Ch. 21..25: Until I Met You Chapter 21-25

Chapter 21

Parties are never lively , reasons I wanted Ariel to come. Just her form gives me joy. I always admire the way she pouts and her shy smile turns me on. She’s unbelievably beautiful and too perfect. I wanted to follow her to the restroom to make sure she’s okay but she assured me she would be fine.

I couldn’t take my eyes off her on that killer dress of hers. The eyes of this horny men around won’t stop looking at her as she walk to the restroom. Who wouldn’t look at her ? She’s something words can’t describe.

“Did she know ?” Trent snap me out of my thoughts.

“She doesn’t. And I don’t want her to.” I grab the glass of champagne and take a quick gulp.

“Where did you find her ? She doesn’t fit in your circle. Sorry I don’t mean it that way.” I nod lightly and empty the glass.

“It’s fine. Nice party though.” My eyes scan the floor and it’s filled with fake assholes.

I watch people chatter and dance. My eyes drop on a familiar dickwad with his stupid and annoying squad. He is escorted by his two personal guards. Fuckin Russian.

“Gray Carter.” He says my name with sarcasm. I fuckin hate him. For a lot of personal reasons.

” I’m glad you’re still breathing.” He taunts me.

“Vladimir , not here.” Trent intrude.

The other men on the table watch carefully while my guards stand on guard watching. I drop the glass and stand up face to face with this douchebag.

“Why are you stalking me dick ?” I ask him and he smirks. I wish I could shoot his ugly smirk off his stupid face. That will cause a tantrum.

“Why would I stuck you pussy ? I’m just trying to be sure you’re fine.” He smirks and I so hate it.

“Stay away from my path. Tell yourself to stop stalking me and we will be fine.”

“Don’t threaten me Carter.” He whispers.

“Don’t start a war you won’t be able to finish. I won’t hesitate..” he nods and chuckle.

“Nice date.” He tilts his head to the side and i follow his eyes to see Ariel watching me intensely.

“Stay away from her.” I tell him and walk back to Ariel.

“You’re okay ?” I ask. She looks tense or maybe scared.

“Yeah. Are you okay ?” She ask stealing glances from behind me.

” As long as you’re okay , I’m okay.” I kiss her temple and hold her wrist.

“Come with me..” we walk to the back of the hotel and it’s totally quiet just as I expected. All you could hear is the faint music from the party inside.

“You look beautiful..” i tell her and squeeze her hand gently.

“Thanks..” She reply looking everywhere but me.

“Ariel…” She look up and blush. Why’s she always nervous ?

I hold her waist and pull her to myself. I love her hair and it’s scent. I bury my face in her neck and wrap both hands around her waist. She squirm absently and flatten her hands on my chest.

I pull back to look at her face and tuck back her loose blonde hair behind her ear. How could she look perfect in everything ? I touch our foreheads together with my hand still around her tiny waist. Now I feel selfish for trying to keep her for myself.

“What am I to you Gray ?” She asks and open her eyes to lock with mine.

“A lot.” I smile and pull her to me to feel her lips. I kiss her lips as she return the kiss looping her hands around my neck. It took almost everything in me to not have her in bed.

I caress her killer hips as she moan into my mouth. She nip perfectly on my bottom lip as i part my lips more for her to take in. She stops at once and lean her forehead against mine.

“Can you drive me home ?”

“You’re tired ?” She nod and smile.

I hold her wrist and twist the diamond bracelet on her wrist.

“You should keep this. I bought it specifically for you.” She smile and quietly giggle.

“Thanks Gray.” She kiss my cheek and hug me.

~ARIEL~

Sitting opposite Brandon and Piper right at SANDS & WINCHES has turn into our daily activities after class. Piper scroll non-stop on her iPad while I finished up my school work. This is my first semester and i really need good results.

Brandon walk back to our booth with milkshake in his hand , slurping noisily on it and singing .

“Brandy , please stop singing.” Piper groans still glue to her iPad.

“Why ?” He asks clearly intimidated.

” I just can’t say you sing aweful but you sound like nails on a fuckin chalk board.” She grit her teeth and I couldn’t help but snort out a laugh. Seriously , nails on a chalkboard ?

“That’s insulting..” Brandon glares playfully and continues slurping noisely on his milkshake.

“Ariel.” Piper calls my name without looking from her iPad.

“Yeah ?” I reply scribbling on my notebook.

“Do you have a twin sister ? Like a super model with blonde hair ? Partially dating Gray Carter.” That seems to make me stop cause it bought my attention.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about. I don’t have a twinny.” I say trying to play calm. Stupid jobless journalists.

“Take a look at this..” Piper says turning her iPad to face me.

I blink my eyes at the picture. It’s a picture of me and Gray about entering DYNASTIES holding hands. I wasn’t looking at the camera since my mind must have traveled far.

“Wow…” Brandon muse beside me.

“Look at the headline. GRAY’S GOT A MYSTERY GIRL. She’s hot and looks like you.” Piper says. I scoff and shake my head

“Now I need to rehydrate. I’m having a migraine.” I grin grabbing my bottle water.

“According to psychology classes from professor plankton, he said there are about three people around the world that basically shares the same resemblance with you. Never mind.” Brandon shrugs.

“Hey guys…” Alexa calls out walking to our booth.

She look awesomely perfect as always with her white crop top , black short skirt and boots. Her leather jacket hang around her shoulders as she takes a sit with Piper holding a cup of ice cream that’s filled to the brim.

“Hi cousin.” She blow kisses at me and sits her ice cream on the table.

“Hi..” Piper and Brandon say to her with a sincere smile. I’m glad they are getting used to each other.

I reach for her cup of ice cream to ease down my anxiety.

“So what’s going on ?” She ask and snap her fingers at me.” We haven’t talked about that Friday night at Armani’s. Who’s the hottie who took you home ?” Alexa asks.

“Aww. No one took me home.” I lie again.

“Hmm ? She returned with a hickey.” Brandon says with a cocky brow. I hate him sometime.

“Spill it Ariel.”

I groan and facepalm myself. “It’s not what you think. I danced with a random guy who kissed me in my drunk state and he gave me hickeys. He was obviously aggressive.” I huff eating Alexa’s ice cream.

They grin and smirk at the same time.

“Guys.. I’m a bad drunk. It’s normal for me.” I assure them in other to keep up with my lie. Don’t ask me why I’m lying , I need to if I want to live a normal life.

“Woah. Is that Gray ?” Alexa asks at once snatching Piper’s iPad.

“Alrighty. Mystery girlfriend ?” Alexa mutter blinking her eyes. She lightly zoom the picture and look at me above the iPad.

“Wow. Cousin has a mystery look alike.” She grin awkwardly and give the iPad back to Piper.

” Just my thoughts. Just that this one looks like a model. Must be an English model. Heard he’s always hanging out with with models from England.” Piper says and that didn’t stop Alexa from looking at me weirdly. Did she know ?

“So who’s willing to attend a frat party tonight ? I’m throwing the party ?” Alexa asks out of the blue maybe to ease the tension.

” I’m in. I need to drink a lot this weekend.” Piper mutter dropping her iPad.

“She got a heartbreak.” Brandon chuckle.

“Shut up Brandon.” Piper scoff and roll her eyes.

“Who broke your heart babe ?”

“He’s lying. We were just messing around and obviously people get tired in relationships.”

“Technically.” Alexa mutter eating from the ice cream too.

“Sorry buddy. You’re beautiful and you’ll easily hook up with someone.” I wink at her.

“Is that Ariel giving an advice about hooking up ?” Brandon asks and wiggle his brows. The guys giggle.

“Whatever Brandon.” I murmur and chuckle.

After that party with Gray I’ve been avoiding him. I know I’m always a looser each time I try to avoid him. He doesn’t give up and I always find myself going back to him. My life might not be perfect but trust me it’s way peaceful without Gray. That terrible encounter with Reid made me run away from him.

I wasn’t afraid of his threats but of course it reminded me of Freddie. Abuse. I look at my wrist and twist the diamond bracelet. It fits perfectly to my hand and it reminds me of him. How am I supposed to avoid him with his property in my hand ?

“Earth to Ariel…”

“Uh…” I blink my eyes and bite my bottom lip. They’ve been talking ? Thanks to Gray.

“Are you coming to frat ? Pipes told me Leslie stopped you from going to a frat party the last time and they fought. Should I beat up Leslie so you will come ?” Alexa crosses her arms and smirk.

I chuckle and shake my head sideways.

“Chill guys. I already talked to her to stop telling me what to do. I’m coming because I need to feel alive.”

“Are your parents still bugging you ?” Alexa ask eating a bowl of chips. I didn’t notice she ordered that.

“You know they won’t stop. They are being overprotective and strict.” I defend.

“But that’s not being strict if they won’t caution your whore sister Leslie.”

“I hate her best friend Hazel. Bitch denied her mom one day at campus because her mom wasn’t classy enough to fit in her fake classy life. Pfft.” Brandon says.

“Hell no..” I mutter.

“Hell Yeah. Daddy and mommy kicked her out of their lives and that includes tuition fee. She’s hooked with her fuck boy boyfriend. His dad’s a bit loaded.” Piper adds eating from Alexa’s chip bowl.

“That was a stupid move. Who denies their parents because of class ?” I ask pretty surprised by Hazel’s tale.

” Hazel..” Brandon and Piper replies as we laugh.

“You’re coming to frat ?”

“Of course. I need to loosen up a bit. My parents are trying to make my life hard with their endless rantings.” They chuckle at once.

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***

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Main goal is to forget about Gray Carter if I want to live normal. He texted and I had to reply just to make him think I’m not avoiding him. I put on a peach strap dress with a decent V neck at the front and the back is lace to the waist. Alexa suggest the outfit and Piper also second it including Brandon. I’m still wearing the bracelet Gray gifted me and it’s perfect. Without being told you’d tell it cost a thousand Grand.

Slipping on my shoes I follow Piper out of my room to meet Alexa and Brandon downstairs. Leslie’s eyes burn holes through my skin as she eye my outfit. I hate to admit it but I hate her to the core. Such a snitchy hypocrite.

” Slut…” She mutter inaudibly as we walk past her.

“I’m taking permission to fuck your sister’s ass. I fuckin hate her.” Piper mutters.

“Ignore her if you choose to breathe quietly.” I tell her as she laughs.

We walk out of the lobby as we hop inside Brandon’s car. I laugh to Alexa’s weird dance to the music as Brandon drive to the frat house. In less than twenty minutes , he halts the car amidst other cars and we step out.

I mutter to myself.” Breathe Ariel. You can do this. You’re getting drunk tonight and you’re forgetting about Gray Carter.” Like you can idiot.

” You’re okay girlfriend ?” Piper ask once we step inside the frat house.

“Yeah.” I giggle and welcome the loud music. It’s so loud with sweaty bodies dancing to the loud music.

“Let’s get us drinks.” Brandon leads the march and we follow behind to the kitchen.

Two guys stand beside the counter pouring shots on short glasses. Piper wink at one as she collects the shots handing them to us. I breathe in and gulp it at once. My throat. It burns my throat a little as the liquid gulp down. That didn’t stop us. I feel a bit tipsy and I don’t even remember how many shots I’ve taken.

Alexa walks in as she smile at us.

She lead us out of the kitchen to the living room. I sit close to Piper on a couch as Alexa pass us red cups. I don’t even know what type of liquid but I drown it. I barely could feel their taste but it was better than my first time. Getting drunk sucks .

“Hey guys..” some bunch of collegers greeted and sit around the couch. Red cups filled their hands as they giggle to the loud music.

“Ariel.” A guy said from beside me. I turn to look at him and he’s awkwardly familiar.

“Wait. Ryan right ?”

He smiles and nod. His blue eyes take in my figure and I bet he just drooled.

“Damn you’re more pretty than i remember.” He says and I chuckle.

“Thanks. You’re not bad yourself.” I return his nice speech and he just smirks more.

“Freshman ?”

“Yeah. And you ?”

“This is my second year.”

“Woah. It’s a pleasure seeing you.”

“How the fuck did you know my cousin ?” Alexa asks sitting in between us.

“Woah. Easy there Alex. She’s pretty and I’ve met her before.”

“Yeah ? He’s a good guy sis. Nice grades and basketball leader. I’ve been wanting to hook you guys up , it’s nice you knew each other before. Mission successful.” She giggles and gulp the vodka on her red cup.

“I’m just gonna move to the side.” She mutters and stand up to sit beside me.

” Introduction please. My cousin is a freshman and she needs to know you guys.” Alexa slurs. She’s tipsy.

They introduce themselves including two meany girls who has been shooting daggers at me for talking to Ryan. Assholes.

” Who wants to play Dare and truth ?” Taylor asks.

Hell no. This isn’t highschool.

” Truth and Dare dickwad. Not Dare and true. That’s how you failed in English.” Maynard teases as we laugh. Hell yeah , I’m getting drunk.

” I’ll go first. Gina , dare right ?” Taylor asks a chocolate skinned girl with black hair. She winks and nods.

“I dare you to take off you shirt.” Just a sec and she is already shirtless.

“Ariel , truth or dare ?” Becca the meany asshole who’s been glaring at me earlier ask. She’s too cocky.

“Truth.”

“Who’s your first sex ?” She ask with a grin. I hate her already.

Brandon and Piper turn to look at me at once including Ryan and every other person on this couch.

“We’re waiting Gee. We don’t have all night.” Becca murmur.

” Come on Ariel , let’s get you a drink.” Piper hold my arm as she pull me out. Thank God. Where will I start from.

” Thanks Gee.” I whisper shout because of the loud music.

“You’re welcome.”

“Let’s dance.” She pull me to the dance floor as we begin dancing to the loud music.

Holy Christ I’m a bit drunk and I need more drink. Piper gives me her red cup and I didn’t hesitate to drink everything.

“I’ll be back. I’ll go get a drink.” Piper shouted as she scurry pass the huge crowd.

That didn’t stop me from dancing. I feel a guy’s body behind me as he danced with me. I wanted to look at my new partner but I ignored it. It’s my night and I need to loosen up. His hands grab around my waist as he pull me to feel his male property through his jeans. He kiss my neck and that seems to snap sense into my head.

I turn around and I’m face to face with my worst nightmare. His smirk is like his heart, so dark. I move back a little but his hand is faster cause he pulls me to himself.

“Hi bestie.” He whispers.

” Get away from me.”

“Missed me? I said I was gonna find you. And I’m not letting you go this time sweetness.”

Chapter 22

I push him a bit and pull away from him.

“You’re crazy Freddie.”

“How did you expect me to leave you for some other man? Fuck girl you drive me crazy right from highschool. And you look more sexy than usual.”

“Stay away from me Freddie.”

“Let’s talk this out Ariel. Think about our good times Arie.”

“There’s no good time. Just a stupid naive me who trusted you. I hate myself for trusting you. You don’t even deserve anyone.”

“I saved you from that stupid mistake you were about to make. I saved your ass Ariel cause you don’t even know what you were doing. You fuckin thought nun shit was your destiny. You deserve more Ariel.” He yells.

Thank God for the loud music if not we would caused a scene.

“Hey sis. Something going on ?” Alexa ask standing next to me. Her eyes fall on Freddie and it spark in recognition.

“Hey, Gee you look familiar. Like we went to highschool together.” She slurs with a smirk.

“Is he that dick called Freddie ? The asshole who pop your cherry ?” She whisper to me. I cross my arm and nod.

“Wow.” She smiles broadly. “I’m Alexa. You’re ?”

“I’m Freddie.”

“Damn. You’re so hot in real life.” Jeez. I mentally facepalm myself at Alexa’s silly act. Really ?

“Can we talk in private ? I’d like to talk outside ?” She ask still holding his hand and rubbing circles on top of his hand.

I sigh and meet eyes with him.

“Sure.”

“Thank you.” She giggles and snatch a bottle of alcohol from a guy’s hand and drag me out with her.

I was tensed and even scared just standing next to Freddie. I don’t even feel drunk anymore. Alexa shut the back door as the loud music calm down a bit.

“How dare you dick..” Alexa mutter as she kneeled Freddie’s balls.

He groans and cup his generation.

“You horny fucker.” She hiss and smack the bottle on Freddie’s head. Oh my God.

“Alexa please..” I plea trying to stop her but she shoot me a death glare.

Freddie groans in pain still cupping his member with one hand and the other his head.

“Now you gonna talk. Why the fuck did you pop her cherry ? How dare you stole her v-card after she trusted your ugly ass.” Alexa yell still holding the half broken bottle.

“Fuckin bitch. I ain’t telling you shit.” Alexa threaten to punch him but i caught her fist.

“Alexa please.”

“The fuck sis. This dildo pop your cherry with force. The bastard raped you with his micro dick. Leave me lemme cut his balls off.”

“Alex please. Let him be. He got what he deserved already.”

“No you’re wrong. He deserved to be raped by some gay man and that will make him feel the pains you went through.” She grit her teeth and punch Freddie.

Oh God. I can’t stop them. And if she go on like this , Freddie’s gonna retaliate and they will hurt themselves.

“Hey guys..” Ryan says staring at bleeding Freddie.

“Fuck man.” He mutters still confused about what happened to Freddie.

“Asshole get out of my party with your half inch dick.” She spits

Freddie shoots daggers at Alexa before leaving. I rub my palm on my forearm and stare at Alexa and Ryan.

“What just happened ?” Ryan asks still clearly baffled with the incident.

Alexa smiles and pull me into a bear hug. God , why can’t she be my older sister ?

“I wanna go home.” I coo still hugging her.

She release me from the hug and smile.

“Hey Ryan , can you take my sister home ? Don’t fuckin flirt with her. I’ll cut your balls off.”

I chuckle including Ryan as he nods.

“Becareful okay. I’m gonna drop by tomorrow to check on you.” She kiss my temple and motion me to follow Ryan out .

I give her a small smile and leave with Ryan. I slide inside his vehicle and it’s interior was super beautiful but it wasn’t compared to Gray’s. I groan and fasten my seat belt. How can I be comparing Gray and Ryan ?

“So you wanna talk about what happened back there ?” Ryan asks once he was on the road.

“It’s nothing important. I don’t even feel like talking about it.” I sigh.

“It’s fine. I understand your point. Did you enjoy the party ?”

“Yeah. I liked it and it’s crazy i planned on getting drunk before going home. Mission failed.” I smirk.

Ryan throws back his head and laughs.

“Chill girlfriend. Trying to forget about someone special ?” He turns to look at me and send a wink. I blush and bite my bottom lip.

“No. Just stressed out with college.” I’ve obviously turned a liar too. What’s even wrong with me.

“Yeah ? We can go to a party if you want. Just to get to know you better and succeed your mission.”

I smile at him. What a darling.

“Thanks Ryan. You’re a good person and I admire that about you. Maybe next time. I’m really tired and I need a hot bath to think less about unnecessary stuff.” I shrug and he nods. Grateful that he understands.

“Sure..” he halts his car and i unfastened my seatbelt.

“Thanks Ryan. See you at school on Monday.”

“Sure thing Ariel.” I get down from his car and wave him good bye before walking to my apartment.

I feel tired and depressed again. Just when i was working out my life , Freddie successfully walk back in. Why can’t I be lucky in my pale existence. I step out of the elevator and unlock my door to get in. I shut the door and switch on the lights in the living room.

Where the hell is Leslie ?

I slip out of my shoes and hold them in my hands before walking down the hallway to crouch in my bed.

” Oh my God… Fuck..” I freeze at my spot and blink my eyes.

I follow the sound of the muffle moaning and end up at Leslie’s door. Just the gossip I am , I glue my ears on her door and I could hear heavy breathings and loud moaning from Leslie and groaning from the guy. I facepalm myself with one hand and shake my head. My family’s abnormal. I scoff and go to my room to sleep. Tonight’s the worse night of my life.

***

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I go through my phone same time stuffing cereal inside my mouth as Leslie walks in with her hair in a messy bun. She looks stressed out. Of course she just had sex with some random guy or maybe her college sweetheart. I look up from my phone and stare at her. This can’t be one round. I’m sure they go all night since i fell asleep just lying on my bed.

“What you staring at ? I’m sure you had some slutty fun at your slutty party last night.”

“Yeah. Better than wallowing inside your stupid moans last night.” She halts at once holding a mug. She looks taken aback and her mouth is slightly open.

“You know you suck right ? Calling our parents and making up lies to make me look bad in order to create perfect image for yourself. And now sneaking a boy into our apartment after calling me a slut because I decide to attend a frat party. God , you’re such an idiot Leslie. I might be naive doesn’t mean I’m stupid. 21 year old virgin really ?” I scoff and go back to eating my cereal.

I watch Leslie with the corner of my eyes as she slowly drop the mug and scratch the back of her neck in shame.

“One more thing. The next time you’re gonna call our parents to snitch about me and I won’t hesitate to start a fight with you. You’re twenty one and stupid.”

“Ariel , watch your tongue.” She snap at me. I chuckle and laugh .

“Seriously ? What you gonna do ? Call me a slut ?”

“At least I’m better than your slutty ass. I don’t sleep with random men.”

“Wow. Really ? I bet that wasn’t your cute college sweetheart Hayden. Stop trying to prove a point to our parents that you can be responsible. I’m sorry to announce to you but they don’t even care about you. Asshole they care about their personalities. Their ego. Trying to claim perfect in front of others and creating their own fucked up rules. Just lie back and make wrong a move , you’d be surprised to watch your favorite parents turn their backs on you. Just take your shameless face out of my sight”

She groans and it hurts she couldn’t get back at me as usual. She palms the counter and walk out of the kitchen. I can’t believe she can be so stupid. I chuckle to my brave act. She annoys me to the core and I just can’t withstand her nosy attitude.

“Cereal , yeah…” Alexa giggles as she walks to the next chair opposite mine on the counter. She drop a Chihuahua on the floor and reach to take a spoon.

“How did you get in ?” I ask and carry the little dog off the floor.

“Through the door princess.” She replies eating from the cereal bowl.

” Who owns this ?” Alexa raise her brows and shrug.

“My new emotional support dog.”

I chuckle.”Seriously Alexa. You know you don’t need an emotional dog. He’s so cute..” I coo , caressing it’s furs.

“Where’s Les ?”

“Surviving from her makeover sex..” I snort.

“What the fuck.”

“She brought a guy home last night when I was at the frat house. Heard them moaning and doing stupid things.” I sigh and eat from my cereal and continue caressing the dog’s furs.

“Leslie…” Alexa shouts her name. I roll my eyes and chuckle.

“Ariel , stop talking shit about me.” Leslie says standing beside the kitchen doorway.

“Really ? Mary just caught you fuckin one of your stupid flings.” She laughs and that seems to spark the anger in Leslie.

“What! You got something to say ?” Alexa raises her brows and scoffs.

“He wasn’t one of my flings by the way.” Leslie mutter.

“And I could bet that wasn’t Hayden. Bitch , you broke up with Hayden because of your stupid reasons.” Alexa replies.

“Nah. It’s because the red head colleger is broke and she needed someone who rides a tinted car.” I scoff.

” Ariel , really. What’s wrong with you ?” She yell.

“Damn girl really. Thank God your mom never suggests you to be a sister. It would have been terrible. You horny crazy liar. Leslie seriously ?”

Leslie crosses her arms and bites her bottom lip. If there’s someone in the world I know Leslie is scared of then it’s Alexa. I still don’t know why.

“The last time I checked , I have every right to sleep with who I want.”

“Yeah. But do yourself a huge favor and stop talking shit about Ariel. I thought you’ve changed. That’s how you fucked my boyfriend in school’s janitor closet pretending you never knew I dated him in highschool.” Alexa utter. My eyes widen as I stop caressing the dog’s furs.

“Holy Moly.”

“Alexa that’s passed. We were eighteen and in highschool. Did you really have to bring it up because you just wanna make me look bad.”

“Hell yeah. Maybe you should suck my dick , bitch.” Alexa rolls her eyes and get off the counter stool to collect bottle water from the fridge.

Leslie glares at me and storm out of the kitchen. We won’t be on speaking terms till further notice.

“So , what’s up Ariel ? Have fun with Ryan last night ?” I smile and raise my brows.

“I don’t really know. He’s a nice person and we just talked. What are you up to ?”

“Nothing.” She smiles awkwardly and gulp the water after filling up a glass.

“So you wanna talk about that diamond bracelet ? The one you wore at frat and also at SANDS & WINCHES .”

My heart leap to my feet at once. I blink my eyes and bite my bottom lip to hide the sudden shock off my face. Did she know ? What am I supposed to tell her.

“Ariel…” She snap at her fingers at my face.

“Babe , you zoned out.”

I chuckle and shrug.

“I own it.”

” You don’t own it Arie. I mean you can’t afford that bracelet Ariel. I don’t mean to sound rude sis , it’s just that you can’t use your money to buy a diamond bracelet worth 500 thousand grand. That’s half a million.”

No way. Five thousand dollars.

“That’s a Cartier diamond bracelet. It ranges from fifty thousand dollars to one hundred dollars and even one million. How did you get it ?”

I sit the Chihuahua on the counter top and scratch the back of my neck.

“Ariel , just tell me you’re that mystery blonde haired girl with Gray on that photo.”

Oh shit! Caught.

” Are you dating Gray Carter?”

 

Chapter 23

“Are you dating Gray Carter?” I’m stucked with my lie as I stare at Alexa.

“Alexa no. It’s.”

“Hey guys.” Brandon walks in at once stopping my terrible unplanned lie.

He drops five boxes of pizza on the counter and sit close to Alexa. Piper follow behind and sit next to me.

“What happened to her ?” Alexa asks referring to Piper who looks miserable.

“Clearly suffering from a hangover. How much did you drink from last night’s party ?” I ask running my fingers through the dog’s furs.

“A lot. All thanks to emotional troubles. Shit who’s this cute little thing ?” Piper brightens up as she reach to carry the dog.

“Her name’s Blue.” Alexa reply giving me a look that obviously says we’re not done with this conversation.

“Aww. She’s so cute..” Piper coo as she play with Blue including Brandon.

“Can I keep her ?” I ask Alexa. She roll her eyes and cross her elbow on the counter. ” I mean babysit her till you wish to take her back. I know she’s your emotional support dog.”

Alexa chuckles.” She’s just my pet. And you can keep her if you want.”

I mentally squeal and drop the pizzas on the counter as I open the first box.

“Pizza. Wow! Are we celebrating something ?”

“We look around the frat house and we couldn’t find you. Alex said you went home after your horny fuck face bestie showed up.” Piper says picking up a slice of pizza and stuff it inside her mouth.

“Yeah. We decide to stop by at pizzeria and bought this…” Brandon motions to the pizza boxes.

Alexa chuckles and get up to the fridge to collect orange juice.

“Feast away your hangover.” Brandon chuckle taking out a slice.

“We’re planning a sleepover tonight at ours. There will be Pizzas , junk food and countless movies on Netflix. So what’s up ?” Brandon ask , stuffing a whole slice in his mouth. Yeah , he’s Piper’s new roommate.

“I’m in. Bobby is not in the city and I’d love to come. What about you Ariel ?”

“Of course I’m coming. I really don’t have anything to do tonight.” I shrug and smile eating from the pizza box.

“And also , I’m planning a trip to Malibu on Sunday. We’re visiting Eva Glow to shop countless clothes for summer vacation. You all should come.”

Brandon and Piper squeal and I just laugh. A trip to Malibu , of course I’m not staying back.

” We’re visiting the beach if we could shop for clothes earlier. My six million followers need to see me glow again.” Alexa chuckle and gulp a large amount of the orange juice down her throat.

“I dare not stay back.”

“Me neither.” Brandon wiggle his brows and smirk.

“I’m not staying back either.” I say.

“Hey Leslie are you coming ? I’m paying for everything and that includes the clothes.” Alexa shouts.

“No thanks. I’ll be hanging out with Hazel.” She replies from the living room.

“She is super moody this morning. Did you fought with her ?” Brandon asks.

” Hell no. I really can’t fight with people. I think she woke up from the bad side of her bed.” I shrug placing the empty pizza boxes on each other.

“Buddy got laid.” Alexa wink and chuckle before getting off the counter stool to wash her hands.

“Your sister got laid ? That’s epic. Heard she broke up with Hayden.”

“How the hell did you know about her relationship with Hayden ?”

“Hayden is sort of popular in school. Hayden , Ryan , Maynard, Jim and a lot of them are popular guys in school. So breaking up with Hayden was a terrible news to behold. She’s an idiot.” Piper mutters and scoff.

“Hayden is sort of a player. So it’s natural she broke up first cause this badass buddy was definitely gonna break her heart either way.” Brandon adds .

“She needs a fuckin rich guy because she needs to be stuntin’. Hazel got Jim. Dude’s father is loaded and owns an underground basement club in college. Leslie can’t be left behind either.” Alexa mutters loudly as if trying to provoke Leslie.

I sigh and shake my head. None of this makes any sense as long as I’m concerned.

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***

That evening, after taking my bath I got prepared for Piper’s sleepover. I obviously deserve one or I might die thinking about Gray again.

“You’re going out ?” Leslie asks standing beside my door with her arms crossed.

“Yeah. What ?”

“And where are you going ?”

“Leslie , the last time I checked you’re not mom. Since you choose to know , I’m going out with the girls for a sleepover. Are you okay now ?”

“Sleepover ?”

“You heard me correctly.” I scoff and brush my hair before tying it with a band at the back of my head.

” Mom called that she’s coming over tomorrow for a visit. I know you know what that means. Your Malibu visit is cancelled.”

I scowl and cross my arm to look at Leslie. She’s not normal. How can she phone our mother and ask her to come over ? Because she doesn’t want me to visit Malibu for Alexa’s shopping. She’s crazy. I scoff irritatingly and pick up my bag to leave.

” You should leave. I need to lock my room door.”

She smirks and leave. I shut my door and hail a cab to Piper’s and Brandon’s apartment. My phone rings in my pocket and I quickly shove it out.

“Vickie..”

“Oh my God. Really , Ariel. It’s been three weeks since I last heard from you. What happened ?”

I get inside the cab and shut the door , afterwards tell the driver the address.

“I’m really sorry. College is stressing the little life out of me. How’s Sandy ? How’s the restaurant ?” I ask on the phone.

“Pretty fine. It’s annoying I missed you. The restaurant is normal as usual but stupidly boring. You stopped working and Gray Carter barely drops bye as usual.” Yeah, he’s been stalking me around college.

“I’m really sorry Vickie. I hope you’re okay ?”

“I’m fine. How are you ? Saw a look alike of you with Gray Carter in a picture that’s already going viral on the internet. Rumors says the blonde haired lookalike of you is from England.”

I groan and look at the passing objects through the window. How could they make that stupid photo go viral. Thank God nobody recognize it to be me except Alexa. I’m still freaking out thinking I owe Alexa an explanation. I don’t wanna look like a liar and maybe a hypocrite. It’s not really important to me and not worth telling. We’re not even dating or in a relationship.

“Ariel. Did you hear what I said ?” Vickie ask on the phone. God , I zoned out again.

“I’m sorry. What did you say ?” The cab halts and I get out. I paid the driver and head straight to Piper and Brandon’s apartment.

“Where are you ?” She ask on the phone.

“I’m on my way to a friend’s house. Sleepover.”

“Aww. I should hang up then. Becareful and have fun. Don’t forget to date a lot of boys , it’s worth it.” She giggles on the phone.

“Vickie , thanks. I don’t want a boy now okay.” I roll my eyes and step out of the elevator.

“Whatever you say mother. I’m hoping to see you soon.”

“Sure.”

After hanging up , I press the doorbell as it opens revealing Brandon. He smiles broadly and drag me in before shutting the door. I heard chatters or maybe argument from Piper and Alexa.

“Yeah. Alexa wants to watch *His bride* but Piper thought *My brother’s best friend is better.” Brandon explains as we walk to the living room.

“Guys..” They stop arguing and turn to look at Brandon and I.

“Why don’t we watch something different ? Aside your choices.” I point at them and take the remote control.

“House of cards ?” Brandon asks.

“That’s an old movie.”

“Fifty shades of Gray.”

“Yeah Gray Carter.” Alexa and Piper chuckle at once.

They stop laughing and sigh in unison.”Hell no.”

“What about a horror movie ? Like jigsaw or maybe the conjuring ?” Brandon ask again.

“No and no. I can’t withstand a horror movie. We could watch Riverdale. That’s better.” I sigh and plump down on the couch opposite the TV.

Brandon sits close to me including the others as they watch me tune nonstop.

“When are we leaving for Malibu ?” I ask Alexa and remove my shoes.

“12 pm isn’t bad right ?”

“Yeah.” I stop tuning and wait for the movie to start.

“Are we planning to drive to California ? That’s far.” Piper ask.

“I know. We’re using my father’s jet since it’s gonna be quicker. We could drive to Malibu from there.”

Alexa’s father works with a car industry. They make cars and obviously he’s rich. Her parent’s are unlike mine. Different and maybe carefree. They believe Alexa is old enough to make her own decisions.

We ate pizza and pay attention to the movie. Riverdale wasn’t my favorite series. I sort of liked friends more. A scene in the movie made me remember Gray. He sent me a text few minutes ago and as usual I ignored it. I need to breathe normal air. I could barely take the memory out of my head. This was all too new for me. A part of me want him to cuddle me and kiss me just the way I want it.

Him holding tight to my waist and pressing my body against his. And then I remembered the night i was with a towel. How he kissed my neck and me straddling him makes me wet in the core. This isn’t good. Ariel breathe.

“Did you know Archie is my favorite character in this series ?” Brandon asks snapping me out of my thoughts.

” Yeah , because you have a crush on him.” Piper replies. I chuckle and stare blankly at the TV. The scene on the TV is constantly reminding me of Gray.

Veronica sneaking into the bathroom where Archie was bathing as they bathe together and even share several breath taking kisses. I shouldn’t be watching this if I wanna be far from him. I shut my eyes and all I could see is that crazy party where he told me he bought the diamond bracelet specially for me to wear.

…

” Damn , I don’t even know what to wear. I can’t remember visiting California since I was five…” Piper mutters as I open my eyes. God , it’s morning already.

“Ariel , you need to shower. It’s 10 am.” Alexa says from the kitchen.

I hop out of the chair and clean my eyes. How can I fall asleep just like that ? Piper hand me a toothbrush and direct me to the bathroom. I quickly shower and put on the blue mid thigh dress i brought along. It’s a turtle neck long sleeve dress. I blow dry my hair with Piper’s dryer and brush it.

“Ariel , you already look hot. Let’s go.” Brandon drag me out , stopping me from looking at my reflection on the full length mirror.

Sitting on the private jet of Alexa’s father, i fasten my seatbelt and breathe out. Alexa and Piper were on Snapchat recording non-stop videos. I occupy my time playing a multi player video game with Brandon. My phone starts ringing and it’s Gray. I turn to look at Brandon and excused him to take the call.

“Gray..”

“Have you started avoiding me again ?” I sigh and glance around the bathroom where I had to take the call.

“I’m not.”

“Are you in a jet ?” He asks. How did he know ?

“What.. I mean no.”

“I didn’t peg you to be a liar. You’re in a jet ? Where are you flying to and who are you with ?”

I slide my hand down my face and groan.

“I’m with no one. Just a weekend shopping with my cousin Alexa. We’re in her father’s jet.”

” Really ? Is that why you are avoiding me ? You’re too pretty for that.”

I shut my eyes at just the sound of his voice. What’s he doing to me ?

“I gotta go Gray.”

“Fine.” He sighs on the phone before hanging up. This isn’t right. You can’t avoid him.

“Ariel. We are landing. Come on.” I heard a knock on the door along with Piper’s voice.

“I’m coming.” I stare at my reflection in the mirror and take in several breaths before stepping out of the bathroom.

….

The warm breeze of Malibu hit my skin as the breeze sent my hair to different direction. Alexa is a terrible driver just like Gray. She halts the car at Eva’s Glow as we step out. I think she once model with Eva and I can’t remember the next story.

I stare at every single wears and it’s absolutely expensive.

“Pick whatever thing you like. We’re going live.” Alexa squeal.

I walk around the boutique and stop right at the shoes rack.

“Wow…” Piper says behind me as she snake through the shoes.

I pick out several heels and sneakers.

“Guys..” Brandon snap at us. We turn around at once and a sight made us halt.

“Jhene Stewart.” Alexa says beside me.

We stare at this familiar brunette as she glance around the boutique. I remembered her. The brunette who usually eats with Gray at Sandy’s. Meghan stand close to her including a well built man. That must be her personal bodyguard.

“Bitch is from Asia. Her father is from UK while her mother is from Japan. She owns her own fashion line in Los Angeles.” Alexa continues.

“Rumors says she’s partially dating Gray Carter. And also she’s a baby mama of Damon Carter, Gray’s older brother who went MIA. The fuck I hate this bitch.” Piper says as we watch this Jhene girl.

“What the fuck Is she doing here ?” Brandon mutters.

“Dude , she owns Los Angeles.” Piper replies.

She raise her head and meet eyes with me. Oh mother. I really haven’t observed her all this while. Her lashes are so long. Her blue contact lens is expensive even without being told. She’s smartly dressed in rip high waist jeans that reveals her perfectly tanned stomach. Her white crop top has her name on it across her breasts with a black colored pea coat. Meghan whisper something to her as she walks to us.

” I think i know you.” She begins, eyeing my outfit.

“Of course i do. The cheap slutty waitress who works at Sandy’s in Buffalo. What do you want with Gray ?” She asks.

I sigh and refuse to speak. Her expensive perfume fans my nose and I couldn’t help but admire her. You could tell the difference between us. She’s classy , rich, popular and a super model.

“You’re just one of this broke golddiggers who wants what they don’t deserve. Just a friendly advise. Take your shit face and stay away from Gray if you know what’s best for you.”

“Jhene enough of your nuisance. If you think you’re perfectly gorgeous , why would Gray abandoned your expensive ass and go after her ?” Alexa speak up beside me.

“And who the hell are you ?”

“We’re the ones who’s gonna rip out your hair extensions if you don’t move your shit face out of here, Jhene.” Piper says and cross her arms.

Jhene chuckles and turn to look at me. She takes a step forward and stand face to face with me. “Stay away from my boyfriend , pig breath…” She push past me with her shoulders as she walk away with Meghan.

I sigh defeatedly and rub the back of my neck. Without being told I’ve ruined this vacation with my stupid games with Gray.

What the hell was that?

Chapter 24

” That was stupid and childish.” Brandon says, eyes still not leaving my figure. I know i have a lot of explanations to give.

” You know most people just don’t give a fuck about how others feel. She practically wanted to make you feel less of yourself and hurt your feelings. She’s so stupid.” That’s Piper.

” It’s not like he likes her.” Brandon scoffs.

” Yeah. That’s why i said she wanted to make you feel bad and feel less of yourself. That ugly girl whispered something to her and she sees it as a chance to say shit. Ugly bitch.” Piper mutters beside me.

I’m forever grateful they are acting like I don’t owe them explanations. Of course i do. Once we get home , explanation here i come.

” Thanks guys.”

Alexa huffs and go back to shopping. I lost my mood but Brandon was sweet. He made me buy a lot of things and that includes shoes and bags.

Alexa drive to the beach and it was fully parked. Girls with different colors and sizes. They were all pretty. We follow Alexa to a change room as they change to swimsuits. Alexa wore a yellow bikini while Piper choose to go with swimsuit. Brandon didn’t follow , maybe looking for a date.

“We’re waiting Ariel.” Alexa says. She’s still not over that Gray accusations , including Piper. I know they are holding back till we get home.

I decide to wear an orange color bikinis with a scarf around my waist to cover me up a bit. Alexa scoff while Piper chuckle.

We walk back to the beach with my hair released from the hair band. My mind is out of shape and all i could think about is Jhene partially dating Gray. I feel jealous and maybe I shouldn’t be jealous. She’s pretty and all that , she’s worth his class. Not me , timid colleger with overprotective parents.

We wet ourselves and laugh and also take pictures which I’m sure by the time we get back home. Questions Begin.

“I want a job.” I mutter, wringing out water from my hair.

“What type of job ?”

“Any type of job. I’m hoping for an internship but I want this semester to round up before I think of an internship.”

“Okay , like a waitress. Or a bartender.” Brandon beams with a smile.

“Maybe waitress or I could possibly work in a coffee shop.”

“What about babysitting ? It’s better you know. Payment after job and it’s stress free.” Alexa suggests.

“Yeah. I’d like that too.”

“I will look around , I’m sure the guys will too.” She smile and pat my shoulders before leaving.

Getting back on the jet , the guys sing and continue recording videos on Snapchat. I’m not in the mood , I just wanna lay back on my bed and think about my forsaken life. It hurts when people try to remind you that you don’t belong. It’s not like I care.

“Oh my God. Home at last.” Alexa breathe in as she collapse on the single couch resting her leg on the arm rest.

Brandon sits close to Piper and right now , they are all staring at me. Reminding about the incident with Jhene.

“Ariel , what’s going on ?” Alexa asks , not breaking the eye contact.

“I..”

“It’s gonna be nice if you quit lying. You’ve lied enough. You know Gray ? And I’m really sure that blonde haired lookalike of you was you. You were the girl right ?”

I sigh and rub my temple. Where am I supposed to start from ? I’m not stupid , because after this conversation they are going hate me. When did I start lying.

“Fine I’ve seen Gray.”

They raise their brows in shock but Alexa wasn’t really that shocked.

“That’s about two to three months ago.”

“Jesus Ariel. I thought you said you’ve never met him.”

“I have and I’m sorry for lying. He barged into my car and we sort of talked and that’s how it all started.”

“So you’re saying , you’re secretly dating Gray and you’ve been lying about it.”

“We’re not dating.”

“Then what are you ?” Brandon asks.

“I don’t know. That’s one of the reasons I didn’t tell you guys. I was scared. I don’t even know what we’re doing…” I sigh , highly frustrated.

“So you guys have been intimate ?” Alexa asks , still not reacting.

“We haven’t. I mean he hasn’t slept with me but, he kissed me.”

“Holy moly. You kissed Gray ? You exchange kisses with Gray ? Exchange spits and all that. Oh my fuck , why did I ever doubt you.” Piper mutters.

“You know the funny thing about this. We are all friends. And you’ve been secretly seeing someone and you decide not to tell us. You couldn’t even tell me , Ariel I’m your cousin. Three months.”

“I’m sorry guys.”

“It’s not about being sorry. Ariel you lied to us. It’s like you saw us as fools. You fooled us. Pretending you haven’t seen him and you’ve kissed him. Disguised as a blonde haired and went to a party with him. Just put yourself in our shoes.” Piper says. I bite my bottom lip and sigh.

” I’m just gonna leave.” Brandon stands up and head to the door.

“Guys I’m sorry. I’m willing to make it up to you guys. I didn’t know it was gonna be like this.”

“And we had to find out in such a stupid way. If Jhene didn’t talk shit about you , you won’t even tell us. We’re just mad because you lied and even pretend you’ve never been in contact with him. He was the one who gave you those hickeys right ?” Piper asks.

I shut my eyes and nod.

“We asked you. You said it was a random guy. I need a nap. Later guys.” Brandon opens the door and walk out.

“Bye Alexa. Talk later Ariel.” Piper says and walk out too.

Now I’m left with Alexa. She shake her head sideways and stand up too.

“Alexa , I’m sorry. It wasn’t intentional.”

She shrugs.” Yeah , I know.” She squat close to Blue who lay next to my feet.

“Come on Blue. Let’s go.” She rubs her furs and carry her off the floor.

“Later Ariel.” I sigh and watch her leave with Blue.

Now I feel abandoned. I pick up my phone and blocked Gray’s number. If we’re ever seeing each other , I’m telling him to leave me alone.

I slump on the couch and pull my knees to my chest. I hate being lied to and I just did same thing to people I called friends. That hurts a lot.

.

It’s Monday again and I don’t feel like going to class. The thought of my friends not speaking to me hurts a lot. I lazily slide out of bed and go to the bathroom. I stand under the shower till I’m about to feel cold. I step out and quickly get dressed.

I walk into my first class and take a sit. Piper and Brandon sits at the front , two seats from me as they talked and laugh. Brandon chuckle and turn around. His eyes meet mine and I heard him sigh and then look back at Piper who didn’t bother to turn around.

“Ariel.” I turn to look beside me and it’s Ryan.

“Hey..” I give him a fake smile.

“You look pale. Are you okay ?”

“I’m fine , thanks. What are you doing here ? I never knew I share same class with you in econ.”

“Partially business major.” He chuckle.

“I was wondering if you’d like to hang out after class ? I’m playing basketball today , maybe we can hangout.”

I sigh. I’ve blocked Gray’s number and the guys aren’t talking to me. Same time I just wanna go back home.

“Thanks Ryan , I’d love to but can we do that later ? Please.” I bite my bottom lip and pout at him.

“Sure. If that’s fine by you.” I smile and nod.

“Thanks.”

…..

I walk into Sands & winches to eat something. I walk to the counter and tell the waitress what I wanted. My eyes meet with Piper’s and as usual she look away. When is this going to end ?

I collect my order and walk to their booth.

“Hey guys.”

“Hi Ariel.” Brandon replies my greeting but Piper didn’t.

“Guys I’m sorry. Look it’s gonna be fine if you guys don’t wanna talk to me ever again because I lied but I want you to forgive me because it wasn’t intentional. I couldn’t fathom what we had. I’m still new to everything.” I sigh.

“That means you never trusted us.”

” I did, I just don’t trust myself. I planned to tell you guys but I wanted to be sure that i know what I’m doing. Please…”

“Ariel, it’s fine. We understand but we need to get through this. I can’t even picture me doing that to someone i called a friend. We are not mad at you , we just need to get this over with.”

I sigh and bite the inside of my cheek. ” Sure guys. I’m sorry.” I smile faintly at them and walk out of the restaurant.

I bumped into someone on my way out.

“Oh my God, I’m really sorry.” I quickly apologize to this guy that i bumped into.

“Sure.” He smiles and walk past me.

I breathe in and hail a cab to go home. I unlock the door since Leslie isn’t home and shut it. I throw my bag on the single couch and walk to the kitchen to make coffee to drink. I need to get out tonight if i wanna sleep well. I’m crowded with guilt and I just wanna visit a party. I gulp my coffee and walk back to my room. I bring out my notebook to finish my assignment since exams aren’t far.

I slump on my bed and shut my eyes. Hell no , can’t sleep. After several attempts of falling asleep , I check my phone and it’s already nightfall. I need to go out , maybe a club. Without thinking twice , I rush to the shower and take my bath. I blow dry my hair and slip on a red strap dress. I don’t what I’m doing and I’m not backing out. The more I stay here the more I think I need to visit a therapist.

I apply a simple make up and I know I look different and beautiful. I put on my shoes and grab my clutch before walking out of my room. I sit opposite the bartender and ordered for cocktails. I need to get drunk if that’s gonna numb all the aching pains inside me. I rest my elbow on the counter and consume my cocktail. Just two glass and I’m already tipsy.

“Aren’t you gorgeous ?” A voice speaks from beside me. I turn to look at this new visitor and he’s sitting on the next stool close to mine. I remembered him. The cute dark skinned guy I bumped into.

“Thanks.” I smile knowing fully well I’m getting drunk.

” It’s cute I found you here. I’m Hayden.” He says and that seems to furrow my brows on it’s own. Leslie’s ex.

” I’m sorry I’m not interested. I’m waiting for my boyfriend.” I lie drinking my third glass of cocktail.

“So who’s the lucky fella ?” He asks and I didn’t bother to reply. Why would Leslie break up with someone like him. Honestly he’s good looking. To hell with my sister.

“He’s coming.” I finally reply looking everywhere but him.

He Chuckles and lean closer.

“Dance with me ?” He asks and smirks. I stare at his eyes and shake my head. I know i wanted to avoid Gray completely but I can’t flirt with someone else. It feels so inappropriate. Why does he make me feel different ? Like he knows my buttons and when to press it.

“Thanks , not interested.” I get off the bar and find my way through the dancing bodies. What am I doing here in the first place ? Obviously to get wasted. I step on the dance floor and sway to the music. The booze was working and I’m grateful. I twist my waist to the song as I feel someone dance behind me. I grind my hips against my new dancing partner as his hands wrapped my waist. His hands press against my stomach to feel his bulge. This doesn’t feel right and I want Gray already.

“Ariel.” A hand grip to mine as I turn around.

Why does it have to be him. He seems pissed and not really happy.

” Dick, get your hands off her now.” Gray yell at the guy who quickly let go of me.

” To the entrance. Get your broke ass out of my club.” Gray demands , referring to the guy. Why did I dance with him in the first place. I’m such a wrecker.

” Gray..” I hold his hand but he ignored me. The guy huffs and walk out of our presence.

Gray turn to look at me and scoffs. He dragged me out of the club just like the first time.

“Really ?” He asks once we step out of the club.

“So you blocked my number so that you can visit a club. To do what ? When did you start clubbing ?” He yell.

“Don’t yell at me. You’re the reason I’m here.” I yell back at him.

“I want to stay away from you but I can’t stay away from you either.” I begin. Just standing close to him is making me loose my senses. ” I lost my friends because you walked into my life in such a mysterious way. Ever since I met you , i can’t even think normal. Why are you doing this to me ?”

His eyes are mixed with no emotions and sadness. He stare down at me and didn’t say a word.

I sigh and continue.” My life hadn’t been the same since the day you barged into my car. I wanna be far from you every single time. I’ve tried Gray but you’re always everywhere.” My voice is impossibly quiet and that must be the work of the alcohol.

His facial is more cute than I can remember. Why did i ever have to meet him ? He takes me by surprise and pull me to his body as he kiss my breath away. I wrap my hands around his neck and kiss back. He slowly caress my hips to my waist and he’s not willing to break the kiss. The kiss was a bit desperate. Filled with anger and emotions. It’s surprisingly Gray stole my breath away with just a touch. How am I supposed to avoid someone who’s got me wrapped around his fingers.

I thread my fingers through his messy hair and kiss him desperately. The butterflies in my stomach churn and dance in excitement. I’ve been longing for this since the day he kissed me at that party.

My body responds to every of his touch as heat travels through my body and settles in between my legs.

“I want to stay away from you , Gray..” I mutter after breaking from the kiss.

He leans our foreheads together as I watch his eyes. His eyes slowly parted and they meet with mine. His beautiful grey orbs lock with mine as it stares into my soul. How can he be so good looking all the time ?

“It’s crazy I wanna be far from you but I can’t. I’m always coming back.” I mutter and lock eyes with his.

He breathes in sharply with his hands wrap around my waist possessively.” You can’t stay away from me cause I won’t let you.” He said.

He pulls me to himself and adore my neck with his breath taking kisses. He kisses my neck up to my ears and whisper. ” The more you run away from me , the harder I’ll chase you…”

Chapter 25

My heart melt to his sweet words. His words are like ice , it melts my heart. I smile and let him run his hands through my hair.

“Come with me ?”

I nod as he kissed my cheek.

I slide inside his sport’s car and he shut the door. He turn around and entered the driver’s seat as he speed into the dark night.

The ride is quiet as usual and Gray’s eyes aren’t leaving my body. He parks the car in that familiar underground garage as we step out.

” Do you usually come here ? Your penthouse ?”

“Told you before Tinkerbell. Not often. Come here..” he takes my hand and type in his code as we enter the penthouse.

He shut the door and gently press me against the wall to kiss me again. I struggle to take his jacket off. Without wasting much time , he shrug his jacket off not breaking from the kiss.

“You drive me fuckin crazy.” He mutters against the kiss.

I bite his bottom lip gently as we kiss. My tongue take over his and that brought back the weird feeling I’ve been feeling the very day he kissed me. I step out of my shoes and he waste no time to lift me up and i wrap both my legs around his waist.

I moan in his mouth and receive every single kiss he was giving. My body is gently placed on his bed and I watch him take off his shirt.

What a man. He was well built and that includes everything about him. I sit up and touch every outlined muscles. His breath is calm as he watch my every move. I sit on my knees and graze my fingers on his inked arm. I lean closer to him and kiss his neck. He groans silently and watch me carefully.

I caress his chest slowly and kiss his neck. I trail my hands on his back slowly and kiss his neck to his collarbones. His eyes are shut in perfection as I trail every single kisses and touch.

I kiss his cheek and take in his mouth in mine. It didn’t take much for him to return the kiss. He grab my waist and lean me back against the bed not breaking the kiss.

“What the fuck did you do to me ?” He whispers and trail kisses down my neck.

“Don’t try to run away from me Tinkerbell..”

I watch him carefully as he take off my dress leaving me with just my panties and bra. His eyes is covered in lust and emotions as they pry over my body. Watching me , like I’m the most interesting thing to watch.

“You’re beautiful , Ariel .” It’s crazy I love the way my name sounds in his mouth. It’s weird it lights up my world. Or actually, he lights up my world.

He expertly unhook my bra and toss it on the floor. I moan silently since I’m fairly exposed to him. I breathe in sharply and let him lean closer not breaking the eye contact.

My legs are parted slightly as he rests in between my legs , eyes still glue to mine.

“Stop being nervous. I’m not hurting you.” He whispers and play with the waistline of my panties.

“I need to take this off.” I nod as he smirks.

I know I’m drunk or maybe tipsy. Maybe if I was not under the influence of alcohol, I might not let him take off my clothing. He’s just unavoidable. You can’t say no to his demands.

He press his body against mine and adore my neck with his kisses. His lips is soft against my skin as my lips betray me letting out a quiet moan. He kiss the top of my breast and before I could blink an eye , my nipple is in his mouth. I moan and let him taste me. My nipples are already hard as his tongue flick on it. I moan and bite my bottom lip as I watch his tongue take charge of my nipples.

He caress my thighs up to my stomach as he cup my breast with a gentle squeeze. His teeth graze gently on my hard nipples as i squirm underneath him.

He kiss in between my breast and move down to my stomach. My panties are still on and he’s not making any move to take it off.

“You’re so wet.” He murmurs against my skin with his eyes glue to mine.

I could taste my blood in my mouth because of too much biting of my bottom lip. I lean on my elbows and watch him hold the waistline of my panties as he peel them off my skin. And now I’m naked underneath him. Thank God I waxed this week.

He slide his fingers down my wet core and raise my right leg to rest on his shoulders. My head sparks as his lips taste my sensitive part. I moan and squirm to the new feeling. This feels good. His tongue was out of description as it eat up every of my orgasm.

I run my fingers through his hair and moan out his name and every other words that escape out of my mouth. I feel his finger slide inside me as it work my core to orgasm. I’ve never had this before or even have anyone in between my legs. His finger thrust in and out of me while his tongue work on my clit.

My stomach clench and my orgasm broke. He lick off every of my wet till I’m totally clean. My elbows are weak including my legs. I rest back on the bed and catch my breath. Gray leans closer to me and kiss me. His mouth taste different and I was sure it was because he’s been down my legs earlier.

“You taste so fuckin good.” He mutters in my mouth and kiss my upper lip.

“That was…” I take in a deep.” That was so good.”

“I’m not through with you yet.” He smirks and cup my breast and that that instantly turn me on.

“Gray..”

“Hmm..” he hum against my neck. The vibration travel down to my core as I trail my fingers on his chest.

He twist my nipple and bite the other lightly.

“Come sit on my face..”

“What ?”

He raise his head and smirk devilishly at me. He lays back down on the bed with his head relaxed on a pillow.

I smile and craddle his face holding gently unto the headboard. Gray’s fingers dig on my ass while he grab it gently positioning me to sit on his face.

My core meet in contact with his lips and that almost made me collapse.

“Oh my God…” I moan as he survey around my sensitive part.

The heat in my body travel down my body and settled on my core. How can someone be so goddamn good with his mouth. I absently grind on his mouth but he purposely lift me up a bit to rub circles on my walls.

I whimper and moan , pouring out profanities as he rub circles on my core.

“Gray , I’m cumming.”

With one swift motion , he lift me off his face and place me on the bed.

“Gray , really ?” I groan and swat his chest.

“I was about to orgasm.”

“So..”

“Really.. ” I scoff and look him in the eyes , telling him to continue.

He smirks and kiss my lips before parting my legs with his knees. His finger slide back inside me while his thumb begin rubbing circles.

” Please don’t stop..” I moan, hoping he won’t delay my orgasm again.

Sliding out his fingers , he continues rubbing circles till i orgasm. My breathing is ragged while I try to catch my breath. I hope I remember all of this tomorrow.

“Are you still drunk ?” I smile at his question and shake my head sideways.

“Anyone could easily tell when you’re lying..”. He says and kiss my forehead.

I rub my knees on his trousers and a groan escape out of his mouth.

“Don’t do that , except you’re willing to take me in.”

“Why don’t I return the favor ?”

“I’m fine.”

“Gray you’re hard.”

“So how could you tell if someone is hard ?” He raise his brows and smirk.

I slowly trail my fingers down his abs to the waistline of his pants and caress his hard-on through his jeans.

“That’s hard.” I wink.

He bites his bottom lip and lay next to me covering my naked body with the duvet.

” Why did you block my number ?”

I sigh and rest my head on his chest as I touch his chest.

“I wanted to forget you.”

“Why ?”

“A lot of reasons. People always try to remind me I’m not worthy to be around you. It hurts to the core. I feel less of myself and I hated it when I do.”

He remain silent and rub circles on my lower back.

“Who’s Jhene to you ?”

“Did you meet her ?”

“I met her in Malibu. She called you her boyfriend and warned me to stay away from you. Meghan was with her.”

“Meghan ?”

“Yeah. She said same thing the day she was supposed to take me out to shop for clothes for that party.” I trail my fingers down his chest and rub circles on his nipples.

I enjoy the way his body tensed to the feeling.

“I’m sorry about that.”

“It’s so weird you apologize all the time. I’m sure you don’t do that frequently…”

He chuckle and turn to look at me.

” You make me do a lot of things you know.” He says calmly and kiss my cheek.

“You too.”

“Jhene is my older brother’s baby mama. Don’t let her threaten you. She’s not my type, cause you’re better than her.”

I blush and kiss his cheek before wrapping my hand around his torso.

“I hope you won’t freak out when you’re sober. Cause you’re drunk as hell.” I giggle and smile.

“Thanks Gray.”

“Go to bed , Ariel.”

…

My body aches the following morning as I stretch my bones. My eyes slowly snap open as I take in my new environment. Sunlight sneak through the curtains as i quickly shut my eyes. Another hangover. I’m never drinking again. Last night’s event sneak into my head and I remembered everything.

I open my eyes swiftly and push the comforter to the side. I’m naked and alone on his bed. I look for my clothes on the floor and it’s not there. I look around the room and my clothes are arrange on the cream colored couch. God I almost had sex with Gray after I rant last night that i wanna stay away from him. I can’t say I’m choice less, I basically don’t know what I want.

I search his closet and find one of his t-shirt. I couldn’t stop gawking at the size and the beauty of his room. I admire the glass window that stretch from the floor to the roof. You could spot the busy city down this penthouse. I clean my eyes and go to the living room to look for Gray. He’s no where to be found , which means I’m alone. How can he leave without waking me up.

I look at my phone and it’s almost afternoon. I’ve missed my class because of Gray. He sent me a text message about 5 hours ago telling me he’s got business to handle and he ordered food for me. I smile to his nice gesture and quickly brush my teeth with his spare toothbrush and devour the food he ordered. I take my bath and get dressed locking his door with the spare key he left with me.

Walking out of his penthouse , I dialed his number and he’s not picking up. I sent him a text message and he didn’t text back.

….

It’s evening and Gray hadn’t replied my text messages. I check my phone countless times and yet nothing. No calls and he’s not even picking my calls. Why am I even worried or bothered. We’re not together and worst is I’ve always wanted to stay away from him. It’s weird he’s got me wrapped around his fingers and I just can’t think straight. I can’t believe he took me to his house, touched me and left in the morning and didn’t even bother to pick my calls or texts. He’s so unpredictable.

I pull my knees to my chest and continue with my assignment since it’s nightfall. Leslie and i are not in talking terms and none of us haven’t bother to make the first move to talk to each other. The guys are still avoiding me and I really haven’t called them either since the day I approached Piper and Brandon in Sands & Winches.

A knock on my door startles me as I get up to open. Leslie barely knocks on my door and Gray would never knock. So who must that be ? I twist the doorknob and open the door only to be faced with Freddie.

“How did you get here ?” I ask him as he try to get in.

“Don’t even dare. You should leave.” I proceed to shut the door but he stop me with his foot.

“I just wanna talk. I’m here to apologise.”

I bite my bottom and look at his eyes and they look heavy like someone’s who been deprived of sleep.

“Ten minutes..” I open the door widely and motion for him to come in.

“I’m really sorry for breaking our friendship.” He begins.

“Freddie , nine minutes…”

“I’m sorry , I barely could sleep because of what i did.”

” Eight minutes..”

“Ariel please listen to me. I was scared to loose you..”

“Sev… What ?” I pause and watch his guilt filled face.

“I’ve always wanted you. I thought you didn’t like me back and I was scared to tell you how I felt. Scared to loose you , so I just had to stay friends if that means you won’t walk out of my life. I hated the fact that you abandoned college to go be a sister , I was angry..”

“And you thought taking advantage of me would make me stay ?”

“I was stupid and I’m truly sorry. I know i can’t take it back. I know you can’t trust me anymore , but Ariel I truly missed you. I missed us and I’m truly sorry. I want you back.”

“We were never together Freddie.”

“It’s stupid I discovered you liked me too. You know there’s still a part of you that still feels the same for me. A part that still wants me…” He sigh and step forward making us fancily close to each other.

Just two steps and we will be breathing same air.

” I want you to forgive me. I want you Ariel. I missed us hanging out together.”

“That’s like a year ago. I mean , I trusted you. I’d never expected you to do that to me. You broke me Freddie. I almost committed suicide..” I sob silently.

He takes one step and another step and we’re so close to each other. Freddie’s cute , yeah really cute. We might be teenagers then but he’s still cute , even better. His blue eyes were the first thing that attracted me to him. His deep chestnut brown hair always lay on my laps in highschool. He’d always sneak into my bedroom each time his parents fought. But that’s like a year ago. He betrayed my trust.

“I’m truly sorry that you almost committed suicide. I might loose my mind if I actually loose you forever..” he whispers and trail his index finger down my cheek.

He push back my loose hair beside my ear and lock eyes with me. No this isn’t happening.

“I missed you Ariel. I’m gonna do everything just to make you forgive my mistake. I was stupid and desperate.” He says and trails his fingers slowly on my jawline.

His hand move to the back of my neck as he leans against me taking my lips by surprise. He kiss me slowly and deepen the kiss with his hands wrapped around my waist. To my own surprise I kissed back. This isn’t right. I pull back and sigh, rubbing my nape.

“Let me love you, Ariel.”