Ch. 631..635: The Werewolf's Vampire Mate Chapter 631-635
Chapter 631: A different kind of sex
Jabi
I walk into the room and Hudson’s voice is audible through the walls. I stop in front of the door even though I can see Darrien and he places his index finger on his lips.
"Don’t let them hear you,’’ he smiles evilly.
I knew he was up to no good but I don’t know what he wants to do and why he chose this place.
"come in,’’ he whispers to me. the room is empty except for a table in front of the window. The projector and a computer are on it. there is nothing else in this room. No other furniture. "Lock the door,’’ he winks, waiting for me by the table.
"I thought we were going back to the community?’’ I ask him as I walk further into the room, locking the door as he requested.
He shrugs and turns away from me. I stop when I am next to him and his scent fills my nostrils. When last did we have sex?
Why am I thinking about sex?
I look into the window and sure enough, I can see my friends from here. Hudson is still talking. He seems to really be enjoying this teaching session a little too much.
"You are missing class,’’ Dar points out.
I roll my eyes.
"All thanks to you."
He chuckles "Well I missed you," he answers and, in a flash, he rushes to me and picks me up. his hands rest on my waist as he pushes my legs around his. "Have you ever wondered if anyone fucked in here?" his eyes are dark as he asks me.
My heart thuds against my chest. I feel goosebumps as they crawl on my skin. Oh, I knew Darrien was up to no good.
"My friends are just down there, what if they hear us?’’ I ask him as he places me on the table gently.
He is trying to be quiet but I don’t know if I can be quiet. I am not a noisy person when we have sex but I am also not quiet. I will make noise; I will moan loudly and they might hear us.
"Oh, this should teach you a thing or two about self-control," he whispers into my ear. His voice is sultry and hot. The heat travels down my ears all the way to my pants. he bites my earlobe and his mouth linger just on that spot that drives me mad.
"Oh, no, no...Dar, not a good idea if you want me to be quiet,’’ I beg him because my knees are already weak. The butterflies are already doing their dance.
Shit.
"Shhhh..." he doesn’t respond to my pleas as he continues to suckle on my ear. I grab the hems of his shirt, covering my mouth in the crook of his neck. "Can you hear them? the lesson is ongoing,’’ he teases as he moves from my ear to my neck. His tongue is cold and very delicious.
"More,’’ I beg him as he puts his hand inside my shirt.
I reach for his shirt and it goes off immediately. I open my eyes and ogle at him shirtless. This man is all mine. it has been years but I still can’t believe he is mine. This beautiful man is mine?
How is that possible. He takes off my shirt as I stare at him and then his lips are on mine in a frenzy. I open my mouth to get more of him and he smiles into the kiss, grinding into me slowly.
I can still hear the muffled sounds of my friends but I don’t even care. I don’t care that they could eventually hear us if I am too loud. The only thought that runs through my mind is Darrien inside me.
I want him to fuck me right here right now.
We keep kissing as he helps me out of the rest of my clothes. I am naked, in this room, at school. This is the first time he has been this daring and I like it so much. once he gets my clothes off, he carries me off the table and turns me around.
"Do not make a sound,’’ he warns me as he presses his dick to my entrance. The warmth fills me up before he even enters.
I know the pleasure that is about to hit me as I glance through the window at my friends. Gages his head is visible from where I am. Hudson is writing something on the board.
I can’t see what it is.
I am in a euphoric bliss as he enters me slowly, with just his tip. My body adjusts to him but a moan comes out of my lips "Fuck,’’ I exclaim but Darrien is quick as he covers my mouth.
I close my eyes because I don’t even care. I could be in front of the classroom right now and I will not cower.
"Just keep going,’’ I tell him as he stops to make sure I won’t scream again. I turn my head slowly so that I can watch him and there is a smile on his face, that look of pure lust mixed with joy. I feel him move slightly at first as he watches me carefully.
He fills me up completely "Oh, yeah baby,’’ I moan out. completely ignoring the fact that I have to be quiet.
"You are going to get us caught,’’ he whispers, his voice shaking.
I smile "Just don’t stop,’’ I warn him, pushing my butt backward to feel more of him. he is deep inside me now, my legs are shaking as he quickens his pace, now moving faster. I clutch unto him as he pushes into me, the faster he goes, the more I try to hold my screams. This is the hardest thing I have ever had to do and I am not even talking about his dick.
I don’t like that I can’t appreciate him as much as he deserves right now. I want to scream.
I want him to hear my screams but at the same time, I like it also. I like the mystery; I like the excitement. The fear of being caught.
"Do not cum yet,’’ he whispers into my ears.
I fall to the table because I don’t even know how much longer I can last "Just hold it until I tell you to let go,’’ he adds.
My legs are numb, my eyes sight is foggy. I have never held my cum. He reaches for my dick and I start to shake—like literally. His hands start to stroke my dick "Not yet,’’ he tells me.
He is fucking teasing me.
"I can’t hold on any longer,’’ I tell him "Please let me,’’ I beg. My wolf is in control and it seems like he is the only reason why I haven’t burst all over the table. Darrien is my Alpha, so it only makes sense that my wolf would listen to him.
"Just a little while longer,’’ he pushes into me, hitting that spot.
"I can’t, I am about to die,’’ I beg him.
"Almost there," he urges me.
This is the longest we have ever gone. This is intense. I don’t know what he is trying to achieve but it feels like my heart is about to burst out of my chest. "Now,’’ he tells me, pushing into me even harder than before. My dick pulsates and I spill all over the table. I feel him inside me as I fall to the table with a loud thud.
The sound is so loud that we both standstill as I notice Gage turning around. He looks up for like a second before turning back to the whiteboard.
I look at him and his eyes are closed.
What the fuck was that?
Chapter 632: The conversation
Darrien
So, that happened.
I don’t even know what that was.
It just happened and I liked it so much. Jabi didn’t seem to mind wither but now, he is really quiet. I don’t know if I overstepped. I need to make sure.
I help him off the table and his eyes never leave mine. I clean him up with my inner shirt. I clean the surroundings because we made a mess. He is very quiet but that is not unusual. Jabi is usually quiet after sex. So I might just be thinking too much about what happened and be in my head.
"Are you hungry?’’ I ask him, leaning closer to him and brushing a strand of his hair out of his face. He grabs my hand and for a second, we stare at each other in the darkroom. His eyes suck me in like they usually do.
His whole orbit completely surrounds me.
"There should be food at the party,’’ he reminds me with a smile.
I lean even closer until my lips press to his for a soft kiss. He welcomes me wholeheartedly as we embrace. The sounds of his friends still echo through the window but I completely zone them out. At first, it was fun, doing what we did with them just in the background, oblivious to the magic we were making.
"Come on,’’ I help him into his clothes and he does the same for me. Once we are both dressed. I grab my dirty shirt and we walk out of the room. We get to the parking lot and he hands me the keys. Jabi is not a fan of driving and it took a lot for me to teach him how to. He hates it so much but he has grown so much that whenever he feels responsible for something, he follows through on it.
That is the man I love.
He is so much stronger than he was when I met him. He can stand on his own now. He doesn’t need me anymore. He just loves me.
"That was crazy,’’ he speaks up finally as I drive out of the parking lot and to the main road. I turn to him slightly and nod in agreement.
"But it was fun,’’ he adds with a goofy smile on his face. His cheeks are red. He totally enjoyed it and suddenly, I don’t have anything to worry about.
"Yeah, it was,’’
He grabs my free hand in his and squeezes it tightly. His warmth soothes me completely "What if we made a baby today? It felt different."
I stiffen at his words because I don’t want him putting those thoughts in my head. I don’t want to get excited about this when I know that there is just a fifty percent chance that it could happen. It has been a year, I mean a year since Alby mentioned that it would happen to us. He didn’t give us a timeline. He didn’t even give us any more information but then a screening was done to Jabi. He was tested by the healers and it was confirmed.
A year ago.
I didn’t want to think too much about it because deep down, I know that Jabi is really not ready. He said he was indifferent about it. It didn’t matter to him, as long as he had me. If it was meant to be, it would happen and I just completely let it go when nothing happened.
He never really even talked about it. I mean, what is there to talk about? According to Alby, when it happened, we would know. At some point, I started to think that it was because he was not ready, that is why it hadn’t happened but then, now he says something like this.
This is the first time he has brought it up in a year.
The first time he is actually acknowledging it.
"We have amazing sex all the time, there wasn’t anything different about this time.’’
"I know, I am just saying it felt a lot more intense, maybe it was the same to you but it was different this time for me,’’ he shrugs.
"Do you even want a baby?’’ I ask him because now that he has brought it up. I can’t stop fucking thinking about it.
I want a baby with him.
I want a baby with him so badly.
"What does that mean?’’ he furrows his brows in confusion. Almost like he can’t imagine I would ask him that.
"Yeah, would you be happy if you were pregnant? Is that something you have thought about?’’
"I don’t know. Yes, I think so."
I raise a brow.
We are finally talking about it.
"You think so?’’
He nods "I love you, I want to experience everything with you. I want us to be a real family."
"We are a real family now."
He nods "I know, I just meant...shit, I am messing things up right now aren’t I?’’ he looks at me. He wants me to finish his words for him but I need him to tell me what he wants. I don’t want to help him make a decision.
"You have to tell me what you want. This is not about me. This is not about what I want. If you were pregnant right now, how would you feel?’’
He is hesitant and I watch him as he parts his lips to say something but it closes just as fast as it opens. I wait for him, trying to focus on the road. This is a serious conversation, one that is a year too late but I am glad that we are having it. Jabi might have grown a lot over the years but he is still eighteen in human years.
He might not be ready.
"I want that.’’
My eyes shoot up to his face at his words and for the first time, he is sincere about this topic. He wants this but he is scared. He is scared and I can sense that.
Chapter 633: Acceptance
Jabi
Those words came out of my mouth and the certainty kicks in.
I am ready for this.
"You have school.’’ He reminds me.
I nod "I will juggle both."
The determination in my eyes and the sound of my voice must be evident to him right now. I don’t even know what has come over me right now. I didn’t even want to talk about this big elephant in the room for a long time. I have been silently praying that I wouldn’t end up pregnant because just like he said, I wasn’t ready for it.
Until now, I am still scared.
"It’s a lot. It affected Lanis in ways that you can’t imagine."
He is trying to let me know of the cons of this but I have already thought about them. For a whole year, I thought about how this would affect me. How it will mess with my bod, my mind, how it will mess with my school and life but right now, all I can imagine is a mini Darrien.
A boy or a girl.
I don’t mind either. He presses his leg on the accelerator and I watch him. He is thinking about this again. I knew when he stopped thinking about the chances. It is so easy for me to read him. I know how him like I know myself and I know that just like me right now, this is something that he wants.
He just won’t say it out loud because he doesn’t want to push me.
He is only thinking about me.
"I want this baby. I am ready for everything that is going to come with it,’’ I squeeze his hand even tighter. He is trying to keep his eyes on the road but I see him, watching me. He doesn’t know what to say.
"Okay, okay.’ he repeats, a slow smile forming on his face.
There is no certainty that I will even get pregnant. Yeah, I wasn’t ready before but we were not taking any precautions. He wasn’t using a condom to avoid it. We didn’t just talk about it and it didn’t happen. I don’t know what that means but now that I am ready for it, it is a thought that is on my mind.
"Don’t think too much about it now, it will happen when it is meant to happen,’’ he interrupts my thoughts, reading my mind.
I smile at him as the car stops in front of the gate that leads to the community. We both get down from the car and I hear the music from the party. The miracle babies. The next leaders of the pack. Beau and Lanis have treated them like I would have expected. The love they have for those kids is unbelievable.
"There is a good thing about us knowing what we want now,’’ Darrien walks over to me and pulls me closer to him. My back hits the door of the car as he leans even closer.
"What is that?’’ I smile, playing along.
The excitement on his face makes me happy. I like that I am the only one that can make him this way. I have always been the only one that he shows this side too.
"We can have all the sex we want,’’ he whispers into my ear. I am so focused on him that I don’t hear the footsteps of someone.
"Get a room,’’ I turn away from Dar as Rex walks over to us with a couple of bags in his hands.
"We will, in fact, why don’t we just skip the party and go start,’’ Dar says completely ignoring the fact that Rex is next to us. His lips press into mine before I can even stop him and for a second, I get lost in him.
"You know Beau will kill you if you skip, in fact, he has been looking everywhere for you,’’ Rex interrupts us again.
This time, I rest my hand on Dar’s chest to stop him from being so horny. He rolls his eyes as he pushes his head backwards in frustration "Dude, get away from here,’’ he glares at Rex but Rex is used to Darrien’s snaps.
Everyone is used to him.
At first, I thought he wouldn’t be able to handle staying in the community. He is not used to rules, even till now, he still would do only what he wants to do but everyone seems to love him. He is the most reliable person I know and they all feel the same way about him too.
He has become such a family person that it is still weird to believe sometimes.
"Well, you were supposed to be on alcohol duty but as usual, you forgot,’’ he raises his hands up and I see the bottles inside the bags.
"Alcohol? Isn’t this a kid’s party?’’ I ask in confusion.
Darrien laughs "Oh, we don’t have kids. Beau and Alanis are the only ones that should go to bed with their babies. We are having a party,’’ Darrien smiles. I didn’t know about this plan.
"Rex, how did he put you up to this?’’ I ask him.
He shrugs "Does Darrien put anyone up to anything," he laughs walking away from us and into the house.
"Are you having a party?’’ I ask him.
He shakes his head "Just drinks, not a big deal,’’ he shrugs but I know what this means. He is going to be drunk and I know drunk Darrien, everyone loves drunk Darren—well, except me.
"Come on,’’ he tells me as he slings his arms over shoulders, pulling me closer to him. We walk into the compound and the music gets louder. I see the bouncy house and I see the kids. Beau is holding one of the twins as we walk over to him in the crowd.
"Finally, you are here,’’ he shouts through the noise.
I smile "Sorry I was late. Had classes,’’ I tell him.
He nods.
"Yeah, don’t be a stranger and have fun, it is a party after all." He smiles at me but my eyes shift to his kid in his arms.
A child.
My child.
That sounds so nice.
Chapter 634: Embrace him
Jabi
A couple of hours pass by and the children’s party turns into one for the adults. Exactly what I knew would happen.
I might have come out of my shell over the years but I am not a fan of parties. I am not a fan of drinking, and the whole scene but Darrien on the other hand, loves this kind of attention and he loves having fun.
I get that and I love him for it all.
"Come on, dance with me,’’ Darrien comes over to me and grabs my hands and pulls me off the chair. I groan loudly because I don’t want to dance right now.
Beau is still outside with us but Alanis went about a couple of hours ago. It is almost ten in the night and I am exhausted. "No, I am tired,’’ I beg him as he presses his body to mine. The music is still loud but I wish that we could just go back to the house now."
"Please, I want to dance with you,’’ he starts to move against me and I close my eyes because there is a crowd and everyone is watching us. Not like I care about that but I am tired and I just want to spend the night with him and not the whole community.
"You’re drunk,’ I tell him.
He laughs "No I am not,’’ he scoffs in denial.
A smile sprawls to my face because he is cute when he lets his guard down and that is what he is doing right now. Letting him guard down in front of everyone in the community. Darrien has adjusted so well to living in the community. When we first started living here, he suggested that we go to the apartment on weekends. A way to get me to adjust to everything but after the first couple of months. I didn’t even want to anymore. This place made him happy and when he is happy, I am happy. So, I didn’t need anything else.
He leans forward and I hear Gyles whistle as he tries to kiss me. my eyes dart to him and I see that a bunch of people are watching us. I don’t want to be the center of attention right now "Why don’t you want to kiss me?’’ he raises a brow, slurring his words as he speaks.
He gets so touchy when he is drunk and I like it. I like it so much when we are alone but you see, the people of the community always tease us when they witness this side of him.
This side of Darrien that wouldn’t even care that there are people in front of us. Once I give him the opportunity to kiss me. it is all over from there.
"Let’s go home, you can kiss me all you want when we go to the house,’’ he rests his chin on my shoulder and I hold him tighter, trying to keep him steady. his body is cold, so cold that my warmth kind of travels to him and engulfs him completely.
"Just one kiss,’’ he leans back and his eyes bore into mine.
The look is intense and so tempting. I should let go the way he has, and ignore all he people here. Not everyone in the community is comfortable with the whole same sex relationships. They have come a long way; the Alpha of the community is married to a man. I never thought in all my life that that would be a possibility but we have it and the people have accepted it but not everyone wants to see us flaunt it.
Not everyone is here and when did we care what people think?
My wolf asks me.
He wants to kiss Darrien just as much as I want to but I am the only one with a little shred of self-restraint.
I have to be strong right now.
"Come on baby, one kiss, you smell so fucking good,’’ he whispers into my ear. His hands move from my waist and I feel him cup my butt.
I hear a giggle from the corner and my eyes shift to the sound. Sure enough, Francis, one of the members of the community is watching and it must be amusing to him.
If I give Darrien the opportunity, he would strip me naked in front of all these people.
I don’t want that.
That is why I don’t like it when he drinks.
Let him do it. Who gives a fuck?
My wolf tries to encourage me as his hands slide from my butt and into my shirt. His cold hands rub against my skin and I close my eyes for a second as I get lost in his touch. Oh, the things this man does to me.
I have to resist.
Give in.
My wolf counterattacks aggressively. His tone is getting louder inside my head and it is something that I cannot fight with. I know what is about to happen before it even happens and I don’t even have the time to even think about it as his lips smash into mine in a rush to make it happen.
His hands remain around my waist but this time through his clothes. I should be stronger than this.
"Woohoo,’’ someone shouts from the crowds as he lifts me up, completely oblivious to our surroundings.
Fuck.
I should stop this.
What am I doing?
I open my eyes as he deepens the kiss, sliding his tongue deeper into my mouth. My heart is racing because this feels so good. Why does it always have to feel so good?
Even though we are in public with a whole crowd staring at us.
Because it is Darrien.
He is yours.
He is mine. I repeat the words of my wolf because this man right here is okay with loving me in front of everyone. He doesn’t care and I shouldn’t care too.
All I need to do is embrace him with as much love as he embraces me.
Chapter 635: In love with you through it all
Alanis
The music from outside is loud and even though I am sure that the twins are asleep, I am also worried that they would wake up from all the ruckus.
"Stop fidgeting and let me hold you,’’ Beau shifts closer to me and I welcome him with my arms around him.
He breathes into me in satisfaction "They won’t wake up, they are tired from today,’’ he assures me.
I sigh "Yeah but they are light sleepers. Should we just go stop this party?’’ I ask him.
"Nah, let them have their fun. It won’t last till the morning,’’ he assures me again because this is not the first time that this is happening. So, we are used to this. we are the ones that started the party celebrations. There was no one that wasn’t invited.
Christmas, thanksgiving, all holidays and we have it as a pack.
No segregation.
This is their way of being together and I don’t have a problem with it.
"When did we become those people that sleep at 10?’’ I ask him calmly. I remember Beau from high school, all those years back. I remember that he was known for partying but now he is cooped up in my arms and ready for bed.
He pulls away from me slightly and there is a smile on his face. "I like going to bed early with you next to me,’’ he leans forward again and his lips press to the crook of my neck. I close my eyes as I feel him completely engulf me and my chest constricts.
"We are old,’’ I cry.
He laughs.
"Oh, but we are the opposite of old. You haven’t aged a day since I met you, so how can you even say you are old?’’
Now he is looking at me but that smile is still on his face.
We should be out there partying with Darrien and the rest,’’ I retort.
His laugh gets louder. The room is dark, the moon is the only light that I need to see him and it is bright enough. His eyes are shining, he is so happy and the energy is transferring to me.
I like that I make him happy. I like that he is content with his life and I am too. Very content.
I just need to make sure that he doesn’t feel like he is missing out on his youth. I have lived a very long life on this earth. Beau is just starting his life out and I want him to live it.
I want him to enjoy his youth.
"Do you really want to be out there right now? you know that Darrien is probably already drunk and groping Jabi in front of everyone.’’
I laugh because that is so apt.
"Yeah, he is,’’ I close my eyes for a second, once I open them, he is watching me but there is a serious expression on his face.
"I love you and this beautiful life that we are living. I love going to bed at ten, I love waking up in the middle of the night to feed the twins. I love the drools, the tears, I even love that my kids drink blood. I love everything that you have given me."
His words are doing something to me and I can’t explain it. there is so much honesty in his voice, so much joy.
He is being sincere right now and it is probably because he can feel my insecurities clouding us.
The worry.
I am in a perfect relationship with the man I love but that doesn’t mean it is always rosy. There are days when we fight, when we argue. Days when I start to have doubts about things. Days when I panic that he would get tired of me and this life that I have pushed down his throat.
I worry about Beau from the moment he wakes up to the moment he closes his eyes in bed.
I worry about our kids.
I worry that they will hurt when they finally find their wolves. It is bound to happen and I know the first time will be painful.
I worry every day but at the end of my worrying, he is there. Oh, he is there and his reassurance completely tramples my worry.
"I love you too,’’ I manage because I don’t have any words to surpass his. he has said it all and just enough to quench my fears.
"You wanna know why I used to party all the time. you want to know why you would see me with a different girl in high school, why I was never alone?’’
It is almost like he keeps reading my mind. I know our relationship transcends beyond our physical bodies. Our minds are connected together and that is why he knows what I am thinking about.
"Why?’’
He smiles "I was desperate to find you and I knew the only way I could, was to go out. The only way I could find you were to go to parties, to be everywhere. Now that I have you, I don’t have any reasons to go out. I don’t have any more reasons to stay out late. What am I looking for outside when my everything is right here,’’ he pulls me closer again and this time I hold him tightly?
Beau knows the right things to say.
He knows how to make me feel better.
He knows me so well.
I hear their footsteps before they even come to the room but I wait for them to come in into the room. We always leave the door open, in case they wake up at night.
I look up from my embrace as I see them. holding hands with sleepy eyes.
"Papa,’’ Colm speaks up, his voice is low but I hear him closely. I stretch out my hands as they both climb onto the bed. Colin hurries into Beau’s embrace while I hold my other baby.
"What’s wrong baby?’’ I ask him as he holds me tighter.
"Can we sleep here?’’’ he asks me calmly.
The bed is big enough, so we put them in between us. my eyes remain fixed to Beau as he watches me.
I love you through it all.
He sends me a mind link and it all feels better.
I love you too.