He just felt that it was not safe for a girl to be drunk and alone in the bar.
Upon thinking of this, Xiao Su walked toward Jiang Xiaobai and nudged her shoulders. “Wake up, it’s time to go home now.”
His voice felt toneless and cold. Witnessing the whole scenario, the bartender could only recall Jiang Xiaobai’s cute and innocent looks as he blinked. If I have the chance to become her boyfriend, she would never have to take up this kind of cold-blooded treatment.
If I were a real man, I should just carry her up and go straight home!
Why nudge her shoulders?
Seeing that Jiang Xiaobai showed no response, Xiao Su reached out and nudged again. “Wake up.”
After Jiang Xiaobai was nudged twice, she frustratedly held up her head and glared at the person to show her anger. It was at that moment that Xiao Su had a clear look of Jiang Xiaobai.
Her eyes were blood-shot. Not only that, her face, neck, and even her ears were red as well.
Xiao Su felt speechless as he frowned and looked at Jiang Xiaobai, his eyes full of displeasure. How much had she drunk?
Thinking that she would get up after being disturbed, but in the end, Jiang Xiaobai only looked at him for a moment, and then she plopped back to sleep.
“Hey, dude… I just wanted to remind you that your girl has had too much to drink tonight. I don’t think she’ll be able to get up and walk by herself. Why don’t you just carry her home?” suggested the bartender as he walked over to them.
He swore that he came up with the suggestion because he could not bear to see the whole situation any longer. Unfortunately, his kind advice was met with Xiao Su’s stone-cold eyes.
Appalled by his look in Xiao Su’s eyes, the bartender quickly waved his hand. “Fine, just pretend that I’ve never said a word.”
Then the bartender turned to entertain the other customers.
Meanwhile, Xiao Su reached out for Jiang Xiaobai’s arms and picked her up.
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Jiang Xiaobai was sleeping soundly when someone suddenly grabbed her. Feeling dizzy, she bellowed, “Leave me alone!”
Her voice was firm, and there was not a sense of drunkenness in her voice.
If it weren’t for her blood-shot face and neck, one wouldn’t have thought that she was drunk.
Xiao Su started to become more and more impatient, his force strengthened almost crushing her arm. “Don’t you know how to control your drinking if you’re coming to the bar alone? You’ve drunk so much. Do you wish to be picked up by someone who would take advantage of your drunkenness?”
So many cases of sexual assaults had happened in bars.
One night stands are even worse. Some of them had been found with their organs missing, or worse—their lives lost. As a woman, doesn’t she know how to treasure herself?
Xiao Su was furious just thinking about the situations that could’ve happened. The veins on his forehead started to pop, and the force on his hands strengthened on Jiang Xiaobai’s arms.
Finally, Jiang Xiaobai could not stand it anymore. “Ouch…”
Only then did he realize it and released his grasp.
Looking pitifully at him, Jiang Xiaobai pouted. “Why are you so fierce? What’s the problem if I like drinking? What does it have to do with you anyway? Let go of me.”
Pausing for a moment, Xiao Su looked at Jiang Xiaobai, who had suddenly become a different person. She had turned more lady-like, not just in her expressions but even in the way she speaks.
She was still very fierce moments before but the next second she had become whiny.
Xiao Su was confused by her reactions, but he was clear that, at this moment, his most important duty would be to send her home.
So, Xiao Su ignored her words and coldly said, “We’ll talk about it later.”
The bar was not a desirable place to talk as it was too crowded and the music was blazingly loud.
Xiao Su tried to pull Jiang Xiaobai toward the door, but she did not seem to want to move another step. She just stood there. She even held onto the barstool to show her unwillingness to leave.
“What are you trying to do? Are you still going to stay here and drink?”
Jiang Xiaobai hugged the barstool silently. Finally after sometime she looked up at Xiao Su.
“I want you to carry me back.”
Xiao Su was confused. He thought that he had heard wrong.
“What did you say?” he asked.
And to that, Jiang Xiaobai sternly said, “Carry me home.”
She lowered her head pitifully and said, “My head is spinning, I can’t move.”
The bartender almost laughed out loud after hearing this. He had already tried persuading Xiao Su to carry her but he would not listen. Now that she has spoken up, will he have the guts to reject her?
Xiao Su carefully examined Jiang Xiaobai for a while, and came to a conclusion that she was too drunk to know what she was doing. She also seemed uncomfortable as her face turned bright red.
When he thought of this, he pursed his lips and walked over. He squatted in front of Jiang Xiaobai and said, “I’ll give you a piggyback ride home, okay?”
“A piggyback ride?”
Hearing these words, she looked up at his face curiously. “Can’t you carry me?”
“If I give you a piggyback ride, you’ll feel more comfortable. You could also rest on my shoulders.”
Jiang Xiaobai seemed happy with the suggestion as she nodded with a wide grin on her face, “Alright then, give me a piggyback ride home!” She exclaimed with her arms wide open.
Jiang Xiaobai’s face was clean and pale under the blinding lights. One could see some powder left on her cheeks and neck. Her eyes seemed a bit dazed as she spread her arms.
Xiao Su froze for a moment, but quickly turned his back for Jiang Xiaobai.
Looking at his broad shoulders, Jiang Xiaobai jumped onto him without any hesitation. She seemed to have put in all her force because she had crashed her whole body onto Xiao Su’s back.
It almost caused Xiao Su to lose his balance, but he was able to regain his stability with both his arms on the floor.
He grunted as they could have been both flat on the ground if it weren’t for his quick response, not to mention the strength he had. He was caught off guard by how much energy Jiang Xiaobai held.
“Get up now! Get up!!!”
Jiang Xiaobai’s arms were wrapped tightly around Xiao Su’s neck once she got onto his back. The force on her arms felt as if it could have cut off his blood circulation, causing him to nearly fall over again.
“Don’t hold on too tight, I can’t breathe.” Xiao Su solemnly said as he grabbed her hand and squatted in position, ready to stand.
Jiang Xiaobai seemed unpleased by the words he said and wrapped her arms even tighter, which almost caused Xiao Su to lose his life, this girl is really…
“Do you still want me to stand up?” he gritted his teeth.
“You can’t stand up if my arms are around your neck?” Jiang Xiaobai replied as she fluttered her eyes innocently.
“What do you think? Let go of me!”
Jiang Xiaobai let loose of her hands after being scolded by Xiao Su.
“…What I meant was for you to loosen your grip, not to take both your hands away. What would happen if you fall?”
After hearing his comment, Jiang Xiaobai wrapped her arms back on his neck. Although her grip was quite tight, Xiao Su was still able to breathe. So, instead of commenting any further, he stood up and walked straight out of the bar.
Jiang Xiaobai was grinning eye to eye as on his back. Her legs were swaying back and forth while she demanded Xiao Su to set off.
Xiao Su tried his best to stop her as he hurried toward the exit. She was quite light, so he did not feel any pressure when carrying her or giving her a piggyback ride. However, her arms circled tightly against his neck, and her legs were swaying around like a child, which made it extremely hard for Xiao Su to balance himself.
After many difficulties, they were finally out of the bar. Once they were outside, a cold breeze blew by, “It’s too cold, I’m freezing! I need warm air!” shouted Jiang Xiaobai as she held onto Xiao Su even tighter.
He was rendered speechless as he glanced back and said, “This isn’t the North. Besides we’re not in the coldest season, what ‘warm air’ are you demanding for?”
“I don’t care!” Jiang Xiaobai started to fuss, “I want heated air, I am cold!”
Her loud voice gathered the attention of passersby who were probably ready for a show.
“If you are not going to give me warm air, then this would be considered as torturing! boohoo…”
Xiao Su continued to walk on as he was unbothered by her. He put her into the car once they arrived at the parking lot. Then helped to fasten her into the seat.
“Y-Your Majesty, what are you doing to me?” Jiang Xiaobai suddenly whined while holding his hand after he had just fastened her seatbelt.
His hands trembled as he looked at her.
Jiang Xiaobai’s eyes were suddenly filled with tears, “Your Majesty, are you tying me up to put me in abeyance? Please tell me where my faults are, I am willing to change, please? ”
It took a moment before Xiao Su yelled, “Have you watched too much drama?” He then pushed her hands away.
“Your Majesty! Please tell me!”
“Otherwise, I’ll die today to show you my sincerity. I am not going to let you leave, Your Majesty.” She held onto Xiao Su’s arms tightly.
Xiao Su did not know that Jiang Xiaobai would behave this way after getting drunk. He would not have come if he knew it beforehand. He felt immensely helpless to deal with this crazy side of Jiang Xiaobai.
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“Let go.” Xiao Su said, his voice cold.
“Your Majesty, are you tired of me? I will change, if that’s what you want. Please don’t get bored of me,” Jiang Xiaobai said with her teary eyes.
Transformation? Do you think you’re Ultraman?
“Jiang Xiaobai, I don’t care if you’re drunk. If you continue with this crazy act of yours, I’ll just leave you on the streets, do you believe me?” Xiao Su pinched her chin while he moved closer to make his statement clear.
To make sure that she was able to look closely at his fierce face. He moved in relatively close, and it seemed that Jiang Xiaobai was surprised by his sudden closeness. She stood there dumbfoundedly.
Seeing this, Xiao Su thought that she was clear on his message. As he was about to move back, Jiang Xiaobai suddenly put her hands around his neck and kissed him.
She kissed Xiao Su aggressively with her alcohol-scented lips, almost knocking him over. It caught him off guard, and he did not know how to respond for a moment.
When he finally realized what was going on, and wanted to push Jiang Xiaobai away, she had already retreated with her eyes fixated on him as if she could stare right through his soul.
“Your majesty, please don’t leave me, I know I’m wrong.”
Baffled, Xiao Su did not know what to say. So she kissed him out of nowhere because he threatened to leave her behind?
But… Xiao Su frowned. He still could not believe that she had just kissed him, and what was even more shocking was that their lips were both pressed together.
Although she had kissed him before when they were at her house, that kiss only landed on the side of the lips. Not like this.
This woman is such a bad drinker. Xiao Su was thinking of how he could get even on this.
On the other hand, Jiang Xiaobai fluttered her innocent eyes, and her lashes were like two little fans. “If Your Majesty does not speak, does it mean that you’re still angry with me? Should I give you another kiss?”
“I’m…” He was not able to finish his sentence. Jiang Xiaobai had already moved forward and gently kissed him on the corner of his lips, her eyes sparkled as if she was waiting for his praise.
After that, Xiao Su bent over, his eyes burning as he inched closer to Jiang Xiaobai. With his voice husky, he asked, “Are you aware of what you’re doing?”
Jiang Xiaobai’s innocent eyes flickered. “Don’t you like it?” She looked gentle and delicate, as this was a soft side that she had rarely shown. This sudden tenderness of hers was unpredictable.
“Then what do you like? Let me give you another kiss please…”
Her tone was becoming lower, as her red lips inched away from Xiao Su’s thin lips. Xiao Su could feel his heart beating immensely, as though it was about to explode.
Right before their lips could touch again, Xiao Su pulled himself back together and quickly turned his head away.
Her soft lips thus landed on his cheeks. Stunned, Xiao Su quickly emerged from the car. He then slammed the car door behind him with a loud bang.
Jiang Xiaobai’s expression suddenly flushed with a sense of panic as he got out. Pressing her face against the car window, she shouted something toward Xiao Su.
Xiao Su walked to the other side of the car and sat in the driver’s seat. As he was coming back, Jiang Xiaobai relaxed and immediately grabbed his hand. “I thought you were about to leave me, and I felt so scared.”
Xiao Su felt tongue-tied as he glanced at Jiang Xiaobai. Then he massaged his throbbing forehead, thinking that he should just move the television away once they got home, to prevent Jiang Xiaobai from watching too many TV shows. This round it was all about the palace rivalry, who knew what kinds of demons the TV would show next.
Pushing Jiang Xiaobai’s hands away, he coldly demanded. “Sit back.”
Jiang Xiaobai could only look at him with puppy eyes.
“I’m going to throw you out of the car if you don’t sit back.”
Jiang Xiaobai still looked at him with those pitiful eyes.
Xiao Su pinned his lips, he figured that her current state of mind was not able to process ‘normal’ sentences. Therefore, he changed his words to. “If you don’t sit back nicely, I am going to put you in abeyance.”
As expected, a flash of horror passed Jiang Xiaobai’s eyes. She seemingly acknowledged the words as she hurriedly withdrew her hands and sat back upright.
She got it this time… Xiao Su finally understood that her mind functioned on a different channel.
At the same time, Xiao Su also realized what he had said. Shocked by his own words, he could not believe that even he himself was also affected by Jiang Xiaobai.
Fortunately, Jiang Xiaobai stayed silent during the whole drive home. She stopped her mischievous and bold behavior on their way back home.
But once they got out of the car, Jiang Xiaobai ran toward Xiao Su’s side and grabbed his arm.
Xiao Su glanced down at her. At the same moment, Jiang Xiaobai was also looking up at him with a helpless and pitiful expression painted on her face.
They exchanged glances for a moment. Xiao Su then held her hands and led her upstairs. Judging by his actions, it seemed as though he had given up trying.
Probably still threatened by his words, Jiang Xiaobai continued to oblige. After they had entered the house, she started to relax upon seeing that Xiao Su was not as tense as how he was a moment ago. While changing her shoes, she observed the interior of the house, acting as though she had changed into a different person.
He was drenched in sweat due to the commotion that happened, including giving Jiang Xiaobai a piggyback ride, not to mention the fact that she reeked of alcohol. Therefore, Xiao Su decided to take a shower and change his clothes.
But… looking at Jiang Xiaobai who had been sitting still on the sofa since they got here, he was again defeated. Being used to living alone, he never had any intention of preparing a guest room at all, not to even mention a room for her. As he never had the thought of her sleeping here.
That was also the reason why he carried her into his room to sleep this morning.
Despite knowing where she stayed, he felt that it was unreasonable to bring a drunk person back to her place if no one were to care for her. Plus, it was already late at night, what would happen if Jiang Xiaobai found out the next day and wanted to get even with him?
Thinking of all the situations made his head hurt. Xiao Su thus walked over with pursed lips and said, “I’m going to take a shower, so just sit tight. If you feel thirsty, just get a drink yourself. If you’re sleepy, just rest here for a while. Don’t go anywhere, okay?”
“Yes, Your Majesty.” Jiang Xiaobai replied, obediently nodding her head.
It’s starting again. After falling silent for a moment, Xiao Su unexpectedly replied to her, “If you run around, I’ll put you in abeyance.”
Upon entering the bathroom, Xiao Su looked at his reflection and could not help but let out a laugh. Xiao Su, oh Xiao Su, how could you act so childishly? ‘Put you in abeyance’, how did you even manage to get these words out of your mouth?
Xiao Su then stopped overthinking as he knew Jiang Xiaobai would still obey. So, he showered and then went out.
Unsurprisingly, Jiang Xiaobai was still sitting there when he walked out. It was obvious that she did not move at all, since she was still in the exact position.
She seemed to regard herself as a concubine and Xiao Su as the emperor.
Seeing Xiao Su out of the shower, Jiang Xiaobai showed a deceitful expression, but Xiao Su ignored her. Instead, he went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water and handed it to her, “Finish it.”
Jiang Xiaobai took over the water and then plainly chugged the whole glass.
“Do you feel uneasy?” Xiao Su asked after she drank it all at once. Her face was still red, but why was she not making any fuss at all?
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However, Xiao Su was wrong. Contrary to what he had thought, Jiang Xiaobai was throwing a tantrum, but using a different way.
She was unlike some of the others who would vomit, cry and scream whenever they were drunk.
As long as Jiang Xiaobai got the wine, that would satisfy her alcohol cravings. She would thus stop crying nor creating any disturbance.
When Xiao Su asked Jiang Xiaobai if she was alright, she would put on a shy expression and speak in a gentle tone, “Don’t worry about me, Your Majesty. I will be fine. It’s just a small sip.”
Upon hearing her words, Xiao Su didn’t know what to say.
She is way too immersed in her acting.
Asking Jiang Xiaobai to take a bath wouldn’t be Xiao Su’s choice because he wouldn’t know what mess she would create. Thus, he could only tidy up his room and take out his bedsheets.
“The bedroom is yours for tonight. Go to bed now.”
After hearing what Xiao Su said, Jiang Xiaobai blinked. “Your Majesty, how about you?”
Without answering her, Xiao Su pointed at the floor that she was sitting on. Then, Jiang Xiaobai stood up and walked into the bedroom. Assuming that she had gone to bed, Xiao Su laid his bed sheet and pillow on the sofa, preparing to rest. As he had just lay down on the sofa, Jiang Xiaobai came back to him again.
“Oh, Your Majesty, I am so touched! I can’t believe you choose to let me sleep in your chamber, and yet, here you are…”
While Jiang Xiaobai was speaking, she crouched next to Xiao Su and held his hand. Then, she continued speaking with tears in her eyes, “I want to be here, by your side.”
Finally, Xiao Su got annoyed with her acting as a royal consort. He grabbed her arm and sat up. Then, he carried her and walked toward the bedroom.
The semi-conscious Jiang Xiaobai could feel herself being laid on the soft, comfortable bed, followed by Xiao Su’s harsh voice saying, “Just stay in bed and stop running out of the bedroom.”
Looking at the fierce Xiao Su, Jiang Xiaobai blinked, and everything was back to silence again.
“Okay. Take care, Your Majesty. I shall go ahead and get some rest.”
Finally, after Xiao Su was done with Jiang Xiaobai, he was relieved and could go to bed.
Even so, after lying down on the sofa, he couldn’t sleep because Jiang Xiaobai used this sofa regularly. Besides that, she purposely brought this sofa from her own house. So, after he lay down, he could feel the sweet scent of a woman in every breath he took, which was different from the smell he would usually feel during his sleep.
He slightly furrowed his brows as he was not used to it, but… it wasn’t that much of a nuisance either.
As time gradually passed, Xiao Su eventually fell asleep in an unfamiliar surrounding.
The next day.
When Jiang Xiaobai woke up the next day, she could feel the hangover, as if her head was going to explode. She thus held her head while sitting up with her face crumpled.
After having a good look around, she immediately recognized the place and was stunned.
She woke up at this place before. She drank too much last night and could not recall what happened next.
As Jiang Xiaobai thought of that, she anxiously lifted the blanket that was covered over her body.
Fortunately, she was still wearing the clothes she wore yesterday, and nothing went wrong.
Thankfully… Yesterday she was way too drunk that she could not remember anything But that didn’t matter as long as she was fine.
After Jiang Xiaobai was done with her thoughts, she pushed back the covers and sneaked out of bed. Then, she walked toward the door with her bare feet.
Although she couldn’t recall what happened after she was drunk, the memory of everything that took place before she drank was still vivid in her mind. She was sure that she drank with Fang Tangtang, but how did she leave? After that, how did she end up sleeping in Xiao Su’s bedroom?
Was Fang Tangtang the one who sent me here? But… why didn’t she send me back to my home?
Or could it be…
I guess I can only solve the mystery by getting out of the room.
When the door opened, Jiang Xiaobai could smell the scent of food, and she was filled with curiosity. So, Xiao Su knows how to cook? Then, she walked to the kitchen. Just as she expected, Xiao Su was cooking in the kitchen.
He was making breakfast. However, it was just some simple breakfast, which was plain noodle soup and chicken broth.
Xiao Su could feel Jiang Xiaobai’s presence, and he glanced at her. At this moment, their eyes met. Jiang Xiaobai subconsciously covered her body with her arms. “What?”
“Are you awake?”
While he was asking, he cracked another egg and continued, “Go wash up first and have some breakfast when you are done.”
After hearing his words, she stood on her toes and peeked at the eggs in the frying pan. Then, she asked with a gloomy expression, “Is it safe to eat your breakfast?”
Upon hearing that, Xiao Su glared at her, “You will know if it’s edible later. Or if you don’t feel like having it, you can make yours.”
Jiang Xiaobai did not have the mood to make her own breakfast because she was way too tired, and she had a headache at the same time. Thus, she gave up complaining and went to wash up.
After Xiao Su placed the noodle and the eggs on the table, Jiang Xiaobai sighed helplessly, “Is this what you eat when you are staying alone?”
“Do you have any problem with that?” Xiao Su responded.
Jiang Xiaobai pointed at the food in front of her. “A bowl of clear noodle soup, together with a sunny-side-up egg. This breakfast is not nutritious enough.”
“Why must it be nutritious? I just want to satisfy my hunger.” Xiao Su glanced at her. “Do you think that everyone else would be like you?”
When Jiang Xiaobai heard the last sentence, she was offended. She lifted her eyebrows and asked, “What do you mean by’ everyone else be like me’?”
“Do you think that everyone else can be a foodie like you?” Xiao Su did not finish his last sentence, so Jiang Xiaobai was slightly mistaken.
After Xiao Su finished his words, Jiang Xiaobai replied with her eyes wide open, “What do you mean by ‘foodie’? Food is essential in our lives, and I am just savouring delicious food, understand?”
Xiao Su ignored her and focused on finishing his food because he still needed to prepare for work.
Jiang Xiaobai also realized that he had stopped talking; she took the bowl of soup and drank it. Initially, she assumed that the soup would taste bad, but surprisingly, she felt that the taste was acceptable when she tasted it. The soup was not that savory, but it was still edible.
Even so, she was not in the mood to eat. She was more curious about how she got here last night.
Despite her curiosity, she thought it wouldn’t be good to ask him directly. So she pretended to drink some soup in front of Xiao Su and ate some noodles. Then, she looked at him and pretended to ask unknowingly, “So… I guess I drank a lot last night.”
Xiao Su was a fast eater. Half of his bowl was already empty. While on the other hand, Jiang Xiaobai’s bowl was still full. He looked at her bowl, followed by his own bowl. After he heard what she said, he looked at her.
“Don’t you know if you’re drunk? I guess the food doesn’t suit your taste, right?”
“No! Of course not!” Jiang Xiaobai immediately waved her hands. “The food is pretty good. It’s just that I have a slight headache, so… I don’t really have any appetite. But you cooked well. Oh, right, back to the question. So, about yesterday night… did I get terribly drunk?”
“What do you think?”
Xiao Su threw the question back to her.
That was way beyond terrible. He thought.
She was a total drama queen.
After Jiang Xiaobai heard Xiao Su’s question, she was worried. She couldn’t even remember what happened last night. Based on what he had said, she was more certain that she must have been in an embarrassing state last night.
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However, Jiang Xiaobai was embarrassed to ask him directly. She could only ask him indirectly.
“Just tell me, was I terribly drunk? Or… have I said something nonsensical or did anything weird?”
Jiang Xiaobai had made herself clear with the second question. She thought Xiao Su should be able to give her a clear picture.
Xiao Su did not expect that Jiang Xiaobai was actually asking him about yesterday. He thought she wanted to apologize to him because she was embarrassed about what she did yesterday.
He stopped eating and gave her a deep stare.
“So, you have forgotten everything about yesterday night?”
Jiang Xiaobai froze for a moment, then she laughed and denied, “Of course not! How can I forget that? I just want to know your opinion, so I ask.”
“Haha…” Xiao Su chuckled softly and continued to eat. He did not answer her question.
“Say something.”
“Hey… just tell me!” Jiang Xiaobai stuck out her hands and pushed his arms. “ Can you just stop eating your breakfast? I am talking to you. Answer me!”
Xiao Su lifted his head, looked at her intensely, and said, “Jiang Xiaobai, I think… you shouldn’t drink till you drop next time.”
After he finished talking, he tilted his head as if he had some serious thought. After that, he added, “Not everyone can stand it.”
What?
Jiang Xiaobai was stunned.
Not everyone can stand it?
What do you mean by that? Was I behaving foolishly last night? How foolish was I last night?
Did I vomit? Or did I go crazy? Perhaps I sang? Or did I hug Xiao Su and pull off his clothes?
No matter what it is, it was unacceptable to Jiang Xiaobai.
She fixed her gaze on Xiao Su’s sleeves for quite some time.
“What do you mean by ‘not everyone can stand it’? What did I do last night?”
After hearing her words, Xiao Su looked at Jiang Xiaobai. Judging from her gaze and facial expression, she looked very uneasy, as if she didn’t have the slightest idea about what took place last night. Indeed, I guess she has forgotten everything about last night.
That made Xiao Su quite surprised. How can she forget everything she did? Not even a single memory remains in her mind.
“Tell me.” Jiang Xiaobai was extra nervous when she saw Xiao Su kept staring at herself without saying anything. She kept pushing his arms.
“Are you sure you can’t recall anything?” Xiao Su asked her.
Jiang Xiaobai shook her head. “I really can’t recall anything. Why would I ask you if I can remember anything?”
“So, you can’t remember.” Xiao Su smiled slightly with his thin lips. “If you can’t remember anything, then just stop thinking about it because it won’t be good for you.”
Upon finishing his words, he stood up and patted Jiang Xiaobai’s shoulder, as if he was comforting her. “It’s alright. No one else knows how you looked last night, and I didn’t record anything either. You can put your mind at ease.”
He then left while Jiang Xiaobai was still dumbfounded.
After spacing out for some time, she finally came back to her senses. When she wanted to ask Xiao Su for an explanation, she realized he had gone to work.
“Ah! You jerk!” Jiang Xiaobai cursed Xiao Su furiously. “How dare you ignore my question. Is it that hard to let me know? He is pissing me off!”
She went to the bedroom furiously and looked for her phone. After she found her phone, she realized that her phone was out of battery. Thus, she could only connect her phone to a charger. After the phone was charged for a while, she switched on her phone and immediately called Fang Tangtang.
As soon as the call was connected, Fang Tangtang could be heard cackling from the other side.
“Ta-dah! How was everything last night, Comrade Jiang? Did things get real between you and your fake boyfriend? Have you turned him into your official boyfriend?”
Judging from how Fang Tangtang teased, Jiang Xiaobai instantly had a hint of what had happened last night.
“Tell me truthfully, Fang Tangtang. Do you want me to kill you?” Jiang Xiaobai gritted her teeth and asked, “You were the one who called Xiao Su, am I right?”
“Listen to me, my friend. You were so depressed because of love, and you were way too drunk, so I decided to call him for you. What’s so bad about that?”
After letting out a cold laugh, Jiang Xiaobai responded, “Do you think you have done a great job?”
“Of course! Since we are besties, I should be considerate of you.”
Then Fang Tangtang started complaining after she was excited, “Besides, you were so drunk last night. I couldn’t handle you all by myself, and… you were horribly drunk. How could I leave you alone to pursue my dream guy? So, I had no choice but to call Xiao Su and also give you two a chance to be together.”
“How drunk was I yesterday night? Do you know?” Jiang Xiaobai did not want to talk about something else. She was only interested in what she did after she was drunk.
Fang Tangtang was a little confused by Jiang Xiaobai’s question. She then straightforwardly answered the question.
“Of course, I know. Your whole body turned red. You looked dumb after that, and you can’t even stand well. When I asked you to sit quietly at the bar counter, you listened to me well. You didn’t even move.”
Based on what her best friend described, Jiang Xiaobai felt like everything was normal.
However, things did not seem easy based on Xiao Su’s reaction.
“That’s not right. Are you lying to me?” Jiang Xiaobai snapped, “Just tell me the truth. How was I when I was drunk?”
“You were like how I described. That was it. What’s wrong, Xiaobai? Did you do anything embarrassing?”
“I wouldn’t ask you if I know!” Jiang Xiaobai scratched her head. “Are you telling the truth? Did I stay put after I was drunk? Why do I feel like I would act like a crazy woman?”
“You think too much, Xiaobai. That only happens in television dramas, and it’s not possible in real life. Don’t worry, you seemed very normal, and you wouldn’t…” Before Fang Tangtang could finish her words, she suddenly remembered something, and she was stuck for a moment. “Oh, I think I remembered something after hearing what you said.”
Jiang Xiaobai clenched her phone tightly. She cringed and asked cautiously, “What?”
“I left after Xiao Su came, but I was still worried about you, so I came back to see both of you. When I came back, I saw you hugging the chair while saying something to Xiao Su. Then, Xiao Su crouched, and you jumped on his back like a fierce tiger. I don’t really want to say this, but Xiaobai, you were so rough that you nearly knocked him down. Do you think you are a buffalo with that strength of yours?”
Jiang Xiaobai was speechless.
So, she jumped on Xiao Su’s back? And she nearly knocked him down?
“Oh yeah, you looked shy when you were talking to Xiao Su. I have never seen you like that before. It seemed like you were acting cute in front of him?”
“Me? Me acting cute in front of Xiao Su?”
Jiang Xiaobai thought that didn’t make any sense, so she sneered. “How was that possible? Why would I, Jiang Xiaobai, act cute in front of him?”
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“I thought that was impossible too. You were so manly, and it wouldn’t be possible for you to have a feminine side. However, it was really noisy at the bar. I couldn’t hear what both of you said. Anyway, Xiao Su carried you away on his back, and you were wrapping your arms tightly around his neck.”
After hearing Fang Tangtang’s description, Jiang Xiaobai could picture the scenario in her mind.
A scenario where she hugged Xiao Su’s neck tightly, with her body lying on his back. Then, he would carry her and arduously march forward with a bitter expression on his face.
It felt scary no matter how I pictured it.
But, is that all? If that is all about it, Xiao Su wouldn’t look at me with a look of deep significance.
“What happens next?”
“I have no idea what happens next. After both of you left the bar, I stopped following, but… why are you asking this all of a sudden? Can’t you recall anything?”
“No I can’t, and I had forgotten everything, including the part you told me just now.”
Fang Tangtang responded, “You are so silly. Just go and kill yourself with a tofu.”
About last night, no matter what Fang Tangtang told her, it could only show that Jiang Xiaobai still couldn’t remember anything that she did last night. She really had no memory about it.
And the worst thing was that Xiao Su had seen the scariest part.
Even so, he was not willing to say anything. Jiang Xiaobai was so annoyed, as if someone was tickling her heart.
“Why don’t you ask Xiao Su? I think he would tell you everything.”
How naive, you make things sound way too easy.
“If asking him makes a great option, why would I call you? He refused to tell me anything.”
“Why is that so?” Fang Tangtang couldn’t understand. “Why would he hide anything from you? Shouldn’t he just answer everything you asked? After all, your relationship was fake, and there was nothing to hide.”
Jiang Xiaobai thought the same thing too.
Suddenly, Fang Tangtang remembered something and cried, “Wait! Could it be that you have done something impolite to him? Something that was hard to express, and…”
Before Fang Tangtang could finish her words, Jiang Xiaobai’s expression had turned sour.
“Impossible! Why and how could I do something impolite to him?”
“Let me ask you then, if you are sober, will you jump on his back and ask for a piggyback ride?”
After hearing the question, Jiang Xiaobai answered without any hesitation, “No.”
“That’s it! You were drunk last night, but you had the energy to jump on someone’s back. Then, you also wrapped your hands tightly around his neck, refusing to let go.”
By using her words, Fang Tangtang managed to make Jiang Xiaobai completely speechless.
“So that means, you could do anything when you are drunk. Xiaobai, judging by how he refused to tell you anything, you must have done something to him!”
Jiang Xiaobai didn’t know what to say, but at the same time, she thought what Fang Tangtang said somehow made sense.
Damm it! Argh! Why do I feel that what she said makes sense?
Jiang Xiaobai couldn’t recall anything. However, Xiao Su’s words and the way he looked at her was suggesting something.
Oh no, even Jiang Xiaobai herself started to think that she might have done something impolite to him.
“Then what should I do? If what you said were true, won’t things get awkward when we see each other again?”
“Ahem, ahem…” Fang Tangtang coughed lightly twice. “Who cares if things get awkward? Anyway, you have forgotten everything. He is the only one who remembers. If things are meant to be awkward, he will be the only one in awkwardness.”
Upon hearing those words, Jiang Xiaobai delved into frustration.
Even after she hung up the call, she was still thinking about the whole situation. She lay down somewhere and tried to recall, but she still failed to remember anything that happened after she drank last night.
Not even a fragment of the incident.
After resting in the hospital for a few days, Xu Yanwan looked better.
During these few days, Yan would bring some food when she was free, while Su Jiu would keep Xu Yanwan accompanied.
These three ladies actually got along pretty well for the past few days.
Su Jiu and Yan often chatted with each other, while Xu Yanwan was always the silent one.
Sometimes, she would fix her gaze at Yan and delve into her own thoughts. She would only respond when someone called her several times. Then, she would put on a faint smile on her face.
Everything was fine when it only happened a few times. However, later on, as Xu Yanwan frequently stared at her, Yan got suspicious. When Yan asked Xu Yanwan why she did that, she would answer with propriety,
“I admire your youthful looks, and I like the vitality you have.”
Her answer was so thorough that it wouldn’t make anyone upset.
Initially, Su Jiu hoped that she could discover something while getting along with Xu Yanwan. However, she did not find anything and finally, she came to a conclusion. Probably Xu Yanwan does not have any ulterior motives, or she just conceals it way too well, so that no one including me will find out anything.
If it’s the former, that will be great.
But if it’s the latter…
Su Jiu glanced at Yan’s side profile with her cold gaze. She realized that she could still see innocence in Yan’s eyes.
If it’s the latter, things might get really bad.
After all, even Su Jiu still couldn’t figure out what kind of person Xu Yanwan was.
“Yan.”
Yan heard Su Jiu called her while she was tidying things up. “Yes?” Yan responded. Then, she turned her head toward Su Jiu. “Is there anything, Secretary Su?”
After Su Jiu saw Yan’s innocent look, she couldn’t bear to utter what she initially wanted to say.
Would it be that I’ve been thinking too much?
“Secretary Su?”
After seeing Su Jiu spaced out for quite some time, Yan got curious and called out to her. Finally, Su jiu came back to her senses and realized Yan was looking at her, filled with doubts.
“Are you okay?”
“I’m fine.” In the end, Su Jiu still chose to keep those words to herself since Xu Yanwan hadn’t done anything yet. Even if Xu Yanwan hid her ulterior motive well, everyone deserved to have the freedom to fall in love. If she liked Han Qing but chose to keep her feelings to herself, Su Jiu wouldn’t have the right to intervene too.
Xu Yanwan hasn’t said anything, what if I choose to tell Yan things that I shouldn’t? And what if that causes me to be misunderstood?
When Su Jiu thought of that, she changed her words. “When will you and President Han tie the knot?”
Yan’s cheeks were flushed, because she did not expect that Su Jiu would ask her this kind of question again.
“Why do you keep asking me this, Secretary Su?”
“What’s wrong with that? You both are a couple, so why can’t I ask these questions? Both of you have been together for quite some time already, right? And… ” Su Jiu touched Yan’s arm lightly and whispered, “He was never seen with any other women before, and he was as ascetic as a monk. There was even a moment where I suspected that he liked guys, but your appearance after that cleared away my doubts. So…”
Su Jiu put on a sly smile and grabbed Yan’s hands with affection. Then, she asked her in a sneaky way, “Tell me, I am so curious about this. Have you guys slept together?”
For a short moment, Yan didn’t know what to say.
Then, she pursed her red lips and said softly, “You are so straightforward.”
By the time Yan finished talking, her face was already red from blushing.
Su Jiu squinted her eyes. “Seeing how you are blushing right now, both of you must have…”
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“Mmph!” Before Su Jiu had the chance to finish what she was saying, Yan had already covered her mouth with her hands.
Su Jiu looked at her and smiled. Yan’s face was as red as an apple. “Please, Secretary Jiu. Stop saying anything.”
Su Jiu nodded after she saw Yan’s pleading eyes, followed by Yan putting her hand down. However, as soon as she put her hand down, Su Jiu started to tease her again, “It seems like from what I’ve guessed, around eight or nine out of ten are correct.”
“Secretary Su!”
“Okay, fine, I will stop here, alright? Oh, Xu Yanwan will be discharged today, right?”
“Yeah.” Yan nodded. “She doesn’t want to stay there anymore. She wants to go back to the company and work.”
“She is working at our company. You know that, right?”
“I knew about it. Han Qing told me a lot about her.” As Yan was talking about that, she looked regretful. “It must be hard for her all by herself, but I have added her on WeChat. Hopefully, we can be best friends in the future.” Xu Yanwan was Han Qing’s childhood friend after all, and from how he described her, Yan could see that the Xu and Han Family had a strong bond, for he was nice to everyone in the Xu Family too. Therefore, Han Qing must be heartbroken to see Xu Yanwan turned out this way. Since Yan was his girlfriend and was busy with work, she thought she should help him take care of Xu Yanwan. That was the reason she frequented the hospital these days.
Become best friends? Su Jiu wanted to tell Yan how naive she was, but she didn’t. After that, Yan went and helped Xu Yanwan with packing. Actually, Xu Yanwan had nothing much to pack too, for she hardly had any stuff; there were only her clothes and toiletries. Nevertheless, when Yan was there to help, Xu Yanwan would stare at her blankly. Getting along for a few days, Xu Yanwan realized that her sense of guilt had deepened because this woman was not cautious of her at all. She was not aware of the danger of having another woman next to her boyfriend. Yet, she still treated her with sincerity.
Xu Yanwan felt the warmth, but she was defying it at the same time. Why do I feel this way? She looked at Yan’s back. At that point in time, they were the only ones in the ward, so she stood quietly for quite some time, then she spoke in a soft tone, “Thank you for the last few days of hard work.”
Yan was surprised that she spoke all of a sudden, therefore she smiled. “That was nothing. I thought the atmosphere was pretty good when we were here together.”
Really? Perhaps it’s because you don’t have any ulterior motives, so the atmosphere seemed pretty good to you. Xu Yanwan smiled thinly. “You came here to take care of me because of him, am I right?”
Yan froze as soon as Xu Yanwan finished her words. Then, she turned back and stared at Xu Yanwan blankly.
“Am I right?” Xu Yanwan asked once again, and it seemed like she was trying to confirm something.
Yan bit her lip, and she looked doubtful. After deep consideration, she decided to express her serious thoughts to Xu Yanwan. “Indeed, he was the main reason. After all, he knew you for a long time, and since he was busy with his work while I had free time on my hands, I decided to take care of you. But please don’t take this the wrong way, for I am not trying to take charge of anything. I just felt that it must be hard for you to endure everything alone. You are just like a friend that I would be in sync with, that’s all.”
“A friend that you would be in sync with?” Xu Yanwan mentioned those words, while her thin smile had become a warm smile. “I still want to thank you for taking care of me whole-heartedly. Han Qing and I are childhood friends, and our families do get along well. I am happy for him, seeing how smart and thoughtful his girlfriend is.” After Xu Yanwan finished talking, she walked toward Yan, who was still spacing out. “Are we done packing? I don’t have many things. Finally, I can leave the hospital. My last few days here were so boring. I want to go out and get some fresh air.” Then, she took the things that Yan held and walked toward the exit, seemingly relaxed, as if she was free from a burden.
However, Yan didn’t know why, but she could sense that Xu Yanwan was really depressed when she spoke to her. Her eyes looked sad as if she was going to cry. Later, when she looked at her again, the sadness was gone. Was that an illusion?
“Yan, let’s go.”
Yan only managed to pull herself back after she heard Xu Yanwan, who was already outside, calling her for the second time. “Coming.” Then, she let out a sigh and gently knocked her own head with her fist. Han Qing was right. She kept imagining things.
Even if Xu Yanwan let out a sad expression, it wouldn’t be weird. After all, she had just lost her family, and it was hard for her not to think of those incidents when she was alone. Xu Yanwan had been discharged, and Su Jiu went back to her working position.
Xu Yanwan was gone for a few days. During the day of her disappearance, Han Qing carried her out, with Yan followed by his side. Everyone in the company had witnessed everything. A group of people was already gossiping. The fact that Xu Yanwan and Yan did not turn up to work for a few days had caused a great stir in the company’s staff group chat.
‘What is actually going on? The three of them left together that day, and the official wife had also met the kept-woman. Besides, these few days, except for President Han, none of them came to the company. Can somebody tell me what is going on?’
‘Yeah, I really want to know! Somebody, please quench our thirst of curiosity!’
‘Where is the receptionist? Isn’t she always the one with the latest information? Ask her to come out quickly and answer our questions!’
The receptionist was looking at the phone with frustration. I am also dying to know the truth. But how can I find out anything when none of them came to the company? I don’t even know where they went that day, and I can’t skip my work just for the sake of looking for them, right?
‘Stop asking. I have no idea either. Miss Wenwen, I wanted to ask you, isn’t President Han’s fiancée your subordinate? Didn’t you call her and ask during the last few days?’
Jiang Wenwen had stayed quiet for a few days. That was because after she knew the real identity of Xu Yanwan, she thought she should be more careful about sending messages in the group chat. By doing that, she could prevent those people with evil motives to frame her with a screenshot of the conversation. Lately, she did contact Xu Yanwan, but the latter said she was at the hospital. After she asked her to rest well, she had never contacted her since. After all, Jiang Wenwen had already confirmed that Xu Yanwan and Han Qing knew each other.
Han Qing was the one who carried Xu Yanwan out that day. That was enough to prove her identity. Even so, Jiang Wenwen still didn’t understand. What was Xu Yanwan’s motive? Working was definitely not why Xu Yanwan entered the company, but she managed to arrange their meeting calmly. If Han Qing knew she was in the company, would things change in the future? The more Jiang Wenwen thought, the more she felt that there was nothing definite about this incident. So, she decided to stay out of the group chat.
Nothing To Give But My Heart Chapter 1340
‘Yeah, Miss Wenwen, why are you so quiet during these two days? Miss Wenwen, are you there?’
A group of people started to text Jiang Wenwen. At that moment, Jiang Wenwen had a strong desire to vent out all her frustrations toward the receptionist because it was the receptionist herself who brought the matter up in the group. However, all the blame was on her in the end.
Someone tagged her, so she could no longer play dead anymore. After a few minutes, she finally replied, ‘I’m really sorry. I have been busy with work lately, so I didn’t really pay attention to what had happened lately.’
‘Miss Wenwen, I thought we are all in the same boat. How can you be so insensitive? Isn’t Xu Yanwan your subordinate? Just one call, and you can get all the answers.’
After looking at all those words, Jiang Wenwen felt even more uncomfortable.
What do you all mean by calling her to get answers?
Even if she really wanted to make the call, it was not the turn for others to ask her to do so!
The feeling of being ordered by others made Jiang Wenwen unhappy. Therefore, she sent a reply to the group.
‘You can make the call yourself. Don’t put someone to trouble.’
After sending that text, the group became quiet.
No one had expected Jiang Wenwen to speak in such a manner. After all, during the days, everyone was gossiping together. She somehow rejected them all of a sudden.
After seeing those words, the receptionist was rather upset. While she was thinking about what words to say to trigger Jiang Wenwen’s rage, a familiar figure passed her eyes.
She lifted her head, and the heroine they were discussing about in the group was right in front of her. Instead of asking those people in the group, why didn’t she just ask the person in question?
As the receptionist thought of that, she quickly put down her phone and ran toward Xu Yanwan.
Looking at the person stopping her way, the degree of coldness in Xu Yanwan’s eyes increased even more. Then, she stopped and looked at the receptionist.
“Can I help you?”
The receptionist was surprised to see her expression. Before this, Xu Yanwan didn’t give her such an expression when she came to look for her. This time, there was a coldness in her, which prohibited everyone from going close to her.
As a result, the receptionist froze for a while, and it took her some time to respond again. “No. It is nothing, actually. Last time, you fainted in the office and were absent for a few days. Since we are all working in the same company, I am just a little worried about you. I just want to check on your current condition. Is your body alright?”
Upon hearing what she said, Xu Yanwan felt like laughing.
You obviously only care about my relationship with Han Qing and whether I’m his fiancée. However, she chose to beat around the bush with all these hypocritical words.
Xu Yanwan kept her lips sealed and decided to play dumb. She looked at the receptionist with a faint smile.
“Thank you for caring. I have fully recovered. It’s not a big problem for me. After this, I can continue working as usual.”
After finishing her words, she turned and walked away. The receptionist was even more anxious, so she quickly ran to stop her.
“Is there anything else?” Xu Yanwan looked at her as though her eyes could see through all her thoughts. The receptionist couldn’t utter even a single word, so she could only look at her in a daze.
After some time, she finally said, “That day… I saw President Han carried you out of the office, and his girlfriend came along too.”
Xu Yanwan blinked her eyes. Finally, you can’t hold on to what you want to say?
“So?”
“Uh…” The receptionist was speechless after hearing Xu Yanwan’s reply. Is that her only reply?
So? What could she say?
“It seems that you haven’t figured out what you want to say. I need to go back to work. I can’t chat with you. Got to go.”
Seeing her leaving, the receptionist was aware that if she didn’t make things clear this time, she might not have the chance anymore. Therefore, she quickly ran toward Xu Yanwan and grabbed her hand.
“Umm… Actually, I just want to ask if you are really President Han’s fiancée? If it is real, what is your opinion toward the woman around President Han? She has taken your fiancé away. Aren’t you angry? Shouldn’t you snatch him back from her?”
Snatch him back from her?
Xu Yanwan was pondering these words.
Since the very beginning, she had never had such a thought.
“You’re his fiancée. The woman came in later, so she is the third party. You should reprimand her.”
Xu Yanwan gave the receptionist a curious stare.
“So, why are you telling me all these?”
Before the receptionist could even think of the ways to answer her, she asked again, “Even though what I had said is all true, they have nothing to do with you. You’re just the company’s receptionist, right? Since when a receptionist’s job spec includes other people’s personal affairs?”
“I…”
The receptionist didn’t expect that Xu Yanwan wouldn’t give her any respect. To her surprise, she even scolded her right in her face.
She didn’t even expect such a scene to occur, so she was out of ideas to defend herself. She couldn’t answer her question.
“Before this, you kept on asking me the same question. I didn’t tell you because I think that you have no right to interfere, and I also hope you can understand that this is not something that you can interfere with. Unfortunately, you just couldn’t understand the underlying meaning that I was trying to tell you. Until today, you are still asking me the same old question. As a receptionist, is it really okay to go until this far?”
Upon saying the last sentence, Xu Yanwan was even fiercer. She looked even more superior than before. The receptionist was even more shocked and was stunned for a moment.
For quite some time, she was utterly weakened. She stuttered, “I-I have no other intention. Please don’t be mad. I actually have no intention to go this far. I just happened to hear you claiming that you’re President Han’s fiancée, so I…”
Unknowingly, Xu Yanwan’s tone became gentle. She gently asked the receptionist, “You’re just trying to defend the weak against the strong?”
After listening to Xu Yanwan, the receptionist nodded immediately. “Yes, you’re absolutely right.”
“Then, that’s too bad.” Xu Yanwan went closer to the receptionist and said, “I can still remember the day I came to look for Han Qing. You were stopping me at the entrance. After asking me whether I am President Han’s fiancée, you even derided me.”
The receptionist’s face instantly turned pale. She didn’t expect that Xu Yanwan would suddenly bring up this matter.
She was in a panic, trying to speak for herself.
“Miss… Miss Xu, about this matter, I had already apologized to you. I didn’t really mean it. Besides, you said that you would let bygones be bygones, right?”
Xu Yanwan was still laughing.
“Indeed. I didn’t mind about the matter, but my memory is just too powerful. I couldn’t forget about it at this short moment. You see, I don’t have the choice to delete my memory, right?”
The receptionist could feel that her back was sweating when she looked at Xu Yanwan. She was smiling in front of her, yet she could sense a strong coldness behind the smile.
“Alright. I need to get back to work. Please work hard.”
Xu Yanwan patted her shoulder and walked away.
This time, the receptionist didn’t stop her.
Instead, the receptionist stood right where she was, thinking of Xu Yanwan’s words. The more she thought, the more fear she felt.