Ch. 26..30: Until I Met You Chapter 26-30

Chapter 26

~GRAY~

” That Russian prick won’t stop till he finds your underground warehouse. He’s angry beyond consolation after taking away his Chinese deal.” Reid says picking up a cigarette and a lighter.

” Fuckin Dick..” I scoff and stuff my hands in my front pocket watching my compound through the glass wall.

Jhene’s black car drive into my compound as she step out of her car with Meghan. Meghan’s her half sister and obviously my employee who’s trying to hit on me the very first day she got employed. Dumb ass slut.

“Hey babe..” she says as she walk into the living room.

She walk majestically and proceed to throw her hands around my shoulders. I grab her arm and force her to sit on the couch.

” Jhene really ?”

“What are you talking about ? I missed you by the way.” She proceeds to stand up but my glare made her sit back as she throw her hands in surrender.

“Tell me my grievance please.”

“What did you tell Ariel ? I’m sure you visited California.”

“Who’s Ariel ? Oh wait! The slutty waitress who stole your attention ? Nigga I told her no shit.”

“It’s stupid you couldn’t buy my attention. Why the fuck did you tell we’re dating Jhene ?”

“I beg your pardon.”

“You’re so miserable, dumbass bitch.”

“Gray easy on her.” Reid says at once.

“Reid , stay out of it. What are you doing here ? The last time i checked , we just fucked and I got tired. You decided to get back at me by sleeping with Damon. It’s stupid you return with a baby and forced me to go for a paternity test because you’re so desperate to make me your fuckin baby daddy. Now what the fuck are you doing here ?”

She’s paled out as she stare at me speechless.

“You should stay away from my houses except Kennedy’s back. Get your cheap ass outta here.” She gasp and stand up at once.

“Gray , you’re taking it far.” Reid protests.

“You’re pushing me out ?”

“Yes , get the fuck out. And do yourself a favor and stay away from Ariel. If you by any chance stalk her ever again , I’m gonna fuck you up. Start leaving..” I scoff and grab a blunt and a lighter.

She bite her bottom lip in anger and turn to leave. I light the cigarette and scowl at Meghan.

“You’re fired Meghan. Go with her. You can possibly go back to the strip club where I picked your ass from.”

“Boss.”

I exhale the smoke out of my nostrils and glare at her. I just feel like shooting someone. She pretends to sob as she leaves.

” Seriously man. What the fuck is that ?” Reid asks clearly angered by my actions.

“The last time I checked , I fuckin pay her bills so I have every right to fire her.”

“She’s the best in her field.”

“There are a lot of bitches who work better than her annoying ass. Call Manny tell him to get someone who’s gonna represent Meghan.”

“Fuck man.” He scoff and walk out of the living room.

What’s with him ? I’ve got a lot of issues troubling my head and I wasn’t in the mood to handle some girly shit in the name of Jhene. I fuckin hate that bitch. A lot of times i regretted meeting her in the first place. How she fuckin planned to make me jealous like I give a fuck. Forced me to take a paternity test and she’s aware I don’t hit without a fuckin rubber.

“You know that was too much. It’s been long I’ve seen you this angry. What’s she to you ?” Reid asks gulping down a glass of wine.

“I should worry about that Reid.” I sigh. He hums and chuckle.

I remembered the previous night. Her beneath me staring non-stop at me with her beautiful dark brown eyes. It’s crazy she has an effect on me and that scared the shit outta of me. The incident at the club barely leaves my head. She on that seductive red dress. Her long black hair hanging down her shoulders as she danced. Every horny fuck in that club couldn’t take their eyes off her and that fuckin made me mad. How could she visit a club because she wanted to avoid me.

Everytime i close my eyes , all i could see his her little form on my bed laying next to me. I’ve always wanted to eat her out and she taste so fuckin good. I needed to be myself for once so I just had to avoid her calls. She’s like a distraction to me and a new addition worse than coke.

“She’s too good for your shit.”

“So when last did you care about who I get laid with ?” I asks Reid.

“Since you met this Ariel girl. I don’t mean to sound crazy but , man you don’t fuckin want her.”

I roll my eyes and light another blunt as i crouch on my single couch.

“Wanna party tonight ? Strip club is gonna be dope. Fuck I wanna get laid.” Reid says and i couldn’t help but chuckle.

” Whatever you say man. Trent’s in town. We could possibly hang out in his strip club. I need to get rid of Vladimir.”

“Messing with the Russians is the last thing that should ever cross your mind Gray. Don’t pull your trigger to that direction.”

“Cock suckers.” I huff and gulp his half glass of wine.

“Whatever Jhene did might be stupid but that was harsh. She’s a woman for fuck sake.”

“And I don’t give a flying fuck, Reid. She sucks.”

“Yeah , sucked your dick.”

“Fuck , man. I don’t wanna think about that shit.

He puff out his smoke and chuckle.

“Get your shits together. We’re getting drunk.”

“Now you sound like a college delinquent who hates school.”

“The fuck , I’ve always hated school. Don’t try to remind me that you’ve always been the brightest between you and me and you always ace every shitty exams.”

“Touchè.” I chuckle and stamp the butt of the cigarette on an ash tray.

…

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We step on the club as who cares to look watch. Manny and Carl follow behind since they are my personal guard.

“Gray Carter..” Stephens says as he exchange handshake with Reid and I.

“This way. Your table is already preserved. Trent’s waiting.” Stephens leads the way and we follow behind.

“Gray Carter..” Trent calls out as I take a seat. He hands me a glass of wine and a cigarette.

“I’m not smoking tonight. Thanks for the blunt.” I raise the glass upwards and drink the content.

“I didn’t expect to see you tonight.”

“Work , Trent , It’s driving me insane.” I reply. Reid raises his brows and smirk before lowering his glass of wine to his mouth. Yeah I know that look.

“And i heard you could overtake Vladimir. The fuck face won’t take it easy on every one of us. Especially you Gray.”

“He’s a pussy and I don’t even think about it.” I scoff and glance around this club. Reminding me of the day I saw Ariel in a club for the second time.

How she’s always different amongst her friends as she compare each drink before drowning them cause she’s afraid of being drunk. Just standing few feets from me that night and dancing drive me fuckin insane and it turns me on. She’s like sex , always on your fucked up mind. She always drives me insane with just a smile.

“Gray , you need a girl ?” Reid asks. I raise my brows and shake my head sideways.

“I’m fine.”

Trent snap his hand at his guards as they walk into the brighter side of the club since we’re in a VIP club covered with topless strippers. I watch the strippers dance around the pole as they won’t stop giving me eyes. Trent’s guards returns with two girls as they giggle. One sits on Reid’s laps while the other sit next to Trent.

The ebony skinned girl on Reid’s laps look up as her eyes meet mine. She tensed secretly and smirks. Leslie , Ariel’s sister. I remembered her very well and I fuckin despise her attitude. She smiles and grind on Reid’s laps. Dumb bitch. Her friend try to hit on me but my glares made her compose herself. She turn her back on us and straddle Reid. Reid grab her ass as he takes off her crop top leaving her topless and she’s not even wearing a bra. Dumbass bitch.

Leslie giggles and moan silently on Reid’s laps who must have been finger fucking the bitch.

“Reid get a room.” I snap at the two horny folks.

“Chill man. I’m cool right here. ” Trent raises his brows and chuckles.

My mind is out of place. All I could think of is Ariel and it’s been a week since I’ve heard or even seen her. I’m such an asshole.

“I’ll be back , Trent.” I tap Trent gently on his shoulders and get up from the chair to leave the club.

“Becareful out there Gray.”

“Manny stay. You too Carl.” I gulp the remaining content of the wine and storm out. Reid is too busy too think and I didn’t tell him a thing.

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~ARIEL~

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One day , two days and now one week Gray hasn’t picked my calls or even reply my texts. I don’t know what’s going on. But I was scared and almost tempted to check on him in his penthouse or maybe his house. I lay on my stomach on my bed and watch a movie on my laptop.

About the kiss with Freddie , i really don’t wanna think about it cause I end up depressed again. He wants me to be his friend again and I told him i was never gonna think about it. I hated the fact that I had to kiss him in the first place , infact I regretted it. I see a shadow beside my door as I raise my head from my laptop. No way.

“Gray…”

I heard him chuckle as he made his way to my bed.

” Missed me ?”

“No I didn’t. You’re such an annoying jerk. What are you doing here ? You’ve been avoiding my calls ever since you drove me to your penthouse.” I say sitting up.

“Why don’t you admit that you missed me Tinkerbell.” He smirks, looking down at what I was watching.

“So why did you decide to show up after you disappeared for a week ?”

“Cause I missed you.” He whispers and lift me off the bed to sit me on his lap.

“You smell like weed and alcohol. Have you been partying ?”

He shrugs and study my face.

” I was bored so I decided to drop by in a club. It was extremely boring and all I could think about was you. ”

” How did you always get in ? The door was locked.”

He lets out a quiet chuckle and shrug. I playfully swat his hand to tell me the truth.

” You don’t have to be a jerk. How did you get in ?”

He rolls his eyes and stay quiet.

” Don’t worry about it. I always have my way.”

I sigh and watch his perfect lips as he smiles at me. It’s crazy that lip did a lot to me when I was at his penthouse.

“Let’s go for a ride.”

I chuckle and rest my head on his shoulders.

“Gray it’s almost 9 pm.”

“Whatever thing you say princess. Go change , I’ll wait downstairs.”

I sigh defeatedly and crawl out of his laps. I watch him walk out of my room and it’s annoying he took my senses with him. I undress myself and put on a light pink crop top hoodie with black Jean shorts and sneakers. I take the elevator down stairs and I couldn’t spot Gray’s usual expensive sport’s cars but instead he lean against a motorbike.

“The last time I checked , you’re a crackhead driver with bad driving lessons. Are you trying to get us killed ?” I whine.

“Hop in princess.” He smirks and pat the backside of the motorbike for me.

“Gray , I’m scared.” I whine.

His hands wrapped around my waist as he pull me to himself.

“You’re so fuckin beautiful. It’s crazy you’re the only thing in my head through out this past weeks.”

” Then why did you avoid my calls and refused to return my calls and texts ?” I ask calmly.

“Because I don’t wanna get used to you. It’s crazy I’m already wanting you so badly…” He sigh and lean his forehead on mine. ” You drive me crazy…” He coo’s.

He hold my chin up and clasp my lips on his. I’ve missed this , I’ve missed him. I wrap my arms around his neck and lean in to his kiss taking his mouth deeply in mine. I feel a lot of things when I’m around him and i really can’t explain them. I didn’t notice when Gray wrap my legs around his waist and sit me on the front of his motorbike.

“If we continue , I’m gonna take off your clothes and kiss you like a fuckin candy.” I blush and bite my tongue.

“You’re okay here ? I wanna look at you while I drive.” He cocks his brows as I chuckle.

“Sure thing captain. Just don’t get me killed. Where’s your helmet ?”

” I don’t really need one.” He smirks and bring out his earphones from his jacket pockets and stuck them inside both my ears.

“Just in case you can’t withstand how fast I go and the crazy sound.” He kisses my cheek and hand me his phone to play any song.

I decrease the volume of the song in case I need to listen to whatever thing he wants to say.

“Ready ?”

“Yes.” I wrap my hands around his torso and rest my head on his chest . Thank God I’m little compare to him.

He starts the engine and in less than a minute we’re on the road. I giggle to his crazy driving as he duck in between cars and night traffic. Everything pass in a blur and the breeze kisses my naked legs due to his speed.

“Are you okay ?”

“Yeah I’m fine.” I smile and watch each moving vehicles as Gray speeds past every average and fast cars.

A car drive alongside us but it’s a bit far cause it’s a one way road. The driver smirks at me through his dark glasses. I’m not dumb , we’re being trailed.

“Gray, someone…”

“I know. Lay back and close your eyes. Increase the song if you want.” Gray turn to look at the other vehicle. A black BMW and it’s driver is ruthless without being told. Through the dark night , I see a little scar on his cheek as he continue smirking devilishly at me. He has a passenger and they look ruthless. The driver shove out a gun and I don’t know but I started screaming.

Gray dodged his bullet and speed faster. The ruthless BMW driver, pull his trigger the second time and Gray duck his bullet speeding into the dark night.

“Fuckin prick…” He cuss and duck past another vehicle. Why did i choose this part in life ? What’s up with my life and bad lucks ? Gray expertly turn me to sit at the back of his motorbike as I wrap my hand around his torso. I’m already whimpering as i look behind me , they are still following us. What do they do want ? Of course Gray knows what they want. He’s too filled with secrets.

“Gray , what’s going on ?” I whimper because this BMW driver is still chasing at us as he continues shooting at us.

Gray dig out a gun from his jacket pocket and shoot the car’s tyres. Wait ! he has a gun. A gun ! Oh my God , how did I get here. I mentally scream and hug him tighter as she shoots both side tyres and aim at the driver’s head. I close my eyes, tears already raining down my eyes. I’m highly emotional and seeing someone shoot at someone made me loose my mind the more. I heard a loud sound as I open my eyes. The BMW drive into a truck as it went ablaze.

“Tinkerbell.”

“Pull over..” i scream hitting his back.

“Calm down..”

“Who the hell are you ? Gray pull over..”

“Oh shit…” He curses and pull the break. I whip my head forward and there’s about two cars blocking the empty road and four guys. One seems to be smoking a fat cigar and he looks like their leader. I hop out of the bike including Gray. Obviously , I don’t know what’s going on but I’m certain I’m gonna get hurt before I leave here. I just wanna get the hell out of here.

“Gray Carter. Nice stunt you pulled on my men.” The guy with the fat joint chuckle with his obvious Russian accent. I quickly go behind Gray for cover.

“What do you want ?”

” Tit for Tat Gray. You’re just like your father. Worthless and thieves. Get the girl.” Oh no no no. This isn’t happening.

A muscular tatted weirdo grab my arm from behind Gray as Gray grab the other.

“Let her go Vladimir. She did nothing to you.”

This Vladimir guy chuckles and motion his finger to Gray. Another Russian asshole smack his face with a gun as he spit out blood.

“Oh my God.” I whimper.

“Fuckin Dick.” Gray cusses and bites his lip bottom lip.

“I’m taking the girl.” Vladimir says as I’m push to him.

“No , please no.” I sob.

” Vlad don’t. You don’t wanna fuckin do this.” Gray orders. A guy pressed a gun against Gray’s temple and right now I wanna pee.

Vladimir chuckles and glares daggers at Gray.

“Shoot him.”

“No…” I sob loudly and the next thing I hear was a gun shot.

Oh my God!

Chapter 27

Before I can blink , Gray pulls out his gun and shoot at both guys. I don’t even know how he did that. I whimper and squirm at the hold of this Russian demon. He chuckles, maybe to the fact that Gray killed all his back men.

“So she’s worth it huh? You killed my men for this hoe?” Vladimir asks.

” Vlad , no more shit talk. Leave her the fuck alone.”

“What if I don’t?” He ask and smirk devilishly. Gray shot his arms as he wince letting go of me.

I quickly hide behind one of the cars afraid to watch any bloody scene. Who’s he ? How can I be so naive to know nothing about him. I heard grunts as I raise my head to look at the scene. Gray slams Vladimir against his car as the windshield shattered. He toss Vladimir to the floor and watch Vladimir closely. I’ve never seen him like this before. This wasn’t Gray , maybe some clone or something.

” Next time you tell your dildos to stalk me ever again. I’ll be killing without thinking twice.” He scoff and raise his head to look at my already broken self.

His face soften at my sight as he made his way to where I’m leaning already soaked with tears.

“Don’t touch me.” I sniffle and stand to my feet moving far away from him.

“Ariel , please not now. Let’s get you home.” I shake my head sideways. He isn’t the one to easily bulge. He sighs defeatedly and with one single movement , he lifts me on his shoulders.

“Gray put me down..” I shake my legs continusly and hit his back.

My eyes meet this already dead men and Vladimir is nowhere to be found.

…..

Halting his motorbike in my apartment , I quickly hop out and turn to leave. His grip on my arm made me stop and I’m forced to look at his pale face with so much emotions. I made sure I didn’t look at his eyes. It’s like a soft spot for me and I end up doing a lot of silly things without thinking.

“Don’t walk out on me.” He says sternly , hand still gripping to my arm. I try to free from his grasp but he pulls me to himself.

“Let me go. You’re scaring the little life out of me. Gray I watched you killed someone. That was the least thing i expected from you..”

“He was gonna take you away…

from me.”

” Who was he ? Why where those guys trailing us ? Shooting at us ?”

He shrug his shoulders and keep quiet.

“So you’re not gonna talk about it ?”

“What do you want me to say ? I don’t know.”

“Gray he called you worthless and a thief. You knew who he was and why he was after you. Was he the guy Reid talked about ? That he was stalking you for ages now.” He bites his lip and nod.

“Then why does he want me ?” I ask , getting really tired because of this conversation. I wanna run far away from him and maybe hide underneath my bed. He’s definitely gonna find me. As usual.

“I don’t know okay.” He yell.” I can’t answer your questions. It’s not important.”

” You’re just a liar. A manipulative liar. How could you be so selfish ? Gray, I saw you pull out a gun. Shot more than five men. What’s that supposed to explain ? You know what , let go of my arm.”

” Tinkerbell.”

” Leave me alone. I don’t even know who you’re. Just let me go. I don’t wanna be here with you.” I sob and sniffle.

He pulls me to himself and wrap both arms around my waist. He nuzzles my neck and breathe in my scent.

“Don’t walk away from me because you saw me shot someone. I don’t wanna loose you and I won’t stop shooting people for you.” He move his head backwards to stare at my eyes. He’s not getting it. I wanna go to bed and assume nothing happened.

” I need to go.” I pull away from him and run into my apartment.

It didn’t take me long to get to my room. I walk past Leslie who’s watching TV with Hazel.

“You’ve been hanging out late again.”

“Leslie , shut your shit mouth and mind your business.” I scoff and unlock my door.

“Did she just talk back at you ?” I heard Hazel’s voice from the living room.

“Bitch been slamming a good nigga lately. Sooner or later , I’m gonna fuck her ass up.”

I roll my eyes and step inside my room. I lean against the door and slide down. I can’t stop weeping. How can I be so stupid ? Always stupid. I barely could fathom why I’m always making wrong decisions. Freddie , now Gray. I rest my elbows on my knees and hold my head in my hands. What have I gotten myself into ? The most annoying part is that he is always making me want him badly. Despite the stupid stunt he pulled out there , I wish he was here to hold me again. I crawl to bed without taking off my clothes and it’s weird I dreamt about him.

The following morning , I was up late. I lazily stride to the bathroom to quickly shower and go to class. I stop by my bathroom mirror and check out my reflection. Holy Christ , i look like shit. I rub my palms on my face and lather my skin harder than usual. I feel weird and that bloody shootout is refusing to get out of my head. I’d never thought i will watch someone kill someone. But then someone that I truly liked shot someone in my presence and he’s not willing to talk about it.

Getting ready for class , I walk out of the apartment to go to class. Ryan was the first person I saw when I step in my first class. He flash me his boyish grin exposing his dimpled cheek. I think it’s time i forget Gray Carter if I wanna live. He’s too closed up and secretive. But then , I can’t even look at him without loosing my mind. How could he know each of my buttons and when to press it.

“Hi.” I smile at Ryan and sit next to him.

“Hey. You look pretty.”

“Thanks. You’re not looking bad yourself. How are you ?” I ask him.

” I’m good. Still owe you a burger.”

I chuckle and turn to look at him.

“You don’t really have to. I mean it’s like stressing you out.”

“I’d like to Ariel. It’s just a burger at Sands & Winches and also I’m inviting you to a frat party this weekend if you are not that busy.”

” Wow. Frat , I’m gonna think about it. And maybe after class , we can go have the burger together.”

“Thanks.” He flash his dimpled cheeks as the professor walks in.

I place my notepad on the desk to begin writing. I saw Brandon with Piper as they smile at me. Really ? Are they over my lies yet ? I would really need a girls time after my incident with Gray. What a mess kinda life I’m living. From one shit to another.

“Planning for the exams ?” Ryan ask me once we step inside sands & Winches.

“Yeah. I can’t wait for vacation. I need a good nap and maybe an internship.”

“Internship ? Got a place in mind ?”

Truly I liked Summit , but then my mystery man owns it. I can’t work under him and also he’s a murderer.

“Not really.” I reply and take a seat on one of the booths.

“Alright. Maybe I can look out for you. Sinclair’s isn’t bad right ?”

“Sinclair ? I’d like it. Thanks Ryan.” He smiles and nod as we take our orders.

“Hey guys. Damn it’s so hot out there.” Piper smiles at me before sitting next to me. Brandon sits across us grinning like a kid who won a lottery to visit chocolate factory.

“Hey guys. Are you guys for real ?”

Piper giggles and shrugs. Her eyes land on Ryan as she smirks.

“Are you asking her out ? She’s not single and obviously not searching Ryan.” Piper tells him as the waitress brought in our order. A chicken Burger !

” Are we getting our order or not ?” Brandon asks and lean watching Ryan and me.

“Sure.” Ryan snap at the waitress as she walks back to our booth to take Brandon and Piper’s orders.

“So Ryan , hope we’re not disturbing anything ? We missed our buddy and we’d like to snatch her anytime soon ?” She winks and smiles at both of them.

I so much miss them. My life had been more dramatic than i could ever imagine. We eat and talk and thankfully, no one brought up anything about Gray. I’m not in the mood to talk about him. It’s annoying he makes me want him every single day of my life. Just mere thinking about him , my mind drift to what happened between us at his penthouse. I still have his spare key and I’m wondering why did I keep it in the first place.

Ryan asked for my number and I gave him before he left. Brandon drove us to my apartment as we walk in. I feel exhausted. College is stressing me to the core.

“Group hug..” Piper squeal as she give me a bear hug squeezing the life out of me. I hug back and Brandon joined too.

“Holy fuck. This isn’t Christmas Eve.” Alexa’s voice startles us. We turn around and she’s leaning on my door with her arms crossed and her crazy smirk.

” What’s up cousin. You look pretty.” She peck my cheeks and plump down on the couch.

“Don’t tease me Alexa. Life has been hard without you guys.” I sigh and sit next to Alexa. Brandon sits on the single couch while Piper did the same.

“You have Gray Carter girl. You’re like the hottest girl in New York right now. You’re stunnin’.” Alexa blabbers. Silly rich people.

“Yeah. What’s up with you guys ? You don’t look bad. With the look on your face , he did a really super hot magic on you. How did it even happened ?” Piper asks with full focus on me.

“Guys we’re not In love. We’re not dating. We’re not even in a relationship.” I sigh.

“Then what ? Friends with benefits ? No offense boo , but Gray doesn’t keep a girl for this long. You said you guys have been hanging out with each other for over three months. Damn girl , that’s like forever.”

” So who else perceives the chemistry between Gray and Ariel.”

“There’s no stupid chemistry. Just a naive me who doesn’t know what I want.”

“You don’t know what you want ?” Alexa asks and rolls her eyes.

“I don’t. We’re not in love okay. Truth is we just like ourselves. He’s a good person and not really bad.”

“You don’t have to tell us that Ariel. We know he’s a good person. It’s just… Do you like him ? Like feelings ?”

I rub my temple and lean back on the couch.

“Yes I like him and that’s just it. I’m not sure about feelings.”

“Fuck girl you’re so lucky. I can’t imagine Leslie’s face right now if she hears this. Someone’s gonna die and resurrect.” Alexa says and that earn a laughter from everyone.

“It’s incredible to have someone like Gray Carter look at you. No insults. Boy’s dope man.”

“So aside Damon , there’s no other Carter’s ? I’d really love to get one to look at me.” Alexa says.

“Alexa seriously..” I chuckle.

” Yeah. It’s so sad Damon went MIA. Dude’s like Gray. So fuckin cute.” Piper emphasize.

I roll my eyes and draw my knees to my chest.

“What about his father or even his mother ?” I ask this time.

“Heard is father is dead. And according to the media, Mia Carter , Gray’s mom remarried a Canadian after her husband’s death. So basically, Gray’s mother is in Canada. The man’s rich. I think is name is ….” Alexa said snapping her fingers in thoughts.

” Antonio.. Sounds like a mafia boss’s name.” Brandon chuckles.

“You’ve watched too much mob movies Brandon.”

“They are basically popular then.”

“Reasons I told you you’re fuckin lucky Ariel. He owns Summit. Worldwide company with a lot of million dollars piling in every single minute. That’s one of the reasons Jhene wanted Gray to herself. The fuck face is desperate.” Piper says.

” So who’s in for a party tonight. We need to party for coming back together and also for Ariel who’s got almighty Gray wrapped around her fingers. Fuck I’m jealous.” Alexa mutters and giggles.

“Alex , we’re not dating.”

“Chill boo , you’ve kissed him. I’d die thinking about that same lips adoring my skin. Hell’s sake he’s too perfect.” Piper murmurs.

Yeah perfect indeed ? If I can remember vividly, I almost got killed yesterday.

“So who wants to party ?” Brandon beams.

” We’re all in..”

…

That night , my rooms covered in different kinds of wares the girls have been trying on including Brandon.

“I’m getting laid tonight.” Brandon mutters.

“Brandy keep your shit in your pants.” Piper yell at him.

“Shut up Piper.” We chuckle and get dressed.

I’m already getting perfect at dressing myself up. I stretch my hair and zip my strapless black dress that hugs every of my curves as I put on my shoes. We hop inside Alexa’s black Lexus as she speeds into the dark night. She’s another lunatic driver like Gray. I quickly shake my head and breathe in. I’m forgetting about him and I’m moving on. I can do this. Same time I can’t. Just seeing him makes my heart stop beating. Why’s this always happening to me.

We walk to the bar and ordered for shots because I really wanna get drunk. Deep down I pray I don’t come across him. He’s always driving me crazy. We take our shots and a bottle of tequila as we walk back to our table.

“Do you know Gray Carter owns this club ?” Alexa slurs and chug down her shots.

“For God’s sake, why didn’t you tell me ?”

“What ? Scared to make out ? A club sex is always remarkable.” Brandon mutters drinking his own shots.

Bunch of drunk friends.

“Don’t worry breathe. He barely comes here i think.”

“Piper you think.” I scoff and drink up two shots at once before standing up.

“Where are you going ?”

“Restroom , I’ll be back.” I flash them a quick fake smile and walk to the direction of the restroom.

The loud music blares through the speakers as I push past dancing bodies. I look down at my ringing phone and it’s Gray. He’s been calling since yesterday regardless his texts. I mute the call and shut the restroom door. I wash my face and smoothen my hair. I did my business and step out.

“Tinkerbell..” at that moment I stop thinking. My eyes lock with his and my heartbeat is rapid. Again !

“Gray please not here.” I walk past him but his grip pull me back to stand in front of him.

“Then come with me , to my penthouse.”

“How do you always find me ?” I ask stepping backwards.

” I don’t find you. It’s just coincidental. You’re pretty. Why did you dress like this to a club ?” He asks and step forward to me. His eyes move up and down my body and now i feel naked in front of him.

” Yeah. Why did I dress like this to your club ? Gray I need to stay away from you.”

“Why ?” He whispers brushing my hair to the side.

“Because…” My mouth fails me again with just his hand around my waist. I’m pulled to his build as he gently pressed me against the wall. His right hand lay above my head on the wall while the other is firmly wrapped around my waist.

“Because what Tinkerbell…” His hands slide down the wall to run through my hair.

Just his cologne is making me give in to him. How can he be so manipulative.

” I can’t just watch you walk out of my life. You’re too pretty to leave..” he breathe against my neck.

His right hand slide down my curves to my back.

” Why did you wear this ? For me right ?” He smirks and kiss my neck at once before i could answer. His lips trail down my bare neck to my chest tasting every inch of my skin.

I don’t want to moan but yet I did. His he some kind of trap that no matter how hard I try to get out, I just get stuck more. He’s worst than danger itself ? Whatever scenario that occur last night is like a clips of what his life is about and I can’t handle it . He suck on my collarbones to my almost exposed cleavages.

“What are you doing to me , Tinkerbell ?” He kisses my cheek and take in my lips before I can reply.

His hands pressed my body to his as he kisses my lips. Without thinking twice I kissed back. Our tongues move in rhythm with so much desperation. I missed him, same I wanna be far from him. I’m too weak to tell him to leave me alone not with such connections. He trail his hands inside my mid thigh dress as his hands smooth my skin.

He tease my upper lip with his mouth and we are back to eating each other out. I grab his jacket and pull me to himself with my lips still in motion with his. He caress my curves to my ass and cup it through my drese before giving it a gentle squeeze. I moan and I know it’s time to stop what we’re doing. I’m gonna get hurt if I keep up with this.

“Stop.” I push him back gently and try to catch my breath.

I see a trace of my lipstick on his pink swollen lips.

“Ariel , I’m sorry.”

“It’s not about being sorry. I can’t really remember if you hurt me. You’re nice and all that good stuff but we should stop. I can barely swallow last night’s incident. Ever since I met you , I can’t even think straight. I can’t even avoid you each time I try because you’re always coming back. Gray please i need you to respect my decision and let’s stay away from each other. I know I’m not better than most of the girls you’ve been with but I can’t handle you.”

“So what are you saying ?”

“I’m saying we should stop seeing each other. I’m tired of your world. If I keep up with you , I’m gonna get drowned in it. I’m sorry we should stop. This guns , Russian beefs and all that bloody issues , I don’t want them. I can’t handle them. Gray let me go.” I sigh and bite my lip hardly. I know I sound selfish but I wanna go home.

He stares darkly at me and stuff his hands inside his pockets. His eyes are emotionless and it’s making me feel weird again. And then , he takes a step closer to me so i can perceive his cologne and feel his lips inches away from mine. Why does he have such effects on me. What are these feelings called ? Love ? no way !

” You’re hard to avoid Ariel. You’re too fuckin pretty to just let go.”

“You’re not getting it are you ? Ever since I met you, it’s always one bad luck and another. Envious super models , Employees, friends and even you.”

“I can’t handle them. I’m sorry if i sound annoying but you’re one of those bad lucks that’s infected my normal boring life and I want you to leave me alone..” That hurts. I know but I need to.

He smirks and nods. He step backwards and nod again before turning his back away from me as he walks away without even looking back.

Now I have messed up. Again!

 

Chapter 28

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Anger.

Who knew you could feel this type of emotions when a girl tells you to fucking stay away from her. Shit , it hurts a lot.

The painful part is that I like her. She’s all too scaredy to notice that I was willing to do anything within my powers to protect her. I bite the inside of my cheek and stare at space. My hands are in my pocket as I watch my compound through the glass walls. How can someone be so perfect and also has a huge effect on me. I wanna stop thinking about her but it’s impossible.

Her words that night still sings in my head. She called me bad luck and said she doesn’t want me. It fuckin hurts. I can’t even remember a girl telling me they don’t want me. It’s never heard of. Just walking inside a club and a lot of bitches are already throwing their selves at me. Fuck !

“Gray.” Reid calls behind me.

“I’m not in the mood.”

“You’ve been skipping work man. What’s up with you ?” I sigh and turn to face him.

He hands me a cigar and a lighter as i light it up. I take the wine filled glass from him and chug down the content.

“You look broken. Love isn’t for men like you. You’re too grown up for that.”

I chuckle.” So what makes you think I’m in love ?”

“I know you’re not. I’m just trying to remind you who you’re. Some little dumbass shouldn’t make you think to death. You have a business to run.” He reminds me like i actually forgot.

Maybe I actually did forgot. Thanks to Ariel. She makes me want her so badly and it’s annoying. Some part in me wants me to visit her and make her mine again but the other part in me hates the idea and called it dumb too. I exhale the smoke out of my nostrils and turn around to stare at my compound.

” I’ve brought in a girl who is gonna represent Meghan. She’s hot.” I scoff and nod. I motion him to bring the girl and I’m sure he left cause his footsteps faded.

” Dude she’s here.” I turn around and blink my eyes to the new employee. She has short blonde hair with dark blue eyes. I don’t like blonde’s.

I look down at her cheap hoodie and rip Jean and flats. How’s she supposed to work for me or even take over Meghan’s position.

“What’s your name ?” I ask her and she had to blush. What the fuck !

” Sarai.” I widen my eyes at her and sigh. She barely meets my eyes like she’s afraid of my eyes or something.

“Did they tell you anything about me ?” I continue.

“Yeah. That you’re nice and hate being dared.”

“Reid where the fuck did you get her ?” I turn to look at Reid who shrugs.

“She’s pretty Gray. Great body and techniques. She’s hot and…”

“I didn’t ask you to bring in a fuck mate.” I mutter and turn to look at Sarai who look down at once. I caught her staring.

“Have you work this type of job before ?”

” No sir.”

“Then how are you supposed to work ? Are you stripper ?”

She shake her head sideways at once. Why would Reid bring me a nun.

“Have you killed someone before ?”

She shake her sideways again. Fuck me. Why’s she reminding me of Ariel. I need to get laid if it’s gonna save me from whatever shit that’s happening to my head.

“Reid, Seriously.” I yell. He rolls his eyes and look at Sarai who’s still avoiding my eyes.

“I can’t take her.”

“Gray listen to me. She’s what you need. Tender face and good moves. Don’t underestimate her , she’s fuckin great.”

“She’s fuckin shy and too nervous.” I exhale the smoke as Reid sighs tiredly.

“I’m not really shy. I’m just being careful around you. I heard a lot of stories about you and it’s a pleasure to be standing with the popular Gray Carter.” She smirks and raise her head to meet my eyes.

I don’t like her.

She’s pretty and all that but she can’t be like Ariel. Bro she ask you to leave her the hell alone.

“Where are you from ?”

“San Angelo. But I stay in New York.”

“Have you worked before ?”

“Yeah. I worked as a bartender in a strip club. I’m not a whore sir.”

“It’s Gray not sir. Reid , take her out. Set her first date.” She nods and follow Reid out.

Nothing makes sense when all I could think of was her words. Telling me she doesn’t want me. And now I feel like shooting someone. I butt the cigar on an ashtray and shove my hands in my pocket. What’s she doing to me ?

“Boss we’ve got an emergency at the warehouse. It’s Lucas.” Manny says behind me.

“Said shit again ?” I ask not sparing him a look.

“Yes.”

I sigh and nod.

“Go, I’m coming.” For once favor granted. I’m shooting someone today.

…..

.

” Luke , I’m not trying to hurt you. I just want you to tell me why are you stealing from summit ? Why are you snitching about my business ?” I ask him.

He’s shivering and pleading.

“Lucas sit your dumb ass down.”

“Boss I can explain. It wasn’t intentional. My wife…”

“That’s why men die easily. They don’t listen.” I walk to Manny and stop in front of me.

“Can I lend your gun ?” I ask Manny.

“Sir please…” Lucas plead as I pull the trigger at his foot.

He fall to the ground and grip to his bleeding foot.

“Will you sit or not ?”

“Ye.. yes sir. Please don’t shoot me.” He plea and try to stand up with his bleeding feet.

” If you don’t sit , I’m taking out your other foot.” I tell him as i watch him crawl on the floor to sit on a chair.

“Shit , you’re so slow.” I mutter.

“Boss please. I’m already sitti…”

I groan and shot his other foot after struggling to sit on the chair.

“We should talk Luke. Summit’s been standing for over eight years now without dick faces like you. I worked hard for every shit i own. What was your motive ?” I ask him. Nick hands me a cigarette and a lighter as I light it up afterwards giving him back the lighter.

I squat face to face with Lucas. He whimpers and look sideways.

“Look at me Luke. Be a good boy and look at me ..” I order.

He whimpers and sob like a kitten. He slowly turn his neck and stare at my face. I puff out the smoke and bite the bottom of my lip.

“Why did you sell me out to that fuck face Vladimir ? You let him took my shit too.”

“It wasn’t on purpose. I was forced.”

“Fuck Lucas , you’re lying again.” I say calmly and stand up. ” And i fucking hate it. Manny can I lend your gun again ?”

” I’m willing to talk. He asked me about your underground Warehouse and how to find it. I told him nothing. And he offered to pay me one million grand. I told him the few things I know about you and summit. My wife made me say it.”

I chuckle and smirk.

“Wow Lucas. One million Grand.”

“Please don’t kill me sir. I’m truly sorry.”

“Sure. I won’t kill you. You deserved a second chance..” I smirk and let Manny hand me his gun.

“Bos…” I hang him out and shot his head. I hate hypocrites. The fuck! I paid his family’s bills. That underground warehouse was something nobody knows including my fuckin friend Reid. It contains every of summit’s fortunate. Things like that happens when the bank can’t contain every of your shit.

“Gray , it’s okay he’s dead.” I didn’t even notice I’ve shot him more than once. I’m being paranoid and also Ariel was part of the reasons too. Why is she fucking with my head ?

“Clear this shit up , Carl.” Reid says to Carl as he walk me outside the warehouse.

” You need a pussy ?” He ask once we’re outside.

“A good one.” I reply and step inside my car.

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~ARIEL~

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It’s been five days since I last saw Gray. Five days since I told him to leave my life alone. Five days since I called him bad luck. I toss my textbook aside and close my computer. I can do this. I’m gonna concentrate and don’t get consumed with Gray’s dark fantasy.

It’s almost evening and it’s Friday. As usual, the frat house will be throwing a party and I’d love to take advantage of it. Plus , I need to assume I’d never shared a mind blowing proper kiss with a man called Gray Carter. I walk to the kitchen to make toast. Leslie walks in with Hazel as they round the counter. Hazel is dressed with black rip Jean shorts and white hoodie. While Leslie wears a high waist jeans and pink crop top with straps that’s tied around the neck like a bikini top.

“Hi Ariel..” Hazel greeted as she sits on the island stool.

“Hi. Hungover ?”

“Do I look hungover. I’m just fuckin tired.” She giggles. Who parties at five ?

“Absolutely not.” I smile and nod.

“Mom asked about you Ariel.” Leslie says as she open the fridge to get whatever.

“Good.”

“Good ? You suck..” Leslie scoffs and sits next to Hazel.

“You’re going to frat tonight right ? I mean I’ve been seeing you with Ryan lately. He’s a good kid. Just be aware he just wants to use your ugly ass.” Leslie snorts and I chuckle.

“Yeah. Same way Hayden used your cheap ass. You can’t afford this , I’m better than you…” I mimic her.” Yet you can’t even keep a good man. Just jumping from one bed to another looking for guys who are loaded. Seriously Les , you’re fuckin stupid.”

” What the fuck..” Hazel mutters

Leslie raised her hand to slap me. I grab her hand and twist it before slamming her hand on the counter.

“Asshole.” I scoff and turn to walk out.

” A little advise. If you don’t mind your business, I’m gonna cut your fingers next time and send it to mom and also dad. Punk face.” I head to my room and shut the door.

I can’t be suffering from Gray illness and also my sister too. I slump on my bed and throw a pill inside my mouth as I swallow it dried. Thanks to Gray, I’m finally getting over depression and no more therapy. I feel sexually frustrated and it’s unusual. Each time i close my eyes, it’s all Gray. Kissing me at the club. Me on his counter wearing his dress shirt. Me on his shoulders on our first date. He’s just everywhere. Everywhere in my head.

My phone pings and it’s a text message from Alexa.

FROM ALEXA: Wanna party today ? Let’s visit tavern’s.

I roll my eyes and sigh. I need a good sleep and also tomorrow is Saturday. I don’t have class. Ryan wants me to go to a frat party with him. I’m so stuck with my confused emotions. And Freddie , he said he’s sorry and I’m really sure he regretted his actions. But stealing my innocence was the least thing to think of because he wanted me to be with him. I remembered when we were in highschool, I was also desperate too to make Freddie look at me like the way he looked at Aida. But I will never hurt him.

Most times I’d sneak out of my room for sleepovers at his house and come back home early. I was so stupid. I can’t even imagine I was acting so naive. And then he’s back again , asking me to take him back. I sigh as my phone buzzes again.

FROM ALEXA : Ariel , already talked to the guys about it and they are in. We’re going to tavern’s , get dressed and kisses.

What a cousin. I open my closet to put on something simple. I quickly shower and put a black jeans , green hoodie and a white sneakers. I brush my hair and tie it up in the middle of my head. I pick up my phone and rush out of my room making sure I locked it. For some unknown reason , I was wearing Gray’s diamond bracelet. I hop inside Brandon’s car as he drive us to tavern’s.

***

” Hey Alexa , did you break up with Bobby ?” Piper asks drowning a glass of whiskey.

” I got tired. I just wanna be single and normal . Don’t date a boy because everything is always stupid ” she slurs and gulp her shots.

” So basically you’re single ?” Brandon chuckles.

“Yeah. And ready not to ever mingle ” she chuckles and raise her glass upwards. We click our glasses and throw our heads back to take in the drink.

“I’m never drinking again. It’s always sour.” I murmur and they chuckle.

“Ariel, what’s up with Gray ?”

” I told you guys we’re not dating. Just friends.”

“I bet he bought you that bracelet. That’s so fuckin expensive.” Brandon mutters.

I shrug and smile.

“Who wants to dance ? I’m fuckin wasted.” Alexa stagger from the chair as we head to the dance floor.

We sway our hips to the song from the background as we squeal. We dance and dance till I’m crazily tired.

“Hi. Can I buy you a drink ?” A guy ask Alexa.

“No , I have STDs.” She frown and it didn’t take the guy a second to disappear.

“That was stupid..” we chuckle.

“I’m going to the bar to order for a bottle water. I’ll be back.” I walk past dancing bodies as I reach the bar.

I lean against the counter and snap at the bartender.

“Hi Angel. Can I buy you a drink ?” A familiar voice speaks from beside me. I dart my eyes to this new occupant and groan.

“Freddie.”

“It’s so hard to not stare at you. You’re fuckin pretty. Maybe more beautiful each day i see you.”

“What are you doing here ?”

“I missed you that’s what I’m doing here.” He sighs and snap at the bartender to bring in drinks.

“Water for me.” I say to the bartender who nods in return.

“Why are you stalking me ?” I sigh and rub my temple.

“I can’t stay away from you. It’s fuckin hard. I want you to give me a chance to make things right. Ariel I missed us.”

I sigh and turn to look at his emotions filled eyes. How did he easily spoil our friendship ? His eyes look sincere and the next thing I’m thinking about was our kiss. Though it was nice but it wasn’t as Gray. Gray is the best thing that has ever happened to my depressed life even if i know nothing about him. Why do I want him now ? It might sound weird that I actually wished to see Gray in this club as usual. It pains me he’s not around to pester me again. What’s wrong with me ?

“Look Freddie , I already forgave you okay. I missed us too. But sometimes it’s hard to mend broken things. I’m not angry at you anymore.”

The bartender returns with my water and glass of alcohol for Freddie.

“Thanks.” I tell the bartender as he leaves after collecting payments. Freddie paid for me though.

“Ariel..” he sighs deeply and sit close to me. I didn’t retaliate but watch his drama.

He twist his fingers around my hair and smile sadly.

“I’m really sorry…” He plea. ” Please give me a second chance. I wanna make things right.” He says. I didn’t notice we’re inch apart and breathing same air.

“I’m not mad at you anymore. It’s not like it’s useful holding grudges against you.”

He smiles and trail his index finger down my jawline.

“You’ve always been beautiful Arie. It’s so fuckin stupid that I messed up. I wanna make things right .” He whispers still running his finger on my jawline.

Our eyes are locked and I can’t look away. Sitting opposite him and staring non-stop at his eyes brought back silly memories. Memories I’ve always wanted before. But then Gray had also occupy half of my head. For God’s sake I didn’t plan college like this.

He hold my hand in his and give it a gentle squeeze. ” Go out on a date with me. Please….”

I chuckle and hold his wrist to take it away from my face.

“Freddie , a date ? That’s too much to ask for. Fine I said I’ve forgiven you doesn’t mean I have forgotten what happened. Freddie it hurts. I passed through shit and thanks to humanity I’m still going through shit.”

“Ariel ..” I hold my hand up to stop him.

” I might be naive doesn’t mean I’m stupid. Please do me a favor and I want you to promise me.”

He drops his hand on his side and nods.

” I want you to stay the hell away from me. Be far from me and leave me alone. I don’t want you , Freddie and I’ll never want you.”

Chapter 29

God what’s happening to me? Where did I even go wrong? Just when i want to be free from guys drama , Gray walked into my life with his dark world filled with mysteries. And then i try to walk out, Freddie’s back asking me to go on a date with him. A date. Holy christ.

I shake my head sideways and get off the stool.

Freddie grab my arm and I was forced to look at him.

“It hurts to watch you walk out of my life. I’m stupid i know but , I want you to think about us.” What’s left to think about ?

“See ya around Freddie.” I snatch my hand from his grip and walk back to our table with my bottle water .

Piper is squealing loudly. Clearly she’s drunk. Brandon wasn’t there as I take my seat. Alexa dance to the song playing as she whip her hair. I’m stuck with two drunk friends and I’m responsible for driving them home.

“Piper you need to stop drinking. Just drink water.” I sigh and push my bottle water to her.

“Damn. Do you know my mom’s likely a woman ?” She slurs as she lean on her hand on the table.

“She had say , Piper , don’t date boys, they all have peanuts in their pants and they won’t hold back to pop your cherry…” She slurs as she chuckle with Alexa.

“You guys are drunk.”

“Oh come on. We’re in your man’s club , so breathe.” This time it’s Alexa.

“Yeah , Gray. You’re so fuckin lucky you’ve got such a powerful man wrapped around your finger , while i can’t even have my stupid hair band wrapped around my finger.” Piper continues to spit out gibberish.

“Yeah right. Oh fuck I feel like twerking..” Alexa chuckle.

“Yeah me six. Do you know mosquitoes can’t breathe ?” Piper jabbers.

“Yeah and they can fart too. Tiny little bitches…” Alexa adds as they high five each other. God ! being drunk is annoying.

It reminds me of the day I drank cock demon and I had to call Gray hot. Yeah , literally he’s hot and i even wanted us to get laid. Thank God I don’t remember a thing.

“Damn , girl I need to twerk for this dumbass bitches..” Piper stand up at once and flip her chair backwards cause she staggered.

I groan loudly and hold her still. Where on Earth is Brandon ? Always disappearing in clubs.

“Hey yo bitches. Watch me fuckin twerk !” Alexa yell on her voice. I didn’t notice she’s standing on our table ready to display.

“Alexa get down..” I mumble.

She ignore me and smirks at the crowd that’s already gathered to watch her.

” Go girl..” Piper shouts as Alexa position to display. She places both her hands on her knees as she starts to twerk or whatever.

The crowds cheered her while others record the scene. Piper didn’t waste time to join her.

…

“Oh my God.” Alexa groans with an ice pack on her head. She’s hungover because of too much alcohol from last night.

I don’t wanna talk about how I drag them upstairs. Brandon Piper and Alexa where all drunk and it was hard. I had to carry each of them to my apartment since I can’t drive them to their houses.

“I’m never drinking again.” Mutters Piper.

” You said that three weeks ago and you end up in a frat party clearly bathed in alcohol. You both look terrible last night at tavern’s.” I scoff and sit down on the couch to eat my cereal.

“Yeah. I’ve become more popular. Some dumbass dick recorded my twerking video and now I’m all over the internet. Stupid technology. My Snapchat is trending like a goddamn virus.”

“Yeah , my IG followers increased overnight. Maybe we should consider drinking all the time and making twerk videos.” Piper suggests with her ice pack pressed to her forehead.

” Holy hell Piper.” Brandon chuckles.

” I’m not drinking. I’m gonna be like Ariel. For Pete’s sake , I found myself in a restroom clearly hungover.” He groans since he had a migraine.

“My head is playing chess with me. It’s like a rollercoaster” Alexa murmurs, fully spread out on the floor.

“Sorry sis. You’ll be fine.” I tell her and get up to wash my plates.

My phone rings as i stretch to get it. Gray is calling.

I sigh and pressed the phone against my ear. It’s been a week since I last heard from him.

“Tinkerbell.” That voice. I’ve missed it so much and I hate to admit it.

He has basically stole my senses with him.

“Hi.”

” Hi. I just wanna make sure that you’re okay. I’m still mad at you though and I wanna be sure that you’re okay. maybe you should be careful where you go lately.”

“What are you talking about ?”

“It’s not important. I’m here , he’s not gonna hurt you. I won’t let him.”

” Who Gray ? Wait , the Russian guy with the name Vladimir ? Gray why’s he after me ?” I whisper yell hoping the guys didn’t hear my conversation.

“Stay safe Tinkerbell.” With that he cuts the call.

I groan and bite my bottom lip. Why can’t I have a permanent happiness. I mean someone who makes me happy , I actually pushed him out because I was scared about myself. Maybe I’m just selfish. I go back to the living room and plump down on the couch. The guys are watching a movie on Netflix.

“This semester is coming to an end. We need to quit partying for now. Exams are close and I need a fuckin good GPA.” Brandon says munching a bag of chips.

“Yeah. All agreed. I’ve repented though.” Alexa mutters eating from the bag of chips.

“So says Lucifer’s bride.” Piper scoffs and that made us laugh.

” Oh come on babe… Oh hey guys. ” Leslie halts at the sight of us.

She’s with Hayden. I remembered the cute redhead who wanted to woo me at a club the night i bumped into Gray.

“You guys are back together ?” Piper smirks and turn properly to look at the couples.

“Leslie I thought you said you’re a virgin ? You’re sleeping out now ?” Alexa asks , eyes still glued to Hayden and Leslie.

“Look guys it’s …”

“It’s what ? You’ve got a boyfriend now ? I thought you said you don’t like him because he’s broke and you wanted someone who drives an expensive car.” I say.

” Ariel , really ?”

“Babe what’s going on ?” Hayden asks as his eyes meet mine. He’s uncomfortable.

“Wow , nice photo..” Brandon mutters staring at the screen of his phone.

” Hey Leslie , what do you think it’s gonna be your parent’s reaction once she sees this photo of you and Hayden. Chill she won’t freak out , I’m a good photographer.” Brandon says and wink at them.

Leslie’s face turn instantly red. Hayden turn to look at her clearly taken off guard.

“Later Leslie.” Hayden mutters and walk out. Leslie bites her lip hard and face us. She’s angry as hell.

” Really guys ?” She begins.

“Bitch who’s your guys ?” Alexa counts her words.

“Take a chill pill sister. Your room is down the hall.” I scoff as we turn to face the TV.

She huffs defeatedly and head down the hall.

“What’s up with Gray , Ariel ?” They ask.

I bite the inside of my cheek and sigh. I don’t wanna talk about it. Cause the more I think about it , the more I see myself running down the street to visit him. Tell him that I’m sorry for calling him bad luck. What has he done to me ?

” Ariel. Girl you zoned out.”

I sigh ” I’m sorry, thinking about exams.” I lie. ” He’s fine. Why are you guys asking about him ?”

“Why do I feel like you’re lying ? Did something happen ?” Alexa asks. I hate it that she knows me too well.

“Alex , nothing happened. I can’t handle Gray. He’s just too… I don’t know. Maybe perfect. I’m not comfortable around him. The press and his personal life , everything about him is hard. I can’t breathe..”

“Basically, you don’t know what you want ?” Brandon asks , blinking his eyes at me.

“I’m complicated. I don’t really know what I want.” I admit and it hurts.

One part of me wanna be with him. That part doesn’t even care if he just shot someone or not. That part is willing to accept every inch of his dark world. That part wants to meet him so badly and let him do to me whatever thing he wants. But then there’s the other me , who’s just being careful. Scared to be hurt and abandoned. It seems the world doesn’t care about anyone and I wanna be careful without ending up in pain. Pain that I can’t handle.

“He likes you.”

“How did you know that ? It’s not like you’ve seen us together Piper.”

“He bought you a diamond bracelet. That shit’s expensive as fuck.” Alexa utters with her evil smirk.

“What ! Really ?” Brandon says and sits properly to look at me.

“Yeah. You didn’t notice her hand the day at school’s restaurant ? When you showed me a picture of her blonde haired lookalike. She wore the bracelet.” Alexa explains. I deadpan and lean against the couch.

“Holy fuck…” Piper exclaim.

“Piper stop swearing. What’s with the countless F-word ?” I whine and playfully glare at her.

“Shut up , dick. You’ve got the hottest guy ever. CEO of summit worldwide. Bitch the dude’s loaded and he bought you a fuckin diamond bracelet. That’s like too much to even give a girl. I bet no one will ever do that for you.” Piper emphasizes.

“I don’t even know what you’re insinuating..” I huff.

“We’re saying , we don’t really know what happened between you two , but trust me Gray is your man. Yeah he’s everybody’s man but bitch you’re lucky. You like him. I think you’re just being scared of getting hurt. Why don’t you go for him. Ariel you’re in college , just breathe and live life to the fullest. You’re out of the convent sweetheart.” Brandon tutors.

I roll my eyes and sigh.

“Brandy , I can’t believe you could ever give an advice. I’m calling your ma that you’ve finally done something useful in youthful life..” Piper grins and we laugh.

“That’s the worst insult of my life.”

“Shut up kid.. You know I just fuckin said the truth. Don’t ever ask Brandon for advise , he sucks..”

We laugh and go back to watching TV.

…..

One week , two weeks, three weeks and now a month I haven’t seen Gray or even heard from him. You know the painful part , he didn’t call. I called him one day and it never went through. Now i feel bad like i actually pushed him far away from me. But that wasn’t even a good enough reason to just avoid me because I told him to stay away from me.

What if he’s busy with work ? I sigh and dialed his number. Still not picking my calls , most times it go to voicemail. My vacation was terrible for me even if the guys were with me. I couldn’t stop thinking about whatever thing we had in that short period of time. School has resumed and I’m not feeling it because practically Gray left with my senses. Freddie called reminding me of the date. I refused cause I don’t want him, I just wanted to see Gray.

After class that morning , I meet up with the guys at Sands & winches . I ordered for steak while Brandon ordered for sandwich. Piper likes pizzas , it’s like she won’t be able to function well if she doesn’t eat pizza.

“Ariel , how was class ?”

“It was great.” I sigh and stuff my steak into my mouth. I’m badly in need of a job but no one is hiring. There’s no vacancy since we’re not close to the end of this year. Ryan also tried to get an internship with sinclairs but I think they don’t need any. So I’m stuck thinking about Gray.

“And yeah , i think I’ve seen a job for you. It’s nice and not stressful. Just need few of your time and you’ll be earning a huge amount of money. I think the family’s rich too.”

” Piper breathe..” I hold her hand and smile. She nod and breathe.

“It’s a babysitting Job. The kid’s an anonymous. But the pay is good. So you’ve got a lot of time for yourself after college and after babysitting the kid.”

“How old is she ?”

” Seven or eight I think.” She shrugs.

” Are you taking it ?” They asks.

“Sure. I’m definitely gonna need extra cash and I can’t continue bugging my parents for cash.”

“We understand. Leslie is the favorite. But I thought first born are barely favorite except the last kid. Are you sure they are your parents ?”

I groan.” Piper yes they are. My blood group matched theirs. It’s normal. My parents aren’t the first parent to treat their kid this way. They thought i brought shame to the family , so that’s just them. They are self centered and cares about themselves.”

“They keep calling Leslie a virgin. It’s annoying.”

” It’s normal. I don’t really care. When am I seeing the kid ?”

“Whenever you’re ready.” Piper sighs and drop her iPad on the table and she start feeding on her already cold pizza.

“Thanks Piper. I’m totally grateful.” She nod and roll her eyes.

“You’re gross Piper. How do you cope with eating cold Pizza ?” Brandon asks chewing his sandwich.

” Says the dickhead who enjoys shoving his pizza in a refrigerator before eating it. Give me ten feet man.” She whine and scoffs.

I choke out a laugh at how hilarious she is. How do they cope in one house ? It’s cute they act like siblings. Something me and Leslie can’t afford. After our food , I attend my last class and walk back home. I toss my bag on the bed and go through my drawers to find Gray’s spare key. I need to talk to him. I really want to continue whatever thing we had even if it wasn’t love or anything close to relationship. He had never told me he loved me or even called me his girlfriend. Gray is weird , I’m weird.

I quickly shower and get dressed. I stuff my phone in my back jeans pocket as i head out of the house. Leslie isn’t back. She didn’t even sleep at home last night and two nights ago. She’s been acting oddly ever since we resumed this semester. Like she’s secretly having sex with someone.

I get out of the cab and breathe in. I stand across the road and look up at Gray’s penthouse. What if he’s not here ? What if he’s already gotten tired of me ? What if he doesn’t feel the same way for me ? What if he’s seeing someone else ?

What if ? Enough of the what ifs..

I’m about crossing the road when he walks out of the lobby hand in hand with her. She giggles and look at him with eyes filled with emotions. How can I be so stupid. Always stupid. My heart drops to the ground as I watch them. Did he have to cheat because I pushed him away ? With her ?

How could she ? He opens the passenger side door for her and she hop in. He shuts the door and get in the driver’s seat not even sparing me a look.

Chapter 30

My eyes are heavy and I didn’t notice I’m about to cry and it’s about to rain. Why are men so difficult ? Yeah, I know I wanted him to leave it’s not like I want him to abandon me. How could he stop calling me because of a short blonde haired girl.

“Ariel..” Someone calls out my name honking their car horn.

I turn to look at this visitor and it’s Freddie. Yeah he’s like my shadow , always everywhere.

“I’m fine Freddie. Thanks.” I wipe my eyes and begin walking.

“Ariel please stop and get in. It’s about to rain.” He says and continue driving in my pace to keep up with me.

I ignore him and shove my hands in my back pocket. Why am I sobbing in the first place ? We never dated or even fell in love with each other but it hurts to see him walk out of his penthouse with a girl. She was far better than me but who cares ?

My hair might be longer , but her short blonde hair is awesome compared to mine. Her blue dress and high thigh boots fits her perfectly and she look just like Jhene. Always fancy.

“Ariel , get in the car.” Freddie sighs , fully frustrated as he get out of the car.

Why did he have to mess up too ? If not for his stupid stunt maybe we would have been together ? His icy blue eyes watch me carefully like he could see through my pains. He walks forward and stop in front of me. It’s about to drizzle and I don’t even mind getting wet right now.

“Look I might be an ass or whatever thing you choose to call me but you don’t have to cry over someone. Just get in the car and I’ll take you home.”

“Home ? Freddie I don’t want you stalking me.”

“Fine. Then come have dinner with me in a restaurant and I promise to call an Uber to take you home.” I sigh and study his face. He’s already grown a stubble and it’s annoying it looks good on him.

“Sure.”

He smiles and open the passenger side door for me to hop in.

I get in and didn’t bother to fasten my seatbelt. Through out the ride i barely heard a word Freddie was saying. I’m sure he’s telling me how sorry he is and he wish we continue our friendship. It’s fruitless. I blink my eyes and stare at Freddie who already held my door for me. How come I didn’t notice we’re already at a restaurant. I get out and refused to take his hand. I’m still angry at him even if I’ve forgiven him.

“So what do you want to eat ?” Freddie asks once we’re seated.

“I’m not hungry.”

“Are you sure ? I’m gonna get you whatever thing you need.”

“Freddie food doesn’t buy trust. You might still be my very first friend but you fucked everything up.”

“I thought you forgave me.”

“I did. Doesn’t mean I forgot what happened.” I shrug and sigh. Gray is still not leaving my head. I wish he’s seated here right now. I want an explanation about what i just saw. I want him so bad and it hurts to see him with someone else.

“So what are you doing here ? In New York ?”

He exhales deeply and itch his eyebrows.

“I um.. work in my father’s company actually and it’s in New York.”

“Did you graduate from college ?”

” I took a degree program and it was worth it. I also discovered you’re in New York and I badly wanted to see you to tell you how sorry I am.”

“So that we can have a relationship right ?” I scoff and lean back on the chair to watch him.

He’s really grown different. His natural curly hair is now tousled and he has a really cute stubble which he hasn’t shaved yet or maybe he decides not to. His white dress shirt fits his body and without being told he is well built. Maybe this past few years he’d slept at the gym. He looks fabulously different but still an idiot. An idiot who made me go through hell. At least he thought me a lesson. A lesson that I’ve forgotten ever since Gray step into my life with his dark world.

“You look beautiful. It hurts to see you cry.” He mutters.

“You didn’t think about that before tearing my habit. It’s passed though but the sore is still there. And just a little sting triggers the pain.” I sigh and clean my eyes.

He nods and look down at the empty table. It’s nice he can’t meet my eyes.

“Are you dating someone now ?” I ask him. I can’t even think of someone being his girlfriend. Aside that rape issue , Freddie is a good person. Aside Gray, he’s the other person who also fought for me and yeah Alexa. But what happened ?

“I’m not. I can’t. You’re the only thing I think of and it’s painful that i hurt you.”

“Yeah right.” I blink my eyes and fight back the tears. I can’t cry because of anyone not in front of Freddie.

That scenario of Gray and that blonde haired is not leaving my head and it’s annoying.

“My mom asked about you.” Freddie says with a shrug. His eyes meet mine but he look down at the table.

“Thanks. I need to go now.” I move back the chair and stand up.

“You’re sure I can’t drop you ?” Freddie asks and stand up too.

“Thanks, I’m fine. It’s not raining actually. I’ll get a cab.” I walk out of the restaurant and hail a cab.

Without looking back , I slide inside and shut the door. Freddie stand outside as he watch me , eyes filled with emotions. Most times i wish we can go back to being friends. But it’s hard. Just seeing him all the time, bring back memories. I told the driver my address and lean back on the seat. The drive was short as it halts outside my apartment. I paid him and get out.

I’m meeting up with the kid I’m supposed to babysit. I’ve never been close to kids but I gotta try cause I need the money and I need to forget Gray. I already applied for an internship and I’m hoping for a reply. I sit opposite the TV and search through movies on Netflix. A bowl full of popcorn rest on my lap as I tune endlessly. I stop right at a romance movie and changed it. Maybe i need to watch something that doesn’t concern love.

I select a random crime movie and lay back on the couch to watch. I barely could concentrate. Gray’s everywhere in my head. And the sight of him with someone hurts like hell. How could he easily forgot about me ? Yeah , he checked on me but that doesn’t mean he should just move on. I want him back but how am I supposed to tell him that ? What if I tell him how I feel about us and he’s no longer interested. I’m such an ass.

I sob silently and throw my head back on the couch. I wish he can just call me and tell me he want us to meet. To explain to me that he still cares about me. I pick up my phone and dial his number on my phone. Same thing , voicemail. I groan and throw my phone aside. Maybe i should just move on.

But he makes me happy.

I’m gonna stop crying and forget the fact that someone with the name Gray Carter walks into my life and stole my breath away. Probably my senses too.

I take in deep breaths and wipe my tears. Ariel breathe , you can do this. You’re gonna get a job and forget Gray. Few minutes later , Hazel and Leslie storms inside the living room. Both look exhausted. It’s pretty obvious they just had sex with some random guy who shifted their brains. Idiots.

“Popcorn..” Hazel smiles and take out popcorns from my bowl.

“God, you smell like sex..” I mutter and scoff.

Leslie whip her head to look at me. Clearly surprised over nothing.

“How did you know what sex smells like ?” Leslie asks. I chuckle and shake my head. So ignorant.

“I’m not sixteen.”

“Yeah ? So you’ve also started sleeping around ?”

“Says the adult who brought in men to her room to do stupid things. Next time you should keep your moans down. Your room always smell like sex mixed with used toilet.” I scoff in disgust.

“Are you spying on me ?”

I huff.” Do me a favor and stop bringing your hookers to our house. This is a holy house and it’s gonna be nice if you keep it that way. I can’t battle with my health and battle with your loud ugly moans.”

She’s quiet and obviously defeated. She stand to her feet and stagger to her room , maybe to have a bath.

“Um.. Les maybe I’m just gonna leave.” Hazel shouts and get off the couch. She proceed to take from my popcorns but I beat her to it and smack her hands away.

“You’re smelling. Go take a bath. I wish you’d look at the mirror , you gonna choke at your own reflection.”

She rolls her eyes and turns to the door muttering nonsense.

Leslie returns after taking her bath. She goes to the kitchen to prepare lunch for herself as she returns holding a plate of chicken soup. She grabs the remote and change what I’m watching with her legs spread on the armrest. She plays another movie and drop the remote control on the table.

“Leslie take it back.” I say flatly.

She raises her brows and scoff. ” Why should I do that ?”

“Because you’re a person with perfect eyes and I’m sure they work fine. I was watching something before you decide to change it. Take it back to my movie.”

She chuckle .” What if I don’t ?”

“Last time Leslie , take it back.” I tell her gently and glare at her.

“The fact that you’re dating some ugly nigga doesn’t make you the alpha. Ariel , you won’t tell me what to do or what to watch and…” I pick up the remote and change it.

“I don’t want us to fight Leslie. Because you’re such an annoying punk. Act like an adult who’s basically having sex and quit being such an ass. Don’t ever change what I’m watching. I’m serious.”

“What the…”

I scoff and replay my movie. I place the remote control on my lap and continue eating from my bowl of popcorn.

“I don’t wanna hurt you Ariel.”

“You know you can’t. I’m just gonna fuck you up.”

She shamelessly stands up and walks to the kitchen. It’s almost evening as I stride to my room to get ready. I can do this. I’m gonna get the job and leave Gray alone. I take my bath and stand opposite the mirror as I blow dry my hair. I brush it and get dressed. I pick up my bag and lock my room before rushing downstairs to get a cab.

I look down at the address Piper sent me as I get out of the cab. Good God , this is basically expensive just like Gray’s Mansion. I glance around this house and stop right in front of a huge man with dark blue suit. I think he had a beef with smiling cause he doesn’t wear one.

“Um-I’m Ariel and I’m the babysitter for the kid. I’m here to see the guardian.” I say politely.

He points to the door without saying a word. I nod and walk in. Why does this house reminds me of Gray’s. Most of the walls are made of glass while some part is covered with white walls. The leather couch is both white and black. I stare at every millions in here as someone clears their throat behind me. I spin around and I’m standing face to face with another Goliath. This one’s better than the one outside. He wears a white dress shirt and black slacks. His hair is perfectly gelled and few tattoos are on display through his chest where the top buttons are out.

” Um… I’m sorry to disturb you. I’m Ariel…”

“You look familiar.”

“I don’t really know you but I’m here for the kid.”

“You’re the babysitter?” He asks. His hands are in his front pocket as he watch me carefully. Yeah , he’s also intimidating.

“Yes.”

“And you’re Ariel?”

I nod again and sigh.

“Come with me.” He turns around and head upstairs and i follow behind. ” She’s a tough one and really annoying. I fuckin’ hate her sometimes so I’m sure you might be able to cope with her. She goes to school in the morning and return by four so you should be here by four and you’ll be leaving by six. Your bill is already settled.”

“I’m sorry , are you the father?”

“Hell no.” He scoffs and stops in front of a door.

“Kenny…” The guy murmurs and knocks silently on the door.

“Lucifer, get the hell out of my door.” She yells and I’m sure she slams a shoe against the door.

“She’s a witch. She’s all yours.” Lucifer guy rolls his eyes and walks out. I’m left alone with death.

” Kenny , this isn’t Lucifer but a friend.” I breathe in and knock. I’ve never been afraid of a kid in my entire life.

There’s silence as the doorknob creaks open revealing a really cute girl with black hair. Her eyes are a mixture of green and blue.

“Who are you?” Her little voice asks looking down at me. Rich people. So annoying.

“Can I come in?” She sighs and nods.

” Yeah.” She walks back and I enter.

I shut the door behind me and admire her room. Without doubts her daddy is obviously rich. Every single interior reminds me of Gray. This is the type of house he stays at. So expensive. She sits on her large queen size bed with pink sheets as she pats the next spot for me to sit.

“You’re the babysitter right?”

” Yeah. My name’s Ariel. You’re?”

“Kennedy. It’s nice to meet you anyway.” She smiles and eyes my outfit.

“I love your hoodie. Mommy never lets me get one. Hope you’re not here to seduce him too?”

“Who?”

” Gray.”

“What the! Wait , what?” My heart drops to my feet at the mention of his name. What’s he doing he doing to me?

“Why are you surprised? He was the one who needed a babysitter because everyone is always busy when it gets to me. Lucifer calls me a witch.” She whines and sighs.

“I’m really sorry. Is your mom Jhene?”

“Yeah. How did you know?” I bite the inside of my cheek and grovel. Why can’t I attract good things for once.

I thought i wanted to let Gray go after seeing him with that blonde haired girl. Now I’m in his house. Again.

“I love your accent. Please read me a book. You’re gonna be my new best friend.” What!

She throws a big book at me and it’s a Disney book. She rests her head on my lap and asks me to read her a story. I gulp and open the first page. I need to hurry and get out of here before I meet Gray. Just his sight and I’m always loosing my mind. I read her the sleeping beauty and she won’t stop asking questions from the book.

“Are you in college?” She asks once she was through asking questions.

“Yeah.” I smile and drop the book on her nightstand.

“Is it true you get to do whatever thing you want once you’re in college?” She crawls to her drawers and bring out a nail polish.

“Maybe it’s true.”

“Will you ever attend parties? Like frat?” She questions and place my hand on her little lap.

“Of course. Do you like parties?”

“Yeah. Gray hates it. Says I’m too young to like parties and I should stop talking about it. He wanted to make me go to boarding school because he thinks I’m too young to know things I shouldn’t know.” She sighs and tucks back her long hair before she polishes my nails.

“Wow. Who thought you how to do that?” I ask her once she was through polishing my nails.

“Watched it on YouTube.” She giggles and polish my other nails. Yeah it’s perfect like a work done by a professional. She’s like her mom but better. And i think i already liked her which isn’t right.

“Have you met Gray before? He’s really cute. I’d have countless babysitters who pretends to babysit me when all they want is to get Gray to look at them. Funny part is that they’re ugly as fuck .” Ooh… she shouldn’t be swearing at this age. Thanks to Gray.

“Yeah I have seen him before.” I sigh and smile at him.

“Do you like him too? I’m sure he’s gonna like you when he sees you? You’re pretty and nice.” I chuckle and help her tie her hair into a bun since she won’t stop tucking every strands.

She breathes in.” Thank you.”

“Come play cards with me. It’s poker cards. I had to hide it , Gray doesn’t like it.” She opens her drawers and bring them out.

” If he doesn’t like it , I think he has a good reason for not letting you play it.”

“Yeah. He wants me to be a better kid and not a thug. It’s not like i told him I don’t admire being a thug. He cares too much about people.” She says and stretch the cards to me. God , this is embarrassing. I can’t play poker.

” You can’t play right?” She smirks and furrows her brows.

I chuckle and nod.

“I’m gonna teach you.”

” Hey Kenny , are you in there?” I hear Lucifer’s voice as he knocks on her door.

” Gray is back. Ariel you need to bring her downstairs.”

“Alright.” My voice is fake and I’m almost loosing my breath.

How am I supposed to stand before him after he practically avoided my calls and went out with a super hot blond woman.

“Come on, let’s go. You need to meet him.” Kennedy jumps out of her bed as she hides the cards.

She race downstairs and I was forced to follow her. I walk slowly and climb down the stairs.

“Jamal.” she flings herself on his arms and giggles loudly. Gray lift her off the ground and smile at the little brunette.

How come his houses are everywhere. I look around him and his usual entourage. Manny , Carl and Reid with that blonde haired girl again and few other guys. He hasn’t seen me yet because he was deep in conversation with Kennedy. Reid won’t stop shooting me daggers including the blonde haired. What does she want.

“Yeah , that’s my new best friend.” Kennedy’s voice startles me as I look up.

Gray blinks in surprise as our eyes meet. How can he look more hotter than usual. How dare he? I can’t breathe again as he smirks at me.

I hate my life. I think it revolves around Gray Carter. He’s everywhere like a damn Oxygen.

“Tinkerbell…”