Ch. 211..215
Chapter 211
Allison felt her heart start to beat fast, like a marathon. She met his gaze and peered into his eyes.
They were rife with lust.
"No, I can't allow myself to be trapped." She whispered to herself and pushed him hard.
He retreated back to the push. She shook her head. "No, you don't want me at all. You are just feeling needy. Isn't it a real fact? You are still harboring resentment toward what happened two years ago, aren't you?" She said while looking at him.
Tears wailed into her eyes. She bit her bottom lip to keep her tears from falling.
Ryan, on the other hand, was stunned by her. He stared at the woman, who was crying. She did not want to be with him anymore because she believed he did not want her.
Was that the truth?
"Look, don't cry in front of me."
Allison frowned at him. Tears rolled down her cheeks. "Why? Now I can't even allow myself to cry? Why can't I cry in front of you? What do you want? To cry alone in my room so that you can't see what you have done to me?"
He looked away from her and turned away from her. He proceeded to the nightstand and accessed one of the drawers there. He reached into his pocket for a pack of cigarettes and lit one of them.
She couldn't take her eyes off of him. When she noticed him moving to the couch, she walked to him and grabbed his arm. She turned him to her.
"Look at me. Why are you avoiding making eye contact with me? This is what you have done to me. When I thought everything was going to be fine, you broke me once again. Are you happy after making me feel like this? I asked you to cancel the wedding, but you chose to stick to your guns and not listen to me. Where do I fit in? I never got my happiness on my side. Just one mistake, and you broke me like this?"
He looked at her. "Allis-"
She interrupted him by lifting her hand. "You don't have to say anything. I don't want to be with a man who is cruel. People talk about how cruel you are, but I never imagined that you would treat me in the same manner as if I were one of your adversaries. I have decided that I won't marry you.
Even if you force me, I will find different ways."
She went to the door and kept knocking.
"I will keep knocking until someone comes and opens the door. I don't want to be with this man.
He only hates me. I don't want to stay with him. He will tell me the next morning that he regrets staying with me." She continued to yell out loud to herself while furiously pounding on the door.
Suddenly, she felt her body being lifted in the air.
"Aaah!" She let out a scream.
Ryan looked at her as he held her tightly in his arms.
"Put me down." She said and began to move her hands and legs.
He was completely unaffected by it in any way. Instead of setting her down, he moved toward the bed.
"I said put me down. I will leave you soon. I don't want to stay with you."
He shoved her down into the bed. His eyes looked fiercer. He got mad when he heard her words.
Allison fell on the bed and gazed at Ryan, who looked mad.
She sat up and moved back onto the bed. She noticed that her nightgown had slipped up and that it exposed her thighs.
She quickly adjusted her clothes and cast a glance at the man, who was staring at her with a furious gaze.
She was taken aback when he grabbed her ankle and dragged her closer to him. He put one knee on the bed and kneeled down to her while bending over.
"Talk about leaving me once again; I swear I will make sure you can't walk on our wedding day."
A blush appeared on her face when she realized what he was talking about. Her lips trembled to utter anything, and nothing came out.
When she felt him coming closer, she tried to keep distance, so she moved back, but lastly, her back fell on the bed.
He climbed on top of her and focused his attention on her.
"Just because I am quiet does not mean that you will think to do anything. I don't want to show you another side of mine that will give you nightmares because it will scare you to death."
She took a deep breath in and then shook her head. "I have seen it during the war." She said and pouted in anger.
His eyes fell on her lips. Her soft expression surprisingly calmed him down.
He felt like this woman, who tried to act angry, could not even behave angrily. She looked like a cute kitten in anger.
He closed his eyes and chuckled, which made her feel startled.
"Have you gone mad? Why are you laughing? Aren't you angry?" She asked and patted his shoulder.
He opened his eyes and met hers. She saw his eyes come back to their calmness. She felt somehow relaxed. She did not want to face an angry Ryan either.
He did not reply to her.
On the bed, she could feel his hand circling her waist and pulling her closer to him. He lifted the other hand and brushed her cheek with the knuckles of his hand.
His actions astounded her.
"Two days ago, you were making a lot of profound statements, such as gripping my heart and all.
What happened to your bravery?" He asked while fixing his gaze on her face. As he drew closer to her, his body pressed up against hers.
She felt her wolf howling inside at her mate's touches. She closed her eyes, and tears rolled from her closed eyes.
"You hurt me, Ryan. I had pure intentions for you. For the last two years, I cried every single night to be with you. I desired to be in your presence. But I have never imagined that you would ever make me feel embarrassed just to kiss you. You hate me, but you also want to marry me. You hate my touch, and you hate my kiss. You feel disgusted around me. You regretted that you said those things in your drunken state. You regretted that you kissed me ba-"
She stopped when she felt a pair of lips press against her own. Her eyes sprung open, and she looked at him.
He gave her a pack on her lips and shifted his gaze on her.
"I was angry with you that time. I have never regretted anything that's related to you."
Her eyes widened. "But y-you said you don't love me a-anymore."
He smiled at her and wiped her lips with his thumb, then replied,
"What do you think? Why did I go to your pack? Don't I want you to be with me? Don't I love you?"
Chapter 212 Allison looked at him in silence for a few moments. Her eyes were fixed on him the entire time. She was able to see that they were unobstructed. For the first time, she could see him through his eyes. There was no hostility, and there was no effort to humiliate her in any way. It was clear to her that he loved her. The way that he looked at her with such devotion and passion was exactly what she had been yearning for. “R-Ryan, do you still love me?” She asked with a soft tone. She desired to know his response. She wanted to hear him in his right mind. “You can guess the answer.” Saying that, he smashed his lips on hers. As he kissed her, she had a shiver that spread throughout her entire body. As he pressed his body against hers, he continued to intensify the kiss by placing his hand on the back of her neck and tilting her head to the side. She wrapped her hands around his neck as she got his answer. She smiled in the kiss as she realized he still loved her. She kissed him back. His lips sucked at her bottom lip and nibbled it delicately. “Ummm” She let out a m uffle when he pushed his tongue into her mouth during the kiss. He planted a passionate kiss on her lips. Then he kissed her hungrily. After they had been kissing for quite a bit of time, he finally pulled away and stared at her. She blushed as her cheeks reddened. “I liked your way of chasing. Why did you stop?” He asked her. “Because I thought you didn’t have any feelings left for me.” She mumbled under her breath. He smooched on her lips and replied, “My love is so pristine that even if you had tried to kill me, I would have still loved you in the same way I did before.”
Allison experienced a sensation of something heavy leaving her chest. She removed her hands from the back of his neck and cradled his cheeks in her hands. “Please give me back my old Ryan, who I fell in love with. I am tired of everything. I want to forget the past now. I want to be with the man who motivated me all the time and pushed me to lead a happy life.’ His eyes never left her face when she was talking. “I said I wasn’t afraid of you, but I lied. I am frightened of your cold attitude toward me. I hate it. I miss my old Ryan, who always joked around me, who always told me how much he wanted me, who always teased me, and who made me feel like he was the one for me. I want my Ryan back.” She whispered. He heard him clearly since he was so close to her. “I love you, Allison.” She felt her heart s kip a beat. She felt like crying again. But this time, it would be the tears of happiness. “I am still of th a old Ryan who used to come to your house in the middle when you were sleeping just to see you, who did not want oman but only you, who was willing to go against the to be with you, who was ready to do anything just to 59 protect you, who did not tell you about the mate bond and waited for such a long time just to make you fall in love with him.” She was stunned to hear him. It really made her emotional. She lightly pushed him from her body and sat up. The unexpected move that she made seemed to take him by surprise. But the next moment, she hugged him tightly. He embraced her in his arms. He felt relaxed. The weight in his chest, which was steadily getting
heavier with each passing day, was now shifting only very slowly. He made the decision to put the past behind him and move on. He knew it was not her fault at all. He realized that he was punishing this woman without any reason. He understood that it would only make her move away from him, which he did not want. “I love you, Ryan. I love you a lot. I love you more than anyone in this world. I can do anything for you. Just never say that you despise me. I can’t handle your hatred toward me. It will only break me from the inside. You are the love of my life. I have dreamed of being with you. Fate gives me another chance. I don’t want to lose you.” When he heard her, it put a smile on his face. He then responded by stroking her back. “I promise I will never hurt you. You are my woman. I will never allow someone to cause you harm, either.” She broke the hug and looked at him. “You said you liked it when I chased you.” She said while cupping his face. “Yeah, I did like it.” She grinned at him and wrapped her hands around his neck. “Okay.” She leaned into his face and kissed him. He grabbed her waist and pulled her to his chest. She landed in his lap, which caused her to straddle him. She gasped in the kiss. He did not let her break the kiss. His hands roamed around her body. It caused her to moan at the kiss. “Aahh!” His hands reached up and touched her upper robe. He untied the knot of the violet silk robe. She felt him remove the robe from her body and toss it away. She pulled away from the kiss and placed her hands to cover her chest. “R-Ryan” She looked at him shyly. She gulped when she saw his eyes turn orange. He looked hot with a half-
naked attractive body and a handsome face with a pair of dark orange eyes. He turned their bodies to the bed, and her back pressed against the mattress. She was underneath him. He grabbed her hands and moved them away from her chest. He leaned in and kissed the upper area of her breasts that were visible to him. She hissed as he started to suck here and there. She could not help but put her hands on his hair. She pulled him closer to her body as he began to lick her nipples over her camisole. She moaned in pleasure. He suddenly sat up and looked at her. She was perplexed as to why he had abruptly stopped. “My inner beast has been hungry for two years.” She bit her lower lip as she could see his eyes wandering around her body. His eyes turned black. He grinned devilishly at her as he tenderly stroked her thighs with his fingers. “I want to eat you out, baby.”
Chapter 213 When Allison heard Ryan, her eyes immediately widened. He bent over to her and kissed her cheeks. “Will you let me?” She felt shy about it. She tried to bring her legs close together, but he pressed his hands against her thighs and pulled them apart. “Won’t you?” He asked once again. It appeared as though he had first inquired about her approval before hovering over her. When his lips moved closer to her neck, she immediately shut her eyes. He started to bite her neck, leaving love bites. She moaned when he bite and then licked her skin. She felt his hands lifting her camisole. She grabbed his hand to stop him. He looked at her and said, “I won’t take you. I just want to give you some pleasure that you have never felt before. Trust me. You will like it.” She slowly let go of his hands and closed her eyes. She took a deep breath and nodded her head. While he was removing her camisole, he wore a grin on his face and kept his eyes on her face. When his eyes fell on her body, he uttered under his breath, “F uck!” The lingerie she wore was all black. It highlighted her beautiful skin. Her ravishing body drove him completely insane. His eyes became lustful as they wandered over her alluring curves. As he swallowed in his breath, his Adam’s apple made a moving motion. In his eyes, she was the most beautiful woman in the world. “Allison” He called her names with a deep voice. Allison was too shy to face him in that state.
“Baby, open your eyes and look at me.” She heard his soft tone and slowly opened her eyes. Her eyes met his. “You are beautiful. You are the most captivating woman in the world. I love you, your body, and most mightily, your soul. Everything in you is mine, and you will have to remember it always.” She smiled at him. “R-Really?” “Yes.” He replied and kissed her. His hands moved to her back and unhooked the upper piece of her lingerie. He removed it from her body and leaned into her breasts. He kissed one slowly and grabbed another softly. “Ryan!” She moaned his name as her fingers ran through his hair. He kissed, sucked, and nipped her breasts. He played with her nipples while looking at her. He was teasing her to see her best reaction. His mouth moved to kiss her belly as he lowered his face. She let out another moan when he inserted his tongue into her belly button. Whe hands reached the final scrap of clothing on her body, they there. He pulled it down and threw it to the floor. she realized that she was lying naked in front of him, she let an audible gasp. She closed her legs tightly in shame. Her blushing face showed how embarrassed she was. He parted her legs and grabbed her thighs. He pulled her closer to him and looked at what she was hiding between her legs. “Beautiful” He murmured as his breath became heavy. Allison heard him and blushed hard. She could see how he was looking at her lower part. She placed her palms on her face to hide her shyness. “Don’t hide yourself. Look at me. Look at what I am going to do. Take a look at what I have in store
for you. Just experience what it is that I am going to make you feel, baby.” She slowly removed her hands from her face and looked at him. He placed his fingers over it, and she flinched. “Take it easy and trust me.” He assured her. He came to her face and kissed her lips. Meanwhile, his fingers. rubbed her down there. She moaned in the kiss. She began to feel strange in a good way. He was trying to make her comfortable with it, and that was why he came to kiss her. He wanted her to feel each and every moment. He made his way down carefully, pausing for a moment with his face on her lower part. When his face leaned close to it, she spoke out, “Ryan” “Don’t break eye contact. I want to see what I make you feel.” Saying that his lips touched her core “Ryan!” She moaned with a gasp. She felt like something kept turning her on inside. His fingers delicately parted her folds, and he licked between them. She did not know what to feel. He was causing her an incredible amount of pleasure by doing this to her. He started to lick her as if it were something he had been eager to do for a very long time. She kept moaning his name, and she felt it messed up her mind. She rolled her eyes, and her toes curled in the bed. As the sensations of pleasure became more intense, she began to take shallow breaths. She glanced at him and found him looking into her eyes directly. It was hot. He was observing her while pleasing her. It was a different kind of desire for him to see his woman like this. Only he could do that to her. His tongue did really well, and at one point, she started to push his head from her lower body. “Ryan, please, I can’t.”
It was so much pleasure that her whole mind and body were getting wilder. She believed she would not take it anymore. However, he did not stop. In fact, in order to make her remain still, he drew her closer to him and wrapped his arms around her thighs. Allison felt something scrambling inside her lower abdomen. She bit her lower lip to stop herself from moaning more. “Aaahhhh!!” She could not control herself and let out a loud moan as she released herself. When he saw her lying motionless while staring at the ceiling, he licked it all up and smirked at her. She looked as if she had lost all of her energy. He slowly moved upward while kissing her body the entire time. His hands grabbed hold of her breasts, and his mouth attacked her neck. “Did you like it?” He asked with a soft tone as his hands stroked her body gently. His touches were infused with love and devotion at every point. She hugged him and nodded shyly. “Y-Yes.” She replied honestly. He made her feel something that she had never felt before. She could not believe he had seen all of her and behaved so gently with her. She felt him embracing her. His bare chest touched hers as he lay on her body. It made her blush. Her hands slowly caressed over his Black Moon tattoo on his back. He nuzzled his nose against her neck and muttered, “I will never hurt you again.”
Chapter 214 Allison smiled when she heard him she guided and asked If you want “She paused when he raised h o nead to look at her THf you want me to. She wh ores and looked away from him her cheeks were steady furred, and she was at a loop for how to get the its was oman enough to understand what was in her mind restock No need just wanted to give you a little pressure His gaze was gently stroking the features of her face. She had no 1 just want you to sleep soundly for the next few nights. Because on the right of our wedding, I will not allow you to get any rest at all He gave her a sly grin before planting a kiss on one of her breasts She pushed him away from her body. She was feeling shy just hearing He chuckled at her reaction. He drew her in close to his chest and wrapped a blanket around the two of them. “M-My clothes. Let me “No need like to see you like this, I will not do anything. Trust me and she and sound.” st argue with him about it and instead gave him a bear hug. d not believe that he could make her this comfortable that she was lying naked with him under a blanket She was thrilled that he did not judge her body for once. He used to be a play boy, but tonight, she realized that he was actually a one- woman man. Her man. After so long, she finally fell into a restful sleep, free of any anxiety or heartache. “Good night, baby.” She heard him.
“Good night, Pyan.” The next moming Allison opened her eyes and yawned. She turned her head to the side and noticed that there was no one else in the bed. She thought she was dreaming or Ryan had left. He might regret everything again. As she sat up straight, the blanket slid down from her chest and landed in her lap. At that time, the door of the bathroom opened. She turned her attention to the bathroom just in time to see Ryan emerge from it dressed in a black suit. His eyes fell on her body. Allison lowered her head to her body and immediately covered her chest with the blanket. Ryan gave her a sly grin. He closed the bathroom door and leaned against the door frame. He folded his hands and said, “No need to hide. There’s no reason to be ashamed. There is nothing that I have not yet seen or observed. I have scanned every single inch of your body.” When she heard him, Allison’s jaw dropped to the floor. She was too stunned to respond to him at that moment. It was like the old Ryan had back. She did not know how to react. He straightened his posture and then embarked on a walk in her direction. She gulped as she began to feel nervous. “I was thinking of having breakfast, but after what I am looking at right now, I am feeling thirsty.” “You!” She quickly grabbed a pillow and hurled it in his direction. He laughed as he sidestepped it and dodged it. He loved to tease her. He came to her and sat on the edge of the bed. She held onto the blanket with all of her might. He noticed it and shook his head. “Didn’t I tell you that I wouldn’t do anything?” She nodded at him and averted his eyes. The way he looked at her was something that made her
want to hide herself. She was surprised that so many things happened last night. Ryan forgave her. He apologized to her, too. They came so close to each. other that there was nothing for her to hide from him. She was shocked that he did not do anything later as he said. He controlled his desire and only gave her pleasure. “Ryan, good morning.” She mumbled with a smile on her face while looking at her lap. He removed the hair strand from her face and pushed it behind her, then moved close to her. She felt his lips on her cheek. He gave her a gentle kiss on the left
Chapter 215 “What happened to my neck?” Allison asked, touching her neck. “Hi ckey!!!! Teresa remarked out loud while wearing a radiant grin. Allison instantly attempted to hide her neck and flushed when she realized what had happened. “Did you both have sex last night? What happened? Tell me. Was it angry sex? Both of you were angry. Oh my go d! My plan worked!” Teresa exclaimed, and then she leaped up and down with joy. “Tess, n-nothing happened. We just shot out everything.” “You are telling me that man controlled himself after seeing you in that hot and revealing night dress you were wearing?” Allison frowned and smacked her arm. “You did all that intentionally, didn’t you?” Teresa smirked at her devilishly. “Yes, honey. All of my plans were going wrong. Finally, I could make a plan and patch you up. I am. relaxed.” “He said he loved me but was in anger, so he said those things that morning.” “Such a soft tone for him. Not bad, huh.” Teresa teased Allison. Allison covered her face with her palms. “Stop teasing me.” “Everything is okay now. Your anger has left. You should give me a treat.” “For closing the door from outside and running away?” fooling last night. I was scared just thinking of your Ryan. He doesn’t need time to kill anyone. I was so worried that I did not even let Max touch me.” Allison folded her hands. “Really? But a brave girl was saying last night that she didn’t have any worries, even if we would kill her.” “Allison, I was actually concerned for both of you. That time, I did not have anything in mind except this idea.” She said and winked at her. Allison embraced her in a bear hug. “Not only are you my very best friend, but you are also my
sister. I am grateful to you, Teresa. Thank you, Teresa. Last night, what you did was really bold, but most importantly, you tried your best for us. And it really helped. We had some time to be with each other. He confessed his feelings to me, and I am glad he forgave me and my mistake.” Teresa patted her back. “Everything will be fine now.” Allison nodded her head and broke the hug with a smile. Teresa stroked Allison’s hair and said, “Okay. I came to take you outside. We should go somewhere. Let’s explore the shopping malls here.” “I don’t have any work to do either. Let’s go.” Allison agreed with her. Allison covered up all of the visible love bites with makeup to hide them She put light makeup on her face. hould get permission from Ryan first.” Teresa asserted. lison shook her head and said, “He will send bodyguards with us. No one knows us here, so who can. harm us? I don’t want to grab any attention here. Let’s go without any guards.” Teresa wanted to disagree, but then she realized it was their own pack now. Ryan had won the pack, so all the people were now theirs. “Okay, let’s go then. They were all busy in the pack meeting anyway Allison and Teresa left the pack house and got into Ma/scar Teresn drove it and searched for the best shopping mall on the map During the ride, both of the best friends talked to each other about their plans for the next few days. “Only three days left for your wedding.” Teresa reminded her. “Yeah.” “How are you feeling right now?” “Until last night, I was thinking of leaving everything behind. But right now, I am nervous because I know I will be with Ryan. Standing as a Luna beside a powerful Alpha like him is the toughest thing I would have to do.” “I have no doubt that you would do it perfectly. Don’t put yourself down in your own mind. You are a
stunning omega who comes from pure blood. A true blood Alpha got his pure blood omega. Wow, just thinking about it feels blissful. What a divinely matched pain Allison smiled at Teresa. She felt that her best friend was really the best. She had no envy, no bad intentions, no greed, and nothing to take back. She was the best woman she had ever met.” “Tess, I love you so much. We will share a home together, and I assure you that I will look after you and Max in the same way that you took care of me when I was at my lowest.” “Omg! Luna alert!” They both laughed and seemed to be having a good time during the ride. They went to the shopping mall, where this pack’s members usually go for branding clothes. Teresa was a fan of branding clothes and jewelry. She liked to look her best. That was why most of the people in the Black Moon Pack felt she was impactful. Because she looked royal and behaved like one. They roamed around the shopping mall together. When they arrived in front of the Victoria’s Secret store, Teresa persuaded Allison to follow her inside the store. “Show us the latest product in your store.” Teresa told one of the saleswomen. She displayed a variety of lingerie to them, as well as a few night. dresses that were pretty revealing. “Select the hottest one for your wedding night. It will be your mating night, too.” Teresa said to Allison. Allison’s cheeks flushed as she noticed the saleswoman was grinning at her after hearing Teresa. She reflected on the fact that Ryan had told her last night that she was beautiful. He told her that he liked it when she was chasing him. She decided on red lingerie, and Teresa forcefully purchased a few more for her. Both of them left the store. They realized that they left their phones in the car. But they decided to buy things for them quickly and went back to the car soon.
They wandered around and bought some dresses. When they headed out of the shopping mall, Allison realized that she had forgotten one of the clothes in the store. “It’s okay. I will go and get it for you. You are free to relax in the car.” As she opened the car door, Teresa made the statement. Allison placed the bags of her hands in the back seat and closed the door. When she opened the front passenger door to sit, she noticed Teresa’s phone was ringing. She bent down and grasped the phone. She took the phone and stood straight. She saw that it was Ryan who was calling. She received the call and answered, “Hello?” “Where are you?” “I am-” A blow to the back of Allison’s head interrupted her train of thought and prevented her from responding to Ryan. She shrieked in agony at the pain. “What happened, Allison? Where are you?” Ryan’s voice came out, almost screaming. Allison turned around and saw a few men. She was unable to utter a sound because the pain in her head was making it spin wildly, and she collapsed to the floor. The phone also fell to the ground. Ryan’s voice was coming out of the phone. “ALLISON!”