Ch. 76..80: The Rogue is a Female Alpha chapter 76-80
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Starvation. I had never realized just how much I had wanted him nor did he seem to know how much he had missed me until we entered the dining hall and could no longer hold back.
As soon as we were out of the public eye, he grabbed me by the waist, and I clutched him in return, allowing his lips to claim mine. He tasted sweet, solid, and intoxicating, and I lost myself immediately in his arms.
We left the council hall in a rush, hand in hand, not caring about the eyes lingering on us. All that mattered was each other. He kissed me with a hunger that erased all other men, and maybe I didn’t need anyone else. Maybe all I wanted, wanted fully, was right here, holding me. Follow current novᴇls on find·novel·net
Breathlessly, I reached for his shirt, and he let me pull it over his head. I tossed it aside and returned to his chest, heart skipping at the sight.
His hair was matted, his runes visible across broad, powerful skin. I was still drinking him in when he grabbed my chin and pressed his lips to mine again, shattering my focus completely.
I moaned into him, my palm pressed to his unwavering chest, then broke the kiss, panting against his lips, forehead against his. Slowly, I met his gaze and kissed him again, unable to stop.
“I want to taste you too,” I muttered breathlessly, and he searched my face.
“Who taught you that?” he asked, lifting an eyebrow.
“Just because I was a virgin doesn’t mean I’m naive. I want to taste you, Lycan,” I whispered, and without waiting, I pressed my lips to his. My plan found its way to the hardness straining against his trousers before he could resist.
“Oh gods… you’re so hard,” I muttered, wrapping my fingers around him. His grip tightened around my waist, holding me firmly as I sank to my knees.
I worked quickly, freeing him, letting his hard dick spring into my eager hands. My heart leapt as I wrapped my lips around him, sucking carefully. He brushed a strand of hair from my face as a low groan escaped his lips.
Then he lifted me to the table, fumbling with my dress. Panting, I let him pull my underwear aside, exposing me fully. My heart thudded when he paused, swallowing hard, before cupping my cheek to kiss me tenderly.
“I missed you,” he muttered against my lips, then lowered his tongue to explore me. My thighs trembled, and I moaned loudly as he worked, making me to forget everything except the heat and pleasure between
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Lust overtook reason, and we threw caution to the wind. Lycannar positioned himself, easing inside me with care, his hand still wrapped around my neck. I gasped as he filled me completely.
“Ugh,” he growled. “You’re so tight.”
He began to move, thrusting with gentle insistence that gradually grew heavier. My hands gripped his shoulders as his pace intensified, his clutch around my neck firm.
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His hands moved to my thighs, spreading me for deeper, more merciless thrusts. I moaned loudly, caring nothing if anyone, maids, guards, overheard.
When I could no longer breathe, I punched his chest, but he ignored it. The sensation peaked, and he approached his climax. Lycannar’s grip tightened, and I shut my eyes, feeling him fill me completely, warmth spreading through me.
Only then did he slow, his hands softening. I coughed, catching my breath, laying back on the table exhausted. My eyelids closed briefly before I opened them to see him, stunned by the intensity of what had just passed between us.
“I hurt you?” he muttered, but I clutched his wrist before he could step away.
“Kiss me,” I demanded. “Now, Lycan. Kiss me like I’m yours. Because I am.”
He paused, then leaned down, pressing his lips to mine tenderly. But control slipped again. His hands dug into my breasts mid–kiss, drawing a tiny trace of blood on my lip.
Pulling back, breathless, I stared at him. He had snapped, lost control, driven entirely by hunger for me.
He stared at me for a brief moment before leaning down again, capturing my lips with his.
Tender at first, his kiss quickly sharpened, his hold growing intense. His hands tugged at my breasts just as his mouth pressed harder against mine, and I tasted blood.
Slowly, he pulled back, breathless. I stared at him, my own heart heaving, blood forming on my lower lip.
He had snapped. Completely. One fierce, possessive force, starving for only one person. Me.
We paused, staring at one another for a brief, charged moment, before he finally pulled away to dress. He grabbed his shirt from the table and came to me.,
“Come. Let’s go to my chamber,” he murmured.
I allowed him to lift me, my hands wrapping around his neck as we moved through the hall. Up close, I could see every inch of him. Every shadow, every line. His lips… those lips.
“You are mine, Lycannar,” I whispered softly, pressing the words into him.
He paused mid–step, shifting his gaze to me.
“What did you say?”
“You are mine. I will kill any woman who dares come close to you.”
Silence fell, heavy and electric. I leaned in and kissed him softly. That was all the invitation he needed. Lycannar took control instantly, lifting me into his arms with my legs wrapped around his waist. His hardness pressed against me, demanding, claiming.
This time, he entered sharply. I gasped, punching his chest as my body reacted to him. He drove deeper in response, and together we sank to the hallway floor.
“Pull your dress off,” Lycannar demanded, urgent and possessive, helping me out of my gown. My body lay bare before him, and he claimed me entirely, as if I had always been his.
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I drifted awake to find myself in the arms of Lycannar. For a brief moment, I didn’t move. We were in his hallway, and he was fast asleep, as he had been the other day.
I could feel the ache from my thighs and the gentle bruise on my neck that wasn’t healing. The exact spot where he had choked me.
Slowly, I looked up at his face. He looked so much at peace, and he was fast asleep. I sighed and then lowered my gaze. He was always fierce when making love to me. It was as though he feared I’d push him away. My fingers found their way to the bruise, feeling the sting, and I sighed again.
We need to talk about our sex life and how he will deal with his intensity. I looked back at his face, and my eyes fell on the rings in his left eyebrow. Curiously, I reached for it and trailed down his eyebrow to his pointed nose. I was smiling to myself when my eyes caught the sight of sweat beads on his forehead.
A frown creased my face as I placed my palm on his forehead only to get the shock. He was… he was burning up.
“Lycan?” I called softly, but he didn’t respond. His eyes were closed, and he looked so dead if it weren’t for the heaving of his chest.
I sat up, placing my palm on his chest, nudging him as I called again.
“Lycannar?”
Slowly, he fluttered his eyelids open but didn’t move or speak. He only stared at me as though wondering where he was.
“Lycan, you’re burning up,” I said softly, but in response, his eyes moved away from my face and down to my neck. A small frown etched his features when he saw the bruise. Then I felt him move away from the floor.
In silence, he walked into the bath chamber without any words. For a while, I sat alone in the håll, wondering what was wrong with him. Then I followed behind, standing at the entrance to watch him in the pool, his back to me.
I walked toward him and gently entered the water, staying my way far from him to take my bath in silence. My back was also to him as I scrubbed my arm. Then I felt him from behind.
“I’m sorry I hurt you,” he muttered quietly. I ignored him, continuing to take my bath, and then I felt his touch. His hands gently gripped my waist as he turned me toward him. His eyes were filled with apology, and I could tell he was also struggling to be normal.
“I’m sorry I choked you. I just… I just lose myself whenever I make love to you. Whenever I kiss you.”
Silence fell after his words. I didn’t respond right away. Instead, I stared at him, then moved closer, my palm resting on his chest.
“I’m not leaving you, Lycan. Is that not what you are worried about?”
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eyes stared back at me for a brief moment before he looked away.
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“So you’d let me?” I asked, earning a sharp stare from him.
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“Trust me. Zephyrine…” he muttered lazily as he lowered his gaze. “You will die before I let you another man’s woman.”
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My heart plummeted at those words from him. He made it sound so simple, but staring at him, I knew so well he meant every word.
“Thank you,” I muttered softly, and he looked at me in confusion.
“Moon said you saved his life back at the Empire’s grove. You must have seen his death,” I said.
“And more of his longing and affection for you,” he muttered and moved away.
I swallowed. So it wasn’t only death he sees, but also something else’s?
“Lycan…”
“Their longing, sorrow, everything bad… that’s what I see when I look at someone’s eyes. He loves you,” he cut me off quietly.
“You are not bothered by him?” I asked in surprise, and he sighed.
“I saw his death. When the first one fell after I saved him, I saw the second one.”
“In it… you can tell he isn’t your rival in love?” I asked quietly, but he didn’t give any response. Instead, he pulled me toward him and gently lowered his gaze to my breasts.
“Lycan…” I muttered, but my voice faded away when he leaned in to kiss my nipple. I floated before him, my hands finding their way to round his neck, bringing him close to me.
“Let me try being gentle. For once. If I get harsh… you should tell me,” he said quietly.
Lycan stir me gently and kissed my lips. His palm caressed my waist and down to my buttocks. Then he leaned in to take my nipple in his mouth, sucking on it tenderly, and I pulled back my head, moaning softly.
Gently, he pulled back to stare into my eyes for a brief moment, noticing my trembling hands, then lifted me to sit on the poolside, my thighs spread before him. He stared at my vagina for a while and brushed his thumb against it softly.
I moaned out sharply, my fingers digging deep into his arm, and he brushed over my pussy again, marveling at it.
“Look at you, milky and beautiful,” he looked up at me gently, a lump rising in my throat. “I am expanding you wide with my dick. You know that?”
I couldn’t find my voice. I could only nod my head, and he gently brushed over me again before lowering his tongue to lick me. I held him tight as I pulled my head back, moaning softly. He opened my thighs wider for better entry and pleasured me like he never had before. Gentle until my thighs began to shiver.
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I was lost. We both were, and we didn’t overhear the sound of footsteps until the bath chamber door opened.
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“Baby brother, will you… oh!” Princess Serena was saying but immediately saw us and looked away to clear her throat. “Uh… I didn’t know Zephyrine was still around. Dinner is ready. Zephyrine, love, will you be staying over for dinner?”
I made an effort to reply immediately but couldn’t. Lycannar wouldn’t stop sucking on my pussy, and I realized my hold on him had turned vicious.
Due to the intense pleasure, my wolf had emerged a bit. My fingers had shifted to claws and were drawing blood from Lycannar’s shoulder.
“Y…yes.” I finally answered. Princess Serena left, while Lycan brought me down into the pool, sliding right
into me.
Hard, he thrust into me. With my back against the pool wall, my legs around his waist, our lower bodies buried in the water, Lycannar claimed me.
His thrusts were gentle and tender until they gradually grew intense. His hold on me tightened, and I punched him to stop.
“Lycan… please…”
He paid attention, searching my eyes, then continued, swallowing hard. This time, he thrust gently and leaned in to kiss me, making me swallow every moan he made me elicit.
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I picked one of Lycannar’s shirts from where he had hung them and slipped it on, watching it fall to my knees. I reached to pull my hair up, but his fingers wrapped around my waist, pulling my hands down.
“Leave your hair down. I love them that way.”
He placed a soft kiss on my neck, then pulled away, compelling me to turn. He was fully dressed for dinner and pouring a potion into a cup. I watched him drink it, then lower the cup, waiting as though he wanted it
to settle.
“What’s that for?” I asked, and he hesitated before replying.
“To dull my beasts.”
Beasts. He made it sound as though he had more than one. I was about to question him when the sound of footsteps reached us and the clatter of cutlery being set drifted through the hall.
At the doorway of the bed chamber, Princess Mearez appeared, stopping at the threshold. She smiled happily.
“Zephyrine, come in. Dinner is ready.”
I walked toward her at once, letting her guide me out of Lycannar’s living room and into the hall.
“How do you feel?” she asked softly as we walked.
“Fine.”
She pushed a door open into an outdoor space. Four chairs surrounded a small table, and I paused when I saw the dinner laid out. Princess Serena was pouring a drink as I approached. She smiled at me.
“She is here.”
“Come sit. You m t be tired.”
Princess Mearez pulled me down into a seat, taking hers beside me, searching my eyes.
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I swallowed hard at what she meant.
“Just a bruise that refuses to heal on my neck.”
Princess Serena rushed over to check, letting out a frustrated groan.
“Have you both talked about it? I mean… your sex life?” she asked, and I nodded.
“He’s gentle when we made love an hour ago.”
Princess Mearez sighed in relief, and I felt warmth spill from her touch. Before I could move, I noticed the
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bruise on my neck fading completely. She had healed me.
“My love, are you on birth control?”
I stared at Mearez at the question, and Serena added,
“You might end up being pregnant if you’re not.”
I shook my head.
“I’m not.”
The sisters exchanged a glance before turning back to me.
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“Have you both discussed bearing pups yet?” Princess Mearez asked, and I shook my head slowly. “How about I give you a potion that will delay any pregnancy?”
I paused at her words, sighing shakily. I had never thought that far but now, after hearing them, I understood its importance. Lycannar and I had made love three times only today, each time leaving me filled with his release.
“I’ll discuss it with him before I take any potion, Princess Mearez,” I finally replied.
Just before anyone could respond, footsteps approached, and Lycannar appeared in the doorway. His sisters quickly settled down, and I felt him walk closer. He sat beside me, eyes on the prepared meal. Slowly, I saw the corner of his lips curve into a small smile.
“What’s the occasion?” he asked, lifting his eyes to his sisters.
Princess Mearez smiled.
“Your first time at the council meeting as king.”
“We’re also celebrating your relationship with Zephyrine,” Princess Serena added. “I still can’t believe he found a woman he wanted.”
Lycannar didn’t respond. Instead, he studied the cutlery and glanced at his sisters, as though asking for permission.
“Go on,” Princess Mearez said, then turned to me. “Go on, Zephyrine.”
I picked up my cutlery and began. I hadn’t eaten in a while, so I ate without shame, savoring the lovely dinner. I reached for a ceramic cup, but Lycannar passed it to me, filling it with water.
As I drank, I noticed the two princesses fidgeting, picking at their meals, stealing glances at Lycannar, who was focused on his own plate. I wondered why they seemed hesitant.
“Uhm… Lycan?” Princess Serena finally called.
“Hmm?” He replied without stopping.
“Lycan, I… actually, we… Mearez and I want to speak with you.”
Lycannar paused, meeting their eyes steadily. He nodded, listening.
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“I… uh…” Serena tried, but under his gaze, she couldn’t continue. The fear in her eyes was clear. Lycannar turned to Mearez, who lowered her gaze and pretended to focus on her plate.
“What’s wrong?” he asked softly.
The sisters exchanged an uneasy glance before swallowing.
“It’s about… Mearez,” Serena began again, and Lycannar turned to his eldest sister.
“Speak.”
Princess Mearez sighed shakily and looked quietly at her younger brother.
“Lycan… I… it’s about…” She hesitated, then shook her head. “Serena also have something to say…”
“No!” Serena quickly blurted out. “No.”
Lycannar stared at her for a long moment, refusing to take his eyes off her. Finally, he nodded and continued eating.
Awkward silence followed. I knew Princess Mearez and Serena had something important to say but simply couldn’t. The fear and the unspoken tension between them was palpable. A glimpse of the Lycan Royal Family’s power dynamic.
“Eat your dinner, Mearez,” Lycannar said softly, and she obeyed quietly.
Neither Serena nor I spoke. I glanced at Lycannar, noticing him slowing his pace. Beads of sweat dotted his face, and he swallowed hard, hiding discomfort. Gently, he drank from his cup, then rose from his seat, kissing his sisters‘ foreheads.
“Thanks for the dinner. Good night.”
He straightened and turned to me, brushing a few strands of my hair aside before walking out. His departure left the air thick with lingering coldness and silence.
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I volunteer to clean the dishes. I am an Alpha’s daughter back at my pack, but in the battle camp, I have been taught to fend for myself and be independent.
I wash the dishes while Princess Serena takes them back to the kitchen. Princess Mearez rinses the dishes beside me, her expression downcast. I can tell she’s not paying attention.
I pause to watch her rinse one of the ceramic cups and, as she moves to place it in its rightful spot, it slips from her hand. Before it shatters on the floor, I move fast. A speed that only comes after endless training. I snatch the cup before it breaks and straighten up to hand it back to her.
For a heart–stopping moment, she stares at me before slowly taking it.
“There is more to you than meets the eye sometimes, Zephyrine,” she mutters with a small smile. I search her face in response.
“You’re bothered by something, aren’t you?” I ask, and she looks away, blinking.
“It’s nothing,” she replies quietly, resuming her task.
After a moment of silence, I speak softly.
“My mate, Nyroth, who I lived with for five years, has a sister but she has only scorned me, called me names,” I pause to turn to her. “You, Princess Mearez, are the first woman, aside from those who truly know me, who has been kind. You’ve always worried about me and made sure I’m fine.”
“That’s because you are Lycannar’s woman. Don’t think too much about it,” she responds quietly. I stop and turn to her fully.
“That’s not true,” I whisper. She nods. “I know you’re bothered by something. Maybe I can help. I can inform Lycannar on your behalf. In bed… I’ve heard men will do anything, especially when their cock is hard.”
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“Don’t say words like that. They’re not words a queen should use.”
I giggle and murmur,
“I am not a queen yet. Maybe I won’t be.” She looks at me, and I smile sadly. “If my man’s sister hides from me… then maybe I’m not wanted.”
Silence falls between us for a long time. We only stare. She lowers her gaze and shrugs as if it’s not an issue.
“Growing up as a princess under my father’s care is one thing, but living as Lycannar’s sister is another. He won’t let us get involved with any man. He said… they don’t mean well for us.”
I watch her swallow hard and continue with her task, a sad smile on her face.
“He killed the man who… who made me a woman. Had me locked in my chamber for months. The second
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man who dared look at me had his eyes plucked out. Over the years, I realized it’s better to stay alone and single. I didn’t want anyone blood in my hands, so I maintained abstinence until… until the day I ran an errand on behalf of Serena. She was supposed to deliver an invitation scroll but couldn’t because she was so busy.”
I listen attentively.
“I met him, Zephyrine, in the pack he rules. A pack so powerful, and he is so powerful with it that they sync. A… very handsome man. One that makes your heart skip. I forgot, for a moment, that I am a princess. I handed him the invitation scroll, and I swear, I lost myself when he stared into my eyes and said his thanks.”
“He is a werewolf, then?”
“Yes, he is,” she replies, glancing at me, her cheeks already reddening. “I met him again at the coronation. He arrived grand and confident. He… didn’t arrive with any woman, so I could tell he’s very much single.”
“If he didn’t arrive with a woman and he’s a ruler of a pack, that means he is an Alpha with no Luna yet.”
“No. He is not an Alpha,” she corrects. “He is a beta.”
I raise an eyebrow and nod thoughtfully
“You know the name of the pack? I am a werewolf, I could tell you if it’s a good pack or not.”
Princess Mearez swallows hard and comes closer, as if she doesn’t want anyone to overhear.
“He is the same man who stood up to the Rogue Alpha that nearly hurt the King at the coronation.”
I frown in confusion.
“Chantel?”
She pauses and stares at me.
“Chantel is not a werewolf or a beta.”
“Oh… yes, but who stood against the Rogue Alpha on that…” Coldness settles over me, and I nearly shiver. “Wait… Jurrek?!”
I exclaim in awe, slapping my palm over my mouth. Princess Mearez stares at me, surprised. Jurrek? Wait… Princess Mearez has a crush on Jurrek?
“I am trying to inform Lycannar, but I can’t. What if he… he ends the beta like he did to the men in my past?”
“Jurrek is from Ash Pack. There are many packs that can’t be penetrated. Ash Pack is one of them. Very secure. Lycannar can’t…” I begin to speak, then pause as I notice Princess Mearez staring.
“You speak like you didn’t know the man who is obsessed with you. Do you have any idea who killed that Alpha who spilled wine on you? Chantel… mere bodyguard. What do you think would stop a Whole King, Lycannar?”
My knees go weak, and I lower my gaze. She is right. Not telling Lycannar yet is the best move. What if Jurrek lost his life? I wouldn’t even find it in my heart to forgive myself.
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Princess Mearez was about to return to her task when I reach for her hand, surprising her.
“Did Jurrek look at you in any way that suggested he also…”
“No,” she cuts in softly. “He didn’t show any expression. What do you think?”
I look away and sigh. More reason to return to my pack quickly. That way, I can force proximity with Jurrek and Princess Mearez, determining where their relationship will go.
“I think we should wait. I have a feeling you will laugh at last,” I mutter under my breath. She stares at me in wonder, without words.
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I stood in the corridor, the sickness gnawing at me, and set my jaw against it, letting the cold night breeze swirl around me.
Mearez had wanted to speak in that moment, but she stayed silent. She knew what would follow if she had.
I stared ahead into the blank night, and just like that, memories of how my two sisters had suffered at the hands of our father came rushing back, making me swallow hard.
If only I had acted sooner…. if only I had killed him swiftly… he wouldn’t have made them endure so much.
I was lost in thought when movement caught my eyes below. It was him again–my father, walking among the people beneath the night sky.
He paused, slowly lifting his gaze toward me, a wicked grin masking his face.
“Alone and rotting. That’s it. That’s all you will ever be.” His voice came softly, and my heart sank into a depth of sadness but then I heard the soft click of my door closing.
Footsteps approached, and a gentle hand rested on my back. Just like that, the sight of my father and his voice vanished from my mind.
“Lycannar?” Her soothing v
pulled me back to reality.
Quietly, I turned toward her, my heart pounding at the sight of her, so beautiful in my home, in my clothes, in my obsession.
I leaned over and pressed my lips to hers. She responded without restraint. The cold breeze swirled around us as she slowly turned, pulling away to gaze out from the balcony, a small smile playing on her lips.
“Your kingdom is enormous,” she said, giggling softly.
I stepped closer, standing behind her, my hand resting on the carved stone corridor. She leanetl back against my chest, her smile lifting toward me.
I kissed her lips again as she turned her head, then watched her scan the horizon, eyes drinking in every detail.
“That’s the cloth shop where I saw you from the other day,” she pointed ahead, and I leaned in to kiss her hair.
“How did you know I was there?”
“You summoned me.” I murmured.
She stiffened.
“I didn’t.”
“You did. My beasts respond to desire. You wanted to see me, and they sensed it.”
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Slowly, she turned in my arms, meeting my gaze for a long moment before pressing her lips lightly to mine.
“Lycan… Princess Serena and Mearez didn’t have a lover,” she said softly. I waited. “Don’t you think it’s time?”
I studied her eyes for a long moment, then looked away, jaw set.
“No man will love them for who they are.”
“But I do. I love you for who you are, Lycan.”
I paused, the words sinking into me. Slowly, I turned back to her. Her cheeks flushed, and she realized the weight of her confession. She lowered her gaze and stepped out of my arms, her heartbeat audible as she walk into the chamber.
I stood in the corridor, stunned, my mind replaying the word. Love. She loves me?
I finally stepped into my bedchamber. She lay on the bed, facing the wall. I swallowed hard, preparing for bed before climbing in beside her.
“Zephyrine?” I murmured, my palm brushing her waist. No response. “Zephyrine?”
Gently, I traced my hand along her thigh, lifting the cloth she wore to slide my palm up her body to her breast. Softly, she moaned as my palm brushed between her thighs. She finally turned toward me, eyes dark with lust.
“Say that again,” I whispered. “Please.”
She stared at me, then lowered her gaze, cupping my face in her hands as a soft sigh escaped her lips.
“Lycan?”
“Hmm?”
“Do you want me to be on birth control?” She asked, and I raised an eyebrow, heart racing.
“Why… why would you even think of that?”
She swallowed, lowering her gaze.
“I can’t have a pup out of wedlock… and… you are not my mate.”
“You want a bond? A union?”
She met my eyes, a smile curling her lips.
“I love it here,” she said softly instead. “Can I stay for tonight?”
I stared at her, heart swelling, eyes falling on her lips.
“Can’t you stay forever?”
“Lycan…”
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“I want pups with you. As many as your body can give. I won’t run from responsibilities. I won’t let any be born out of wedlock.” ᴜᴘᴅᴀᴛᴇ ꜰʀᴏᴍ find⁂novel.net
She stared at me briefly, muttering,
“I hate you.”
I watched her, heart clenching.
“I hate you for coming to me just now. I won’t forgive you for not finding me sooner. I won’t forgive you.”
I threw caution aside, pressing myself onto her, hugging her tightly, terrified she’d vanish, afraid this was all an illusion.
I kissed her deeply, and she began to undress me.
With candles burning in each corner, she turned to straddle me, and we gave ourselves fully to one another. Intense and hard, every ounce of desire exchanged until only unquenchable lust remained.