Ch. 141..145: I Will Never Be Yours Chapter 141-145
Chapter 141
Selena POV:
There is a knock on the door but Kian doesn’t let me go, he wraps his arm tighter around me when I try to pull away from him.
“Someone wants you something!” I say to his lips when he won’t stop assaulting me.
“Everyone can wait, you’re not getting off that easy!” he says and captures my lips again when there is a harder knock on the door and someone comes walking inside his office.
“I don’t want to disturb you but there are some important things we have to go through!” I hear his father say when I try to make him stop.
“Kian!” I say to his lips when he sighs and let’s go of my lips.
“What’s the problem now!” I hear him say to my hair but he doesn’t release me from his arms.
“We have the new report ready!” his father continues and walks further inside his office, trying to get out of his grip but he won’t budge.
“Why don’t you stay and listen to it as well!” he says and I push off his chest to try and have him release me
“You took over the leader chip off the pack and I have nothing to do with it!” I say when he releases me a bit and hooks a finger under my jaw before he turns me to look at him.
“I shouldn’t have done it, only wanted to keep you safe!” he says and I think he did the right thing and right now I have other things to focus on, I know he will handle the pack and make sure they are
following his orders until I’m back.
“You did what you had to and I need to focus on me and my babies!” I say to him when he holds a tighter grip on me.
“Your babies? Am I not included?” he says and I feel the tension rises in the room.
“I wasn’t sure you wanted to be a part of it, you haven’t been with me on any appointment or talked to me for three weeks. I don’t know what you want!” I honestly tell him when he leans down and traces his nose over my neck.
“I want you and our children, you won’t get rid of me!” he says and I have to swallow several times to try and speak.
“I haven’t taken the pack away from you, it’s yours to handle whenever you want!” he continues and I know it, I will get back to it once I have everything else under control. My stomach starts to rumble and I have to grab something to eat, I’m starving.
“I have to eat before going over to Michaels, I don’t have time to stay here!” I say to him when he places a kiss on my cheek and turns me around in his arms before he starts to walk with me toward the door.
“I will get her some breakfast before she goes, call who you need and I will be in the kitchen until she leaves!” he says to his father before we reach the door. He walks with me out of his office and heads toward the kitchen coming inside he pulls me over to the counter where he takes a chair out and places me down on it.
I can take something on the go, you don’t have to stay here with me!” I say when he steps over to the fridge and opens it.
“That’s not going to happen! I’m here to make sure you and our children get enough nutrition!” he says and starts to pull ingredients out of the fridge and place them down beside the stove before he starts to cook what looks like an omelet with bacon, he makes a sandwich while he waits for the rest to be done. I just sit there and look at him, can’t peel my eyes off him!
He turns around and walks over with a sandwich he places in from of me on the counter before he leans down and presses his lips to my shoulder.
“I want you to come home early today so we can have some time together!” he says to my shoulder before he let me go and head over to the stove, seeing him. place the omelet on the plate before he walks over with it to me and puts it down. in front of me.
“Aren’t you going to eat?” I ask him when he takes a seat beside me and places an arm around my lower back.
“I will once you have gone to Michael’s until then I’m going to enjoy watching you eat,” he says and nuzzles my neck when he starts to trace his nose over my cheek.
“You know I won’t be able to eat when you do this!” I say and try to have him to stop when I take a bite of my sandwich.
“Drop your walls and let me in then I will stop!” he says and I sigh before taking another bite.
“I can’t!” I say when there are more movements in the room and Emma comes walking inside with Cannon.
“Good you haven’t gone over to Michael’s yet, can I come with you?” Emma says when she walks over and stops beside me with a smile on her lips, taking another big bite of my sandwich I drink some juice before answering her.
“Sure, you can!” I say and take up my fork to have a taste of the omelet, putting a piece in my mouth it’s so good.
“Perfect! You don’t think you should breathe while you eat!” she says and chuckles while I ignore her statement.
“No this is too good!” I say and eat a piece of salty bacon and moan out loud at the taste, hearing her laugh beside me.
“If you are starting to have cravings then I suggest you try something different!” she says and walks over to the fridge and opens it before she turns around with a can in her hand, she places it in front of me and opens the lid before she takes out pickles and hands me one.
“I’m not too keen on those once!” I say and look skeptical at her when she only smiles at me.
“Try! You might have changed your mind!” she says and I place my fork down before taking it from her and turn it once before taking a big bite of it, I have to close my eyes at the taste! This has to be the best thing I ever have tasted, by far the best!
Taking another bite I lean my elbow on the counter and moan out.
“That good!” she says and I just shake my head at her while I try to get as much. inside my mouth as I can, hearing them all start laughing beside me when I swallow and open my eyes to reach over and take another one when Kian’s hand grab the can away from me and I instantly snap my head to look at him.
“Now don’t get angry at me, you have to eat up the rest before you take another one! You need the right nutrition!” he says and I growl at him before I sigh and give up.
Taking my fork I start to eat the omelet again but only because he is right and I won’t get hungry again right away if I eat up the omelet.
“I know more good stuff we can try later!” Emma whispers to my ear and I chuckle at her when I empty my plate and turn to look at Kian when he leans forward and pecks my lips when I grab the can from his hand and he laughs at me.
“Alright you will have them!” he says and releases his grip on it when another pair of footsteps come inside the kitchen.
“Kian you have to come inside the office! Oscar needs to talk to you!” his father says and I turn my head to look at him when Kian gets up and places a kiss on my cheek.
“Come back early, we need some time alone!” he says before he leaves the kitchen in fast steps.
Chapter 142
Selena POV:
Alone in the kitchen with Cannon and Emma after he left I see them talking for a moment before Cannon walks after Kian out of the room, Emma heads over to the fridge and starts to make herself some breakfast.
“I’ll be ready in a moment!” she says when I see her take a large bite of her sandwich.
“That’s all right he can wait a moment no need to rush!” I say and close the lid of the can and walk over to the fridge to put it inside.
do you want me to make some tea for you?” she says and almost every day I get new tea when I come to Michael’s.
“There is no need! We always drink tea when I’m at Michael’s” I head over with my dishes to the sink before I take the last of my juice and take a seat at the chair again and wait for her to be done.
“Well, then I can take my sandwich on the go!” Emma says and starts to place everything back in the fridge before she comes walking over to me, getting down from the chair I push it in before opening a portal behind us.
Walking into the portal with Emma before closing it after us.
I have been training with Michael for a long moment and it’s still the same, as long as I have my walls up there isn’t a problem and I can control it.
He is currently doing some tea in his kitchen while I sit at the table and look at them both talking in the kitchen. Emma walks over and places a cup down in front of me before they fix their own and come
back to the table and take their seats.
“You know we both are worried about you being this cut–off, we have talked about it several times and since I know it’s connected to your feelings I suggest finding another way!” Michael says and looks between me and Emma, I don’t understand what he is implying at.
“To do what?” taking a sip of my tea I look between them.
“I want you to hear me out, Selena!” Emma says and just by her statement, I know she has been thinking a lot of this.
Sitting back in my seat to be prepared for whatever she has on her mind.
“You haven’t been back at the pack since it happened and talked to Jessie, not once have you been away from the pack this way and given up the leadership, you have to go back and start to lead the pack again! I believe it will strengthen you more” she says and I have planned to do it once I felt I had this new gift under control.
“I took a step back because I need to control this! What I did was wrong and I needed the break! I can’t risk my baby’s life or the pack, and without Jacob, I couldn’t let Jessie be in charge after what she did. Letting Kian take care of it was the best option” I honestly tell her how I feel about it.
“I know but this isn’t you! You are stronger than this and I believe you are locking yourself away from your real ability. You can do this!” she says and I sit up and take a sip of my tea while I think about it, she might have a point.
“We have done all we can do here and we have to think about something else instead! I suggest you give it a try and you can come back here every day if you want to but take some time to sort your life first” Michael says and with everything we have tried it might be the only thing left.
drink up Selena! Your man wanted you back early!” Emma says when I haven’t said anything to them for a long moment, emptying my cup I take it and push my chair back before getting up and heading over to the sink and placing it down.
“Alright, I’m ready whenever you are!” I say to her and walk back to the table and wait for her to be done.
Seeing her emptying her cup before she gets over and places it down in the sink before she takes a bag with herbs and gets back to where I am.
“Come by or talk to me whenever you want Selena, I’m here for you!” he says and I give him a nod
“Thank you, Michael, I will!” opening a portal for us Emma is the one to first go through it before I walk inside and close the portal after me, coming out in the kitchen in his castle I look around and no one is here.
“I have no idea how to talk to Jessie after all this! And who is going to take over Jacob’s spot? The only one I can come up with that would be perfect for the spot is Zoey but she didn’t want it when I asked her the first time!” I say what’s on my mind when she turns to look at me.
“Jessie is painfully aware of what she did, as of right now she has locked her up in her room and hardly walks out of the house. Zoey might have changed her mind, talk to them and you will know instead of guessing” She is right about this, I have to talk to them! Can’t stay here and hide from it.
“You’re right! I will talk to them” I say when she flashes me the biggest smile.
“It will be good Selena!” she says and walks over to where I am and hooks her arm in mine.
“I hope you are right about it!” I say when she starts to pull me with her, she places her bag on the counter and starts to walk with me out of the kitchen.
“How about we find our mates!” she says when we come out of the kitchen and into the hallway.
“Sure!” I say when she pulls me toward Kian’s office and knocks on the door, it takes a moment before we hear some footsteps and his father comes over and opens the door.
“We are looking for our mates!” I say to him when our eyes meet.
“They are not here! Kian had something he needed to do and you might find him in his chambers!” he says and smile at me.
“Alright! I will look there!” I say to him in response before turning around and heading towards the stairs with Emma, hearing him close the door after us we start to walk.
“Why don’t you mind link instead?” She ask and that was my first thought but I want it to be a surprise to him that were are back already.
“I want to surprise him!” I say when we start to climb the stairs.
“Isn’t it time you two start to buy things for the babies? There is some delivery time and you have to get a room set up before they arrive, I don’t recommend you standing there with two newborns and not a single thing ready!” she says when we have almost reached the top of the stairs.
“We haven’t talked for three weeks since I told him and we found out there were
twins, I don’t even know where he stands in all this!” I honestly tell her when we have reached the top of the stairs, walking a bit down the hallway we hear several voices and it’s Kian and both Cannon and Declan, they aren’t inside his room by their voices and see a door being open beside Kians chambers we walk closer to where the voices come from.
Trying to walk as soundlessly as we can to the room we peak from the side and my eyes are about to fall out of their pockets at the sight in front of me.
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Seeing a nursery being set up and Kian placing a crib beside another one while Declan is unpacking a box, they all are occupied whit what they are doing and I can’t believe what I’m seeing, when did he have time to do all this?
Taking a long look at the walls I smell fresh paint and I guess he has had it all redone in a new color, standing in the same spot I try to take it all in, he hasn’t been doing this in only one day!
Hearing some footsteps, I turn my head to see Kian come walking over to where I am with a smile on his lips before he stops right in front of me and wraps me up in a hug.
“You are back already! I wanted this to be a surprise for you and hoped to manage and get more done before you came back!” he says to my hair and I wrap my arms around his waist.
“I am surprised! When did you do all this!” I say when he looks down at me.
“I started the day after we found out there were twins!” he says and traces his nose down my cheek.
“But you were angry at me and haven’t spoken to me for three weeks!” I object when he places his hand behind my neck and tilts my head to look at him.
“It doesn’t matter if I were angry, we are expecting twins and I couldn’t be happier about it! Wanted to have it done as a surprise for you!” he says and pecks my lips.
“Come!” he says and starts to pull me inside the nursery to look at it all, stopping behind the cribs I place my hand on it, standing in here it all becomes more real!
“Do you like them? We can change what you don’t want!” he says next to my ear when he has walked up behind me and wrapped his arms around my body.
“No, they are perfect!” I say and lean back in his arms when Declan walks up beside me, turning my head to look at him he has dark circles under his eyes and I guess. he has had a hard time with Jessie.
“Let me guess you want me to go and talk to her?” I say and keep my eyes on him when I hear him sigh.
“Yes! She is broken this way and you two have to talk it out, she knows what a mistake they made and she can’t forgive herself!” he says and I know she wouldn’t be able to forgive what happened. I have some questions myself that she might be the only one who can answer!
“I will go and talk to her!” I say when Kian pulls me closer to him.
“Not today you aren’t!” he says and I hadn’t planned to go there today, knew he wanted to have me by himself.
“I will come over tomorrow! Is everything alright with the pack?” I ask when Kian presses his lips to my cheek.
“I’m happy to hear you want to be involved again, I will fill you in on everything!” he says and I know it’s time I take back my life and do what I’m supposed to do!
“Yes, that would be good!” I say and turn my head to look at him when places his hand on my belly.
“In one condition!” he says and why am I not surprised it wouldn’t be that easy?
“Yes, what do you want?” I say and look at him
“You don’t push yourself too hard and listen to your body, I’m here and will help you with everything you need!” I had thought his demand would be much harder, this will be no problem.
“I won’t!” placing my hand over his on my stomach we are a part of this both of us and with a family on our way, we are in this together!
“I’m not going to let her know you will be coming over tomorrow, if I did she would be up the whole night and passing around! Come to think of it she already does it every night!” he says and drags a hand through his hair.
“Can’t Emma make a potion to help her sleep?” I ask and try to look over at Emma, where she stands beside Cannon.
“I have been doing it but she refuses to take it!” she says and I’m not surprised about it when it comes to Jessie and how stubborn she is, turning back my head to look at Declan I have no idea what to do and help her today.
“Do what you feel is necessary and I will be over tomorrow, I will handle it then! Do you need a quick way to get back?” I ask him when he smiles at me.
“That would be perfect, only need to grab some more clothes and I’m ready to go!” he says and starts to walk out of the room in determined steps.
“I think it’s better if we go with him over there tonight!” Emma says and looks at Cannon when I turn my head to look at them both.
“I will help you over there whenever you want!” I tell them when I hear the debate about it for a moment.
“We will go down and get some things then we will go with Declan!” Emma says, when Kian turns us around.
“We have to go down and can meet you all up in the hallway when you are done!” he says and I see them give him a nod and walk out of the room.
“Why do we have to go down?” I say and look around the room, there are several big boxes still unpacked and I want to be in here and look at everything and unpack the rest, then I will know what to buy that’s missing.
“You have an appointment we have to go to, we can come up here whenever you want and continue fixing it up but we have time to do it and for the rest of the day I have something else planned,” he says and sniffs at my neck before he presses his lips to it.
“What’s the appointment?” I say when he lets me go and places an arm around my waist before he starts to walk with me out of the room.
“We are meeting with the doctor, I want him to check again to make sure your results are good, didn’t like the way you got dizzy today!” he says when we walk down the hallway.
“I don’t think it’s necessary! I where there last week and I’m supposed to wait until next week for my next check–up! I’m sure he can show you the results if you want!” I say and try to protest against it, I think it’s unnecessary to do this today. He pulls me tighter to him and stops me before we are going down the stairs, turning me to face him when leans down and pecks my lips.
I have already seen every result he has on you, I didn’t want to disturb you but nothing can ever keep me away from knowing what going on with you and our children!” he says and capture my lips with his in a warm kiss.
“If you two can let go of each other for a few seconds then I’m ready to go!” I hear Declan say from down the stairs and turn my head that way to look at him.
“Emma and Cannon wanted to come over, we are meeting them down in the hallway!” I say to him when we start to walk down to where he is and I see the others walking closer to where we are.
“We are ready to go!” Cannon says when we have reached the last steps, looking between them I open a portal behind them and Declan is the first to walk through it.
“See you tomorrow!” Emma says and I give her a nod before they all walk inside and leave us standing alone in the hall.
“The doctor is waiting!” Kian says and we start to walk the way down to the exam room, when we almost have reached it the doctor opens the door for us, getting inside he closes the door after us, and Kian pulls me over to the bed when a nurse comes out with a tray.
“How do you feel?” the doctor asks when the nurse starts to pull my shirt up.
“I’m fine!” I say and shrug my shoulders when the doctor looks at me.
“We will see if that’s true, Kian wanted us to check you today since you got dizzy this morning!” he says and starts to take my blood pressure and a blood sample in my arm before he takes some blood from my finger.
“Give me a few minutes and I will check what I can today and the test I will have done for you tomorrow!” he says and start to head inside another room when the nurse takes the tray away and walk after him. Sitting on the bed Kian takes my hand in his and squeezes it.
“I’m here for whatever is happening!” he says and I don’t feel worried there will be anything wrong, I feel fine most days.
Hearing the doctor start to walk out to us he has a paper in his hand and looks troubled.
“This doesn’t look good!” he says and looks up from his paper at us.
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Turning my head I look at Kian and see him focusing completely on the doctor when he walks over and takes a seat in the chair beside the bed.
“What is wrong?” Kian asks and I can hear how tense he is and I guess worried.
The Doctor takes another look at his papers before looking up at us.
“The iron in her blood is way too low and she immediately needs some blood into her system and better nutrition, or we have to fix a blood bag the next couple of days!” he says and looks at Kian.
“She will not have any other blood than mine! How much does she need?” he asks when the doctor takes another look at his papers and the nurse comes walking into the room and starts to fix the ultrasound.
“I suggest you start giving her yours every day till next week when we have her checkup, make sure she gets the right nutrition and we will take another look then. If it’s not better then we have to come up with something else! This is way too early in the pregnancy and for those that it has happened to before it comes later on, I have to talk to my colleagues about it till the next time we meet!” he says and gets up from his chair, I have a hard time taking in his words when I feel Kian squeeze my hand.
“It explains why you have been dizzy and I guess extra tired!” he continues and I have been exhausted but thought it had to do with my long days.
“I only thought I was tired because of the long days and being awake from time to time during the nights, didn’t think something where wrong with me!” I say and look at the doctor when I feel Kian closer to my side.
“Why haven’t you been sleeping properly?” he asks and looking up at him I see he is concerned, sighing I pull his hand closer to me.
“Trouble sleeping a whole night when you haven’t been by my side, usually sleep four hours a night!” I say and see him about to say something when the nurse pulls my shirt up before the doctor places the cold gel on my stomach and the room. goes dark.
“We will talk about this when we are done here!” he says when I see our children on the screen kicking and going about it in my womb, I have felt small bumps but thought it was something else but now when I see them kick on the screen I feel it, like little b*tterflies in my stomach.
“Do you want to know the gender? I might be able to see it?” the doctor asks and to me, I instantly want to know.
“Yes, I want to know!” I say when the room falls silent and I turn my head to look at Kian, waiting for him to say how he wants it.
“Yes!” he says after a while and he is focused on the screen, it takes a long moment before the doctor speaks up again.
“I believe this pregnancy will be over in less than four months, they are growing fast! If you are looking closely at baby A I believe it’s a boy!” he says and I feel how tears prick behind my eyelids, we are expecting a little boy!
Seeing the doctor turn and look at the other baby when he zooms in on it closely for a long time.
“Well by the look of it baby B is a girl, I could be wrong about it!” he says and now there is no stopping my tears, I know it’s a baby girl and she is the gifted one, I have no idea how I can know this but I just do! A sob leaves my lips when the nurse turns on the lights before wiping away the gel. I take my hand out of Kian’s and wipe away my tears that keep falling.
Feeling him closer and take away my hands he leans down and kisses me on my forehead.
“We are having one of each!” he says and tilts my head before he gives me a hard kiss on my lips, didn’t think I would get this emotional by knowing the gender.
“We will have a follow–up next week and if there is anything you get worried about or don’t feel well you contact me right away!” the doctor says when Kian leans down and pick me up in his arms before starting to walk out of the room.
“I will! And let me know as fast you get the sample ready!” Kian says and walks out of the room after the doctor has given him a nod.
“Where are you taking me?” I ask him when he turns the corner and heads over to the kitchen, someone is cooking dinner by the smell of it and once we come inside the dining table is set for two and a chef is standing by the stove.
“You have to eat and today I prepared with our chef to make you a good dinner!” he says and places me down on my feet and holds me tight to him.
“We have to make sure the mother gets what she needs?” he says and holds my jaw while looking into my eyes before pecking my lips quickly and turning around.
I see him head over to talk with the man before he gets over to the fridge and takes out more ingredients, I get this urge for some pickles just by knowing they are there!
I guess Kian felt it because he comes over with the can to me and a fork before he motioned for me to take a seat at the table.
“Don’t eat too many before dinner!” he says when I have taken a seat, I just give him a nod and can’t wait another second before opening it and taking the first one, my eyes are about to roll back in my
head by how good they are. Hearing him chuckle beside me I don’t care and continue wolfing it down.
He walks away and I take another one while he is beside the chef, seeing him pick a plate and walk over to where I am and place it down in front of me. There are a big steak on it and my mouth start to water at the sight.
“This looks delicious!” I say and can’t wait to dig in, waiting for him to take a seat when he pulls out a chair in front of me.
Once he is sitting I start eating and the meat almost melts in my mouth, it’s rare in the middle and perfectly cooked.
“This is amazing!” I say between chews and see Kian looking at me with a smile on his lips before he starts to eat himself.
It doesn’t take long to empty my plate and I have to sit back and try to make some. room for my lungs to get air down.
“You look full!” he says and chuckles from the other side of the table when some fast steps are moving inside the kitchen, turning my head I see his father walking inside with a troubled expression on his face.
He walks closer to where we are sitting when stops and looks between us both.
“Owen called and they are coming over early in the morning tomorrow, they have found something troubling and he is bringing a large group of warriors with him! There are several things that need to be done before they are here!” he says and I turn my head to look at Kian when he sits back in his seat.
“I will be in the office when we are done here, get the old Gamma and Beta back here, Declan and Cannon are at her pack and they should stay there!” he says when his father gives him a nod before he
is quick to turn around and walk out of the kitchen.
“Who is Owen?” I have to ask him, don’t know who it is.
“Owen is the vampire council I’m in contact with and we had planned for them to come here later on so whatever he has found alarming we have to take seriously!” he says and I snap my head to look his way, I know what he is trying to say but I’m not prepared for it yet!
I need a lot more time to get this under control before going to a fight with the rogues!
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I guess he feels my unease because he gets up and walks around the table when he stops beside me and pulls me up on my feet before he wraps me up in a hug.
“Now don’t worry! He might only want to be on the safe side and prepared, nothing could happen for a long time and I suggest you get up to our chambers and lay down to rest for a while after this dinner while I get over and talk with my father!” he says and holds me tight in his arms, I’m worried deep down but he is right it could take a long time before the fight is about to happen
“Yes, I will!” I say as an answer when he starts to pull me with him out of the kitchen.
“I’ll be all right, I can get up there myself!” I say when he starts to lead me over to the stairs.
“Alright I will be up in a bit, lay down and take a rest in the meantime, your stuff is moved from the guest room!” he says and stops me by the stairs before I take a step up.
“Okay, I will be waiting for you!” I say before heading up the stairs and seeing him walk over to his office before reaching the top stairs and turning down the hallway. Reaching his chambers I push the door open and walk inside before closing it after me, his scent is a bit stronger in here than it used to be but nowhere near as strong as before.
Looking around the room I head over to his closet and find my clothes hanging inside with what looks like several maternity clothes he has brought, they are new and what looks like the right size. I have a hard time believing they will fit my growing belly during the whole pregnancy tho!
Turning around I head out and start to look for my books and my computer, I can take my time and get some job done while he isn’t here!
Finding it on a table beside the couch I take it with me and head over to the bed, placing it down I climb in the bed and start to pull it out of the bag.
I manage to get some done before he comes inside the room and walks over to the other side of the bed before he gets in beside me.
“When did you get a laptop and what are you doing?” he says next to my ear
“The second day when I went over to Michael’s, and now I’m working,” I say and send and response away to a client.
“I thought you weren’t going back to your work!” he says surprised and I have to stop reading the next mail to answer him.
“I haven’t gone back there, I quit and started my own small business these weeks. I have a few clients before I’m up and running properly!” I tell him and turn my head to look at him.
“You have done what?” you are never going to stop surprising me!” he says and chuckles while he shakes his head. I just smile at him before he gets up from the bed and starts to head over to the bathroom, hearing him walk around in the bathroom before he starts to fill up the bathtub.
I see him come out from the bathroom in only a low–hanging towel at the corner of my eye and turn my head his way, can’t take my eyes away from him when he walks over to where I sit on the bed.
He stops in front of me before he grabs the laptop and places it down on a chair before he comes back beside me.
“What are you doing?” I say when he leans down and picks me up in his arms.
“Taking care of my mate!” he says and heads over to the bathroom with me. Coming inside he places me down beside the big bathtub and start to pull my shirt over my head, I know what his intentions are
and don’t protest against it when he strips me naked from my clothes.
He drops his towel to the floor before he lifts me over the edge and gets down behind me, settling myself between his legs he pulls me back against him and places the back of my head on his shoulder, the water smells amazing with a flowery hint to it.
It feels nice being this close to him and in the warm water that’s surrounding us, he takes his hand and places it on my stomach when I feel him trace his nose down my neck and over to my shoulder. He presses his lips to his mark and a wave of pleasure courses through my body!
“Let your walls down love!” he says next to my ear but I don’t dare, how can I?
“I can’t!” I tell him when he stops and turns my head to the side to look at me.
“Why not?” he asks and holds my eyes with his
“I don’t know how to keep our children safe if I let it down, I can’t just put it back up again!” I tell him my problem when he holds my cheek.
“It’s not only up to you! I’m here to protect you and our children, let me!” he says and leans down to capture my lips with his for a short moment before he lets go.
Looking at him for a long moment when I see him take his wrist to his mouth and bite down at it, I know what he plans to do and even if I’m not ready to let my walls down I have to!
His wrist comes to my mouth when he places it on my lips, opening my mouth I let his blood run down my throat even if I know what it will do to me!
My whole body starts to tingle from the blood when it reaches my system, taking my hand over his wrist I close my eyes when the euphoria spreads through my body.
I hear him chuckle from a distance when he takes his wrist away from my lips, I’m starting to feel all hot and bothered in the tube when I hear him sniffing in the air before a low growl is heard from his throat.
Opening my eyes I come to stare right into his pitch–black eyes for a moment when my core starts to throb.
He leans down and catches my lips in a heated kiss that makes my head spin worse before he lets me go.
“Let me take care of your need!” he says in a husky voice that’s have my core starting to throb harder.