Ch. 501..505: The Werewolf's Vampire Mate Chapter 501-505
Chapter 501: The aftermath
Darrien
He has been in my arms for almost an hour and the way he is clutching on to me just makes this all the more intense. I can sense the fear in his voice. He is frightened and I can’t help but look around the room and the damage that occurred.
It is obvious that Jabi is the one that did all this but I can’t even picture him being this violent. I can’t imagine him breaking someone apart so badly and even if Lenny fucking deserved it, I don’t want this to happen again.
The bloodstains on his clothes are on mine now, I don’t care about that. Just having him here and alive is all that matters to me.
"I am sorry,’’ he breathes out.
Slowly, I pull away to look at him and his eyes are teary with all the blood all over his face.
"You didn’t do anything, there is no reason why you have to apologize.’’
He closes his eyes for a second but they are back open immediately "I am the one that did this. I killed him."
He slowly turns to Lenny’s body--or what is left of it. His torso is still whole but the rest of him is just pieces.
"I killed Lenny.’’
I nod because I already know this and I am so fucking proud of him. "You did what you had to do, this is not your fault, you didn’t have a choice.’’ I remind him. Lenny deserved everything that happened to him. He took Jabi, against his will and fucking tortured him.
He didn’t deserve to live. He is greedy and a heartless bastard. He took so much from Jabi.
I glance over at the door and then back at Jabi.
"Can you walk?’’ I ask. "I need to get us home," I add because being here is making him even feel worse.
"We need to clean this up, we can’t leave him like this."
I nod "I will come back for this. I will clean this up. You don’t have to worry about anything again.’’
I try to assure him but his mind seems so far away. He is looking at the scene of Lenny’s death. I don’t want him to regret this, I don’t want him to take the blame for this but I also know that this is not the time to dwell on this. He is still shaken up about the whole thing and I need to give him some time.
I lift him in my arms and he closes his eyes as I carry him out of the room. There is no need for words. I just need to get him away from here, I need to clean him up. I need him to forget about this completely.
He is staring in the distance and he seems to be concentrating on something. I grab a blanket from the bed and wrap it around him. I walk out of the room with him and the girl that showed me the room is still standing by the door. The expression on her face is blank and it seems like she is staring into space. I don’t know what her deal is--I mean, she hasn’t even attempted to attack me. That could only mean one thing, she doesn’t know what is going on.
"Help me,’’ she finally speaks up but my whole focus is getting Jabi out of here.
I only have to worry about him.
I walk down the stairs with her trailing behind, I feel her grasp as she reaches for me. Her eyes bore into mine as I hold onto Jabi tighter. I look at him and his eyes are closed. He has passed out, probably overwhelmed by everything that has happened. I look up at the stairs and the girl follows my gaze. She looks like she wants to say something but she is still staring at Jabi.
I sigh "I don’t know where I am. I don’t know what is happening,’’ she manages finally.
I know what this is, it seems like she was compelled by Lenny. That is the only explanation for this.
"I will be back, wait in your room and we can talk.’’
She looks at me with desperate eyes. It seems like she doesn’t want me to go but I have to. Jabi is my only priority and this might be selfish of me but he is all that matters and I will not act like that is not the case.
"Please don’t leave me here, I am scared."
"I will be back. Just wait for me.’’ I try again and this time, she moves her hand from my arm.
I watch her as she takes a step back. I hurry out of the house with Jabi still in my arms and the captain of the boat jumps off it when he notices me. "Do you need help sir?’’ he asks worriedly and I can tell he is confused with the situation.
"No.’ I tell him immediately as I climb into the boat with Jabi. I walk down the tiny steps until I get into the small room, I place him down on the bed and I pull the blanket from him. I am so worried about him. I don’t know how much this has affected him. I don’t want him to become bloodthirsty over this. I want him to be able to contain it. I want him to be okay.
I watch him as his chest rises and falls. All the reminders of today are still on him. I watch him and I don’t know what to do. I hear the boat move and slowly, his eyes open. A look of confusion sprawls on his face as he jumps up the bed. He looks around in confusion "Where are we?’’ he starts to panic.
I bring him to me and I stroke his cheek. "It’s okay, everything will be okay,’’ I assure him.
I hold him tight and he falls back into sleep. I hold him in my arms as the boat moves across the water.
Chapter 502: You are Jabi
Jabi
"Please,’’ Lenny begs as I bite into him.
there is blood everywhere. So much blood but I want more. I want to completely devour him. I want to rip him to shreds.
There is pain in his eyes and all I derive is pleasure. Joy from his misery.
I love the pain he feels.
I want him gone.
I want him to be nothing but a memory.
I want him to be dead.
I open my eyes and I am in a room on a large bed. My hands stretch out for him and the fear hits me immediately when I notice I am alone in the room--alone on the bed. My heart starts to pound as I try to remember what happened. Everything comes swarming like a
cloud of black smoke in my head.
I killed Lenny--not only did I kill him but I destroyed his whole being. I fed on him, watched him as he begged desperately.
I don’t know how I feel about it all but there is an ache in my chest. I don’t know how Darrien feels about what I did. He is not here, he left me alone, and maybe he is disappointed in me. Maybe he now sees me as the monster that I have become. I sit up on the bed and I am only wearing boxers. I look at my hands, all the traces of blood from yesterday--I don’t even know if it was yesterday. I have lost sense of time. I don’t even remember coming here. I don’t even remember getting cleaned up.
My hands tremble as I try to stand up from the bed. My knees are weak and I am caught between being afraid and being sick. My stomach aches and my head spins. I grab the edge of the bed to steady myself. It feels like I am going to puke, maybe that is what I need to do. Maybe I need to get it all out of my system.
I feel it coming out of me and in an instant, I run into the door that leads to the bathroom. The room is big, so it takes me a couple of seconds to get there. I fall to my knees and immediately my stomach is rushing up and filling my mouth with bile. I try to scream but not a sound comes out. I fall over and land on the tile floor. I struggle to breathe as I hear the door to the room open.
I know it is Darrien immediately, I feel his worry, his fear. I feel all of him like I used to before Lenny took me. I feel the connection, the bond, I feel all the things I had gotten used to. I try to lift my head from the floor as I feel a hand on my back. I open my eyes and Darrien is there.
"Jabi?’’ he whispers.
"I’m ok,’’ I say as I push myself up. Darrien helps me to my feet and I gasp for air.
"Are you ok?’’ he asks me again.
"Yeah, I am fine,’’ I say as I wipe the tears from my face. I didn’t even know I was crying. I don’t even know what is happening with me and Dar can see it. He knows me better than anyone and I can tell he is worried about me.
I am worried about myself.
"Come on,’’ he grabs me by my arm and I don’t fight him as he helps me to the sink. I don’t protest as he turns on the faucet and splashes some water in my face. He continues this in silence for a couple of seconds. His hands are cool as they touch my face.
He opens the cabinet to take out a towel.
"You can sit down on the toilet if you want,’’ he says softly.
"No, I am fine,’’ I tell him. I feel strange after everything that has happened.
"You can’t continue thinking about it like it was a bad thing,’’ he interrupts my thought, almost like he read my mind.
"I killed him, Dar.’’
He nods "He deserved it. I was going to kill him too. You just beat me to it.’’
I shake my head "It’s not just that I killed him, it was the way I killed him. I lost control and I am scared that it could happen again.’’ He studies my eyes for a moment.
"Do you feel like you are losing control right now?’’
I close my eyes even though I know that he is watching me and waiting for an answer. For now, I just have the lingering fear of everything that happened. I feel the same way I used to feel in the apartment, in the community. The fact that it could be so easy to put that day behind me, scares the hell out of me.
"No. I’m not losing control.’’ I tell him honestly. I feel that the last few days have been the first time I have faced being myself. Being Jabi.
I need to know if Darrien sees me the same way.
I close my eyes and I can feel his lips on my cheek. Soft and reassuring. I open my eyes.
"You are Jabi,’’ he whispers. "You have always been Jabi.’’
I nod and his fingers trace my jaw.
"You aren’t gonna lose control again.’’
I shake my head I can’t even find the words to tell him that I don’t want to.
He leans in to kiss me.
I close my eyes and I am lost in his kiss.
It feels so familiar. It feels like I haven’t kissed him in years. Like I am getting all I have ever wanted. A reminder of our love. His tongue dances inside my mouth as he kisses me.
My hands reach up and I touch his face. He lets me explore, he lets me taste every part of him and I never want it to end. I kiss him, I feel his hands slip down my back and he holds me close.
I close my eyes as I feel his lips on my neck. He doesn’t stop as he snakes his way down. He pulls my boxers off and I help him at the same time kissing him.
He cups my butt softly and lifts me up, slowly, I wrap my legs around his waist as he places me on the edge of the sink.
He stares at my face for a moment before he kisses me again. My heart beats against his chest as I claw at him, wanting every bit of this intimacy. Wanting to feel him inside me.
A day, two days, feel like an eternity and he feels the same way.
He puts his hands on my hips and he kisses my neck. He lets his legs fall and places his hands on my thighs. He kisses my stomach and I hear him sigh.
"I want to make love to you,’’
I close my eyes and I can feel his smile against my skin.
"I want to devour you’’
"Please’’
"I will take you to a place where no one can find us.’’
"Please’’ He begins to kiss his way to my lips. He stops, he looks at me gently "I love you Jabi. I will never let anyone make you feel this way again."
It is a promise, one that I completely trust in.
Because he is the one.
Chapter 503: Clean up
Darrien
I take him to the hotel room. He is still asleep; he has been coming in and out of sleep for the last hour. This must have taken a toll on him and I completely understand. I get him into the room and he doesn’t even budge. Jabi has never really been a deep sleeper. Somehow, he has always been wary of his surroundings. His past didn’t help. He always had to watch out for himself, so seeing him sleep so peacefully after so long makes me feel a little bit relieved but at the same time, because of the circumstances, I feel a pang of worry.
I take off his clothes, clean him up, cover him up, and then I sit on the bed right next to him.
I hold him for a while. I don’t know why but I know this is the place. I know this is where Jabi should be and as I lie there, I feel his energy and his life beating through my body. I feel the spirit of him flow through my skin and enter my soul.
I am not sure how long I stay there. Time seems to just evaporate.
I can’t stop looking at him and thinking about everything he has done. I can’t help but be proud of him. He was alone and he fought to come back to me. He fought to make his way back to us.
He was a true soldier. I know he doesn’t see things the same way I do. I would kill anyone that tries to come in between us. With no fucking hesitation but he doesn’t want to hurt anyone. He wants to live a peaceful life and I will make that possible for him. I will give him his heart’s desire.
I reach for him again and he doesn’t budge. His chest rises and falls softly as he sleeps. I rest my hand on his forehead, slowly brushing the strands of hair on his face. I stay there, watching him in complete awe and love.
I watch him for another thirty minutes before I leave the hotel and drive back to the dock. The captain is waiting for me as I climb back to the boat.
We go back to the private island and I walk into the house again. This time, the girl is seated on the floor in front of the steps. She looks up immediately and I see that she has been crying.
"You came back,’’ see mutters quietly.
I take a step closer towards her as she stands up "I don’t know what is happening, I don’t know where I am."
"Do you know Lenny?’’
She shakes her head.
"What is the last thing you remember?’’ I ask her.
She
gets quiet and starts to cry.
She is young, doesn’t look a day over sixteen. She doesn’t have to say anything. I know what this is.
"I was at a party, with my friends, I met this guy.
He was so charming, so nice. We were having a good time, laughing and drinking, he took me to his place." she wipes her face with her sleeve and I watch her attentively.
Lenny took her.
Probably compelled her. I look at her neck and I see all the marks. He was feeding off her.
He used her just the same way he used Jabi. She was probably his last victim before Jabi. "Can you help me?’’
I nod and reach for her gently "Wait downstairs, I will take you back home. I just need to sort some things out here.’’ I tell her.
A faint smile sprawls on her face as she nods. She seems relieved. She sits on the stairs and watches me as I go up the stairs and into the room. The stench is the first thing that hits me. In the span of a couple of hours, it seems like days.
I look around for his body and all the pieces are in the places they were.
This is a mess that I will have to clean up.
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The sky is dark when I am finally done and I look around the room and see no sign of blood, no sign of anything that happened in this room. There are four bags in total with his body parts. I want to bury him but I don’t want to bury him in the same places.
It is a good thing that Jabi killed him the way he did. I would have had to chop him off into a million pieces.
Maybe that was the mistake I made when I killed him. I gave him the opportunity to resurrect.
I leave the bags in the room and go down the stairs. She is still there; I don’t even know her name. I walk over to her "Come on,’’ I tell her as I lead her out of the house and to the boat.
For now, I just want to keep her in a room, have her freshen up, and then once Jabi comes out of it, we will decide what we are going to do with her.
I know I have to help get her home. She probably has a family, people looking for her. That bastard just took a young girl and completely took advantage of her with his abilities.
"I am going to take you with me, away from this island and then we can find out who you are,’’ I tell her.
She smiles again and this time, I see the glint in her eyes. She has the same spark in her eye that Jabi has. The innocence he had when I first saw him.
The boat leaves and we head back to the mainland.
It is almost sunset when we get there. I get a room for her and tell her to stay inside as I go back to the one that Jabi is asleep in. Once I enter the room, I hear him in the bathroom.
Instantly, I know something is wrong.
Chapter 504: Making love
Darrien
I hold him in my arms and he squeezes tightly. The moon shines into the room as
We lay on the bed together. It glistens in his eyes and I can see that glow that I live for. He is quiet but I am sure that he is in a good place right now. When I came into the room, he wasn’t in a good place. He was scared and feeling all the guilt--somehow, it rushed into him with no warning.
It is not easy to take another person’s life, even though that person deserved it. I know how he is feeling. I have done my fair share of killing. The first time I killed a man, I thought about it for so long. It made me feel less than, made me feel less than human.
Jabi is innocent and he will always be that innocent boy that I fell in love with. Nothing and no one is going to take that away from him.
Not even fucking Lenny.
"You’re staring at me again,’’ he blushes as he nuzzles closer to me.
I snap out of my thoughts because I didn’t even realize that I was staring at him. I smile at him with my heart full of love.
"You are beautiful,’’ I tell him slowly leaning closer and pressing my lips to his. He closes his eyes and they remain closed even after I pull back from the kiss.
I slide my hand behind his nape and I tilt his head up, forcing his eyes to open and stare into mine.
"They can’t take you away from me anymore,’’ I whisper as my lips are pressed against his again and this time I force myself to consume him totally.
He only pulls me closer and kisses me harder, forcing his tongue deep into my mouth. It’s not enough. I need to feel him completely.
I slide my hand under his shirt and lift it up, running my hands over his smooth skin. He pouts as I gently succeed in taking his shirt off. I pull him on top of me, with his lips still dancing around mine and he adjusts until he is sitting perfectly on top of me. I can feel him hard against me, his body heat sending waves down to me. This is the kind of sweet torture I like. The kind that makes me excited. He is hot to my cold, he is fire to my ice.
Opposite but perfect for me.
I slide my hands up to his chest as he slowly grinds into me.
He looks down at me and his eyes glisten with desire. He licks his lips and my insides get hot just looking at him. He kisses me again and I can feel my body warm up as he starts to move faster. I moan as his tongue breaks the seal. I love the feeling of being inside him. I love it when he kisses me and dominates me.
I feel him warming up and it excites me. I like it when Jabi takes control. I like it when he teases me and that is what he is doing right now. Teasing me with his kiss and his sweet tongue. He pushes his tongue to my earlobes and I moan. I moan as he licks around my ear, I moan as he moves higher and higher up my neck.
He is the most delicious person I have ever met. I search for his sensitive spot with my free hand and finding it is easy. He is one with me, I know every part of his body like the back of my hand. I know the dimple on his thigh. The birthmark that looks like a heart on his butt. I know how he feels, I know the sound of his moans. I know how he feels inside. I press my dick into him and he grunts out as the tip presses into him.
He moans and I feel his body tighten. I am unsure what comes over him but his moans are getting higher and higher. He is panting now and it is making me so hot. I want to explode. I slip the tip of my dick into him and I am in him. I feel his body move as he adjusts to me.
He pulls back from me and he is panting. I look at him and he is smiling, a huge grin on his face and I grin back, staring right into his eyes.
I want more from him...I want him to take control of my body, to take control of my senses. I want him to make me his. I want him to own my body and soul. He is the only person I have ever met that I can trust completely.
"I love you Darrien,’’ he whispers as he kisses me gently.
"I love you too, Jabi,’’ I breathe out heavily as he moves on top of me, his body is electric and with each thrust, my body gets more and more excited.
He is savouring every moment of this. I am doing the same. My body is in ecstasy, I never want this feeling to end. The feeling of his body against mine, the feeling of my body inside his body. The feeling of being completely one with someone. The feeling of being alive.
"Ohhh,’’ I moan out softly as my body shudders "Ohhh...Jabi...’’
I thrust my hips into him, my body begging for more. I want more. I want more than I have ever wanted.
"Darrien...’’ he mumbles as he slowly moves up and down on me. It feels so good. I am groaning, crying out his name as my body shudders. He is moaning, moaning with me. When this feeling of ecstasy finally takes my body and it keeps going. A wave of calmness enters my body and it makes me relax, it makes me lose myself in him. I lose myself in him and that feels like the most beautiful thing.
"Ohhh,’’ he groans as he reaches his climax. He thrusts harder into me and I feel his body tighten up. We both look up at the same time and we lock eyes.
Our bodies shake out together, our moans echo throughout the room. Then he collapses on top of me.
I take a deep breath because I am in heaven and nothing can bring me down.
Chapter 505: Anxiety
Jabi
I feel so happy.
Just a couple of hours ago, I had so much self-doubt and now I am ecstatic. I am lost in a world that Darrien created. A world where I don’t have to think about all the things that happened. A world where Lenny doesn’t even exist.
I don’t even know how the switch came about but there is only joy in my heart. Everything else is inconsequential.
He is the only one that matters, the only one that I think about.
"You are smiling,’’ he points out and I open my eyes to see him staring at me--as he usually does.
Darrien also has a dreamy expression plastered on his face.
I literally just had the best sex of my life--I know I say all sex with Darrien is the best sex of my life but this time is different. There was something about tonight that made it different.
A lot has happened and I needed him more than I have ever needed him. I needed the assurance that the love he has for me would never fade and he gave it to me.
He showed me
that he loves me in ways I never thought possible.
Like I said. I am stuck in a world where all that matters is the love he has for me.
I wanted to give him everything and in return, I receive the most beautiful gift.
Tonight, he showed me that he will give everything to me.
He made love to me all night and followed me in my dreams afterward.
I didn’t know it was possible to feel so good about yourself. I didn’t know it was possible to love yourself as I do at this point.
I was filled with a joy that I didn’t know
I could feel.
I don’t know what I did to deserve him. But I am so grateful for what he has given me.
"I am happy,’’
I say with a smile, "I feel like I have been given a second chance at life.
I had doubts but they are gone now.
I am happy now.’’
"I love you so much Jabi’’ Darrien says the smile on his face never leaving. He pulls me closer to him even though the sun is threatening us to wake up and get off the bed. I rest my head on his chest
and wrap my arms around him.
"I love you too,’’ I say and give a smile--the real smile. "I love you so much Darrien,’’
He pulls me closer to him and kisses me just like he did last night.
It is the most romantic thing he has ever done for me.
All of my anxieties are gone now. "You need food, I need to feed you,’’ he jumps off the bed suddenly and I know he has given in to the pressure of a new day. I wish we could stay in bed all day; I wish we didn’t have to think about reality. I want to be in this bubble for a little while longer but I know Darrien probably wants to get us back home.
He is naked but that doesn’t stop him. My eyes drift to my favorite part of him and he chuckles as he follows my stare.
I watch him as he rests his hands on the bed "So what is our craving for today?’’ he asks me playfully.
I sit up on the bed and my eyes never leave his "I don’t know, you?’’ I suggest with a smirk. I am messing with him and he seems to like it. I lie back down and rest my head on the pillow.
I can’t stop looking at him and I know he is staring at me as we speak.
"Come on baby, get up. Don’t be lazy,’’ he grabs my hand and pulls me up again. "You are hungry but you are choosing to be a baby.’’
I smile "Food.’’
He rolls his eyes "What food. There are so many things to choose from. I don’t know what you need." He pouts and I smile even wider.
"Food, food.’’
"Like real food?’’ he asks me with a serious face.
I nod. "Yes, like normal food.’’
He laughs at me and his eyes twinkle, "You haven’t had blood in a day. I took some from Lenny’s fridge if you want."
I shake my head "I don’t want blood."
"Why not?’’ he furrows his brows in question.
I shrug "No reason.’’
I can tell he is not going to let it go. He stares at me for a few minutes before he sits up.
"Do you actually not have the craving for it or you just don’t want it.’’
I shrug again "I don’t know. I just don’t think I need it.’’
"What?’’ he laughs. "You know you actually need it to survive.’’
I shrug "I will be fine without it. I don’t want to have those bloodthirst moments anymore."
"Why?’’ he is staring at me so intently.
He is going to make a big deal out of this.
"Jabi, we talked about this. You promised not to think about it anymore.’’
"I am not,’’ I tell him.
He scoffs "Then drink blood, show me that you still don’t feel bad about everything thing that went down."
"So, if I don’t drink right now, you wouldn’t believe me?"
"Yes.’’
I chuckle because he is worrying over nothing.
"Fine.’’
He jolts off the bed and walks over to the fridge, still naked. I watch him as he brings out a flask. It looks so familiar, that I feel this pang in my chest. I don’t want to drink it. I don’t want to disappoint him.
I can’t get it out of my head that from now on, I will have to end up remembering everything that happened with Lenny. I will remember killing him.
I don’t want that.
I let go of the flask as he continues to stare at me. I know he wants me to tell him how I am feeling but I don’t even know.
I don’t want to drink the blood.
I don’t want this part of me that exists anymore.
"I can’t.’’