Ch. 181..185: Love Slave to the Mafia Boss's Passion Chapter 181-185

Chapter 181: Gentle Caresses

I didn’t know what else to say to him. It was like we were not speaking the same language and the way that we thought couldn’t be any different. Did I make the wrong decision back then? Should I have chosen the normal life…but then…Hayden wouldn’t be in it.

"You are holding me here against my will!" I screamed as all my frustration and anger came bursting forth in the form of words.

I stood up from my seat and glared at him. How dare he keep me locked up here like this?!

Hayden covered his ears with his hands as a look of annoyance crept into his graceful facial features. Slowly, he stood up from his seat and sighed loudly.

"How many times do I have to tell you? I don’t like loud women," Hayden said with displeasure in his voice.

He shook his head disapprovingly from side to side slowly before he took a few steps towards me. Instinctively, I shrunk back away from him. I didn’t need to sense it; Hayden’s anger was plain as day on his face and edge in his voice. Maybe, I shouldn’t have shouted at him. However, I couldn’t think of any other way to get my message across.

Before I could take another step back, Hayden arms had already grabbed me. His arms around my back and waist pulled me to him so roughly that my body was crushed to his. It was like he was hugging me desperately but that wasn’t the case. He was just capturing me so that I couldn’t escape. Even if I could escape from his hold now, I knew that there was no where for me to go.

I can’t get out of this room and even if I could, I couldn’t leave this mansion or navigate the thick forests beyond.

I’m stuck here…with him…

I felt the heat of his body along the length of mine as his familiar scent enveloped me. My hands were pressed against his chest along with the side of my face. The sound of his heart beating against my ear only made me aware of how close we were in body. If only our spirit were as close. If only we could understand each other.

"I told you before. Do you remember when is the only time when a woman should be loud?" he whispered to me from above.

I knew the answer to his question, but I wouldn’t answer him.

"You can’t hold me here against my will…" I said softly against his chest.

The strength I had to push him away was nothing compared to the strength of his strong arms that were holding me. Each time I struggled against him, his arms around my body would tighten. It felt like a large snake had wrapped itself around me and was crushing my bones.

"So, if I can make you willing then it wouldn’t be a problem, right?" Hayden hissed into my ear.

"What are you saying?" I whimpered against his broad chest.

"I can be rough with you, or I can be extra gentle. How do you want it, Malissa?" Hayden asked in a seductive drawl.

The tip of his fingers began caresses the sensitive skin of my neck. With featherlight tenderness, his fingers stroked the side of my neck before slowly tracing a line down along my shoulder. Choosing to wear one of the revealing and short nightgowns from the closet was a mistake. The closet was filled with nothing but nightgowns. There were no clothes suitable for going outside.

I didn’t find that weird before because I thought that I would only be spending the night. However, now that I must live here, the lack of clothing only showed that he truly didn’t intend for me to take even a step outside.

Slowly, Hayden slid the thin straps of the wine-colored nightgown down from my shoulders. He bent down and began planting soft kisses along the side of my neck where his fingertips had just caressed while his hand carefully pulled down the night gown to reveal my naked breasts.

I felt the air against my newly exposed skin for a few seconds before it was replaced by the heat from his palms as he cupped my breasts softly.

The way his hands were slowly and gently massaging my breasts felt so new and different from how he usually handled me. It felt so good and so exciting that I found myself letting out soft little moans of pleasure despite myself. His hands continued to gently squeeze and knead my breasts while his lips began sucking softly on my neck.

His hot and wet tongue slipped out from between his lips and began lapping lightly against my neck. The texture of his tongue running along the length of my neck as he licked me sent shivers throughout my body and I moaned uncontrollably.

"You’re making nice sounds. Remember these sounds and how much I like hearing them," Hayden instructed before his tongue returned to tease my neck once more.

His fingers found my hardened nipples and started to pinch them softly. I let out a gasp of surprise at the sensation of my nipples being pinched and rolled between his fingertips.

Ahhh…it feels so good already…

"Hayden…" I whimpered his name although I wasn’t sure what I wanted to say to him.

I felt his hot breath next to my ear before he blew softly against it. I bit my lower lips and moaned as he stimulated my sensitive ear. Soon, Hayden was sucking and licking my earlobe softly and slowly. The lewd sounds he was making close to my ear was making me quickly lose my mind. My knees felt weak, and I grabbed the fabric of the front his shirt.

"That was gentle. Did it feel good?" Hayden asked huskily.

I nodded in response. It did feel very pleasurable.

"Hayden!" I cried out his name loudly.

His hands on my breasts suddenly began groping me roughly and I cried out at the slight stinging pain on my chest that came before the pleasure started setting in. His large hands squeezed my breasts roughly. Looking down, I could see my breasts changing shape according to the movements his hands. The soft flesh of my breasts spilled out between his fingers as he continued to squeeze them.

 

Chapter 182: Rough Seduction

He’s being so rough all of a sudden.

"Ahh! Hayden…" I moaned and cried out loudly.

His hands moved down from my breasts to my waist, pulling down with it my nightgown until his hands found its way to my buttocks. I moaned deliciously as his hands cupped my ass before squeezing them. My body throbbed with need as desire swirled in my lower abdomen with a lustful ache for more. My pussy clenched and pulsated, and I knew that I had gotten very wet.

Hayden’s being so rough with me. He bent his head down and took a hardened nipple between his lips and began sucking hard on it. I cried out his name and threw my head back as the intense pleasure of his wild sucking ran through my body. He sucked on my nipple repeatedly as his hands pumped my ass from behind.

My hands were immediately in his blond hair as I thrusted my chest shamelessly toward his face.

Hayden bit on my nipple a little roughly and although it hurts, it felt so good. I wanted him to suck me more and bite me more. I whimpered his name as he continued to ravish my body with the rough caresses of his hand, his mouth and his wet tongue.

By the time his mouth left my nipple, my mind was in a daze, and I couldn’t think straight anymore. My breathing was labored, making my chest rise and fall with each breath. Hayden stood up again and gazed down into my face. His eyes met mine and he smiled knowingly at me.

"That was rough. So, how would you like me to take you today?" Hayden asked with sly smile.

"Neither…way…" I whispered in between my harsh breathing.

"I dislike dishonest girls," Hayden stated coldly.

His hands were on my inner thighs before they started inching upwards until his hands disappeared completely under the short length of my nightgown. I sucked in a breath, knowing what he was searching for.

Hayden smirked at me, and his blue eyes seemed to have darkened by a few shades of blue when his fingers finally found the hot wetness in between my legs. I let out a breathless sigh when his fingers began stroking the wet slit in between my legs. My opening throbbed with need and his fingers only provided temporary relief.

I closed my eyes and enjoyed the feel of his fingers running up and down my slit before it brushed against my swollen and hard clit.

"You chose a very sexy little dress for someone who doesn’t want to do any of this…" Hayden teased.

"There wasn’t…any other clothes…in the closet…" I managed to protest in between my lewd moans.

"You’re not wearing any panties…I guess there weren’t any in the closet either…" Hayden murmured teasingly.

He knew that there were panties in the closet. He’s just being mean and teasing me.

His fingers massaged my swollen clit and my whole body lost its strength. I placed my hands on his shoulders as I clung to him for support. Hayden’s fingers began swirling around my clit faster and harder than before as he massaged it in circular motions.

"Ahh! Ahhh! Ahhhh…" I moaned wildly.

"Your mouth says one thing, your action tells me something else, and your wet pussy tells another story," Hayden said as mockingly.

"Ahh…" I whimpered as his fingers pushed up firmly into my wetness.

My wet pussy stretched around his intruding fingers as I adjusted to accommodate the thickness of his fingers. His fingers weren’t in too deep yet, but it already started to feel mind-numbingly good. My body was greedy for more pleasure as my pussy started clenching wildly around his fingers.

I pressed my forehead against his chest when his fingers started moving, thrusting in and then out of my sopping wet love hole.

"I don’t rape women and I’m not about to start now…" Hayden said in a deep voice.

My pussy made wet lewd sounds as his fingers plunged deeper and deeper inside. He stirred up my wet honey pot and my hips began moving against his hand. Hayden bit the side of my neck and sucked on me as he continued to finger my hole roughly. My pussy got wetter and the addictive ache in my lower abdomen grew unbearably hot.

Hayden’s fingers were thick and long, they reached so deep into me as they hit against the spot that felt so good for me. I’m about to cum already…

"Do you want me to stop, or should I make you cum, Malissa? Tell me…do you want me to stop fucking you with my fingers?" Hayden hissed into my ear.

"Don’t…stop…please…" I replied in a strangled whisper.

I could feel my climax fast approaching. Hayden thrusted his fingers harder and faster into me, driving me even closer to the edge. I felt a strong ache building in between my legs before my orgasm hit me along with the rapid gush of wetness in my love tunnel.

"Ahhh! Hay…Hayden!" I cried out loudly as I lost myself in my intense climax.

Hayden unplugged my hole and my hot wetness spurted out onto my inner thighs.

"Do you want to do it here or on the bed?" Hayden asked.

I knew that he wanted to move on to the better part now.

If those are the only two options that I had, then…

"…here…" I whispered breathlessly.

"Now you’re being honest," Hayden said with immense satisfaction.

Hayden’s hands were on my waist before he swiftly lifted me and sat me down on the table. That was when I finally understood why he had chosen such a long dining table for this room although it would just be the two of us eating here. The height of the table was so perfect for what we’re about to do that I couldn’t help feeling slightly amused at the coincidence of it all.

"What are you thinking of, Malissa?" Hayden asked and his simple question sounded seductive to my ears.

"That the height of this table is perfect…for what we’re about to do…" I replied blatantly.

 

Chapter 183: Joined by Desire

"Guess we’re in luck," Hayden replied before his lips captured mine in an ardent kiss.

He continued kissing me passionately, his tongue thrusting wildly into my mouth just like how I wanted his cock to mess me up inside. Hayden stood in between my spread legs as his hands started to undo his belt before he started to remove his pants.

"Lift your heel up onto the table and spread your legs…wider…" Hayden commanded.

His hands helped me lift my legs onto the table just as he had instructed and soon my legs were spread so far apart that I felt so embarrassingly exposed. The opening of my love hole stretched open as if inviting for his thick cock to slide inside.

"This is a very nice view," Hayden commented before he positioned the thick head of his cock at my wet and throbbing entrance.

I had just climaxed, and my insides were still very sensitive. My hands held my thighs wide open for him as Hayden’s hips moved in closer to mine.

"Let me know if I’m being too rough," Hayden warned softly.

In the next moment, his thick and long cock penetrated my wet hole and disappeared inside with one extremely forceful thrust. My eyes widened and I screamed at the suddenness and the force of his entrance. He stretched and filled me up so completely with one thrust that buried his entire length inside of me. I felt like I could climax right away from this alone.

Without waiting for me to adjust to his size, Hayden began pounding his massive cock into me. He reared his hips back before slamming his enormous member into me over and over again. My hands clenched on my own thighs as my fingers dug into my flesh. Hayden’s hands held my hips in place as he pounded his hot rod into my wet hole.

His cock scraped along the wet walls of my pussy as his cock glided in and out of me.

Hayden’s low growl filled my ear, and I clenched my pussy tighter around his thick shaft. His hips slapped against mine as his cock stirred up my wetness. Lewd wet sounds of our passionate coupling filled the room together with my passionate moans and cries of pleasure. He took me fast and hard until I felt like he was about to rip me apart. He satisfied me and then gave me even more of himself.

Hayden thrusted deeper into my love tunnel with each thrust that ended up hitting my womb. I felt him so deep inside as he filled me up completely. I felt so full of him, and I moaned in my satisfaction of being filled and stretched repeatedly. The thick head of his cock rammed against my pleasure spot, and I felt myself getting even wetter.

When Hayden moved faster than before, his movements became even more aggressive in his desire to penetrate me even deeper.

"Lift your legs…" Hayden panted.

His hands pulled and lifted my legs up over his shoulder. He pulled my entire body closer to him and I laid down onto the table and covered my mouth with my hand to stop my loud cries of pleasure from escaping.

"Your pussy feels amazing…" Hayden said, and he thrusted deeper into me.

"Ah! Ahh! Ahh!" I cried out with each thrusted that hammered into my wet hole.

He’s in even deeper than before and this angle felt outrageously pleasurable. Hayden pumped his cock into me like his stamina was endless. While I was already very close to my limit. I’m about to cum again…

"I’m cumming!" I cried out as my back arched off the table.

My body trembled and spasm at the amazing jolts of pleasure that ran from where we were joined all the way to my toes. I clenched my pussy walls around his cock to feel more of him as I rode out the effects of my mind-shattering climax.

Hayden continued to fuck my hole as his animalistic growls of lust grew louder. He moaned my name, and I could tell from the heat and how his cock was twitching that he was close to his release.

"I’m cumming now…Malissa…" he growled.

Hayden came inside of me after a short while of thrusting rapidly into my cunt. He pushed his cock deep into me and spurted his cum into my womb. His hot release poured out and filled my insides as he growled from the pleasure of his orgasm.

I lay limp on the table and waited until he was done with me. After pouring his hot seed into me, Hayden withdrew his cock from my hole and slowly placed my legs back down. My legs and feet hung from the table as we both struggled to catch our breath. I could feel the mix of our love juices gushing out of my entrance.

It must be such a mess, but I didn’t have the strength to move to deal with it right now.

I heard rather than saw Hayden putting on and adjusting his clothes. Slowly, I began using my arms to prop myself up into a sitting position so that I could see him.

"You will stay locked up in here until you understand the position that you’re in," Hayden stated matter-of-factly.

My mind felt like a mess, and it was hard for me to focus my thoughts. On top of that, my throat felt dry. I wasn’t sure if I could speak very well right now, but I was more than willing to try.

"Staying locked up in here won’t make me understand anything apart from the fact that you’re acting like a tyrant. If you want me to understand something, then just explain it to me. If you don’t explain anything, how am I supposed to understand anything? How am I supposed to understand you?" I said desperately using my hoarse and dry voice.

I was panting hard by the time that I had finished.

"Maybe if you let me fuck you often enough, you’ll start to understand how I think…" Hayden replied sarcastically.

 

Chapter 184: Unappreciative

He turned and began walking away like our conversation was now over as far as he was concerned. Nothing made me angrier than when he ignored me. He could do anything to me, and it would be better than when he ignored me like this.

"Hayden…" I called after him softly.

Hayden didn’t turn around to face me, but he did pause in his steps. I hesitated a little but still decided to say what I wanted to say anyways. Nothing worst can ever come from this…

"After you turn me into your sex slave, what happens next?" I asked, unable to conceal the malice in my voice.

A few seconds flew by and without saying anything, Hayden walked quietly out of the room. The door closing behind him with a thunderous bang was the only clue that I had to how he was feeling.

…

"That little girl sure is loud…" Luka commented.

"Why are you here?" Hayden asked, disregarding Luka’s comment.

"You, on the other hand, don’t look like a man that had just satisfied his lust," Luka teased.

"Why are you here?" Hayden asked again.

"You should cut her some slack or she’s going to break. It’s only been a day or two and she’s already screaming like that…" Luka advised before smirking at Hayden.

"Answer my question, Luka," Hayden said, and it was clear that he wasn’t playing around.

"The boss sent me here to make sure that you don’t end up killing her…" Luka said with a soft laugh.

Hayden was sure that that wasn’t the real reason Luka was sent here.

"What is that old man planning now?" Hayden demanded to know.

"I told you before. You should just marry the girl and take over. Why are you making things so difficult?" Luka asked.

"There’s no point to any of this if she doesn’t know what she’s signing herself up for…" Hayden muttered.

"So, you’re basically giving her a taste of what it’s like being a mafia’s woman, is that it?" Luka asked, clearly amused at the idea.

Hayden didn’t reply but Luka knew that he was spot on. He sighed loudly and rubbed his temples.

"You can do whatever you want to her, I guess," Luka said with disinterest.

"Then why are you really here?" Hayden asked.

"I’m here to give her encouragement so that she’ll get through this tough time. I want Jack’s only daughter to be happy as well, you know…" Luka said with a wistful smile.

"You knew?" Hayden said and it wasn’t truly a question.

"She looks nothing like him, thank God. But sometimes the way she gets so stubborn, it’s a little like Jack, don’t you think?" Luka said as he seemed to recall some not-so-fond memories.

"What do you plan to do?" Hayden inquired.

"Don’t worry. I’m just going to talk to her…now and then…" Luka replied casually.

"Don’t go inside. If you do, I’ll kill you," Hayden stated matter-of-factly.

"Sounding very much like the boss now, aren’t you? I won’t go in…" Luka said.

Hayden nodded before turning on his heels and walked away. Luka watched the younger man leave before sighing. Unlike Hayden, he’d seen women in Malissa’s position before and knew that the current method that Hayden was using would only be half effective. The question was, how does he make up for the other half.

Luka let out a long sighed before walking away from the door to Malissa’s room. Judging from all that screaming that she’s done, it was very unlikely that she had enough voice or strength to conduct a conversation with him through the thick wooden door. Therefore, he had decided to return again tomorrow.

…

The next morning, I still had my eyes closed when I heard soft knocking sounds from the opposite side of the door. It’s not Hayden…

With my eyes still closed, I slowly sat up on the bed before trudging sleepily to the door. I hope it’s not food that they’re delivering, but I bet that it was. Food was the last thing on my mind right now. Since the knocking wouldn’t cease, I knew that I had to get the door or answer.

"Come in…" I called out sleepily.

I flopped down onto the living room’s sofa, knowing that whoever was at the door had the keys to open the door from the outside. It wasn’t like I could open the door for them from the inside anyways. I rubbed my eyes with my hands and yawned disgracefully. I felt sleep deprived, tired and I wasn’t in the best of moods.

The door slowly opened, and many maids wheeled in trollies filled with brown boxes. Auntie was there to orchestrate the whole thing. I wasn’t sure what was in the box and honestly, I didn’t care.

"Good morning, Malissa," Auntie greeted me with a nervous smile.

I probably look like a mess. Running my fingers through my long hair, I flipped it away from my face before smiling lazily back at her.

"Good morning, Auntie," I whispered lazily.

I glanced over at the pile of large brown boxes that the maids have lifted down from the trolley onto the floor. Whatever is in there isn’t going to improve my mood or impress me. I sighed loudly and Auntie gave me an uncertain look.

"Malissa…Hayden has ordered for these art supplies to be delivered to you. There’s a very nice art studio in that room over there…and…" Auntie said with a forced smile.

"Does he expect me to paint in that studio till the day that I die?" I snapped.

"…Malissa…" Auntie gasped in shock at my cruel and blunt words.

Shit. I’m taking my anger out on the wrong person again. It was unfortunate for Auntie to be caught sandwiched between Hayden, me and our conflict. I wanted to lash out at Hayden but he’s always out during the day.

"I’m sorry. Please just…leave them there…" I said before sighing exasperatedly.

"I’ll get the maids to arrange them in the studio. I’m sure that Hayden doesn’t want you to feel bored…" Auntie said softly.

"If he truly doesn’t want me to feel bored, he would let me out of here," I said through clenched teeth to prevent myself from shouting at her.

I can’t believe she’s still taking his side even when he’s locked me up in here. What is wrong with the world?!

 

Chapter 185: Things He Won’t Say

Not wanting to talk to her or anyone anymore, I turned my face to the other side. Auntie left my side and after supervising that the maids had put all the art supplies in the studio, everyone left, and I was alone once more in my luxurious suite of a prison.

I knew that Hayden was trying to get on my good side by sending in all this stuff. It only reminded me of when he took me shopping at that art supplies store before. He was probably trying to cheer me up back then too; however, this time it was different.

Although there was a perfect art studio separated by only just a door from where I was sitting, I had no mood nor motivation to create any artwork at all.

I laid down on the sofa and covered my eyes with my hands as a sense of dread filled me. Is Hayden really going to lock me up in here until I rot and die?

With my eyes closed, my brain got to work at trying to dissect the situation so that I could better understand it. When it happened, I was very tired and sleepy and so it slipped my mind until just now. However, if I wasn’t mistaken, Hayden said something about peace and him losing his brother, didn’t he?

Come to think of it, Hayden never got around to telling me how Harvey passed away and how Amelia ended up in that state that she was in. Then all those times before people in his gang and Hayden himself kept on saying that Harvey’s death was Hayden’s fault.

I didn’t know enough to conclude or understand anything but for some reason, I had a strange feeling that if I found out what happened back then, I would come to understand Hayden. I would finally understand him, what he thought, and why he was acting this way.

The real problem was how am I going to find out. Could I simply just ask for him to tell me? Was there someone in the mansion that knew and would be willing to tell me? Does Auntie know? Will she tell me? My mind was fully loaded with questions that I desperately needed answers to.

I have to get to the bottom of this before it drives me crazy for real.

I turned restlessly on the sofa as I debated with myself on what to do next. Suddenly, loud knocking sounds erupted from the door that separated the room that I was in from the hallway. It’s not Hayden and it’s not Auntie. So, who could it be?

"Come in!" I called from where I was on the sofa.

There was brief pause of silence before a booming voice called back from the other side of the door.

"I can’t. I’m not allowed inside!" a man’s voice replied.

I was confused at what the voice said. The man on the other side of the door isn’t allowed inside this room?

"Malissa, can you come to the door?" the man requested.

Although I was very confused, I decided to approach the door. Once I stood in front of it, I placed a hand on the door. This thick piece of wood is isolating me from the outside world.

"I’m here," I said through the door.

I think I’ve heard the man’s voice somewhere before, but I didn’t quite recall.

"I’m Luka. We’ve met before. My men and I saved you and Hayden when you both fell down a cliff...do you remember?" Luka said.

Oh, so that’s why his voice sounded familiar. I recalled the face of the old man who led the team to save us when we fell. Why is Luka here?

"Yes, I remember," I replied.

"I’m here to talk to you," Luka said.

I figured out that much…

"Why can’t you come inside? You can’t open the door?" I asked, curiously.

If we can talk face-to-face, then maybe this is the opportunity for me to convince him to let me out.

"I can open the door, but I’m not allowed to. Hayden won’t let me…" Luka said followed by a laugh as if he thought that Hayden’s idea was ridiculous.

"I see…" I mumbled and I wasn’t sure if he could hear me from the other side of the door.

What does he want to talk to me about? Luka was silent and I wondered if he was still there.

"Luka? What do you want to talk to me about?" I asked.

"I just thought that perhaps, you would want to know about what is going on outside…" Luka said sternly.

"What is going on?" I mumbled to myself.

"What is going on? Did something happen?" I asked loudly to make sure that he could hear me.

"Let’s just say that things are not so peaceful in our world right now. There are many…uncertainties," Luka replied a little hesitantly.

"What does that mean?" I asked, cluelessly.

When he’s referring to ’our world’ he means the mafia world, right?

"There’s been more conflicts between the gang and smaller gangs lately. Small conflicts and small fights here and there. Nothing serious and nothing major but who knows where all of this can lead…" Luka said solemnly.

Without knowing it, I had moved so close to the door that I had both my hands pressed against it along with the side of my face.

"What does that…have to do with me?" I asked, trying to understand what he’s trying to say.

"It’s not safe out there, missy," Luka replied sternly.

"Are you trying to say that it’s better for me to be locked up in here? Just because it’s safer?" I asked as my brows furrowed.

If Luka is unfairly on Hayden’s team, then I can’t believe a thing that he’s saying. How can he think that it’s better for me to be caged in here?

"Malissa, the boss sent me to here to say the things that he knows Hayden won’t ever say. He sent me here to tell you things that Hayden won’t. That’s honestly why I’m here. I’m here to keep you from going insane while you’re left in the dark," Luka said with a hint of frustration and slight annoyance in his voice.