Ch. 106..110: The Werewolf's Vampire Mate Chapter 106-110

Chapter 106: A+B= US

Alanis.

His eyes are red.

I have never seen them in this light before.

They shine under the fluorescence of the moon.

They are fucking beautiful.

He said I would know when it was time. I would feel it through him. looking at him now, under the moonlight, I see him in his true form. Beau doesn’t turn completely. His canines shoot up, the hair on his hands spring up rough against my naked skin, his eyes flash right in front of me.

I cannot get over his eyes. They scream out to me; they make me want to take over completely. I have never been submissive in all my life, but I want to give him this control. I want to give him this confidence. I want him to take me.

The blood from our kiss calls out to me, the hunger showing in my breathing. It’s my blood but it makes me crave a taste of his. I want that feeling again. I want the satisfaction I will get from drinking his blood.

He grinds into me, lowering himself to the crook of my neck. I already know what is to come and I want it so badly. the only sounds that come from him are heavy growls. The kinds that come from ravished beasts. I smile because I love this, I love the animal in him. I love everything about him.

He doesn’t speak, I feel his hot breath and then his tongue as it slides down my neck, tasting every bit of mem ’’Mine,’’ he growls and the sound travels through my ear to the thuds in my heart.

’’I am yours,’’ I exclaim completely engrossed in whatever is happening. I doubt I will ever forget this night, for as long as I live. He continues licking a spot on my neck, his tongue sliding in an up and down momentum. I close my eyes I feel my dick rise. Is this even supposed to be a sexual moment? I don’t know how this works.

Beau leans backwards and his eyes are on mine, a seductive smile plastered on his face. suddenly he grabs my dick in his hand and starts to stroke it, slowly at first and then picking up the pace. A gasp escapes from my lips, the shock written on my face. he smiles, obviously satisfied at my reaction and I see his fangs, shiny and inviting to me. I want him to mark me so badly.

But he doesn’t as he watches me. the strokes become faster and my eyes close again from the intensity. It is too much to handle.

’’I want you to cum for me,’’ that deep animalistic voice comes to play again.

Hearing that sound coming from him is making me insane. Somehow, I know that this is Beau, but it also feels like this is another part of him. a part of him I have never seen before.

Being touched by Beau is a lot. My body feels like it is being electrocuted and then revived continuously, there seem to be fireworks going on in my mind. The stars in the sky suddenly seem closer, all from just his touch.

I feel myself getting closer to my climax, so I open my eyes and he is watching me, not even blinking. The smile is still on his face, he is waiting for me to get there. Meanwhile, I want this moment to last forever. I don’t want an end to this, but I also can’t control myself.

Letting out a loud cry, I spill my seed all over his hand, he continues jerking me off, completely milking me dry. I tremble in his arms. Unsure of how I feel about the intensity of everything that is happening.

Beau doesn’t take a break; he doesn’t stop, and he reaches for my neck again. It is almost like he is on a mission and nothing can deter him from that goal. I am a vampire; I know how it feels to drink the blood of a human. I have done it a couple of times in my life, but I have never wanted to drink anyone’s blood as I want to drink his. The moment he gives me the chance, I will devour him, until I can’t anymore.

’’It’s time,’’ he whispers into my ear with that mesmerizing voice, slowly raising his head and letting out a loud howl. The sound echoes through the cave sending chills down my spine. My heart races in my chest as I try to calm my nerves. I just had the best orgasm of my life and I am still trying to get myself. How do I handle everything that is happening?

His face goes back to my neck but this time I feel his teeth as they rest on my skin. His tongue grazes over, slowly wetting it again. This time he doesn’t stop as he penetrates his teeth in my skin. I close my eyes, waiting for the pain, waiting for the hurt but it doesn’t come. I only feel pleasure as he deepens the bite.

Suddenly it feels like I am transported into another world. I am not in the cave anymore. Looking around I a picture of my life. I see a future with Beau. I see a family. Two boys running around the beach. I see myself, happiness pouring out of me. I stand in the middle of the scene as tears pour out of my eyes. Completely taken off guard by this. the emotions over pouring out of my soul. This is what I have always wanted. This is the love I wished for. seeing it right in front of me is overwhelming.

I clutch my chest in a way to calm my self down.

’’Mine,’’ I hear Beaus growl again and this takes me back to the present. Takes me back to this special moment. He licks the bite, and it is soothing to me. His eyes never waver from mine. He doesn’t stop licking the wound. His tongue doing things to me that I cannot control. We haven’t even had sex and I already feel completely satisfied.

I feel tied to him.

We are two separate entities but, at this moment, I feel like I am one with him. I don’t even know how to explain this feeling. He pulls away suddenly and his eyes shift away from mine to the scar on my neck. I don’t feel it heal as I normally would.

This is confusing to me because I am supposed to heal.

He smiles almost like he is satisfied with himself. Another howl escapes his lips and this time the hair on his body increases, now to his forehead and legs. He is not in his true form; this is like the time he fought Fallon. I feel a tingling sensation from my neck, and this makes me reach for it, slowly trailing my fingers on the teeth marks that are now engraved to my skin.

Beau is still watching me; I feel his heart beating hard against my chest. That sensation from the bite is distracting to me, I am losing my focus. My hands shake as he reaches for them, squeezing them tightly.

’’Something is going on,’’ I inform him.

He smiles as if this is exactly what he wanted ’’It is working,’’ he sends me a mind link. Almost like he wants to limit verbal communication.

I am confused and completely in my feels. I don’t know how to handle everything. I didn’t expect this to be so intense. I just came out of that vision and it is getting to me.

He reaches for the bite again, slowly licking the sensation away. Somehow his licks help in slowing down the intensity--calming down the overwhelming situation.

You need to feel it all.

He tells me.

I let out a soft sigh, relaxing my back into the cold hard ground. Closing my eyes, I feel my fangs shoot out, a sudden hunger springing up. The sudden craving for his blood.

Take what is yours.

I open my eyes to the sound of his voice in my head. take what is mine. What is mine?

He is above me, watching me, waiting for me to make the next move. The only thing I want right now is his blood. I want his blood in me. he leans forward until his lips are pressed to mine. I moan into his mouth, pulling him deeper into my embrace.

His arms wrap around my waist as the sensation on my neck gets harder.

Take it.

He commands me louder through the mind link.

I pull away from the kiss abruptly and push him so hard and so fast till his back is pressed to the ground. He smiles eager and waiting for me to take charge. With one swift movement, I am on top of him my legs on both of his sides.

There you go, now have a taste.

The voice is my head is controlling me at this moment. He wants me to taste him. I want to taste him.

I lean forward with my mouth open to my fangs.

Ready for complete satisfaction.

Chapter 107: One with you.

Alanis.

The urge to have his blood through my veins is compelling. I take a deep breath to control myself because I need to do this the right way. I need this bond to be complete. I want to open myself to him completely and irrevocably even if this shows all my vulnerability.

I feel him, completely open and unshielded to me. he is ready for this as much as I am.

I lean forward until my lips hover above his forehead. The hair around it looks so appealing to me. The beast within him, calling and asking for more. Slowly, I press my lips for a soft kiss and he closes his eyes, welcoming me wholeheartedly, I inhale through the kiss, almost like I am inhaling his life force, tasting his essence upon my tongue. I feel it within me, all his energy being channelled into me.

I lower my stance until my face is just close to his chest where his heart resides. I do the same thing I did, this time lingering more as I place my kips gently over his heart.

Beau remains quiet through the whole process. Alby was right, nature would take its course. I don’t feel like I am in control right now. Something is pulling me to do everything I am doing.

After the second kiss, I place my hand behind his head and he grants me access to the best part, tilting his head to one side. I lay my lips against the pulsing vein in his throat that calls me. I do the same thing I did a third time feeling his pulse on my lips, his life force. I suddenly feel alive with him, almost like his heart is beating for me. I place my free hand on his chest as his pounds against it, this helps me focus on the rhythm of the life coursing through his veins.

I feel his life as it bleeds out into me, taking another long breath to savour the unique essence of this whole process. I breathe Beau in until I can taste, smell, and feel him with every fibre of my body.

Almost like a nip, my teeth pierce into his skin. His blood travelling through my veins at once. I pull his essence inside of me, feeling it as it gathers in my chest. Beau doesn’t flinch, he doesn’t react as I take more of him inside me. his eyes are closed, his breathing is soft and soothing. He is giving me all of him with no denial.

The more I drink, the more at peace I feel, the more I feel like one with him. Beau grabs unto my hair as I continue to create this bond with him.

I don’t know how long we make this exchange, but I feel everything as it rushes through me. I take more and he gives it to me freely.

I don’t know when I stop, I am not in my right sense of mind as I pull away from him and smash my lips to his. He moans into my mouth, ready to take over again. I give him the power he needs as I have gotten everything I need from the encounter. He pushes me with all the energy he has in him and I am beneath him again. My eyes dart to the bite, my claim on him. The two spots are red, but the bleeding stopped.

He doesn’t stop kissing me as he positions me by grabbing my legs for easier access. My eyes stay fixed to him at this moment because I am speechless. There are no words to express how I feel. This whole ordeal has been an awakening that I didn’t even think I would need as much as I do. there is this weight that has been lifted off my chest. I feel happier, stronger, more energetic. Being in his arms, his blood flowing through my veins. It is all thrilling and comforting. All the worries I had, the fears. They all disintegrate completely.

He doesn’t ask for permission as he pulls his pants off swiftly. My eyes sway to his member, aroused and inviting. He doesn’t need permission especially since I want this as much as he does.

I am his.

There are no words as I feel his tip embracing my entrance slowly. His face comes closer to mine, his eyes still shining brightly. Sweat trickles down his forehead and falls to mine. he inches forward and slides into me slowly. I feel the tip of him teasing around my walls. ’’More?’’ he breathes out huskily in a question like he even needs to ask. My body wants him, my body craves this new sensational feeling that only he can give me.

I nod my head at once even though this is a new feeling to me, the pleasure has not hit yet. There is this discomfort as he tries to open me up. He pushes into me, a little more aggressive than the first push and this time my eyes open unexpectedly. He smiles and presses his lips to mine for a kiss. I welcome him as he continues to move against me, his tongue sliding into my mouth with erotic twirls.

With heavy thrusts, he goes deeper, and I scratch into his skin for some sort of relief from all the pleasurable pain. ’’More,’’ he echoes again, going faster and harder. I don’t even know what is going on in his head, but he seems so lost in this moment. He seems completely different. the silence is killing me but also exciting to me. I am full of mixed emotions tonight.

Suddenly, he hits a spot that has me second-guessing all the doubts that were coming up. I gasp out from the shock of the amount of pleasure that gives me. I look at him and his eyes are closed, his breath is heavy and hard. I want him to do that again. I want to feel that phenomenal bliss again. ’’Don’t stop,’’ I plead, desperate for more—for everything.

He opens his eyes and tears well up in them, the water overshadowing his glow. He grinds into me again, this time with even more force, hitting that spot again. My eyes roll to the back of my head as I scream out from the euphoric bliss of that feeling. Nothing has ever felt that way before. This is not just sex, this is something else, something I can’t even put to words. This time, he doesn’t stop as he grabs the strands of my hair through his fingers, pulling and pummelling, to find a way to dive deeper into me.

I already feel him so deep within me, I don’t even think it is even possible to go any deeper. He groans out ferociously. I have thought about this moment, I have dreamt of different scenarios. How this would feel with him. All my thoughts can’t be compared.

This is everything.

’’I love you,’’ I cry out those words because I need them to be engraved to his soul. I love this man so much, I love him with all my heart, my whole being. He is the love of my life. my chosen love and I wouldn’t change this for anything. I don’t want normalcy. I don’t want the usual, I want to be different as long as I have him by my side.

A drop of tear falls to my face, mixes with the sweat all over me. all his fluids belong to me. his blood is running through my veins. I suddenly understand this ritual. The purpose.

We have become one.

All I see as I reach my climax, are stars. Beautiful stars in his eyes. Beau pounds into me once more and I moan out blissfully as I spill my seed all us. He doesn’t stop moving into me. His chest heaving from exerting himself too much. I watch him, unable to take my eyes off him. I watch him until he gets his release and falls to my chest. I wrap my arms around him, pulling him closer. We are both breathing heavily. Suddenly this cave is not cold anymore, our bodies become the only warmth we need.

I close my eyes and concentrate on his energy, suddenly it feels like our two hearts are beating as one.

’’Wow,’’ I hear his voice, I mean his real voice for the first time tonight. No more animalistic beau. Just my Beau. I open my eyes and he is watching me with a smile on his face.

He doesn’t say anything after that, and I can relate to him. that was fucking intense. It is safe to say it was the best sex I have ever had. Beau is my best everything. I don’t know what is going to happen after this. I don’t know if anything has changed within me, but I am going to embrace every change this brings because this is everything I have always wanted.

This is my pride.

My future.

Chapter 108: The escape

Darrien.

This is ridiculous.

I don’t understand why we have to be in this cave, I am not an animal. We don’t have to do this his way. Why can’t I just have him in the comfort of my house, on my very comfortable bed? This is not what I fucking want.

’’You’re upset,’’ Jabi points out suddenly.

He is the only one that can tell what is going on with me. I am a vampire; I don’t have to be at the mercy of the wolves. This will be easier done my way.

’’I am not upset,’’ I deny. I don’t want him to think I have regrets. I want to do this with him but I hate the fact that I have no fucking clue. What the hell am I supposed to do?

’’Are you having regrets?’’ he asks me, the worry obvious in his expression. There are no fucking regrets here, just a lot of discomfort that I don’t think I can get over.

’’I don’t regret anything. don’t start having doubts. You have to trust me,’’ I plead with him because I need him to trust me. at least I need that a lot more now.

I look around the cave. This place is not it. there is dirt everywhere filled with darkness, the only light coming from the moon and stars above us. this is insane, how did I even agree to something like this. Why would I subject myself to this?

Shit, I am spiralling.

’’Something is wrong’’ Jabi says walking closer to me.

He stops in front of me and I watch him. he is right, something is definitely wrong with me. Jules said everything that would happen tonight would be instinctual. He said that I would know what to do when the time came. At this moment, I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to be doing this with him here.

It doesn’t feel right.

Maybe this is my instincts coming to play.

’’I don’t think we should be doing this here,’’ I confess to him. I just can’t get over this place. Something is not sitting right with me at this moment. I want to be anywhere but here.

Does that even make any sense?

’’I don’t understand,’’ he mutters, confusion sprawled on his face.

Jabi doesn’t know what I am talking about, fuck, I don’t even know what I am talking about. All I know is that I don’t want to be here—or at least I think I shouldn’t be here with him. I know for a fact that this ritual is going to happen tonight but I just feel like this is not the right place for this. There is more to this feeling and I wish I could interpret it.

’’Do you trust me?’’ I ask him because that is all I want from him—oh and his love. I want all the love he can give me and then multiply that by a million to infinity.

Those two things are all I want from him.

’’I trust you,’’ he whispers in the dead of the night.

I know that I trust him. the minute he tells me that he wants this done here, I will agree to it. his decision will be the final one to me. I know the kind of person Jabi is. He might not think he is good enough, or smart enough. Hell, he doesn’t think he is anything enough, but he is enough for me. he is all that matters to me.

He is the only one that I want to listen to.

He is my priority.

’’Would you still trust me if I tell you that I don’t want to do this here?’’

He furrows his brows in confusion, I continue my explanation ’’I don’t want to do this the Werewolf way. I don’t think we should do this in this cave.’’

’’Do we have a choice?’’ he asks curiously.

I shrug ’’I don’t know, something just doesn’t feel right with me. I don’t feel connected to this place. Do you?’’

’’I don’t know. I haven’t ever felt connected to this pack. Never.’’

I nod and grab both his hands in mine ’’Do you feel connected to me?’’

He nods his head immediately. It feels like I can read his mind. I see the sincerity in his eyes. There is only truth in his expression. We are connected because we are meant to be together.

’’I want us to do this the only way I know how to, I want to do this with you at my place away from the eyes of everyone. I want to do this with you the vampire way?’’

He sighs ’’What if it doesn’t work.’’

I haven’t even thought about that. there is the probability that I am losing my mind and I could end up losing him in the process. This thing between us is not black and white, there is nothing straight forward about it. I don’t know the outcome of my decision, but I want to take that chance. I hope he is willing to take the chance with me.

’’I don’t know, I really don’t even know why I have this sudden urge to leave this place.’’

He sighs ’’I want to do this with you. Whatever we do, we do it together,’’ he announces, and I feel relief in my chest. I needed his approval. No matter what decision I make, ii need him to be okay with it. I won’t do anything he doesn’t want to do.

’’Are you sure about this. I need you to think about the repercussions of this decision. If we decide to leave here and go to my apartment, we might end up not completing the ritual. There is the probability that we will have to do this on the next full moon.’’

He nods his head ’’I know, I have thought about all the things that could happen.’’

’’And you still want to go with my judgment?’’

He nods ’’I trust you. You are the only one I follow.’’

My heart jolts in excitement at his words. I am the only one that he follows. That means the world to me and he has no idea how much his words are affecting me.

’’Then I think we should go to my home. The one place I can truly be myself,’’ I tell him.

’’Okay,’’ he agrees.

The love I have for this boy is unmeasurable. I didn’t even think it would feel this way. How is it possible that on such a short time he has completely taken over my heart?

’’Do you think we will be able to sneak away?’’ I ask him unsure how we are going to make our escape.

He shrugs ’’Security is tight. we just have to make sure we leave the gates without being seen,’’ I grab his hands in mine and lead him out of the cave glad to be out of there. There is no one outside, Jules said the Wally cave is protected by the goddess of the moon. I don’t even know what that means—not that I am saying I don’t believe in their gods; I just don’t understand it. he said that no one could enter unless they were granted access. So at least Beau and Alanis are safe in the caves.

They will be fine.

’’We are rebels,’’ he whispers in my ear as we walk through the trees to the direction of the caves.

He seems excited. I am glad that I bring excitement to his life. I want to show him a world he has never experienced. I want to be his new normal.

’’You know, this is just the start. We are here to cause so much trouble,’’ I wink at him and his cheeks redden, the cutest blush appearing on his face. this baby boy will be the death of me.

I stop walking in the midst of our escape and pull him close to me. he welcomes me into his arms as I lean forward and press my lips to his. His eyes close in a way to tell me that he wants more from the kiss. This is not the time for this but I have to give my baby what he wants. My tongue slides into his mouth, the moisture from this contact soothing. He wraps his arms around my waist and all thoughts of what is to come clouding my mind. I pull away from him as he moans into my mouth.

’’We need to get going. I have so many plans for you,’’ I grab his butt and give it a slight squeeze.

The redness on his cheeks deepen and I chuckle at how innocent he is. He will not be so innocent when I am done with him but we can’t have him knowing just yet what I plan to do with him.

’’Come on... we should continue our escape,’’ I grab his hand again and pull him to the direction of the gates.

’’Escape where?’’ I hear a voice that pulls us out of our trance.

Shit.

Chapter 109: Love you more than words can explain.

Darrien.

I turn around to the sound of the voice and Eligio is staring at us with confusion and worry on his face.

I release a sigh of relief at the fact that it is just him. El will understand this. he is one of my kind.

’’You are supposed to be in the caves, why are you out here and where are you escaping to?’’

I walk over to him, slowly releasing Jabi’s hand from mine. ’’We need to leave the community. We will be back tomorrow.’’

He frowns ’’Why? Are you having second thoughts about this?’’

I shake my head ’’This is not about second thoughts. I don’t feel like this is supposed to be the way for me.’’

’’What are you even saying? This is the only way this can work.’’

’’What if this is not how it is supposed to happen. Jules and Alby said it will be instinctual. Well, my instincts kept telling me to leave.’’

He sighs and then runs his hands through his hair ’’Just so you know, this is a fucking risk are you willing to take it with all the consequences that will come from this.’’

He is wrong. There will only be returns from this decision. Deep down, I feel it in my bones. This is the right move, and I don’t think anyone else will understand. No one knows how I feel, they don’t understand that Jabi is my lifeline. I want him a lot more than they even know. So why the fuck will I risk things with him if I wasn’t so sure, in my heart that this is the right decision.

’’I didn’t connect to the caves. It didn’t feel like it was for me,’’

He nods ’’What about the kid, is he okay with this?’’

We both glance at Jabi and he is watching me, in the corner, not saying anything. he said he was okay with it, I believe him. I trust him.

’’Yes, he is. You have to admit that he doesn’t actually get along with this pack. He never did.’’

’’They are still his family. You are trying to make him one of us but you seem to forget that he is a wolf.’’

I haven’t forgotten.

I know that he is a wolf, I love him for who he is. I am not trying to make him anything. the only thing I want from him is happiness. As long as he is happy, I will be okay.

’’That is not it. El, you have to believe me. being in that cave with him felt wrong. I didn’t connect with it at all.’’

He sighs ’’So where do you plan to go now?’’

I shrug ’’Our home,’’ I answer him immediately, without a doubt.

The day I asked him to come and stay with me. that apartment became ours. I don’t plan of ever staying there again without him.

’’You mean your apartment?’’

I nod.

’’You are so fucking stubborn Dar. You know father is going to murder you when he finds about all this. you didn’t even get his approval,’’ he reminds me.

Yes, I didn’t tell him about this because when I decided to do this ritual, I didn’t want anyone to spill doubts in my mind. I know he doesn’t support this. he doesn’t believe in all that is happening and from the meeting he had with Alanis, I can tell he won’t agree to mine.

’’We will deal with Cranwell later, are you gonna help me get out of here, who is on guard duty right now?’’

’’Me and Olin, Bells went in to check in on her mate.’’

I smile.

’’You can help me get out of here. Please tell me you won’t mention this to anyone.’’

He rolls his eyes ’’The only person I will tell is Elu and she is inside right now.’’

Eligio leads us to the gates and when we get there, Olin in front of the gate with a determined look on his face. ’’Wait here,’’ El suggests. We are hidden in a bush, not so invisible but good enough. we watch him walk over to the wolf and Jabi grabs my hand in his nervously.

I know this is a lot for him. Maybe I am asking for too much from him. this is all overwhelming to him. Having to deal with all this at once. I didn’t even give him enough time to handle all this. like a tsunami, I flooded his whole world.

You are my world.

I freeze at those words. My eyes are on him, he didn’t say a thing but I heard him, loud and clear in my head. could this be the mind link they have been talking about?

Yes, try it too.

He smiles at me, still looking at me with the same intense stare.

I don’t know what to say.

He giggles out loud and then covers his mouth so as not to be heard. We both look at Eligio and he is still talking to Olin.

I face Jabi again.

Tell me how much you love me.

I smile.

That is easy.

I love you as much as I love myself, fuck maybe even more and the only way you can understand that is if you know that I love myself so fucking much. I love you more than words ever could describe.

Okay, not as easy as I thought.

We remain in silence and I know he heard me even though I didn’t say it out loud. Our minds are connected. This is a new occurrence; this is something that Beau and Alanis share. Does that mean that my decision to leave the caves is the right one?

’’Come on,’’ Eligio walks back and interrupts our staring contest.

I grab Jabi again and the gate is empty now ’’What did you say to him?’’

He smiles ’’I tricked him into thinking he needed to pee.’’

I raise a brow and then release a chuckle at the fact that he manipulated the guy and of all things. Eligio opens the gate ’’This is where I leave you. I hope this works for you.’’ He waves in the air.

I squeeze Jabi for some sort of comfort, me needing a lot of it right now. The moment we leave this community, there is no going back. We can’t come back and undo everything. this was my decision and even though Jabi is with me along the ride, if things go south, I will blame myself. It will be my fault. So, I have to be hopeful, I have to believe that just as this was chosen for me, this love between us, so is this decision. It has to be as right as our love.

The gates close and Eligio leaves us to the silence of the woods. The trees whistle as the creatures in the night sing. It is dark but I can see it clearly. I know the way out of these woods, with my super speed I can get us home in a couple of minutes.

’’I am going to carry you home,’’ I inform him.

He shakes his head ’’I am fast too. I can do this too,’’ he folds his arms across his chest. The most adorable expression on his face. the only reason why I want him in my arms, is to keep him safe. I know he is fast; I have run with him before.

These woods are not safe right now, Cassius is still lurking around. I can’t risk anything happening to him.

’’You have to trust me on this.’’

’’But...’’—I stop him with a glare. This is actually not the time to be having this discussion. We are in the middle of the woods; it is not safe, and I need him to be safe. That is my priority.

’’Okay,’’ he sighs in defeat.

I stretch my hands out for him and he walks into them, slowly I lift him up until he is in my arms bridal style. ’’This is weird,’’ he groans.

I chuckle ’’How about you go on my back. Will that make you feel better?’’

He nods at once, so I obey him and place him on my back gently. He wraps his arms around my neck and his leg around my waist. I use my super sight to see ahead of us. I need to make sure there is nothing dangerous ahead before I start this journey.

You got this.

Jabi sends me another mind link. I think this is the one way he can communicate with me without filtering his words. I like this so much, I am so thankful right now.

I start the run holding unto him tighter, it takes approximately five minutes to get to the main road and once I do, I go faster. I keep running until I get to the front of my building. My eyes look up to the sky, the moon silently calls me. I feel something I haven’t felt all night.

There is a sensation within.

Something screaming to me, telling me that there are no mistakes when it comes to love.

I finally feel ready for this ritual.

Chapter 110: Take me.

Jabi.

I don’t even understand what is happening but I like spending time with Darrien. Everything feels like an adventure. We were supposed to be at the caves. It was supposed to be a typical mating ritual. We are not the first people to experience this but this is the first time anyone has ever escaped from the caves.

I knew Darrien was different, from the first time I saw him. there is nothing regular about him and that is why I love him so much. The man is his own person, he thinks with his heart. Completely and wholeheartedly. I have never trusted anyone as much as I trust him and I don’t think this is a mistake. He places me to my feet in front of the apartment door. He said this is our home. I have never been associated with anyone before. This is the first time I am sharing something so significant with someone else and the fact that it is Darrien is the best feeling ever.

He smiles that cheeky smile that I love on him and reaches for the key under the flowerpot by the door. We left the community without a second thought. He thinks this decision is a risk. I don’t think so. I think he knows what he is doing, I think this is how it was meant to be all along. we didn’t plan the ritual, something told him to push for it so quickly. Something is telling him to do this. that invisible force that has pulled us together. This relationship is bigger than us.

The fact that all this has happened is unprecedented and I want to follow him until the end.

He pushes the door and pulls me into the apartment. The living room is dark, just the way we left it. just like the cave, he stares at me in the darkness, his eyes dark and inviting. There is a sparkle in them. Gold flecks in the middle of his pupil. There is a shift in him. he was uneasy in the cave, nervous and a little temperamental. Here, he is in his element. He has this expression on his face that I cannot understand, I can’t even try to explain it. is this how the ritual is supposed to go. Is he supposed to be in a daze because that is what it seems like to me?

’’We made it,’’ he pushes my back to the wall and presses his body to mine, whispering in my ear.

I let out a soft breath and he bites my earlobe tenderly. I close my eyes from the surprise that something so small could affect me gravely. He chuckles into my ear; I can feel him still watching me. I don’t know what mating is to the vampires, but it seems very intimate. I like being intimate with him, I want to see a part of him that he hasn’t shown me yet. I want to see everything that is Darrien.

He slides his hands over my chest until they are clutching me by my waist. I keep my eyes closed because I am nervous and a little scared. Scared that I will find some way to mess this up, nervous that I won’t be good enough for him. Darrien has lived a long life, with different kind of people. I am just a kid to him. what if I don’t leave him satisfied?

’’Do you feel any different?’’ he asks me quietly.

I open my eyes and he is still staring at me. I don’t know the answer to that question. Okay, maybe I do. the fact that I still feel the same should be scary. What if this doesn’t work out for us because I am an omega and I need an alpha. this is not how the mating ritual between an omega is supposed to go. From the beginning of this, I believed that this was chosen for us. I believed that it is meant to be, but that question is triggering. I am supposed to feel different. There is a full moon, my inner wolf is supposed to react to that, but it feels like he is asleep.

Why?

’’Everything feels heightened,’’ he continues even though I didn’t answer him. He bends his head backwards, somehow elongating his neck, I watch him as he continues ’’Touching you feels a lot more intense,’’ he goes back to looking at me and his arms slide back to my chest. The butterflies dance around as he slides his hand into my shirt and bare chest. His fingers brush against the nape of my neck, I let out a soft gasp from the touch. He smiles into my neck as he leans forward and nibbles at it. his tongue is wet, so wet and delicious as he licks and suckles on me. his hand goes back into my shirt until he is pulling it over my head, leaving me shirtless.

’’Do you want to take this to the bedroom?’’ he whispers in a muse.

I nod because I am suddenly feeling a little lightheaded and weak-kneed. He smirks and pulls away from me, tossing my shirt to the floor. I watch it as it lands with a soft thud. Darrien grabs my hand and pulls me to the direction of the bedroom. We are barely speaking. He just asks what he wants and then does it. this is not like the time in my house. This is different and I think I like it a lot.

He opens the bedroom door, and the lights are switched off here too. Darrien doesn’t bother with turning them on, he just opens the curtains and then the tiny window beside the bed and it reveals the moon, which thus brings light into the room. He walks back to me and his eyes glisten brighter than before. The moon is brighter than I have ever experienced. It is funny that we don’t even have to be in the caves to be under the moon. We don’t have to be in the pack to feel a sense of belonging. I don’t need a group of people to confirm being wanted. The only person that matters from here on out is standing right in front of me.

’’I want to do this now, I want to have you completely,’’ he confesses as he rests his chin on my shoulder and pulls me into his arms. His breathing is heavy. The room is quiet, the only sounds coming from us. I told him, he is the only one I want to follow, and I meant it. even though I don’t feel any different. I still want this with him. He said he wanted to do this the vampire way, so I guess that is what we are going to do. I don’t know how this works, so I am relinquishing all control and giving it to him.

I am his and I want him to take me.

He pulls back slightly, and his eyes are a different colour completely. A bright gold, this time not just flecks of colour. I hold my breath because the intensity of his expression is captivating. Slowly he leans forward, and his lips are on mine instantly. I stiffen against his kiss as he pulls me even closer and slides his tongue into my mouth. trembling beneath him, I try to control the shudders that find their way under my skin. He has never touched me like this before. I have never felt so much love from one kiss. He grinds into me and I feel him against me. this is all new to me. this is abrupt but I am loving every second of this. Darrien continues kissing me as he grabs me by my waist until my legs are wrapped around his waist. He carries me and places me on the bed. I shake uncontrollably as he climbs on top of me.

His hands fondle with my shorts, I let him take it off, and then he does the same for my boxers. Leaving me completely naked and vulnerable. I watch him as he pulls his shirt over his head, his eyes never wavering from mine. He goes back to kissing me, this time a lot more aggressive than before. I can’t get over how intense his eyes are. They are calling out to me, begging me to be HIS. I know I said I didn’t feel any different but at this moment. There is this electric pull. The kind that shocks you and leaves you wanting more. The reaction to just a kiss is powerful, and I don’t think I can handle it all.

’’I am going to take you... all of you. Tell me you want this too,’’ he breathes in between kisses.

Darrien always asks, whenever he wants to do anything to me. He seeks confirmation and that is one of the things I love about him. Even at this moment, where I have already agreed to give him every part of me, he still seeks consent.

’’Take me Darrien,’’ I call out his name in the dead of the night.