Ch. 116..120: Forbidden Heat R18 Chapter 116-120
Chapter 116: Sleepless Night
“It wasn’t a joke. You asked for my truthful answer and that is my truthful answer. I believe that your best option is to marry me and the sooner the better,” Edward replied without batting an eye. He was so serious.
“Can you tell me why?” I asked.
“It’s late. You must be tired so you should sleep now. We can pick this up tomorrow,” Edward replied as he swiftly got off the sofa and headed for the door.
“Edward...” I called his name softly.
“My bedroom is at the end of the hall...in case you need something,” Edward said without turning back.
He was gone before I could think of something to say. What should I do now? Do I take his advice and just go to bed?
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This is bad. I’ve been tossing and turning in bed for hours now. No matter what I do, I cannot fall asleep. My mind is so restless with all the new and shocking information that it had to take in. I’m overthinking everything and rerunning what happened and Edward’s words in my mind. This is driving me crazy. I’m sweating and everything about this bed and this room feels uncomfortable. Although, I’m sure it isn’t this room’s fault. The fault lies with my stress and my inability to control it.
I fumbled in the dark for my phone which I had placed on the bedside table. 3:45AM read the time on my phone’s screen. I felt tired but I’m still wide awake. Well, it’s not like I have to be up early tomorrow. In fact, my life is so empty right now. I don’t have anything to do and no plans. I wonder how much longer my life will be like this. I want to find some purpose in life or maybe I just want to find a job like what people my age are supposed to do.
I haven’t started any serious job hunting yet, but I think it is probably easier to get a job than to figure out my messed-up love life right now. I’m unsure what sort of job I want but figuring that out must be easier than figuring out my emotions. Both Lucien and Reiner had not contact me, they must know that I’m with Edward. I’m not sure how to face Lucien when I get back.
This is driving me insane! I rolled over onto my belly and put the pillow over my head. The true problem right now for me is that I’m not sure how I should feel about Lucien and Edward anymore...
‘You shouldn’t stop loving him just because he isn’t your first love but whether you should continue to love him or not depends on the present. Same goes for my case. Should you fall madly in love with me suddenly just because you found out that I was your first love from ten years ago? Of course not, right?’
Edward’s words kept running through my mind on repeat and it’s making me restless. He’s partly right but not completely. I still love Lucien. My love for him has not disappeared but I cannot deny that there must be some impact. The same probably goes for how I feel towards Edward.
Oh no! I forgot to tell Edward something super important! How could I have forgotten? I bolted up in bed as I was overwhelmed with guilt. Edward is probably asleep right now, so I guess I have no other choice but to tell him tomorrow. Tomorrow for sure, I will tell him the moment I see him. This should not be delayed any further than it already is.
It’s clear that I won’t be able to get a wink of sleep tonight, so I might as well take a stroll outside to clear my head. This idea entered my mind when I realized that there was some light coming in from the balcony through the window. I got off the bed and headed towards the balcony. I wonder how I didn’t realize this before, outside below the balcony, there was a beautifully lit decorative water fountain. Wow, for a place he rarely visits the gardens are well decorated and lighted at night as well. The water fountain was big and tall and lit with warm tone lights. I can’t tell from here, but it’s probably made from carved marble in shapes of mystical animals.
The moment I stepped outside of the room, I automatically turned and walk towards the end of the hall which would lead me to Edward’s room. No, no...I should not go see him now. I don’t want to wake him up. I should continue with my original plan to go to the garden...
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It’s so silent outside and a little cold. My nightgown was thin, so I wrapped the robe around my body tighter in an effort to fight the wind. I found my way out of the mansion and into the garden where the water fountain was without any problem. Up close the fountain was much larger that I thought and much more beautiful. I sat on its edge as I slowly dipped my hand into the water.
I looked up at the sky where the stars still shone so brightly. Trying to think and relax here was a great idea indeed. The water was slightly cold to my touch but the sound of splashing water from the fountain helped calm me down somewhat.
“Why are you out here?”
I turned around in surprise when I heard a familiar voice call out to me. I had been so absorbed in my thoughts that I didn’t realize that someone had approached me.
“Edward...why are you here?” I asked softly as I saw Edward standing in the shadows.
“I couldn’t sleep so I came out for a walk. You? Why are you out here?” Edward said with clear concern as he came to stand in front of me.
“Same as you, I couldn’t sleep so I came out here,” I replied solemnly.
“This late? You should not come out this late. You don’t even know this place well either. What if you got lost?” Edward reprimanded me but he didn’t seem truly angry. He does have a valid point though.
“...I’m sorry. I didn’t realize it earlier, but this garden must be very beautiful in the daytime if it’s already this beautiful at night,” I said as I glanced at Edward.
Edward sat down next to me and took my hand in his. He didn’t say anything but the way he held my hand was very comforting. Edward seemed lost in thought as he gazed up at the stars in the sky, I wonder what he saw up there. I started gazing up at the star-lit sky as well with my mind filled with my own thoughts.
Oh right! I almost forgot again. I have something important I need to tell Edward.
Chapter 117: What I Forgot to Say
“Edward!” I called his name suddenly and blushed as I realized that my voice came out much louder than I anticipated. Perhaps it was my own anxiousness or the overwhelming silence that made my voice sound so loud.
“What is it?” Edward asked as he faced me.
“Umm...” I hesitated. How do I say this without it coming out as weird? It’s been a long while since I should have said it. Will he feel bad that I had forgotten?
“...Natalia?” Edward called my name questioningly seeing that I didn’t continue.
I got up and pulled Edward to his feet. I didn’t know why I did this exactly, but I felt like what I was going to say had to be made official and standing up face-to-face made it seemed more official?
“I...I’m sorry I didn’t say this before...” I started in a weak voice. Why is my voice shaking so much?
Edward looked at me silently as he waited for me to continue. I can do this. I need to do this properly.
“Edward! Thank you for saving me!” I said firmly as I stared straight into his eyes. His eyes sparkled in the warm light of the fountain; his eyes are so captivating.
“...What?” Edward paused before asking in a soft whisper. He seemed a little confused as he cocked his head slightly to the side. I guess he wasn’t expecting a thank you from me after over ten years and many hours after he’d told me the truth.
“Thank you...for saving me in the forest that day. I meant to say this earlier but...I guess with everything that was going on, I sort of just...forgot. I’m sorry, really!” I explained rapidly as I panicked and couldn’t stop blabbing. I don’t think I’m saying any of this right at all.
After a small pause, Edward burst out laughing. Now it was my turn to be confused. What did I say that was so funny that could make him laugh so hard? Edward was bent over as he continued to laugh. I just watched him as he laughed like a jolly little boy. Edward is amazing, really. Even after all the things he’s been through, he’s still able to move forward, carve a place in the world for himself, and laugh so carefree and happily like this. Watching him, I started to feel my lips form into a small smile.
“What’s so funny?” I asked teasingly.
“Sorry...it’s just...after ten years, I didn’t expect that. Don’t worry, Natalia. I didn’t save you because I wanted any thanks,” Edward said as his laughter calmed down.
Suddenly, I was in Edward’s warm arms. He pulled me into a loving hug as we stood underneath the moonlight and the stars. I felt like today, I learnt a lot more about Edward and who he really was. I nuzzled closer against his chest and wrapped my arms tighter around him. Even if it’s just for now, I wanted to feel safe and comforted in his arms. Edward kissed my temple softly.
“It’s getting windier, we should head inside,” Edward whispered as he led me inside with his arms still wrapped around me.
Once inside, he took me by the hand and led me back to the guest bedroom. Since Edward was the one leading me, we got back to the room in no time. Standing in front of the door to the guestroom, I hesitated a little. I don’t think I’ll be able to fall asleep after all.
Edward sighed and pulled me along further down the hallway with him. As if he could sense my hesitation, Edward brought me with him all the way to his bedroom. He opened the door swiftly and ushered me in before closing and locking the door behind us. To my absolute surprise, the room’s lights were already on and there were two laptops and three extra screens turned on.
“You were working until just now?” I asked incredulously. When does Edward ever sleep?
“You can’t go to sleep, right? You can sleep here with me,” Edward replied as he ignored my question.
After many conversations with Edward, I began to realize that Edward would answer a question that he didn’t want to answer with another question of his own.
“Were you working the whole time after you sent me to bed? Were you planning to continue working if you didn’t bring me back here with you?” I asked as I gestured to the laptops and screens.
“Some work doesn’t get done by themselves and some works require you to work in different time zones,” Edward muttered as he switched off the laptops and screens.
I watched as he packed his work and machines away while I sat on the bed. I was sure that if I went back to the guestroom just now, he would have come back here to continue working until morning. He’s a genius but there’s so much that a human body can take, right? Edward needs to sleep...now.
“Edward, come here and sleep with me,” I said sweetly as I patted the spot on the bed next to me.
“I hope you never say something like that to someone else...” Edward muttered as he got into bed with me after killing the lights.
“You should sleep more...” I whispered as he cuddled my body against his.
“If you be quiet, I can finally go to sleep...” Edward whispered back.
That night I slept deeply without any disturbing dreams.
...
“hmm...mhhhh...” I heard myself making strange moaning noises. Why does my body feel like it’s on fire? Am I sick?
“Are you finally awake, Princess?” Edward asked teasingly.
Oh, right. Last night I slept here with Edward. I started to recall the events of last night and figured that I must be in his bedroom right now.
At about the same time that I figured out where I was and why I was here, I felt a sharp penetrating sensation in between my legs. Edward...?
“You’re already so wet and slippery here, it’s amazing how fast your body responds to my touch,” Edward sounded pleased.
I felt the presence of his thick fingers deep inside of my pussy and as he moved them, I realized in shock that I was practically flooded down there. When did I get so turned on? How did I get so wet?
“Are we really going to do it first thing in the morning?” I asked as I whimpered and moaned slightly. His fingers are skillfully caressing my insides. It feels so satisfying and my legs are already trembling with pleasure.
“It is the first thing, but I wouldn’t say that it’s in the morning. It is well past noon already, Princess,” Edward replied with a chuckle as he leaned in to kiss me firmly on the lips.
Chapter 118: First Things First
“Ah...Edward...” I moaned his name when I felt his two thick fingers stirring up my hot and wet love hole. I was so wet that my juices were already pouring out of my hole and onto my inner thighs and his bed sheets. He’s so good at seducing me like this. I couldn’t control my bodily responses as my body responded to his advances.
His fingers made lewd wet noises against my pussy walls as he wriggled them around inside of me. The ache between my legs became increasingly pleasurable and I clenched my pussy tightly around his playful fingers. My pussy was still sore from his rough lovemaking yesterday during the game. He really took me fast and hard at the end and my insides still felt raw from the impact. However, my hips still moved hungrily against his exploring fingers as my body reacted on its own.
Suddenly, Edward withdrew his fingers from my love hole and I almost screamed in frustration. I wanted him to continue to pleasure me. At that point, I was so horny and addicted to his touch.
“Look how wet you are...your juices are all over my fingers,” Edward said smugly as he showed me the sticky juices on his fingers before he sucked and licked his fingers.
Seeing Edward suck his fingers and tasting my juices truly turned me on even more. My whole body was hot with need and my pussy got wetter. I couldn’t deny it anymore, I wanted Edward. I needed him so badly.
“Edward...” I called out his name sweetly and pleadingly.
“Tell me what you want...” Edward said teasingly. He ran his hands playfully along my inner thighs and then massaged my lower abdomen. He applied pressure and I felt the ache in my lower abdomen more intensely and I moaned in pleasure and frustration.
“Touch me...” I pleaded. I felt so embarrassed, but my lust won out.
“Where? Where do you want me to touch you?” Edward asked seductively as his fingertips ran up my inner thigh and closer to my opening. Yet he never touched my sopping wet entrance.
“Touch me...my pussy...please,” I begged him. Please screw your fingers inside of me. The more I begged, the more desperate and wet I became.
“Show me, Natalia. Show me how you do it...” Edward whispered seductively as his hand pulled my panties down from my legs to remove them. He large hands parted my legs to spread them wide apart. I felt my pussy being spread and his hungry eyes on the gaping hole in between my legs.
“No...Edward. It’s embarrassing...” I protested in a weak voice when Edward took my right hand and guided it towards my wet opening. How can I possibly masturbate in front of Edward?
“Show me how you pleasure yourself. I want to see you touch yourself while you’re thinking of me,” Edward murmured longingly.
I felt my own slippery wetness on my fingertips as Edward guided my fingers towards my sensitive spot. I didn’t want to touch myself in front of him. It’s so embarrassing, I could die. Edward was watching me with intense interest as he waited patiently. He started flicking his tongue on my inner thighs as he teased me while I hesitated. His large hands slowly guiding my fingers inside of my own hot hole. This is bad, with his head in between my legs, Edward could see everything.
...
Edward could see Natalia’s flooded hole as he aligned his face in between her legs. He took her hand and slowly took two of her fingers and positioned them at the entrance of her wet opening. Natalia’s pussy is flooded and smells so strong today, she must be really feeling it.
Natalia still hesitated to pleasure herself; how cute. However, I knew that she couldn’t hang on for much longer. I pushed her fingers inside of her pussy hole a little to give her encouragement. I saw her hole tighten and twitched as the first joint of her fingers slipped inside.
“Edward...Ah! Ahhh!” Natalia called out my name as she moaned with pleasure. I encouraged her further by pushing her fingers a little further inside of her pussy. I could tell from her erotic facial expression that she was at her limit and the temptation to pleasure herself was now too strong for her to resist. Her hips thrusted upwards repeatedly as her two fingers sank further and further inside of her awaiting hole. The sight of Natalia rapidly fingering herself was a real turn on for me.
Natalia was fingering herself with her fingers hard and fast now and she was moaning uncontrollably. I watched with delight as her body writhed from the pleasure her own fingers were giving her. I wanted to tease her a little and give her more pleasure, so I started to massage her breasts and play with her taunt nipples. I bent down to suck one of her erect nipples, taking it into my mouth and flicked my tongue around it. Natalia thrusted her chest upwards to shove her breasts into my face, inviting me to suck her harder. Her body is indeed very responsive to my touch.
I kept massage her breast with one hand as my other hand wandered downwards to clutch her hand as it pumped her fingers wildly in and out of her. Natalia was moaning louder now and panting my names in regular intervals, she must be close to her climax. I used my fingertips to squeeze her clit and her body jerked with the additional stimulation. After pinching the sensitive nub a couple more times, I used my fingers to rub it fast and hard.
“Edward...I’m...ahhh!” Natalia cried out as her climax hit her. She breathed heavily and I could feel her tits raising and falling as I continued to fondle and suck on her hard nipple. Her body convulsed and her hips thrusted sharply upwards as she came. It was such a magnificently lewd sight and it made me want her even more.
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I’ve never felt the insides of my body this wet and hot before when I masturbated. Did having Edward watch me turn me on more than usual? My whole body felt extra sensitive, and my pussy twitched and clenched tightly around my own fingers. I focused on thrusting my fingers against my G-spot like I have always done until I came. It feels different with Edwards longer and thicker fingers. He could reach much deeper to stimulate me and his thrusts were more powerful and more fulfilling. I wanted him to quickly take me already.
“Did you come already? You look so sexy when you pleasure yourself,” Edward said softly as he blew into my ear. I shivered in response as I nodded slowly and shyly in reply. Edward smiled naughtily in reply and then he kissed my forehead.
Chapter 119: Answer the Call
Edward flopped down onto the bed and lay on his back. This confused me a little, did he want to stop already for today? Hmm...that should not be the case, I mean, I can see the outlines of his hard cock through his pants. Should I ask him to...take me? I felt scared and a little shameful as this thought entered my head.
“Undress me, Natalia,” Edward told me with a wink.
“Umm...ok...” I replied hesitantly.
I helped him remove his shirt while we kissed passionately. His lips were aggressive and greedy as he sucked and licked my tongue. It made me very excited, and I wanted to quickly undress him. We continued kissing, crushing our lips and tongues together ardently after I successfully removed his shirt. I kissed his neck, sucking softly as my hands slid down to feel the muscle in his chest. Edward moaned softly and I knew that he was enjoying the attention I was giving him.
I licked his chest and ran my hands along the firm muscles of his stomach. Ah...it feels so good to take time to touch him like this. Edward was usually almost fully clothed when we’ve done it before due to the different circumstances that we were in. It felt amazing then too, but he was all over and messing me up inside before I had the chance to explore his body like I am doing now.
“Natalia...” Edward called my name huskily when I took one of his nipples into my mouth. I sucked lightly on it before twirling my tongue around his hardening nipple. His breath became more ragged so I knew that his nipples must be sensitive. I used my fingertips to squeeze his other nipple and it hardened immediately. I trailed my hand down to wrap around his hardness and he shifted his hips upwards a little as he enjoyed my touch. His cock was hard and large, I could clearly feel his shape through the fabric of his pants. I can’t wait to have him buried deep inside of my cave.
“Does it feel good when I lick you here?” I asked a little boldly.
“...yes,” Edward managed to reply as he moaned and caressed my hair. I continued to suck his taunt nipple while my hand started reaching inside of his pants to feel his hard cock directly in my hand.
“...and here?” I asked as I stroked his hard shaft a little up and down. I could feel his love pole hot and throbbing in my hand as I teased him.
Edward nodded a little in reply as he thrusted his cock against my hand. I sat up and pulled down his pants before removing it completely from him. I admired his now fully naked body before focusing my attention on his engorged cock. I ran my hands slowly up his inner thighs, enjoying his reaction as he sucked in his breath in anticipation. I cupped his balls lightly in my hand as I played with it gently, watching it twitch as I pleasured him.
His cock was getting visibly even bigger as I stimulated his balls before taking his length into my hands to stroke him. I pumped his cock up and down in my hand and Edward moaned with desire. I continued to tease his balls while my hands gripped his cock tighter making Edward squirm and thrust his hips upwards to rub his cock faster against my hand.
I bent down to lick his balls gently before sucking them. The smell of Edward’s cock got stronger, and he got hotter and longer in my hands. If I continue like this for a while, he will certainly cum.
“Stop, Natalia...let me do you too...” Edward said while panting.
I stopped touching him as he had requested. I wouldn’t want him to cum too soon either. I watched as Edward gestured for me to turn around.
“Turn around. Straddle my face, Natalia. I want to eat you too,” Edward commanded as he motioned for me to shift my ass over his face.
I carefully straddle Edward’s head, lifting my hips so that it was above his face. I was quite conscious of this position; he could see my pussy very close and directly above his face. It made me feel quite vulnerable for my private parts to be seen so clearly up close. However, this position allowed me to lay on top of him and gave me easy access to play with his upstanding cock.
“You’re flooding my face with your juices,” Edward said before I felt his hand push my hips down towards his face and then his tongue started to lap at my juices.
“Ah! Edward...” I exclaimed when I felt his hot tongue sliding up and down my wet slit. It felt so exhilarating that my toes curled. I was very sensitive because I already came once, and his tongue was stimulating me so much as he continued to lick my slit.
Edward focused on my slit for a bit before flicking his playful tongue on my sensitive bud. I cried out loud despite myself at the shock of pleasure flowing through my body from the bud in between my legs. Edward was doing his job perfectly so I should start working on mine too. I held his thick cock in my hand before taking its swollen head into my mouth. Edward moaned against my wet pussy when he felt his cock being engulfed by my warm mouth. I flicked my tongue swiftly against his tip where I knew he was sensitive.
In response to my actions, Edward thrusted his tongue deep into my hole. I moaned and shoved his cock deep into my mouth. I sucked on his cock hard while I bobbled my head up and down his shaft. Edward started to thrust his large cock in and out of my mouth and I gripped his hips in my hands. I could already taste his precum in my mouth and it was turning me on to see him so wild. Edward thrusted his tongue in and out of me in rhythm to his cock fucking my mouth. The texture of his tongue against my pussy walls feels intoxicatingly addictive and I felt like I was going to cum very soon.
I flexed my pussy walls around his tongue as my climax was fast approaching.
I moaned loudly as I came. I felt my hot wetness burst out in between my legs and Edward’s tongue gladly lapped it up as he ate my juices. My juices poured out of me into Edward’s awaiting mouth as he continued to lick me. I could feel Edward was close to his climax because his cock was twitching wildly in my mouth as I sucked him. I lapped up his precum and he thrusted in and out of my mouth harder and faster.
**Ring Ring Ring**
Is that my phone? I thought I put it on silent...
Edward reached out to grab my phone before throwing it my way.
“Answer it,” he commanded.
One look at the name on the screen and my whole body froze.
Lucien. Why is he calling right now?
“Answer the call right now...or I will,” Edward repeated his command once more. I could tell right away that Edward was not joking.
Chapter 120: Brothers
Lucien. He must be worried that I’m not home yet.
“Hi, Lucien...” I answered as I connected the line. I need to sound normal.
“Where are you right now?” Lucien asked, concern evident in his voice.
“Umm...I’m at Edward’s house. I will be back soon,” I replied in a meek voice. I knew I had to talk to Lucien soon or later, but this is just too soon. Plus this situation was just...insane...
“Are you ok? Let’s have dinner together when you’re home,” Lucien answered in a warm voice, and I couldn’t help but smile.
For a moment, I forgot that Edward was in the room with me, and he was listening and watching me intently. Glancing at Edward, I saw that his green eyes shone dangerously as he continued to watch my every move. I better watch what I say for more reasons than one.
“Yes, I’m ok. I’ll see you when I’m home...” I replied as I tried to keep my voice steady. Lucien must not find out that Edward is right here by my side. For some reason, I began to feel very guilty about what I was doing. I wished that Lucien would just hang up but instead he continued to talk about another topic.
“Should we go on a trip together some time? I think I can find free up next weekend,” Lucien asked cheerily. I can imagine his gentle smiling face as he said this. A weekend alone with Lucien would be...
“Ah...” I let out a little cry when I felt my ankles being grabbed and pulled. Edward had pulled my legs so that my legs from the knee down was dangling on the side of the bed. What is he trying to do? I narrowed my eyes at Edward. He just ignored my glare with an innocent shrug of his shoulders.
“Natalia, are you ok?” Lucien asked with worry.
What is Edward doing? I felt the soft pillow under my hips, and I started to get a general sense of what he was trying to do now...no way!
“Yea...I’m ok. It’ll be good if we can go on a small getaway. It has been a while, I guess...” I replied to Lucien a little absentmindedly as I went along with what he said. All the while, I was watching what Edward was going to do as he stood on the floor in between my legs. I glared at him...he needs to stop.
“I’m thinking we should go the sea. What do you think? I don’t think you will be fond of trips to the mountains,” Lucien asked as Edward started to part my legs very wide apart. My eyes went wide with shock. I could hardly pay attention to what Lucien was saying.
He’s going to enter me while I’m on the phone with Lucien! No...I quickly covered my entrance with my hand to block him.
‘No...Edward’ I mouthed silently to him. He smiled naughtily in reply as his hand pulled mine away from my pussy entrance.
“Natalia...?” I heard Lucien call my name through the phone.
I covered my mouth with my hand as I felt the tip of Edward’s hot cock at the opening of my wet slit. I can’t believe he’s going to do this while I’m on the phone with Lucien. Lucien is going to hear...
“Ah...Ah...” I let out small whimpering moans when Edward slowly sank his hard dick into my wet hole. His hands grabbed my hips to keep me still as he continued to shove his cock inside of me inch by inch. Soon I could feel his entire length inside of me when he had completely buried himself in me. He’s in so deep, if he thrusts, I don’t know if I’ll be able to hold my voice in. He’s bigger than usual and it feels so hot inside...
“Yes...sea is...good,” I managed to answer in a little choked up voice to Lucien.
I need to keep it together and try to focus. This was harder than I ever imagined because with each of Edward’s hard thrust into me, I was losing my sanity bit by bit. It was rough but it felt extra pleasurable this time. Perhaps, it was because Edward was standing, allowing him to thrust harder. Edward must have chosen this position to drive me crazy. Since my opening was positioned at the end of the bed, he could stand and thrust much deeper inside of my hole. Edward started to thrust deeper and faster as his strong hands held and pulled by hips against his. This angle...is amazing...he’s hitting so deep.
“Great. I look forward to spending time together with you. I’m sorry for being so busy with work all the time. I’ll try to make it up to you,” Lucien replied sweetly. In normal circumstances, I would be overjoyed at his proposal; however, now my mind was struggling to just process what he said as Edward continued to thrust deeply into my cunt. I bit on my fingers to keep myself from crying out. Can Lucien hear my pants? I hope not...
If he doesn’t stop or slow down, I’m going to cum very soon. I was panting uncontrollably now as I tried my best to stop myself from moaning loudly. Edward’s hands pulled my legs towards him as his hips moved in to shove his dick even deeper inside. He’s hitting all the right spots at this angle, it’s so intense. I wanted to scream. I’m about to lose my mind and my insides feel like a hot mess.
“...Natalia?” Lucien called my name and I snapped out of my trance. What did he say? What do I need to say in reply?
“That’s great...” I said in a raspy voice. I couldn’t think of anything else besides Edward and what he was doing to my body.