Ch. 636..640: The Werewolf's Vampire Mate Chapter 636-640

Chapter 636: Three is a charm

Blue

"Let’s go home,’’ Gyles tells me, tugging both of us out of our seats. Jabi and Darrien are still making out on the dance floor. Okay, I can’t even call this a dance floor. We are outside, In the compound. The wind is blowing heavily but the weather is still nice.

It is almost eleven in the night and maybe Gyles is right.

He pulls me up first and I pull him closer as I stand up. There are a couple of people left outside but the music has stopped and I guess it is time to end this party.

At least for the three of us.

Gyles leads us away from the scene. We don’t have to say anything to anyone but Rex still tells Darrien and Jabi goodnight as we walk the path to our house. Once we get to the front of our house. Rex runs over to the front door and opens it.

He is smiling

He is happy.

We have been so happy for the past two years.

Things have been great.

I didn’t know this kind of happiness existed. Even when I found them, it seemed like our problems wouldn’t finish but coming back to the community and having no reason to leave has made things better.

There haven’t been any serious issues.

No drama.

No betrayal.

I have been a lot more focused on my magic.

I have been focused on my relationship.

We have gotten so used to the dynamics. I understand them more and what they need more over the years.

Gyles I stubborn, he can be demanding and clingy. He likes the center of attention and I make sure to give him all the things he wants and more. Rex is quiet, oh so quiet that most times, I wouldn’t even know when he wasn’t okay. I have learned to pay more attention to him. I have learned to make sure I ask him, talk to him, to ensure that he is okay.

It has been a journey and I say that because sometimes we fight. Sometimes, I don’t know how to make the two of them happy at the same time. I try most times but there are times when I make mistakes.

Times when I don’t even know how to make things okay.

Times when I feel like they deserve better.

Tonight is not one of those nights, most nights are easy. The good days surpass the bad, so I don’t even think about it.

Gyles tries to reach for the steps but he trips and I have to catch him before he falls "Hey, careful," I tell him as Rex opens the door to the house and jogs back down to get him.

He is drunk.

Gyles and Darrien, are the worst drunks but to me, Gyles is adorable. He completely comes out of his shell when he is drunk. He rambles, he is fucking adorable.

"I got him,’’ I tell Rex as I lead him into the house.

"You know I have legs,’’ he retorts. Glaring at me with pouty lips.

I chuckle.

"You seemed to have lost them for a second,’’ I joke.

He rolls his eyes "I wanted you to catch me.... obviously."

We walk into the house and we all go into our room. Gyles is the first to jump on the bed "Fucking hell, what a party right?’’ he blurts out.

I don’t know how a children’s party turned into drinking and dancing but I am used to it. Rex and Darrien are the ones that organized the drinks. His relationship with Darrien is one I didn’t see coming unlike, Gyles and Alanis. They have all formed bonds in the community.

They have made this place home.

I might have settled in here completely but I haven’t really made any bonds. They are the only ones that I have connected with. They are the only ones that my heart has taken.

After everything that happened two years ago. I haven’t been able to let anyone else in. I have this fear inside me; this worry that the more people I let into my heart, the more people I will lose.

I don’t want that and I am okay, just having the two of them. they are more than enough for me.

"I need a shower,’’ Rex informs me as he starts to take off his clothes in front of us. I watch him as he gets rid of his boxers and my eyes darken. Such a beautiful man and he is mine. over the years, Rex has aged like fine wine. He has grown into his body.

He is a lot sexier than he was when I first met and he knows it. omegas get stronger when mated to an alpha.

It is showing on him.

The growth, the confidence. Everything I wanted for him when I first met him. it is all there now.

"Do you need a hand,’’ I stop him before he enters the bathroom. Gyles sits up and he is watching him too.

I don’t know if this was his intention but he smiles as he turns around "How could you help me?’’ he asks teasingly.

My wolf growls inside me hungrily.

I smile.

"Any way you want. Right G?’’ I turn to my other mate and he has the same hunger in his eyes as he nods his head incessantly. He might be drunk right now but he wants the same things I want.

We both want to fuck Rex.

Yes, yes, yes.

My wolf screams out to me at my thought.

Rex’s smile widens as he takes another step into the bathroom, leaving his supple butt visible to us. I inch forward because all I want to do is devour him. I want to hear his moans, his screams, I want it all.

He turns around one last time and Gyles stands up from the bed. he doesn’t need an invitation and I know that he is already going for it.

The question is who gets to go first?

Chapter 637: The fun times

Rex

I have never loved being fought on more than right now. when my search for my mate started, when I found the two of them, I didn’t know how I would choose. I didn’t know how it was going to work.

I felt the same way about two people.

Some might say it is not possible.

How can you love two people at the same time, equally?

People would say I am just being greedy.

I mean, that is the thought when you hear about a polyamorous relationship. People still don’t understand it.

People still don’t want to completely accept it.

I have completely embraced it.

I am completely in awe of my feelings for the two men I love. At first, I thought that things would change. I thought that my love for one of them would falter but it has been two years now and it has only grown.

So much that now I am at a place of certainty. I know what they mean to me and nothing can change that. there are times when they would love each other without me. Gyles and Blue fuck without me sometimes, I do the same with either of them.

I don’t get jealous; they don’t get jealous. We have come to understand our relationship and we know now that we don’t always have to be together intimately. It is okay. I am still learning; we are still growing as a couple.

Right now, they are both staring at me like they want to eat me up and fuck, I love this right now.

I am in the bathroom; they are in front of the door on both sides. Gyles is leaning on the door. His legs are wobbly but his eyes are dark and hungry. I know what they want but I also know that they can’t both have me at the same time.

"I am just one person,’’ I smile at them as they watch me.

This is fun for me.

I like that they are looking at me like I am fresh meat. I like that they both want me at the same time—of course, I am going to give them all they want but I will love to watch them decide who gets me first.

"One sexy person,’’ Gyles announces out with a wink.

I am naked in front of them. ready for them as much as they are ready for me but they have to decide how this is going to happen. All I know is that at the end of the night, I want to make sure that they both cum inside me.

Blue is quiet.

He is the first one to come closer and I watch him as he watches me and Gyles watches him.

This is a cycle and I fucking love it.

I love our relationship; I love our sex life.

I love it all.

I watch him as he reaches me and then his hands snake around my waist. He is warm, warm and so enticing. His eyes stay fixed on mine. my heart is pouncing in my chest.

"Who do you want first?’’ he asks. His voice is deep and very mesmerizing.

"Both of you,’’ I breathe out huskily. I know it is not possible but there is no way he is going to make me choose. They have to decide this on their own. His hands stay on me. the chills taker over even when he turns over to Gyles.

"Come,’’ he gestures with his other hand.

I watch Gyles as he obeys, completely giving Blue all the control. Fuck, I love it when Blue seizes Gyles’s dominance. I love it when he is in control. Both Blue and Gyles are Alphas. I know that but there is just something different when Blue takes charge of the two of us.

It is a major turn-on.

Immediately Gyles gets close enough, he leans forward and they are kissing. I am watching and it is so sexy. I love this. I love it so much. I watch them as Blue pulls me closer. I don’t reach for them because I want Blue to tell me what to do. I want him to lead me tonight.

After a couple of seconds, he pulls away from him and grabs Gyles’s neck gently. I watch him as he pulls me to him. Nothing has ever looked hotter than the moment before I feel Gyles’s lips on mine. our tongues dance together, as I kiss him. He tastes of alcohol and mint. Even with that, he tastes so delicious. I reach for him but Blue is quick to grab my hand away as I continue to kiss him.

I don’t object, or fight, I let him take control of this situation because it is enticing. We continue like that, for a couple of minutes. I get the opportunity to taste them both and it feels amazing.

No one wants to stop, we just want to keep going and sure enough, it doesn’t stop and he pushes me to my knees. I oblige by tugging at Gyles’s jeans. I pull them down as Blue kisses Gyles again.

I take off his boxers and his dick springs up to life completely surrounding my whole orbit. I reach for his tip with my tongue and it tastes amazing, just like the rest of him. A smile sprawls up to my face as I take him in full. I hear a moan from him and that just encourages me as I fuck him with my mouth.

I lose all train of thought as I take him in. as I enjoy this moment, not even focusing on anything but this moment. Gyles is stroking Blue through his pants but I don’t stop to even look. I don’t care about anything but making him cum.

The second I feel him pulsate in my mouth; I push him deeper into me.

I feel him shake and shudder as he releases in my mouth.

"My turn,’’ Blue’s eyes shine brightly and I smile because I can’t wait.

Chapter 638: The revelation

Blue

I hold Rex tightly as he closes his eyes softly. He is exhausted and I don’t blame him. I am too but this is a good kind of exhaustion. I would sleep well for the rest of the night.

The sounds of the tree that is close to our room window, are like music to this night. I am smiling even though we would probably pass out soon.

"Blue?’’ Gyles calls me in the darkness of our room. I turn so that I can see him better and he is resting on the bed with his elbow. His hair is wet from the shower we had after. It seems like the alcohol has completely left his system.

"Yeah?’’ I reply quietly.

Rex is still awake but he is quiet.

Probably listening.

"Do you miss your home?’’ he asks calmly.

I furrow my brows in confusion. I haven’t really talked about the coven, so this is a surprise. One that I don’t know why he is bringing up.

"Not really.’’

That is the honest truth. There was nothing for me in the coven, so I didn’t even see the need to go back. Major took over just like we planned but I haven’t even set foot in the place after that horrible week. he has asked me, so many times but I just know that when I go to that place, bad things happen. I am overall the bad times.

Staying in the community has been a relief.

Yeah, I might not really be bonding with the people as much as my mates are but I am happy here. Everyone is nice and they have treated us like we belong.

"You don’t seem at home here,’’ he points out.

"You think so?’’ I ask.

He shrugs.

This conversation is out of the blue, so I don’t even know where it is coming from and why he is even talking about this.

"I don’t know. You would talk to us if you weren’t happy here?’’ he asks calmly. He is worried. I get that but I don’t think I am not happy. I am very happy.

I think.

"Yeah.’’

That is the truth but they don’t seem to believe me.

Rex opens his eyes and he is watching me too now. I rest my back on the bed as they suddenly make this a staring contest.

"I am happy guys, what is this about?’’ I ask because I don’t like this interrogation. I need them to believe me when I say something.

’It’s not an interrogation. We just want to make sure,’’ Rex speaks up.

So, this is something that they talked about together—without me.

"Okay, I see I am the topic of discussion. I see that but I am telling you that you have nothing to worry about. I am fine.’’

Okay, I am trying to control my temper right now even though this is quite infuriating. I love the community, If I had to choose a home, I would choose this place over and over again.

So why does it feel like they have doubts?

Why are they not listening to me?

"We are listening to you. we just haven’t really seen you settle here. You keep saying you like it here but you haven’t made it a home for yourself. If we weren’t here, you wouldn’t stay and we know it."

Okay, those words are harsh.

I wouldn’t just abandon the place. yeah., they are the glue to my staying here but I would still choose this place over anywhere else.

"You guys are being mean right now. How have I handled this place differently from you guys?’’ I raise a brow.

They both sit up.

I watch them and wait for them to respond. Okay, they want us to talk about this. then we will.

"We are actually part of the pack. we haunt with all the members, we have friends.’’

"I have friends,’’ I retort.

Gyles scoff "Who?’’

I think back.

Beau?

Maybe not.

I guess he might be right on that but it is not like I haven’t tried to be friends with them but I just find it that I am better off on my own. I like my own solitude.

Fuck, am I like my father?

He is a lone wolf.

He left his pack.

He chose to be alone.

I don’t want to be alone.

I have two amazing mates and they make me happy. I just don’t like everyone else—well, I wouldn’t say that I don’t like that. I just can’t seem to bond with them and it is not like I even want to.

I don’t want to join the pack on hunts, I don’t want to be friends with them and talk about my feelings. Yeah, I want to belong but I don’t want all those other things.

"I like being on my own,’’ I voice out my thoughts as it registers in my mind.

I don’t know what it means but that is scary.

Will I eventually become my father?

Is that what this build-up is leading to.

Gyles opens his eyes wide at the shock of my revelation. He doesn’t know what to say and it seems like Rex feels the same way.

There are no answers to what is going on right now.

I don’t even know if I am actually looking for an answer.

"Look, I don’t know what this means but I know that I love you guys. I love you so much and that is all I am certain about. I will always love you and I will always hold unto the two of you. everything else is inconsequential. Nothing else matters but how I feel about you and I know just because I don’t bond with people, just because I don’t have friends here, doesn’t mean that this place is not a home to me. it will always be a home to me."

That is my truth and nothing can take that away from me.

Nothing.

Chapter 639: Look within yourself

Blue

I wait for the phone to ring and he answers on the first ring. At first, there is silence on his end of the phone and I know it is because he is waiting for me to talk.

I call Jules but not that often and even though I said that was going to change. It hasn’t really.

Maybe Gyles and Rex are right.

I am so closed off and even in the past couple of years, I know that nothing has changed. It is not easy for me to open up to anyone and I have been giving myself excuses. I mean, can you blame me. After everything, I have been through.

"Hello son,’’ he finally speaks up. He hates awkward silences just as much as I do.

"Hi, dad.’’

His breathing is loud through the phone but I can just picture him happy to be hearing from me. Jules is just like me. He loves and when he does, he focuses on that love.

He loves me and to him, that is all that matters.

He hasn’t opened up his heart for anyone else and I guess that is me in a way. I love Gyles and I love Rex, so I don’t even see any reasons why I should love anyone else.

I don’t need it.

That void inside me is full of them.

So I am not even thinking about anyone else.

"How are you?’’

I can almost picture him smiling "I am good. Things are good, how are the mates?’’ he asks me and the sincerity in his voice is as clear as day. He only cares about Gyles and Rex because of me.

Just the way I care about the community because of them.

Fuck.

These thoughts have been on my mind for the past week. I have been thinking about it and worrying. I am not a lone wolf, I don’t want to be on my own. I like that I am surrounded by people. I like the crowd. I like the sense of family.

I am not a lone wolf.

"They are good,’’ I take a deep breath as I muster the courage to confide in him. We have a good relationship. He has helped me through a lot. Finding my wolf, understanding my wolf is all thanks to him but now, I need to talk to him because he is the only one that could possibly understand how I feel right now.

"Can I ask you something?’’ I add with my voice shaking.

"Yes, is everything okay?’’ the worry swarms his voice.

He is worried about me.

It makes me feel good.

"Yes. There has just been something on my mind and you are the only one that can help me clear things up."

"Okay."

"How did you know you wanted to be on your own? Like what made you leave your pack?’’

This is something I have never even really asked him.

This is something I didn’t think I wanted to know.

Maybe it makes me selfish that I choose to ask him this when I am swarming in doubts. Maybe I am not such a good person like I thought I was.

"Oh," his words are as cold as ice. Almost like he doesn’t even want to talk about it and I wonder to myself, why I never thought to ask him. I say I care about him but at the end of the day, I am selfish.

"I didn’t belong in a pack. I knew it all my life. Even before I met your mother. There was no big revelation. I wasn’t kicked out like people like to say. I just up and left."

I hear the regret in his voice and he isn’t even trying to hide his emotions. It makes me happy that he is just being honest about it.

"Do you think I could be like you?’’ I ask with my heart and life on the line. I am not selfish and I would never leave Gyles and Rex. I don’t want to be on my own. I want to be with them. I want to be a part of their pack. I want to be with them.

"Why do you ask?’’ he asks through the phone.

I know why am having these thoughts right now. I know that their concern is making me worry and it is making me think deeply. I haven’t even felt like there is a problem with me until they brought it up.

"Just something Gyles said. They are worried.’’

"How do you feel about the pack, do you want to leave?’’

I don’t want to leave. I have never even thought of leaving. "No, I like it here.’’

"Then you have nothing to worry about. Trust me, if your wolf didn’t feel like he belonged in the pack, he would have left a long time ago. You wouldn’t have even needed to ask me."

I hear his words and I want to listen to him. I want to believe what he is saying but there is just this part of me that doesn’t even understand it.

"No one can tell you how you feel. Look inside yourself and you will know. I can’t tell you what you need to hear because you are the only one that can. Don’t think about it too much, live your life and give yourself a chance to be happy. Stop holding back and you will find that you can."

He is encouraging and I feel it in my guts.

I want to be happy and I am happy.

Every day when I wake up and I open my eyes. Seeing the sun and the people that I live for next to me makes me satisfied. Grateful for the life that I have been given. Makes me look forward to tomorrow and the day after.

"I am happy,’’ I breathe out, in a way, this is more for me than him.

He doesn’t need to hear that.

I do.

"Yeah, you are son."

Chapter 640: Family

Blue

I have been thinking and thinking.

I have looked inside myself.

I have asked myself different reflecting questions.

Done hypothesis and theories.

What if they were not here?

What if I never even met Gyles and Rex?

What if I just came to this place and was offered a place that I could call my own? would I have stayed?

Maybe they are the reasons why the forces pulled me here but are they the reason why I would stay.

I would be happy wherever I am, as long as they are with me but I also know that I will be happier in this place.

You haven’t given this place a chance. Let’s do things differently.

My wolf encourages me.

He has been quiet all this while, giving me a chance to figure things out on my own and I have thought and thought about it all. I don’t want to even think about being a lone wolf because I hate being alone. I cannot live the kind of life my father is living.

He is a lone wolf but he is not really even alone. He has me, he will always have me and I always want to know that I have him too.

How do I do that? what can I do to make things different?

These are all just questions to myself. At the end of the day, I am one with my wolf. There is no separation, so this is just me asking myself the questions even though I wouldn’t even have the answers.

Talk to the alpha of this pack. this is your home, so you need to start treating it like one.

That is what I have been thinking.

I came to this community because my father was coming here. I came and I helped them in ways that I didn’t even think were capable of, with all the practice that I have done here. With all the magic I have learned, I think I am good enough to stand on my own.

One thing I hated, was my magic but over the years, I have learned to embrace it and now it is the one thing that I am proud of.

I know I should talk to Beau.

He is forthcoming and very easy to talk to, I don’t have any problems conversing with him but I need to know what I even want to say in the first place.

You haven’t bonded with anyone. You haven’t acted like this place is one you want to settle in.

I know all that but It is hard for me to bond. It is hard for me to open up to people.

Start by going hunting with the pack.

Going hunting with the pack.

I only hunt with my mates.

Whenever they go with the pack, I stay behind. Why do I do that? why is it so hard to join others?

I don’t have those answers as I leave the house and go over to Beau’s house. The main house is the biggest in the community. Of course, it would be, I mean, this is the house of the Alpha. I never really used to see Beau as Alpha material. I didn’t actually think he had it in him but he has proven himself without a doubt and I want to be just like him. I want to be brave. I want to be respected and I want to be able to be proud of being who I am like he has.

He doesn’t give a shit about what anyone thinks.

There are still people in the community that aren’t okay with the relationship that he has with Alanis but he doesn’t care. He is not afraid to flaunt his love to the world.

He is not afraid to be himself and I admire him.

I get to his house and just as I am about to knock on his front door, it opens and he looks up at me.

I don’t want to think that he knew I was even coming "Blue, what a surprise,’’ he smiles.

He is dressed in a pair of jeans and a navy-blue polo shirt with sneakers. His car key is in his hand ’Are you going out?’’ I ask because I don’t want to be a bother.

Maybe that is why you haven’t gone hunting. Maybe that is why you don’t want to be friends with all these people. Because you don’t want to be another.

"Yeah, I need to go get more blood from the Cranwell’s. Lanis’s father is getting a new batch for the kids,’’ he answers with a smile. "I actually wanted to talk to you,’’ he adds.

I furrow my brows as he continues "Alby and I had a conversation but I didn’t want to bombard you because I didn’t know if this was the right time."

I don’t know what he is talking about.

"What do you mean."

"Okay, first things first, no pressure,’’ he raises his hands up in the air.

I raise a brow. Whenever someone says no pressure. There is always pressure. Right now, I feel a buttload of pressure, even though I don’t even know what he wants to ask.

"Okay."

He smiles "I haven’t really figured you out and where you stand but you know I consider you a part of this family. Do you consider yourself family?’’

I nod.

I do.

I want to be a part of this.

I know that much.

"So why don’t you hunt with us?’’ he asks.

He hasn’t told me what he discussed with Alby but I know that this is not it. "That’s why I actually came, I wanted to ask if I could."

"You don’t have to ask; you know that right?’’

I shrug.

"You are a member of this pack. you are always welcome. Everyone is welcome." He reminds me of the rule he changed.

Omegas hunting with Alphas, the equality he brought about.

One of the reasons why I look up to him so much.

This warms my heart and it starts to make me wonder. "What did you and Alby discuss,’’ I ask him as I walk with him to his car.

"How would you like to be the community Warlock?" he asks.

I didn’t even think that people wanted to be associated with magic in this place. I didn’t know that they needed me here. "You don’t have to agree right now, I just thought you know, magic is a big part of us and it could help this community grow. You helped me a lot and I know you can help so many more people.’’

My heart leaps in my chest.

His words and his encouragement.

I didn’t know what I wanted but I want this family.

Fuck I want this so badly.

"I will do it.’’