Ch. 11..15: Until I Met You Chapter 11-15

Chapter 11

“Are you okay?” I blink my eyes open and I’m in my room.

I sit up at once and rub my temple. Alexa was beside me while mom, dad and Leslie just watched.

“When did you start having a panic attack?” Dad asks and crosses his arms.

“I don’t know. I’m fine.”

“Have you gone to therapy lately?” Alexa asks as she touches my forehead.

“Yeah. Guys I’m fine. Thank God that crazy argument is over. I should be looking forward to starting college.” I sigh and rub my nape.

Mom breathed in as she walked out with dad. Who knew they care this much about me. Leslie faked a smile and followed them.

“Thanks Alex.”

She giggles and hugs me tighter.

“Thank God you’re fine.” She patted my back softly and let go of me.

“Nice blonde. Your tan is cute.” I tell her and smile.

“Ouch.” She chuckles and shrugs. ” Thanks Gee. I should be heading out. See you on campus.” She blew kisses at me and headed out.

Alexa had a twin brother who chose to travel to Germany to pursue a career. He’s almost like her but sort of the family’s rebel. He’s never at home and we’re always fighting cause he enjoyed picking on me. Yeah he’s cute and all that but his-their dad despises him because he refused to go college and take over the family’s business. So currently he’s out and it’s been ages since i last saw him.

…

Finally mom allowed us to move to campus. Like basically staying there. For plenty of reasons , God I’m excited. I won’t be yelled at and obviously my depressed state will improve.

On Sunday after Mass , mom decides to drive us to college. I toss my suitcase inside the trunk and get in the backseat. My mind flashes to the crazy grey-eyed man. He’s cute, like really cute. But Ariel will never like men. Even if I choose to, definitely not trouble in disguise of Gray Carter.

I tuck my loose hair behind my ear and watch mom talk with dad and Leslie. Dad hugged Leslie and mom’s face was filled with a genuine smile. I was jealous. I’ve never been hugged like that and most times I doubt there’s more to Freddie’s assault for them despising me.

I watch them get into the car as I quickly wipe my pending tears. I leaned my head against the car window of my mom’s car as Leslie entered the driver’s seat. She fastens her seatbelt and smirks at me through the rearview mirror. She’s weird and too egoistic. Maybe because she’s naturally classy. Her hair is fancy and her clothes despite our parent’s position in church. But they don’t seem to notice.

“Hope you’re not planning to mess around Ariel?” Mom asks glaring at me through the mirror.

I sigh and fiddle my sweater. I didn’t reply but stared out the window looking at the passing objects. I’m really going to college. I talked with Vickie and exchanged numbers with her while I explained to Sandy. She’s nice and she understood. Our apartment wasn’t that far from college, that was what Leslie said.

Mom halts her car in the parking lot as I hurriedly get out of the car. I open the trunk and carry my bags out. Mom’s eyes weren’t leaving mine. I sigh and look at the blocks of flats. A little freedom.

“You have to look after Ariel, Leslie. I trust you, that’s why I allowed you to rent an apartment close to college.” Good Lord, I’m not a teenager.

I look around our new home and it’s really pretty and decent.

“Sure mom. She’s gonna be good, I’ll make sure of that.” Leslie shoots me a cocky grin. Did I mention Leslie is just a year older than me and in second year of college. She’s also a transfer student.

“Miss Ariel. Do me a favor and don’t contact STDs. Not all can be cured.” Mom sneered at me and smiled at Leslie.

“Be good, okay. Bye kids.” Mom waves at us and hurries out.

I roll my eyes and turn to go back to my new room.

“Hope you heard her? This is college and you won’t be under mom and dad’s supervision. That means I’m the alpha here…” She crosses her arms and raises her brows trying to dare me to speak.

“I really don’t have to get worried. You’re obviously not attractive , so guys should be rare. Except… You’re willing to throw yourself at them all over again.” She eyes me up and down and scoffs before walking to the kitchen.

Of course , I’m still stuck. I wish I had guts. To slap the hell out of her and rip her wigs out. But I can’t be like that. I hate fighting or even arguing. I arrange my things and clean my room. The walls are a light pink with peach curtains . The large window sits at the end of the room and there’s also an en-suite bathroom right after my closet door. I love everything here.

I open my bag and pick out books I’d definitely use tomorrow at class since it’s my first day in college.

The night was short because my alarm noise jolted me out of my slumber. I yawn and press the snooze button to sleep again. I snap my eyes open remembering it’s my first day and I don’t wanna be late. I quickly shower and get dressed before rushing downstairs. I rush out of the building just in time to see Leslie entering someone’s car. I really couldn’t see the driver because it’s tinted.

I bought coffee from a nearby Cafe and strolled on the sidewalk to school. I remembered Gray again. He might be an asshole but I really can’t forget he walks into my life in a really funny way. I’m in college and I’m sure I won’t be able to see him. Maybe I need to focus since I’ve always wanted him to leave my life Alone. Maybe I really don’t. That kiss keeps on replaying and replaying right in my head. It might be short but it feels right.

Stop it Ariel!

I walk into the school hall as I step into my first class. It wasn’t really hard to look for it. My breath almost choked at the sight of students. Great, this isn’t really high school. The girls here are fancy like really fancy. Their hairdo clearly states you don’t dare cross their parts.

I look down and find a proper seat close to the front. I tried to look for something to do when a girl sat close to me. I didn’t look but decided to open my bag and bring out a book to scribble nonsense.

“Is this your hair?” She asks beside me.

My head snaps to my right till I’m faced with a brown haired girl. She chews gum and stylishly tucks her brown hair beside her ears. My eyes view down to her outfit. A short black skirt and a white crop top. She has a tattoo on her neck and a pierced eyebrow.

Enough staring!

“Yeah.”

“Wow.” She give me a tight lip smile that didn’t reach her eyes. I look away from her and she continued.

“Why don’t you wear makeup? How old are you? Are you biracial?” I internally groan and look at her again.

“I don’t like makeup.” I admit and sigh hoping she doesn’t continue with her previous question.

“You look pretty. Are you Latin? Or maybe Canadian?”

“No. My mom is Egyptian.”

“Is she Buddhist?” She asks and flips her hair to the side.

“We’re Christians.”

“Uhh. Daddy’s Little favorite. You’re not this annoying virgin right?” She asks and raises her brows. Her grin and looks are cocky.

” Madison let her be. She’s obviously a nerd who stole a dick. She’s not classy.” Her next seat mate scoffed.

I sigh and look at the podium hoping the professor would show up any minute from now.

“Bothering you?” A girl on my left asks.

I turn to look at the pretty red haired with a genuine smile.

“I mean that psychotic brunette.” She giggled and nudged me playfully.

” Piper shut up. Your dirty little nude is still going viral.” The brunette hissed beside me.

Hell is about to break loose.

“Yeah. Your daddy still sneak through my window to fuck though.” I cringe at Piper’s weird language.”And he still calls me mommy, boo.”

Madison’s friend, I think, snorted out a laugh. Madison scoffs and stands up with her friend as they walk out.

“I’m sorry about that. She’s psychotic.”Piper whispers with a hand gesture. Twirling her hand to her head.

I chuckle and smile. And maybe I like her. She’s good even with a choice of language.

“Freshman?”

“Yeah. Resume yesterday.”

“Wow. This is my second year. I’m a sophomore.” She smiles.

“Wow. You’re lucky.”

“I wish. I’m Piper.”

“Ariel.”

“Ariel? Like the legendary redhead Disney princess?” She squeals, exposing her nice teeth.

I chuckle.” Nah. Just Ariel.”

“Wow. I like your name. We’re gonna be best friends.” She says with a pout.

I blush at her kindness. She’s a bit nice I think and somewhat playful.

“Hope you don’t have any crush yet? There are a lot of weird jerks around here.” She nudged me playfully and brought out her laptop.

“Nah. I’m not interested.”

“Really? I hope your mystery crush isn’t Gray Carter?” Holy hell. I roll my eyes and shake my head sideways.

“What do we have here? A new cute ass?” I heard a masculine voice as he sat on Madison’s vacant seat.

I turned to look to my right and was greeted with a guy with glasses. He smiled broadly and took in my figure.

“Oh I’m sorry. I thought you’re a new fine ass. It’s been a long time since daddy got something.” He winks playfully as Piper laughs.

” Ariel , meet my annoying best friend Brandon. Don’t fall , he’s gay.”she whisper.

“Hi.” I greeted Brandon.

“Hi , milady. Is she giving you a hard time?”

“No way. She knows it.” Piper butt in.

“You’re hanging out with us after lectures. There’s a really good restaurant where they sell good meals.” Brandon said, bringing out a notepad to write.

I smile and am about to reply but the professor already walks in. After several minutes or maybe hours the lecture ended as we walked out of class. I saw Madison and her goth friend. With extremely black makeup. She throws glares at me or maybe Piper before disappearing down the hall.

“What’s your next class?” Brandon asks.

“Econ. And it started a few minutes from now.”

” Oh great. You’re definitely gonna fight with Madison till you graduate. She’s filled with trouble and always sleeps with the rich guys.” I scoff, not really interested in Madison.

“Her worst enemy is Alexa.”

“Alexa?” I ask surprisingly. I know she’s in the same college with us but I wasn’t sure she could be this popular.

“Damn, she’s fierce. And hot.” Brandon emphasizes making me blink my eyes at him reminding him he doesn’t like girls.

“You don’t wanna cross her part. They remind you of highschool.” Piper scoff.

I looked up and saw Alexa with another girl. Great, she looks amazingly different. Her steps were like a model on a runway as her wavy hair bounced along with her walk. I know my sister is pretty but I didn’t notice she could easily catch the crowds. Now I remember the Gray incident at Sandy’s. She halts on seeing me as she removes her dark glasses accompanied with a smile.

“Arie.” she calls out.

“Uh..” Piper mutters beside me.

” Bunny.” She smiled and hugged me.

“Hey.”

“Leslie is such a pig. She didn’t tell me you guys resumed college. I’ll make sure she pays.” She says with that girly smile of yours.

Brandon and Piper stand still watching the drama.

“You look pretty.”

“Thanks. You’re not bad yourself.” I said looking at her friend who’s typing her problems away on her phone.

“I’m calling you and we’re getting drunk tonight.” She kisses my cheek and walks past me with her friend.

My two new friends stand in awe and stare at me, still surprised. Yeah I understand. Alexa is fancily hot. How on Mars could she know Ariel the introvert?

****

“And you didn’t tell us you knew Alexa.” Brandon begins slurping noisily on his milkshake.

We’re in a nearby restaurant called ‘sands & winches’ like I discovered. Really weird.

“She’s my cousin. My maternal cousin. If that makes any sense.”

“Yeah. She’s rich. Always throwing parties and that includes frat. She fucked my ex.” Piper grit her teeth and munch on a pizza.

“Oops I’m really sorry.”

“No, it’s fine. She didn’t know so I don’t blame her. He was loaded anyways, I think that’s the one thing that attracted me to him.” Piper explained and scrunched her face .

“That’s silly.”

“Tell us where you are from. I mean where you lived.”

“I actually stayed in Georgia before moving to Buffalo.”

“Wow. New York’s fun.” Fun indeed. With every annoying girl gawking at Gray Carter.

I shrug and nod while drinking my Coke.

“Wow.”

“One thing I must recommend. I love your accent.” I raise my brows at Brandon’s sudden speech.

I blush wondering what’s with my accent. Of course it sounds American.

I discovered they are both second year and Brandon is studying English while Piper accounting.

“Have you done your work ? School’s assignment ?” Brandon asks as Piper sighs. It seems she forgot.

“Hold on. I’ll call Jamie.”

“Jamie ?” I ask and watch Piper pull out her phone and dial a number.

“An asshole who does her homework because he wants to take Piper on a date but she’s too hung up on delinquent boys.” Brandon explains.

” Jamie.” Piper drawls his name in a really sexy tone. Her phone’s on loudspeaker. I feel sorry for this Jamie boy.

” Pipes , hey what’s up.” He asks like an excited teenager.

“I’m not fine. I’m stuck with my assignment again.” She grin and wink at me.

“Oh my God. It’s okay , I’ll do that for you.”

“You’re such a darling.”

Brandon rolls his head and shoots himself dramatically. I snort a chuckle and sip my Coke quietly.

“I’ll do anything for you. What about our date?”

“Uh… I’m sorry I can’t hear you.” She scrunched her face in disgust with the new topic as she searched for something.

“Hello.. I’m sorry I can’t hear you.” She picked up the keys on our table and began shaking them on the table noisily.

“Jamie.. fuckin reception. I can’t hear you , there’s a lot of noise in here. Crazy network.” She scoffs and hangs up.

“Perv!.” She scoffs and stops jingling the keys. I smirk and raise a questionable eyebrow at her reaction. I think Jamie is too innocent and doesn’t deserve this .

“I don’t like him.”she says flatly.

“So why use him?”

“He doesn’t listen. He thinks he can afford this.” She says bringing her hand down her body.

“I’ve got class boo and he doesn’t wanna back out.”

“He sends her $200 every weekend.” Brandon butts in as my eyes widen. What?

“I wish I had a boyfriend like that.” Brandon scoff snatching my Coke and drinking it.

Of course this is college. Every shit happens.

Class ended that day and it was fun. Piper is cool and Brandon is super funny. They insisted on dropping me off since Brandon owns a car but I refused. I really wanna walk and we just met. I don’t wanna look like I like depending on people. Walking into the lobby, I greeted the lady behind the desk. She’s too weird. Smiles too much and I think she’s always hungover.

I push the elevator button and walk in without looking at the other occupant. I sigh and rub my palm on my hair as I raise my head to look at my other occupant. My breath hitches as my hands refuse to leave my hair. My mouth parted as I looked at this grey eyes who looked a bit shocked in seeing me. How can we be stuck in the same elevator?

“Gray…”

” Miss me?”

Is he stalking me?

Chapter 12

Nervous , pretty , cute , smart and sometimes strange. That’s what I see Ariel as. Her beautiful dark brown eyes always seem to make me look at her every second without even noticing.

Each time I look at her, I see a really shy girl who’s afraid of men. She’s beautiful , Enticing and worst still sexy and I bet she doesn’t notice. There’s something in her that draws me close to her without even thinking about precautions. I don’t wanna scare her away with my bad side.

“Gray.” She calls out totally taken off guard. What’s she doing here? Looking so goddamn irresistible.

She makes me want to do dirty things to her. Hold her so close to me and kiss her again. The elevator dings and the door slides open as she steps out. I did the same too.

“What are you doing here?” She asked .

“Miss me?” Her facials are barely readable but I could tell she’s always nervous.

She crosses her arms and looks at me with those sexy eyes of hers. She absently bit her lip and tucked back her loose strands of hair behind her ear. Great , that was pretty cute.

“You look good.” I decided to tell her to ease her tension but she blushed.

“Are you stalking me?”

“I didn’t peg you to be rude, Snow White.”

She sighs and looks away from my eyes. Like they burn her or something.

” Why are you scared of me?” I ask, inching closer to her.

I remembered the day I called her. The day her mother smashed her phone scolding me to stay away from their tiny little angel. Any guy with normal senses can barely stay away from her.

“Go out with me.” My voice sounds so possessive.

“I need to get inside my apartment.” She sighs worriedly like she’s thinking.

I grab her arm and pull her to me. Her hands flatten on my chest as she stares into my eyes, mouth agape. It’s obvious she’s in college. Her bag and the apartment are close to school. She’s too pure.

“Go out with me.” I whisper, running my index finger on her cheek. She closed her eyes to my touch and leaned against my finger on her cheek.

I stop, as her eyes snap open. She backs away from me like something stings her.

“I don’t know you.”

“Doesn’t matter right?” I raise my brows and watch her hug herself.

“I was serious when I said I wanted to stay away from you.”

“I bet I did. You came back to me.”

“You’re weird. What are you doing here?” She asks.

“Business.”

“What type of business?” I watch her nervous self and sigh. She is too good for this fucked up world.

I smirk and step closer to her as she moves backwards, leaning against the wall.

So funny.

“Wanna kiss me again Snow White?” I ask her. I tuck her loose hair behind her ears and stare right at those irresistible eyes.

She opened her mouth to talk but nothing came out.

“Gray.” she stutters trying to fight something.

“Someone might see us.” She whispers.

“Why do you care? I’d love to try this again.” I smile at her and lock eyes with her. She acted like she couldn’t breathe.

I leaned closer to her ear as she gasped but didn’t move. “Later, Snow White. I’ll check on you later.” I kiss her cheek and walk back to the elevator.

I press the button and step in as I watch her till the doors slide shut.

~ARIEL~

Oh my God! I can’t believe I lost my breath again just standing close to him.

*Wanna kiss me again?*

I thought about his silly words as I opened the apartment and got in . I shut the door and slump on the couch trying to fight whatever impression he thought about me. He’s still a player. Likes girls, smokes and Holy hell he has tattoos and a really cute black stud piercing on both his ears. Why would I call that cute? I turn on the TV to watch a movie on Netflix. It’s a comedy romance and maybe it sorta helps to get rid of Gray even if it was impossible.

He’s weird and worth fighting for. But I’m way lower than his class. I’m not his type obviously. I’m not sexy and I don’t even want a man. I sigh thinking about my pills. I stand up and stride to my room. I open my drawer and shove out the pills before walking back to the kitchen to get water to swallow them. I wish I could stop, but it won’t solve my depression.

I sit down opposite the TV after swallowing my pills. I thought about Gray again. I switch on my new phone and keep it back on the table.

“Seriously, you should come to that party. You’re gonna love it.”

Leslie chuckles to nothing as she walks into the apartment with Hazel. I don’t really like her that much. She’s like Leslie, maybe the less better version.

“Sup Ariel.” Hazel smiled at me as she sat on the same couch with me.

“Hi.” I return her greeting.

“Watching friends enemies ?” She snorts , less impressed.

“Really boring.” Leslie scoffed and changed it to another movie.

I look at her as she scoffs irritably, trying to dare me to talk. She knows me too well. She knew I wouldn’t say a word. She stops tuning and plays another movie.

“Antidepressant.” Hazel read out holding my pills.

I sigh and snatch it politely from her. Why would I bring it out?

” You take that? Why?” Hazel asks. I sigh and stand up, really nervous.

“She’s not okay.” I heard Leslie say as I made my way to my room.

“Really?”

“She has mental issues.” Leslie continues. I sigh and continue walking to drop my pills.

“Nice phone.” Hazel smiled holding my phone. What a stalker.

“There’s a frat party tonight , you’re coming right?”

“Of course she’s not. She’s not pretty and no one would want a sassy nerdy child in their parties.” Leslie snorts mockingly as she rests her leg on the arm rest of the couch.

I opened my mouth to talk but I couldn’t. So I’m really a nerd?

“What princess? You got something to say?” Leslie snapped her fingers at me.

“Not really.”

“Good girl. Just stay at home and read your depressed book. This is college and no hot boy would like to hang out with you. You’re local and not classy. I can’t even hang around you, people will possibly think bad of me. You’re too low and a little ugly.” She scoffs as Hazel laughs.

I sniffle and quickly pick my phone as I rush to my room. I shut my door and slump on my bed unleashing all my pending tears. Why does my sister hate me?

* You’re too low and a little ugly…*

*I can’t possibly hang around you , people will possibly think bad of me..*

I bat my lashes and sit up. I curl my knees to my chest and wrap my arms around them. Why can’t I be better ? Am I really low ? It doesn’t really matter right ? What matters is what I think about myself ?

I wipe my eyes and lay on my bed. My phone beeps and it’s a new message from an unknown number.

FROM UNKNOWN: hi princess , ready for frat night?

Never. I don’t wanna get humiliated. Hanging around pretty girls from college is the worst idea ever. I sigh and text Piper back after saving her number.

TO PIPER: No sorry. I don’t feel like it. I’m sick.

I toss my phone aside and rub my temple. My phone vibrated and it’s a new message from Piper again.

FROM PIPER: I’m on my way. You ain’t backing out.

I sigh and rub my hand down my face. I bury my face on my pillow and try to shut out Leslie’s hate speech towards me. I just wanna move out , if that’s even possible. Time went so far and it’s evening already. I heard chatters from Leslie and Hazel talking about God knows what. Obviously they are getting prepared for a frat party. It sucks , even if I haven’t attended any.

“Ariel , I’m leaving. Do yourself good and stay indoors.” Leslie shouted as the front door clicked shut.

“Ariel..” I heard Piper’s voice alongside Brandon who’s humming to a song.

I get out of bed and stroll out of my room to the living room. Piper’s holding a bag and she doesn’t even look dressed. Brandon stands beside her with his arms crossed accompanied by a cocky grin.

” What happened to you babe ?” Piper asks as she checks me out.

“I can’t go.”

” Why princess ?”

“I don’t like parties.” I said half the truth , even if I wanna go.

“That’s not an excuse. You’re gonna like it. We’re gonna be there and it’s gonna be fun.”

I sigh loudly and sit down. They won’t understand.

“I don’t belong there.”

“What ?”

” Piper , I’m not pretty. I don’t dress fancy and my closet is filled with jeans and t-shirts. Hoodies , sweatpants and no designer clothes. I’m a nerd who doesn’t wear makeup. So.” I open my arms and shrug, pulling my knees to my chest.

“I’m sorry what ?” Brandon laughs and sits close to me.

” Who told you that bullshit ? You’re one of the prettiest girls I have seen around school.”

” No you don’t get it. I always feel inferior hanging out with people and plus , the last time I partied , I woke up with a stupid hangover in a stranger’s bed.”

” Shit.”

“You had sex with…”

“Gross no. I didn’t. He was a gentle man and we did nothing. Precisely that was his guest bedroom.” Telling them it was Gray would bring a lot of stories out of my mouth. Stories I don’t wanna share.

“Still. You’re getting up and you’re getting dressed. It’s just a frat party.”

“And some of college’s prettiest girls would be there. I don’t belong there.”

“Who told you that ?”

“My sister has always been the best. She’s attractive and really pretty.”

“You mean the ugly bitch we met downstairs with another Blondie I think.”

“Leslie isn’t ugly.” I retorted.

“She’s fake Ariel.”

“She’s not. I don’t like the way I look down at myself when she’s around me . I can’t cope with being in the same party as her.”

“What’s wrong with your family ? Girlfriend , your sister has no right to tell you how to live your life.”

“True Brandon. But I’m never comfortable around people and parties.”

“We don’t give a fuck.” Piper scoffed and pulled me to my feet. She grabbed my arm and pulled me through the hallway.

“Which one is your room ?”

I sigh and point to my door. She opened the door and storm In throwing the bag she was holding on the bed. She opens my closet and snakes through my clothes. Yeah , a lot of jeans. I groan internally and sit down.

“Brandon do her hair please.” Piper says going through my clothes.

“Pipes , it’s just frat.”

“And there will be boys.” She giggles and brings out a black jeans as she tosses them on my bed.

“Don’t ever let people make you feel inferior like you don’t belong. I don’t care if it’s your bitchy ass sister or anyone , they won’t tell you how to live your life.” Yeah , really ?

I roll my eyes and let Brandon brush my hair. Applying another lotion from Piper’s bag , he straightened my black hair and it looks better than normal. I put on the high waist jeans and sigh. I really don’t feel like going at the same time. I don’t wanna stay at home. I hope I don’t get drunk again.

“Wow , a lace crop top. You’re shitting me. This is pretty.” Piper says holding up a white lace sleeveless crop top. I remembered that top. Alexa bought it for me and I refused to wear it.

“I can’t.”

“It’s pretty. Come on , go on , wear it. You are gonna get us late.” I sigh and snatch the thin material from Piper and walk to my bathroom to put it on.

Great , I don’t feel comfortable. I walk back as Piper claps her hands like a middle school student. I refused makeup and thank God she respected my decision. After getting prepared. Piper ignited her car as she drove us to this weird party.

“Oh God..” I look out of the window and it’s occupied with students and red cups. The outside looks occupied with loud music. I wanna stay in here.

” We’re here. Let’s get wasted.” Piper squeals as she steps out of the car including Brandon. I think my butt is glued to the chair. Including my feet too.

Brandon knocked slightly on the window and ushered me out with a really friendly smile. I hope I don’t make a fool out of myself cause I suck at parties. After taking several breaths , I step out of the car as Brandon reaches out to hold me.

“Breathe princess, you’re beautiful. Just live a little.” Brandon whispers above the loud music.

I smile and that was all it takes to change my mood.

“Come on guys.” Piper shouted as she barged into the house.

Wow. I follow Brandon inside and it’s worse inside. Drunk students with red cups and a lot of people making out in every corner.

“Hey guys..” Piper greeted as she sat on a couch close to a guy. I sit close to Brandon and scan every single person around.

“Hi..” I greeted politely.

” Hi..” they return the greeting as the blonde haired guy passes us drinks. I didn’t look but gulped. I almost gag as I choke.

” Woah. you don’t drink ?” A dark skinned girl asked. I sigh and refuse to answer.

“Freshman ?” Blondie asks.

I nod and smile too. After several talking , they brought in shots and I had to drink too. It tasted horrible , sour and I almost choked. I was tipsy and another shot , I’ll be drunk. I push my way past the crowd and find the toilet. I squat close to the toilet seat and throw up every death called alcohol.

I clean my mouth and wash my hands. I stare at my reflection and take in a sharp breath. I barely could see that cute girl smile back. Just a depressed fella who’s trying to breathe amidst other people. My phone vibrates at the back of my pocket. I unlocked it and the text message almost made me faint.

I ignored it and cleaned my eyes. It buzzes again as I stare at the text message. Why’s Freddie texting me? I deleted the message and it hurts to find out he’s always calling me despite my several attempts in blocking his number. My phone rang and it’s the same number Freddie used in texting me. I ignored it and he called again. With anger I click the green icon.

“Freddie , what do you want ?”

“Missed me ?”

“Leave me the hell alone.”

“You’re not aggressive Ariel.”

“Why can’t you stay away from me ? Haven’t you hurt me enough ?”

“I bet I didn’t notice that I hurt you. Ariel I missed you and I want us to be together.”

“You’re just a psychotic asshole.” He laughs on the phone and that seems to make me more angry. How dare he talk to me after what he did.

“Ariel I’m in love with you and you know it. I want you and I’m gonna have you. I know you’re in New York and I’m gonna find you. If I can’t have you , I’ll make sure no one else will. It’s not a threat Ariel. You belong to me and me alone…

Chapter 13

~GRAY~

“Boss, Trent is on the phone.” Manny says stretching my phone at me. I huff irritated , and butt the cigarette on an ashtray.

“Speaker.”

“Gray…” Trent’s thick voice speaks through the phone.

“What ?”

“What happened to our bargain , Gray ?”

“We’re still partners Trent. I’ll send my boys over to San Francisco tomorrow. You okay now ?”

“Yeah. I’m opening my new casino tomorrow. It’s gonna be a honor if you’ll be there.”

“I’m not your girlfriend, Trent.” I blow out the smoke of the cigarette as I rest my head on the couch.

“Gray.” Trent’s voice calls out through the phone.

“I’ll be there.”

“Sure thing.”

Manny hang up the call and drop the phone on the coffee table.

“Gray.” I heard that familiar voice as she walks into my house.

Her black tight skirt hugged every of her large figures as she fits perfectly on her white dress shirt. She throws a brown envelope on the glass table and sit opposite me.

“Hi Manny.” She smile at Manny as Manny nods.

“Good day boss. I got news.”

“Yeah ?”

“The Chinese are about striking a partnership deal with Vladimir , it’s a whole lot of money. The guy in command of the Chinese is paying a lot of billions for just striking a deal with Vladimir. We’ve always wanted that.” Meghan says.

“Where did you hear that from ? My father worked hard to take summit to Asia.”

She shrugs and pick up the envelope as she brings out pictures.

“Feast your eyes. They went to dinner in a five star restaurant in Buffalo. He’s in New York.” I sigh looking at the pictures.

“Fuckin prick. How the fuck did he get to convince the Chinese.” I sigh and toss the pictures on the table.

“Homeboy..” Reid smiles broadly as he walks into the living room. His hands stuck in his pocket.

“Shit! It’s been long buddy visited.”

“Hi Reid.” Meghan greeted with her usual seductive grin. She’s so unbelievable. Most times she forgets when she’s supposed to be serious and mix her seduction job with her boss. I remembered when she tried to seduce me to sleep with her.

I huff at the remembrance. That shit’s stupid. Who fucks their employees ?

“Reid ? You’re supposed to be in Miami.” I smile at him as he give me a quick brother hug. Reid’s my childhood friend and a partner too. We’ve been really close since highschool.

“Missed me ? Sup Megan ? You look hot as fuck.” Meghan roll her eyes at Reid’s remark knowing where he’s driving at.

” Hey Manny.” Reid said to Manny who’s been standing a bit far from the conversation. Manny smiles and nod.

“Woah. Vladimir..” he wince at the pictures on the table.

” On Friday night at your club in Miami , we caught a random guy who was bugging Lewis informations about you. Asking about Gray Carter.” Reid said as he drops the pictures on the table.

“For what ?” I ask unamused.

“I brought him to the warehouse in Buffalo and I fucked his ass up.” He stretch to get a cigarette and a lighter.” Dude’s working for that Russian motherfucker. He was sent to steal Information.”

“Vladimir.”

“Same one every time.” Reid chuckle and take a long drag on his cigarette.

“Where’s he ?” Meghan ask.

“Still in torture. You need any favors ?”

I drop the last piece of the blunt and stand up. I shove my hands in my pockets and stare at view of the city through the transparent glass walls.

“Kill him.”

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~ARIEL~

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I’ve not been okay after that call with Freddie. After class , I hang out with Piper and Brandon and as usual they light up my mood.

“Are you okay ?” Piper asks snapping her fingers at my face.

I force a smile and nod.” Yeah. What ? Do I look bad ?”

“You look like someone who got dumped.” I roll my eyes and rub my

“Guys I’m good. I’m just stressed that’s all.”

“By your sister ?”

I shrug and smile.

“Who wants to watch a movie tonight ?” Brandon asks to change the topic and I was forever grateful. I wasn’t ready to tell anyone about my Freddie situation.

“I’m in.”

“It’s at Brandon’s and it’s a horror movie nights.” Piper giggle loudly.

I laugh at her childishness.

“Woah. Guys , don’t look.” Brandon mutter looking out of the glass wall of *Sands & Winches*

My eyes follow his stare and it’s Alexa getting out of a tinted black Mercedes. That’s super expensive. She kisses a tattooed guy as she chuckle , to something we didn’t hear.

” Damn. She just kissed Bobby Walker. Top super model at Gsquares.” Brandon says munching chips.

” I’m so jealous of her. She’s pretty and super fabulous in her own way.” Piper says as we watch the black car drive away.

Alexa flips her hair as she walk majestically to the restaurant’s direction. She’s smartly dressed in a black leather jacket , black short tights , white crop top and of course a boots. Sometimes I wonder if she’s my sister. She’s Leslie’s secret role model.

“Pumpkin.” She scream as she sees me. She’s weird.

“Alex.”

“Look at you. I’m really sorry , I couldn’t come check on you.” She smile as she sits next to me on the booth.

“Woah ! You look heavenly gorgeous.” She giggle like a girl who didn’t just got drop in an expensive Mercedes. I love her personality though. She’s cocky sometimes and really sweet.

“Hi collegers. Mind ?” She ask already eating Brandon’s chips. Brandon looks like he wants to eat up Alexa.

“What’s up with you Ariel ? I saw Leslie yesterday though. Hooked up with some redhead college idiot. I’m not snitching.” She bats her lashes with a genuine smile as she eats the fries.

“What’s up with you Arie ? You got any jerks around you yet ?”

” No. You know I can’t cope with such.”

“Yeah. That’s a great start. Cause I’m ready to cut off every stupid assholes who wants to mess with you. I don’t like broke.” She snorts and drink my coke.

“And guess what ?” She ask. Piper and Brandon just sit and watch.

“You are going clubbing with me this weekend at Armani’s.”

“Armani ?” Brandon and Piper butt in at once.

“Yeah , what ?” Alexa ask looking concerned.

“Oh my God. That’s a VIP club and I heard Gray Carter checks in sometimes.” Piper says with so much eagerness.

“Gray ? You know Gray too ?”

“Every physically functioned person knows Gray.” Brandon shrug. ” He’s hot and really hot. I’d give my last penny to lick his well taken care of body.” Brandon bites his straw and wink.

“Holy Moly.” I chew on my bottom lip and look at Alexa who’s already smiling.

“She doesn’t know Gray. Like only met him once at a restaurant.” Alexa whispers to the guys.

” What ?” Piper squeal as she showed me her phone screen lock. Gray’s her wall paper.

“No way.” I mutter.

“Yes way. It’s weird , he’s really cute.” True though , but I still can’t tell them this Gray is stalking me. Or maybe we’re both stalking each other. Whatever.

“So you’re coming to Armani’s right ?” Alexa nudge me with her elbow and wink.

“To see Gray ?”

” No pumpkin , to party and have fun with your cousin. What’s wrong with that ?”

Piper pouts at me including Brandon. Secretly begging me to go and take them along too.

“Who’s taking you ?” I ask Alexa.

“Bobby.”

“Can my friends come ? Please ?”

” Sure. I don’t hate people.” She chuckle as Piper squeal and high five Brandon.

“Thank you.”

“Friday night at 7. Wait at Ari’s apartment. I’ll come pick you guys up. Cute outfits , please.” Alexa stands up and smile at us before leaving.

“She finished your chips.” I murmur pointing to Brandon’s almost empty bowl.

“I like her. Not like your bitchy whore older sister , Leslie.”

“So wait , you really haven’t met Gray ?” Brandon ask leaning his elbows on the table with full attention on me.

I roll my eyes and huff loudly.

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****

Friday night was here already. Piper took me shopping and bought me silver lace dress that sorts of sparkle a bit at night. Alongside a choker.

“You’ll be fine. It won’t hurt, getting used to this type of outfit. There’s nothing wrong with it. You look perfect.” Piper says standing beside me in the mirror as I stare at my reflection. I really look different in dress.

The dress drops at the top of my knees and it still shows a little amount of legs. I look naturally tanned even if I’m not. I run my fingers on my hair and sigh. I still don’t see reasons going to this legendary club. Seeing Gray was heart aching. He has a huge effect on me that i still can’t point my fingers at. I’m always drawn to him each time we come across each other.

Live a little. So says my inner woman. I deserve it. It’s really nice I don’t body shame myself more often than usual.

“Who’s ready to get laid ?” Brandon asks leaning on my door.

“I’m not getting laid.” I snort and get in on this killer heels.

” Where are you going ?” Leslie asks pushing Brandon off the path.

“Just a party with Alexa.” I whine and sigh.

” A party ? Dressed like that ? You’ve started sleeping around in college ? With slutty friend ?” She eyes Piper and dart her eyes back to my frame.

“What did you just call me ?”

“Slutty. What you gon’ do ?” Leslie ask eyeing Piper again.

” I’m really sorry Piper.”

“We’re downstairs. Sort this psychotic sister of yours.” Piper says as she push past Leslie.

“Leslie , that wasn’t fair.”

“What’s not fair ? That you’re dressed like a common whore in some tight thin material and you wanna go party with your lame ass friends. Really ? I told you , stop trying to fool yourself around college . You ain’t even pretty. Dressing like this will only make you end up in beds of jerks and assholes. No good guy would look at you. You’re just some tiny lil bitch who thinks she’s pretty as fuck and…”

“Leslie.”

” What ? You’re hurt now. Alexa is a druggie and she wants to hook your ugly ass with some unfortunate bastards. What’s wrong with you ? You think you’re hot now , dressed in some stupid spaghetti lace dress , you think you’re a model. For fuck sake Ariel , you can’t fit in. Nobody likes you , they are just trying to eat your ugly ass….” Without ending her speech I smack my hand on her face as she palms her cheek looking at me with full red eyes.

“Another word from you , I dare you.” I said through clenched teeth.

“Ariel, you slapped me ?”

” And I would love to slap your senses back to you if you don’t mind your stupid business.

“I’m calling mom and you’re dropping out of college….”

Chapter 14

“I’m calling mom and you’re dropping out of college..” those words were like ice but right now I don’t even care. I’m tired of being treated like trash. A ten years old.

“Ariel..” Alexa call my name as she walks into my room. Stopping right at my door frame she looks at Leslie’s red face and smirk.

“I’m not a prophet but I’m sure someone almost got murdered.”

For some awkward reason Leslie fears Alexa. And they are both same age.

“Sup Leslie. You don’t look good but don’t worry we will talk about it once we’re back. My boyfriend’s waiting downstairs , got to hurry.” She grab my hand and blow kisses at Leslie before we walk down the hallway.

We step into the elevator and I’m still quiet. I hate being threatened. And without doubts after this party something bad is definitely gonna happen.

“You look pretty.” Alexa smiles at me to lighten the mood.

I fake a smile and sigh.

“Look I don’t know what happened back there but if what I thought happened happens then you really don’t have to let it burn your night. My middle finger to Leslie’s bitchy attitude. She sucks and you’re gonna have fun.” She nudge me as we step out of the elevator.

We walk out of the building as I gasp at the black limousine and Bobby is standing close to it including Piper and Brandon who wouldn’t stop recording Snapchat videos.

“Ready milady ?” Bobby asks Alexa stretching out his hands.

“Yes” Last time I remembered , this wasn’t Alexa’s real boyfriend.

The driver opens the door as we troop in. The interior is far better than the exterior. Wow. A song pops out of the system as Alexa squeal and dance to the song on her seat. I wasn’t concentrating that much cause of my drama with Leslie.

” Princess.” Brandon whispers and nudge me with his elbow.

“You’re okay right ?” He asks looking concerned. The girls were busy singing another song that already covered the space of the car.

I smile and nod.

“Thanks Brandon.” I smile and try to drown to the lyrics of the song. I notice the artiste is Justin Bieber. He happens to be one of Leslie’s favourite artiste.

The car pulls to a stop as I look outside through the tinted windows. The outside was strictly designed for the rich and not just the rich , the important ones. The driver step out as he quickly open the door for us. I snap out of my thoughts and swallow an unknown lump on my throat at just the sight. It’s obvious these are the type of places Gray Carter usually visits. The cars at the lot would tell you this place is meant for VIPs. Jesus.

I walk beside Alexa as Bobby show the front guard a card as he lets us in. My heartbeat rate was a bit rapid as we step on this expensive club. Wow. A loud music plays through the speakers and the chairs were covered with well dressed people. Bobby finds a really secluded area as we sit. He snap at the bartenders and they filled our table with booze.

” Go on ladies and gentleman.” He smiles at Brandon as Alexa opened the cork of a wine filling a glass. She push it to me and smile.

God. Hope this isn’t alcohol.

“Thanks.”

” Go on guys. Drink your pains away.” Piper giggle as she pour little quantity of every alcohol on the table in one glass. What type of combination is that ?

I sip mine and thank God for it’s fruity taste. This place smells of booze and cigarettes. But it’s still sight seeing. I watch the clubbers as Piper drink her pains away. she’s drunk and she’s not stopping. Brandon on the other hand is also drunk but he doesn’t show it. Alexa is already situated on Bobby’s lap as they kiss .

Piper makes annoying noises since she’s drunk. I went back to observing the crowds and gulp down my second glass of fruity wine I don’t even know it’s name. I’m a bit tipsy and anymore glass I’m gonna get drunk. Without hesitation I pour a little quantity on the glass and continue drinking. Alexa laughs on Bobby’s lap as she starts giving him a lap dance.

My eyes dart to a little murmuring from the end of the club. The red light managed to brighten the club as few guys walk into the club. All I could see was black all through.

“Damn , is that Gray ?” Brandon asks as he stares at the view at the end.

Piper who was busy muttering nonsense stopped and I was grateful. Alexa dart her head to the sight including her model boyfriend. That familiar grey eyes turn to my direction as they smiled at me. Oh great , my heart skip to my feet.

“Woah. He’s a real snack.” Brandon mutters as Gray and entourage walk into the darker part of the club.

Justin Bieber’s intentions play through the speakers and that sorts of suit the temperature. How could he see me ? This place is crowded with lots of people and it’s not even that bright.

“Wanna cheer ?” Alexa chuckle still planted on Bobby’s lap as we click drinks together. I’m already tipsy and one little move and i might make a fool out of myself.

My phone vibrates in my bag as I shove it out. A message from Gray.

FROM GRAY: You don’t club Tinkerbell. What are you doing here ? In a dress like that..

I ignore his message and search around this club , I can’t see him.

FROM GRAY: Don’t panic , love. I can see you. With your drunk friends. You look beautiful as fuck.

I take in a deep breath and tap to reply back.

TO GRAY: Thanks and stop stalking me.

FROM GRAY: I wish. You look beautiful and I can’t help but stare. I don’t stalk. It’s crazy I see you everywhere.

My cheeks heat up as I look at the guys. I didn’t even notice Alexa and her boyfriend already disappeared.

“They went to make out in the car. Thank me later.” Piper chuckles insanely as she dance to the song.

“Who wants to dance ? Come on ladies and gentleman.” Piper stand up as she drag me with her.

I shove my phone back to my bag and followed her to the dance floor.

“Piper , I can’t dance.” I shouted above the loud music.

” Trust the booze. It will guide you.” She smile and begin dancing to the song.

I know I’m drunk and I’m also certain wherever Gray is , he might be watching me.

“I’m gonna find the bathroom guys.” Brandon shouts and disappeared through the crowds.

I sway alongside Piper as we dance to the music. I don’t know if it’s just me or the alcohol but I guess I’m doing great. A guy appear behind Piper and kiss her temple. She giggle and turn around.

” Wanna hang out ?” He ask her.

She turn to me and give me a quick kiss.

” Later honey.” She wave and walk away with the guy. Despite being drunk I feel alone and wished i had stayed in my room.

A set of hands wrapped around me from behind as my body tenses. I know that cologne and it’s from only one person. Gray.

” Why did you stop dancing ?” He ask behind me still holding my waist as he nuzzled my neck.

“Where you watching ?”

” Yeah.”

I giggle and try to look at him above my shoulders. He’s really taller than me.

“You look beautiful and I couldn’t help but stare. It’s like you’re the only one on this damn floor. What did you do to me ?” He asks as his lips brush slightly against my neck.

“Keep dancing. I wanna feel you.” He whisper as I begin moving to the music.

My behind is glued to his front and the feeling is foreign. I could almost feel his family hood.

“You don’t know what you do to me Ariel.” He says with his lip brushing gently on my hips. I smile at the sound of my name in his mouth. It sounds different , like better.

” Did you wear this dress just for me ?” He kiss my temple and the skin right after my ear. I let out a soft moan and that didn’t have to sound appropriate. I’m dead drunk.

“Wanna get out of here ?” He asks turning me to look at him.

My eyes meet his gorgeous grey eyes and I nod. He smirk and pull me out of this crowded clubs.

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••••••••••••••

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I sit silently on the passenger’s seat and watch Gray carefully. He handles the wheel like a retarded driver as he continuously flash me his smirk that obviously steal my mind. I don’t know what I’m doing.

I lay back and listen to the song from his playlist as it feels the space of his car.

♪Before I die I’m tryna fuck you, baby♪

♪Hopefully we don’t have no babies♪

♪I don’t even wanna go back home

Hopefully, I don’t leave you on your own♪

What type of song is this ? Seriously..

♪I don’t wanna play no games, play no games♪

♪Fuck around, give you my last name (oh)♪

♪Know you tired of the same damn thing♪

♪That’s okay ’cause, baby, you♪

♪You got it, girl, you got it (ayy)♪

Weird songs with a lot of horny words behind it. Gray is such a freak , why would I expect a normal kind of music from his playlist. I lean against his tinted window and stare at his delinquent figure. Gray is sin to me. Why do i always find myself in his world each time I try to run away.

Maybe because I skip mass and Catholic class one time and the devil decides to send Gray to me like a Christmas gift.

“Why are you stalking me ? Why are you around me?”

He darts his head to look at me. His eyes not leaving mine as he drives like a lunatic on the cold night.

“I’m not your type Gray. You’re Gray Carter and i think you only like models. Girls your class.” I shrug as he look away from me. Yeah, he’s a crackhead he won’t reply.

“What do you really want ?”

This time a smirk tug at the sides of his lips as he stares at me but look away at once.

” So what do you want me to say ?”

” You don’t like naive Christians. You don’t even like nerds.”

“So who said you’re a nerd ? Nerds don’t dress like that.”

I look down at my outfit and remember the first day we met at a club. When he called my outfit slutty.

“It’s not slutty. You look irresistible with that dress.” He replies my thoughts but that doesn’t answer my one billion question. What does he want from me ?

“It’s gonna be nice you try to be pretty normal around me. I feel like you’re always nervous.” He says without looking at me.

Whatever. He’s such a perv.

” So you wanna go to nun school ? Before..” his eyes turn to look at me as they take in my figure on his passenger seat.

I sigh. I don’t wanna talk about it and I pray he doesn’t pester me about it.

“It’s fine if you don’t wanna talk about it.” I nod appreciating his understanding.

I look at my ringing phone and it’s a call from my mom and dad. Text messages from Piper Brandon and Alexa. Yeah , I ran away with Gray in his expensive tinted Lamborghini. I look out of the window and we’re outside the city.

“Gray , where are we going ? You just drove out of the city.”

He groans and smirks at me. So what’s actually funny ?

” Gray. What are you gonna do with me ?”

“A lot of things.” He replies calmly.

A lot of things. What ?

” I really need to kiss you to shut up.” He remarks with his usual smirk.

“You’re not kissing me. I wanna know where we are going.”

“Do you even trust me ?”

“Hell no..” I cross my arms as Gray chuckles still driving like a retarded criminal.

“I expect that from you. I’m just your cute stranger who makes you loose your breath with just the sight of him. How cute is that ?” He says and wink.

I open my mouth to speak but nothing comes out.

“Why would you say that ?”

“You know I’m not lying. I notice how you’re always nervous around me. You always freak out internally. It makes you look really cute when you’re nervous.” He smiles and I so much adore his British accent. But why switching every now and then.

“Why are you always swapping accents.”

“I don’t..” he sighs tiredly.” It just sort of sneak into my mouth without knowing.” He shrug.

“So you’re not British ?”

He smiles brightly and look at me for a second before looking back at the road.

” My mom’s from London. It’s weird and I sort of went to highschool there. So ?”

“Wow. Your dad’s American ?” He shrugs again and tap his fingers on the wheel in rhythm to the song on his playlist.

“Don’t tell anyone. I don’t really share personal details to people. Don’t take advantage of that.” His looks is calm and really pure like a child who got breast feed.

I chuckle at my thoughts as Gray playfully glare at me. I smile and bite my lips. Maybe he’s not really bad. He halts the car in a parking lot. The view outside looks like the countryside. It’s perfect and beautiful.

“Are you hungry ?”

I smile and shrug.

“So it’s a date then ?” I really don’t know how to answer that. Gray is a mixture of surprises.

“I thought you were taking me to sell me off..” I joke.

“Wow. That’s epic , we should give it a try right ?” He raise his brows and smile. What an asshole. I blush at his cute face and look out of the window.

I didn’t notice he step out of the car as he held out the door for me. He stretch out his hand and I gladly take it and almost trip but luckily his firm hands caught me.

“I like your hair.” Was the first thing that comes out of his mouth still holding me to himself and briefly leaning me against his car.

“Thanks.” I can’t breathe again.

We’re too close and just a step we’ll be kissing. He run his hands through my hair as I whimper to his touch. My eyes fought to stare elsewhere but it couldn’t. My eyes are automatically glue to his and all I could perceive is his own cologne. It’s perfect. Something is wrong with me and I don’t like that something.

“You look beautiful. Every single day you’re always stunning.”

It’s always hard to know that I’m beautiful when I have an abusive and annoying sister who finds joy in pointing out my faults. With Gray it’s different. He’s different.

“It’s so hard to stay away from you. I tried but you’re always everywhere. Everything is so special about you , Tinkerbell.” How come he doesn’t see my flaws like others ?

He’s Gray Carter and I’m just Ariel. A depressed girl who was supposed to be at the convent but my bad luck spoilt everything and moved us to New York to meet Gray ?

He leans closer and wrap his right hand on my curves moving up to hold my waist. My hands flatten on his chest and what i want right now is to kiss him again. But this doesn’t sound right but it feels right.

“Wanna kiss me again ?” He asks in a really flirty tone. That sort of made my core clench. What’s he doing to me ? Won’t I get hurt at the end of his ride ? Doesn’t even matter we’re not dating.

He would never date someone like me. And I don’t even wanna date anyone. Our lips brush partly as I absently part my lips to welcome his kiss but someone clears his throat behind us.

Bummer !

Chapter 15

We turn in unison to look at this perfectly shaved gentle man with his super sewed suit. And now I’m shy because he almost withneesed us kissing.

“Mr Carter , nice to see you again.” He stretch his hands out politely to take Gray’s.

“Welcome milady.” He directs his greetings to me as I smile.

“Thank you Desmond.” Gray says as we follow this man behind. His hands not leaving mine.

I stare at this place and it’s beautiful and quiet. The street lights illuminated the outdoor as people pair along , laughing and talking. It’s like there’s a carnival today. I glance at the stores at the right and it’s transparent glass . Pizzeria huh , hmm.

“You’re okay ?” Gray whispers giving my hand a gentle squeeze.

“Yeah.” I gulp at the foreign feeling at the contact of our hands as I tried to sneak out of his grip. He was stronger and refused to give in.

We walk to a field as we walk up the hill. It was far romantic up here. You could see the entire population downwards and I could spot a lake at the end of the other side of the hill. There were few seats here , meaning it’s reserved or maybe for important people. I still don’t even know who he’s.

“Does it matter ? He’s hot that’s what matters.” My conscience whisper. I hate her sometimes. We’re obviously different.

Gray draws out a seat for me to sit down. I smile at his gesture and sit down on the chair while Gray takes the opposite one. We were opposite each other and just a single move my knees would be grazing Gray’s.

“I’ll call in the waitress. It’s a pleasure Mr Carter.”

“Sure.” Gray said to him as he walks away shooting me a friendly smile.

“What’s this place ?” I decide to start a conversation.

“It’s a place.” He smirks and I scoff. He’s so irritating sometime.

“I love coming here. It’s like home but in a different version and it’s peaceful out here.” I nod to his claims and look around.

They were about seven other couples here talking and maybe flirting. At the front , there’s a life music band who plays classical music. I sigh and turn my head to look at Gray who’s already staring at me. His deep grey orbs glue to my facials and I’m uncomfortable. If I’m being sincere , no one has ever looked at me like that.

A waitress walks in with a wine bottle and drops it on the table with two glasses. She opens the wine and pour them almost to the brim of the glasses. My eyes move up and Gray hasn’t look away from my figure.

“Thank you.” I said to the waitress who smiles politely before walking away.

“Is something wrong with me ?” I ask and fiddle my fingers.

His perfect lips twitch as he smiles.

“Why are you asking ? You don’t wanna drink.” He points to the glass of wine.

“Not really. Your stares.” I sigh and look back at his face. It’s really hard to focus staring at his eyes. I feel like I wanna use the restroom.

“What happened to my stares ?” He ask resting one of his hand on the table. Why’s he acting like he doesn’t know what I’m talking about.

I huff and dart my eyes to the musicians singing to entertain the audience.

“Your stares are somehow. Like I’m a snack or something.” I reply and face him.

“Snack huh ?” He smirks and grips his glass. I watch him level it to his mouth as his lips embrace the rim to take a gulp. That was seductive.

“It’s gonna be perfect eating you up. I know you taste good.” He smirks and drop his glass. I taste good , what’s that supposed to mean ? Wait he just flirted with me.

“Will you drink miss Peterson ?” He wink and motion to my yet to devour glass.

“How did you know my last name ?” I stutter.

“I’m a genius, you’re welcome.” I bite my lip and meet his eyes that are watching me intensely.

The waitress returns as she decorate our table with food. She place everything in order and walk away.

“You like Italian ?” He asks . I sigh and nod. Yeah , they really are good with meals.

“Don’t freak out about your last name. I saw your ID.” My eyes widen at his confession as I snap back to reality. I carried my ID before leaving for the club. I really don’t wanna get embarrassed.

“You’re such a sneak.” I chuckle and look at my laps that are visible. I’m always uncomfortable with dresses like this but the guys thought it’s perfect. I dare not argue.

I shove out my phone and text my two friends and Alexa that I’m fine. I keep my phone aside and reach to grab the drink and hope it’s not alcohol.

“Do you always avoid alcohol ?” Gray asks as I take a sip of the wine. I nod and melt to it’s taste. It’s better and not hot or maybe sour.

“The last time I drank alcohol , I remembered I woke up in a man’s bed wearing his sweatpants and tee.” I reply as Gray chuckle.

“That was cute though. You in my t-shirt and sweats. Through out the ride you were just murmuring how hot I was and you wished we get laid .”

“What ? Hell no. Why are you bringing it up ?” I drop my glass, clearly bathed in embarrassment.

“You brought it up. It was really funny to watch you blab about a lot of shit you can’t handle.” He says with a soft chuckle.

I don’t know what that means but I’m really sure he meant something dirty. He takes out a fork and started eating.

“You’re not gonna watch me right ? You should eat too.” He smile at my attempt of just fiddling my fingers and watch him eat.

I don’t blame girls who wished to wake up in his bed. Maybe it’s worth it , Gray is possibly everything an average or maybe baddie would want. He’s super cute and really beautiful. I don’t even know what to say. His eyes move up to look at me as my eyes blink on it’s own cause I was caught staring. I gulp and nod to nothing as I begin eating. Gray smiles watching me carefully as we both eat.

The waitress returns to clean up the table. I really wanted to sort my bills since I’m not comfortable with a man trying to pay for everything. Gray gulp his wine and watch me

He chuckles like he knew what I was thinking.” You wanna split the bill ?” He ask with his brows partially raised.

I shrug.

“You don’t have to. I sort it out before we got here.”

“Before we got here ? So you were sure I was gonna come with you ?”

He smirks.”Yeah.”

I blink and scoff. My feets aches on this killer shoes and i really wished I could take it off.

“So you’re in college right ?” He asks still studying my figure.

“Yeah. You don’t like college students right ?”

“I didn’t say that. Maybe you’re just exceptional. What’s your major ?”

“Business administration. It’s totally weird I know.”

“I didn’t say that. It suits you anyway.” I nod and smile.

I’m grateful we are indulging in a normal casual conversations and he’s not pushy.

“So what do you do ? Asin profession ?” I decide to ask this time.

He stays quiet for minutes with his eyes glued to mine and I regretted why I asked. He smirks and tap his long fingers on the table and smile.

” I work for summit.”

“Summit ? You mean summit enterprises slash worldwide ?”

“Yeah. What ?”

I chuckle and Imagined what he just said. I’ve always wished once I’m way pass college this semester , I really want an internship with summit. It’s sort of popular around the country and Georgia’s branch is incredible.

“You own summit or you work for summit ?” I ask him suspiciously. He was called boss on several occasions and he doesn’t look like someone who would work under someone. Not this tatted , pierced delinquent.

He shrug.” What do you want me to say ? Yeah , I own it. What ?” He cocks his brows and smirk.

“Wow. That’s a huge establishment. It’s popular. Now I see why you’re popular Mr Carter.” I giggle and smiles.

“You sort of pull crowds each time you walk into a place. It’s weird and you’re not even a star. Are you Dwayne or something ?”

He chuckle.”Dwayne ? You know I’m not an actor. It’s usually common.”

“Yeah. You’re cute and you storm every party. Like you’re Gray Kardashian.” I poke my lips out and shrug.

“I didn’t expect you to know the Kardashians.”

“Yeah ? They are popular. My annoying sister is a huge fan and she’s always stuck to their tv shows. She always liked to be like Kylie Jenner. She’s weird.”

He laughs . It’s great to have someone listen to you. I mean someone like Gray Carter.

“So who do you like to be like ?”

“Me ? no way. I really haven’t place a thought on that. I just wanna be a better version of me.” I sigh fighting hard not to get hooked by Gray’s fascinating glances. It sorta have an effect on me without even touching me.

I huff and slip my feet out of my strapless stilettos. They hurt my feet. Gray seems to notice as he looks down at my feet resting freely on my shoes.

“Does it hurt you ?” He asks. I nod as Gray grip to my shin and bring my leg to his lap. Oh my God. I didn’t expect that. I watch in awe as he observe my leg taking in my leg as he stare to my almost exposed laps . Oh damn Piper. She picked this dress.

“Where does it hurt ?” He ask me.

I gulp and point to my heels and toes infact everywhere hurts.

” What’s the better version of you ?” Gray ask bringing his gaze to my face.

I open my mouth to speak but just shut it. Gray’s fingers move expertly on my legs to my ankles as that sent shivers to every parts in my body.

“Ariel.” He smirks knowing he has an effect on me. I swallow again and sigh.

“Just someone who wants to be better. Better in the sense of not trying to remember some stupid memories.” I shut my eyes trying to fight the image of Freddie tearing my habit away and taking my virginity.

Gray’s hands snap me out of my trauma as his hands move to touch my ankle almost touching my thighs. I breathe in and open my eyes to see Gray watching me.

“I’m sorry about your silly memories. Sometimes most memories are best left behind in order not to mess our presents. It’s silly.” He sigh.

I smile and nod. Appreciating how relaxed he’s touching my leg in a really intimate manner. His hands stroke my ankles to the back of my thighs as I breathe in sharply. He smirk.

“Are you okay ?” His grey eyes burn into my skin. I gulp and swallow. I shut my eyes briefly and open them. Gray tilts his head and lean closer to my earlobe. His hot breath fans against my neck and I shudder.

“It’s really nice I have an effect on you.” He pulls back and smile at my leg.

“Are you feeling better ?” I nod quickly and take my legs off his laps.

“That was a fast move.”

I chuckle and slip my foot inside my shoes. I tuck my hair and sweep my hand down it to keep it tamed. I avoid looking at his eyes but it’s impossible. My eyes capture the lake down the hill. Gray’s eyes follows my stare and he caught what I was looking at.

“You wanna take a look ?”

“I’d like to.” I bite my lip and look back at this delinquent who’s already up. He takes my hand in his as we walk side by side down the hill.

I almost trip again for the second time in one night but Gray was faster. He sweep me off the feet as he walk down the hill with me on his arms. Oh shit ! Something is happening to my breath again. This doesn’t feel good. My eyes meet his and he smiles warmly still holding firmly to my body on his hold. I silently gulp and absently lean my head on his shoulders.

He walks close to the lake as he gently drop me on the ground still holding slightly to me.

“You should get rid of those.” He said directly to my shoes. I chuckle and shrug shyly.

“I’ll think about it Mr Carter.” I smile and hug myself looking at the water and how it flows gently. I feel like getting undressed and drowning myself.

“Remember the first time we met ? When I sneak into your car ?” He ask me and I could feel him smirk even if I wasn’t staring.

“Yeah ?” I turn to look at his frame beside me as I drank in his glorious self.

“What were you doing at that side of town ?”

“Just touring.”

“Yeah ?” He chuckle.

“What’s funny ?” I ask with a totally different voice and i wondered when on Earth did I get that voice.

“Nothing. Just remembered the first day I saw you. It was at Georgia.” No way. My heart leap to my feet as I look at Gray who’s smirking at me.

“What ? You’re surprised ? You were with your mom coming out from a grocery shop. I was sitting in my car when I saw you walk out giggling like a teenage girl. That was adorable.” He huff dramatically and nudge me gently. I zoned out thinking about that car.

For sure there was a red car across the street. How am I supposed to see the occupant ? Yeah it was tinted.

“That was weird. I.. you.. know.. I..” I stutter thinking about the right word to say.

“So you were stalking me ?”

“Pftt , I wasn’t. It’s just a coincident I’m standing next to you staring at a lake. Superb right ?”

I sigh and hug myself tighter. I couldn’t look at him or my shoes will betray me and I will fall right on my face kissing the ground. We were quiet for seconds till it was about to drizzle.

“You’re cold ?”

I rub my palm up my arms and look at Gray’s concerned look.

“Maybe. Stupid strap dress.” I mutter after the maybe. Gray heard it as he chuckles. He shrug out his jacket and wrap it around me.

“There. We should get you to the car.” He says as I breathe in his scent. I smile to his act and leave the jacket to hang around my shoulders. He shove his hands in his pockets as we turn back to the main hill.

“Am I supposed to carry you again ? Your shoes.” I snort out a laugh and shake my head.

“I’ll be fine.” I begin walking up the hill but this stupid shoes decide to embarrass me again.

“Caught you.” He whisper behind me with his arms wrap around my torso. I take in a sharp breath. I hate that I’m always affected by just his simple touch.

“Take them off. Will you princess ?” He ask still holding me from behind.

“Uh..” I stutter and strain my neck to look at him from behind. Great it’s already drizzling and this man behind me looks super breath taking with his messy hair.

I forgot I’m still in his grasp and my back is pressed to his front. He pull me back a little and squat to take my shoes off my feet. I hold his shoulders to steady my weight as Gray successfully remove my shoes and hold them.

“We’re wet.” He mutters and we climb back the hill with me barefooted. Without thinking twice I put on Gray’s jacket since it’s already raining a bit. His white T-shirt stick to his body and I couldn’t help but stare.

“Not the time princess. You have enough time to stare.” He smirks and before I could register his remark I’m being tossed on his shoulders. Oh God.

My hair covered my view as he walk a little fast heading to his car. We’re both wet and my dress is glued to me like another skin. He drop me on my feet and open his car for me to get In. I step in as he shut it. I rub my fingers through my damp hair to make it stay in one place. Gray drops my shoes on the floor of the car as he fastens his seatbelt to start driving.

“Thanks.” I tell him as he darts his head to my view with his usual smirk. The ride was a bit faster cause Gray was driving beyond speed limit even in this raining weather.

I wanted to talk about his way of driving but seal my mouth. I watch the dripping of the water as it kiss his tinted window. I’m a bit cold and I’m grateful for his jacket. My eyes snap to his figure handling the wheel with just one hand. The other hand works on his messy hair as he turn to look at me. Great Ariel , always caught in the act. I shamelessly look away and bite my lips nervously. I fiddle my fingers and I heard Gray chuckle.

“Don’t tell me you’re laughing at me.” I whine and that made him chuckle.

“I’m not. Why were you called Ariel ?”

“Why were you named Gray ?”

“I don’t know. Maybe my eyes. It’s one of my favorite colors.”

“I noticed. It fits you.”

“So tell me why are you called Ariel ?” He bites his lower lip and watch me carefully before staring back at the road.

“I don’t know. But it’s a name of a holy city in Jerusalem.” He snorts out a laugh.

“Fuck me. I expect that. It’s one of the reasons you have a rosary on your rearview mirror.”

“You’re not laughing at me right. Stop judging me.” I scoff and look at the window.

“I’m not.”

“Yeah. So pessimistic.”

He sighs deeply and I could feel his eyes burn holes in my skin.

“You don’t have to get angry at me on my birthday.”

“What ?” I snap my head to look at him in disbelief. Today’s is his birthday!

“Why didn’t you tell me ?” I ask him and cross my arms.

“I just told you.” He smirks and pout like a silly kid. I smile and bite my lip.

“Wow. What if you’re lying ?”

” I’m not.” He Chuckles. He opens the compartment and showed me an ID.

” Wait. Jamal ? Your middle name is Jamal ?” I beam trying to snatch his card but he keeps it back glaring jokingly at me.

” Wow. Happy birthday Jamal.”

“Don’t say that in public.”

“What , you’re shy ? I didn’t notice you could ever be shy pumpkin.”

“Yeah really , pumpkin now ?”

“Whatever. Sorry i didn’t have your gift.” I bat my lashes and smile.

“That’s fine. At least I have you that’s what matters. Thanks for the date.”

My heart melt to his speech.

“Thanks too. Jamal.”

“Ariel..” he warns and I can’t help but laugh at his face.

“I love it. It sounds Arabic.”

“Yeah , it is.”

“You don’t look Arabic.”

“That’s because I’m not Arabic. My dad likes it.”

“Uh , now I wish I had a gift for you.”

“You could still give me one.” He muse.

“How’s that even possible ?”

“You could give me a kiss.” He said and wink.

No way , that’s not happening. I blush and look away from him. His car slows down as he halts the car in an underground parking lot.

“Let’s get you inside.” He step out of the car and open my side door for me. I step out clearly stained with embarrassment from his previous word. I can’t believe he had ask me to kiss him.

“Thanks.” I tell him as we walk into the elevator.

The ride was silent and uncomfortable for me. He’s always watching me like I’m the most important thing to watch. I watch the buttons on the panel waiting impatiently to get to his floor. Wait what am i doing ? Going to his house ? Another house ? I remember he doesn’t stay in a penthouse. I wanted to speak but the elevators slide open as we step out . I trust him maybe as I followed behind.

He tap in a code to his house as the door unlocked. I follow behind taking in the view. Wow , he’s obviously rich. This is out of the ordinary to explain.

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I stare at the closet of his guest bedroom thinking of what to wear. My dress is already soaked and I need to make them dry before leaving. I sigh as I go throw few clothes on his closet. This isn’t his room so I’m not expecting his clothes to be here. After contemplating on what to wear, I settled on his white dress shirt underneath my panties. I button the shirt and look down at my figure. He’s really tall. I walk out of his room and find my way to his kitchen. He stood beside the counter drinking a glass of water. His eyes move to my frame as he smirk. Silly , what’s amusing ? Yeah , me wearing his dress shirt.

“Hi..” I said nervously as I walk closer to him.

“Hi.” He surprises me and lift me off the floor placing me on the counter. He stand in between my legs with his hands gripping softly around my waist.

Woah , my breath is already leaving me as I gulp severally. Gray’s hands flick the button playfully as he smirks at me.

“You look pretty.” He whispers trailing his fingers on my thighs.

” Thanks.” I breathe out. What his he doing to me ?

“Wanna kiss me now ?” He bites his bottom lip and squeeze my thighs gently. I gasp, thanking God a moan didn’t escape my mouth.

” Gray…”I stutter.

“You owe me a birthday gift remember ?” He slides his hands underneath the dress shirt I’m wearing. I feel his hands move slowly to my hips brushing against my panties. Oh Jesus !

His hands grip the waistline of my lace panties and I swallow again. His eyes move slowly on my body to my eyes. I can’t stop him , of course I don’t want to stop him.

“I’m waiting, Tinkerbell.” He lean closer and right there we’re breathing each other’s breath. I have never kissed anyone before , like start a kiss.

What if i mess up ? Aside that, why me ? Even if he wants to use me , why me ? I’m not his type of women but he doesn’t choose to care. His eyes watch me carefully as he snap my panties against my skin. That seems to turn me on.

“Kiss me Ariel.” He whispers.

He takes my hand and place it on his shirtless chest so that I could feel his heartbeat.

“Please…”