Ch. 351..355: The Werewolf's Vampire Mate Chapter 351-355
Chapter 351: Acceptance
Blue
The drive to Jules’s house is long and we have to make numerous stops but once the sun starts to come out the next day, I see the cabin. The one where he has lived his life in isolation. I look to the back seat and both Gyles and Rex are asleep in each other’s arms. My heart warms up from the sight in front of me. I switch off the engine of the car and I see the front door to the cabin open. We are in the middle of the woods. This is the place that Jules decided to call his home a long time ago. This is the place he is most comfortable in and even though I stayed with him for a year, It never felt like home.
I was always yearning and searching for more and I guess I found it with these two guys in the backseat of the car. Gyles is the first to wake up and a look of confusion sprawls on his face as he detaches from Rex and sits up on the chair. His eyes dart around just as Jules walks over to the car. There is a smile on his face, one that just shows me how much he has missed me.
"We’re here,’’ I inform them which makes rex wake up too. I walk out of the car but they remain inside.
"My son is back,’’ Jules pulls me into a hug. I let him hold me because, for the first time in my life, I am vulnerable. A lot has happened and it all hasn’t sunk in. I don’t know if I want to let him know of the disaster that I met in the coven. I know I need to let him that my mother is dead. they never had a relationship. She never even wanted him to know that she was pregnant. she kept the secret for so long.
"I missed you, son,’’ he breathes into the hug. My heart thuds in my chest, my hands tremble as I try to grip him tighter. I need him right now like I have never felt before. I don’t want him to disappear. He is the only family I have left. Yeah, I know that Gyles and Rex are my family now but I was so used to having mom and Levine. Yeah, I wanted to leave the coven but I liked that they relied on me. I liked that I was needed every once in a while. I liked that I had a fallback place.
Now I feel like I am losing everything that I was thought I knew.
"What’s wrong?’’ he asks, obviously sensing something. he pulls away from me and his eyes find my mates in the back seat "How are they here? Did they go over to the estate?’’ he adds, confusion etched on his face.
I take a deep breath because I don’t want to talk about the coven and everything that happened. I want to take a day to just breathe and the cabin is the only place I can do that. the only place that is secluded from the world. sometimes I understand why he chose this life. I wouldn’t mind this kind of life with the people that matter to me. I wouldn’t mind finding a quiet place like this and spending the rest of my life with Gyles and Rex.
"Can we just go inside, have breakfast, and just relax?’’ I ask him, wanting some peace and quiet.
He nods immediately "I cleaned your room for you. Didn’t know they would be joining us.’’ He mutters. I guess he doesn’t like that they are here. Jules doesn’t like people invading his private life but I need him to get used to the fact that we are a package deal. I don’t even want to be anywhere without them anymore.
I wave for them and they both come out of the car. Rex is the only one that seems a little nervous. This is not the first time he is meeting Jules but I guess this is the first time I am introducing them as my mates.
It would be awkward to meet anyone’s parents.
"Dad, this is Rex,’’ I grab Rex and pull him closer to me "And Gyles,’’ I do the same thing. Gyles manages an excited smile. "They are my mates,’’ I add. I guess this is the first time I am using the word out to him or anyone with pride. This is not something to be ashamed of. The fact that we are all guys. The fact that this relationship comprises of three people. I hold so much pride in it. now I see why humans embrace themselves as being different. Normal is overrated. We choose our own destinies and I chose them in a heartbeat.
"Hello,’’ Jules smiles, there is no judgment in his eyes. There is no pain, no anger. I remember the night mother found out. The differences in their reactions. I see someone that is proud of their son and someone that hated who I had become. Mother would have never loved me the way I deserved. She loathed me for not being like her. She would have done anything to kill me. I was a mistake to her and this is not because of the things Rex showed me. I never actually felt love from her and I am glad to be out of that situation.
I am glad to never step foot into the coven again.
I watch him as he shakes both of them. I watch him as his smile widens "So I went hunting before you all showed up. there is a fresh deer in the kitchen for whoever is hungry,’’ he winks just as he walks back to the direction of the house. I look at my mates and they are both smiling.
His offer to feed them means he has accepted them and my relationship.
It means the world to me.
Chapter 352: Dad
Blue
I lead them into my room and they follow me. Gyles is the only one carrying a bag. We left the rest of our stuff in the trunk of the car because I don’t plan on staying here for too long. This place is still close to the coven. I don’t want us this close to the coven. As long as Gyles still feels drawn to the book, I want us in the safety of the coven.
"How are you feeling?’’ I ask him as we walk into my room in Jules’s house.
"I am okay. I don’t feel anything right now.’’
The room is small, the bed is too small to contain the three of us. I guess that is what he meant when he said he didn’t know we would be joining. I don’t mind sleeping on the floor as long as the two of them are comfortable.
I don’t really have a lot of belongings in Jules’s cabin. The first time he brought me here, I had a mental note to leave after a week. I wanted to know who I was. I wanted him to show me the sides of me that my mother kept away from me. that was the only reason why I even looked for him in the first place. when I came to the cabin. I thought I would hate being here, I had an attitude for the first week. I didn’t want to talk to him. I would be rude even though nothing was his fault. It didn’t take a long time to like staying with him. it was so different from how I grew up. He would ask me how I was feeling. He would talk to me about how he met my mother. He gave me so much information when I was used to secrets. It was new and I liked it a lot. Leaving was something I didn’t want anymore. I was suddenly getting acclimated to his life and it didn’t seem as lonely as it felt when I was in the coven.
Going to the moonlight pack was not part of the plan. Jules got a call from Beau and he said it would be good if I came along. He wanted me to mingle with other wolves like me. I became excited by the thought. I went to the community with an open mind. I wondered if I would find a mate. Jules had explained to me the concept of soulmates. People we are instantly drawn to. I wanted it so badly.
I guess I was always meant to go to the community.
I was always meant to find Gyles and Rex.
It has been written in the pages all along.
"Are you guys hungry?’’ I ask them as Gyles drops the duffle bag beside the bed on the floor. Gyles nods immediately "Hungrier for blood though,’’ he tells me.
We don’t have blood.
I didn’t think about blood for him.
"Meat should do the same thing for you,’’ I try to reason, even though I am not sure. Gyles’s craving for blood seems to be more than meat. he is a hybrid. He should be able to survive on both.
"I don’t know. The more I stay without blood, the weaker I feel.’’
Gyles might have given into his wolf but he hasn’t had a chance to bring him out. A werewolf has to hunt. If they don’t, they get weak. Maybe that is why he feels weak. Maybe that is why Em seems to think he is the weakest one out of us. I mean, that would explain why the book took a liking to him.
"We should go for a hunt. All three of us,’’ I say excitedly. I want to hunt with them. I want our wolves to come out and be together. it is an intimate moment that I want to share with them.
Rex smiles immediately and I see the excitement in his eyes. Rex is an omega; he needs an Alpha to get stronger and he has been blessed with two.
"I would like that,’’ he mutters still smiling.
A knock comes from the door and we all look at the door. I guess the fear is still in us right now. we are all worried that something would happen. I walk over to the door even though Jules’s scent is strong and I know it is him. Once the door is open, I meet with his smiling face "When are you guys coming downstairs?’’ he asks.
I guess he is hungry or just wants to eat with us.
"The drive was long; we would just have a quick shower first.’’
He nods "Okay, I want to wait for you guys before I eat. You know, it would be good to eat as a family.’’
My heart warms up at this conversation. He has already taken my mates as his family. I like the sound of that so much. "Okay, Dad." I call him dad for the second time today and it feels very good. He notices and his smile even widens—if that is even possible.
"I’ll wait for you guys,’’ he says, walking down the hall and the stairs. I close my eyes for a second before I turn around to Gyles and Rex. they are both smiling.
"You have started calling him dad,’’ Rex points out with a cheeky smile on his face.
I walk back to him. when I first met Rex. I opened up to him. He knows about my relationship with Jules and my mother. I told him things that I never thought I would mention to anyone. I get why he will notice this.
"I have a different perspective now.’’
This time Gyles nods "You are beginning to appreciate the one that cares.’’
I nod.
Jules is a good person. He would have been a great father if I had grown up with him. I am not regretful of the years I didn’t spend with him. I am glad that I have a chance to know him now and I plan on doing just that.
I plan on treating him like he deserves.
With love.
"How about we all have a shower together...you know, to save time?’’
Chapter 353: Everything to me
Blue
My bathroom is small but somehow at this moment with the most important people to me, it is perfect. I don’t care that we are all pressed together in the walls of the shower—in fact, it makes it even more satisfying. I feel all of them and it is a feeling that I want for the rest of my life. Rex is in the middle, so I touch him as I reach for the tap. He smiles even though his cheeks are flushed red. He is shy but he is trying to cover it up. I like shy Rex and it seems like Gyles does too.
"Are you comfortable?’’ I ask him as I turn the tap to hot. He nods immediately and my eyes dart to his dick. He is already hard. He follows the trail of my eyes and once he notices what I am looking at, he turns away from me and holds Gyles. This just gets a laugh out of me. Damn, I want to bring him out of his shell. I want him to like that I like staring at him.
Gyles joins in my laughter, but he doesn’t let go of him. his body is pressed to Rex and the sight makes me hard instantly.
"Whose idea was this?’’ I ask as I reach for the shower gel that Jules must have put in here. Gyles looks up at me with a smirk. He knows that it was my idea—hell, I know it was my idea.
"Someone thought this was a good idea?’’ he asks playfully. Rex is still cowering away from my eyes.
I nod "That person is the smartest person I have ever come across." I move closer to them, like that is even possible and Gyles takes my mouth in his. You have to picture it. he is holding Rex—who is fucking hard but he can still focus on me. whoever thought this wouldn’t work is a joker.
If only they could see us now.
I push into Gyles harder, to the point where his back hits the wall of the shower. The water is hot, there is steam everywhere. This is the perfect opportunity to be inside them and I can’t.
Fuck.
I pull away from him after a couple of seconds and Rex is watching us "You like what you see?’’ I ask him seductively. He tries to hide his face again but this time, I grab his chin "Don’t hide from me. I want you to be open with us. there is nothing to be shy of.’’
I am being sincere and the sooner he gets used to this and us, the better it is for all of us "It’s all new to me,’’ he manages quietly.
I nod "This is new for all of us. you have nothing to worry about. Just look at this as a safe space.’’ I tell him, Gyles nods his head in agreement. It is weird that I choose to have this conversation when we could be doing more right now. I just want to make sure he is comfortable. If he doesn’t want to do this, then we stop.
"Okay. Can I touch you?’’ he asks shyly. This is the most adorable I have ever seen Rex and I like every bit of this. He is asking to touch my dick. I want him to.
I guess it is a win win.
"It’s all yours,’’ I tell him. his eyes shift to my lower region and he suddenly licks his lips. My eyes open wide from the reaction but it gets me even more excited.
"Someone likes what he sees,’’ Gyles adds.
Rex nods his head immediately. I don’t know what he is waiting for so I tell him "Do you still want to?’’
"Yes," he almost screams which just makes me smile even harder. In a split second, he goes on his knees and literally grabs my dick. I watch him because this is something I want to register in my brain. His hands are small against my dick but his touch just makes it throb even harder. My eyes stay on him "How does it feel?’’ I ask him excited for this conversation.
He starts to stroke slowly and I reach for Gyles because suddenly I want more "It feels good, hard,’’ he manages.
With Gyles’s back still on the wall, I take his dick in mine and he moans out. I take a deep breath as Rex takes me in his mouth. At first, I don’t know how to focus on pleasing Gyles and Rex’s mouth around my dick but the faster he bobs his head up and down. The more I want to reciprocate. We keep at it for God knows how long and I enjoy every second of it. before I know what is happening, we are all back on our feet and touching each other. This is the first time that we are all pleasing each other at the same time. I have my hand around Gyles, Rex has his hand around me and Gyles has his other hand around Rex. the momentum and speed we are going. Everything is overwhelming to me.
"More," Gyles breathes out heavily. I stroke even faster. My focus is on all of us. I hold my breath as I feel even closer to the edge.
"More,’’ he breathes again. I feel him stiffen but I lose all focus on him. My hands tremble as I feel even closer. The faster we go, the close I get. With my eyes closed, I let go of everything. I let go of my mother and Levine. I forget about the coven. Nothing else matters but my mates.
I let out a loud grunt and rest my back on the wall. I hear their heavy breaths but I can’t open my eyes. I am in a euphoric bliss right now and I want this moment to last forever. I don’t want to wake up from this.
"Fuck,’’ I hear Rex’s voice, drowning with the sounds of the water running.
A smile sprawls on my face because this is everything.
Chapter 354: Content
Rex
After our shower, I feel more relaxed than I have felt all week. I guess all the tension has been released between the three of us. for the first time in my life, I am completely at peace. I don’t have a worry in my head. There is no fear, pain, just pure unfiltered happiness. I guess this is all thanks to Blue and Gyles. They have made me feel a way that no one has ever been able to make me feel.
We are supposed to head down to the kitchen but I am still terrified of Jules. Okay, maybe not terrified but he makes me feel intimidated. Almost like I want validation from him. I know he has basically accepted us—I mean, we are here, in his house. He is waiting for us before we eat.
"Hey,’’ Gyles walks up to me. Blue already went down after getting ready. He said he would be back in a couple of minutes. My hands tremble as he takes them in his. There is a smile on his face. his eyes are sharp and calling. Suddenly the fear reduces. Yeah, he hasn’t completely washed it off but I am at ease "There is nothing to be worried about,’’ he tries to assure me even though he is nervous too.
We are meeting the only family that Blue has left. Our one encounter with his mother was the worst. She looked at us like we were filth. That memory will always be etched in my brain and maybe that is why I am scared that things are going to go south here too. I mean, I have no good parental figure to look up to. Rick was the only one that was there for me and he treated me like a weak omega. Granted, that is what I was but at the end of it all. He felt more like a master than a father. Barely able to remember my own father, it is difficult for me to know what having one feels like.
"What if he doesn’t like us?’’ I ask him, showing him all my fears at this moment. I don’t have anything to hide with Blue and Gyles. I want them to see me like an open book, one that they can explore and relish in. I have nothing to hide from them and I know they feel the same way as I do.
"You are not in love with Jules. The man that just left us is the only one that matters. His father is just an added bonus and you know he will always choose us. so, you don’t have anything to worry about.’’
His words are sincere and calming. They make me feel completely better. I manage a smile even though my heart is pounding. The door opens and Blue walks in. he stops in front of the door and raises a brow in question "Are you guys conspiring against me or something?’’ he laughs nervously. Scratching the back of his neck in the process.
"Your boyfriend is nervous,’’ Gyles lets go of me softly and walks over to him, dragging him closer to me.
"Oh, boyfriend? Is that what you are?’’ he asks with a playful smile. The conversation is light and easy. This is the kind of conversation I like. I want to throw away all the seriousness that came with the past.
"I think so. I mean, he is a boy,’’ Gyles mutters with a wink. I am in the middle again but this time I am not speechless.
"I am not a friend though,’’ I interject and then cross my hands over my chest.
They both burst out in laughter. My eyes shift back and forth to their faces "So what do you want to be?’’ Gyles asks me.
I shrug "Anything but a boyfriend."
"How about my partner?’’
I shake my head.
Blue rubs his chin, almost like he is deep in thought "Uh...my soulmate?’’
This time, I and Gyles shake our heads in unison "That is too cheesy. I mean, we get it. we are mates but do you have to spell it out like that?’’
I smile.
"Uh, I am the only one with the suggestions. Why don’t you think of something and we will see if it fits?’’ He finalizes in defeat.
"How about darling?’’ Gyles manages and I see the humor in his eyes. He is messing around and I like every bit of this.
"Hell no." Blue shouts with a smile on his face.
"We don’t have all day; I mean how hard could it be?’’ he turns to me with a frown "You think of something. I don’t have a clue,’’ he huffs with a sigh and that just makes him look even more adorable.
I don’t believe in labels. I don’t believe in having to identify someone with a label. Boyfriend, husband...all those things shouldn’t matter. I mean at the end of the day; we know who he is to us. we don’t have to explain to anyone what this is or how we even came about. It should be known to us and us alone. A thought jumps up in my head and that brings a smile to my face.
"You are my people,’’ I breathe out. Suddenly, it seems like the room becomes even quieter. I hear their hearts beat and the sounds make mine even dance faster. "I am your person, that is all that we need to say,’’ I add and it makes sense to me. Blue’s smile widens and I can tell that he likes it.
I love it.
I will always be his and he will always be mine. just the same way I will always be Gyles’s and he will always be mine.
"I love it,’’ Gyles is the first to speak up but my eyes remain on Blue because even though he is quiet right now, I am able to read him completely. I am able to understand how he is feeling right now and I feel the same way.
Completely and irrevocably content.
Chapter 355: Equality
Rex
The second I walk down the stairs and into the kitchen, I meet Jules’s curious eyes. He hasn’t actually said anything to us. apart from the quick hello we had outside the house. he doesn’t seem too bothered with our presence and that makes me feel a little better.
"Come on, you lot spent a lot of time freshening up. I almost thought of eating without you.’’ he smiles as he makes his complaint which makes me think of this as a joke. We walk towards the table and I see all the meat on the table. The kind of meat that I wouldn’t have been given the opportunity to eat in the community. Usually, the alphas eat to their content, and then the rest are left for the omegas. Yeah, I know ever since Beau took over, things have changed but I still wonder why things were the way they were before. Jabi mentioned it when he wanted to leave and I tried to justify things but they don’t make sense. There was segregation when there didn’t need to be. The omegas needed the meat more than the Alphas. We aren’t as strong as them, we don’t have the energy to hunt properly for ourselves. With that, we should have been considered. Not ostracized like that.
"Sorry dad, we’re here now,’’ Blue explains.
The fact that he just called him dad again makes me smile. My eyes stay on him and he looks happier than I have ever seen him and that makes me happy too.
"Come on, meat is best when it is fresh," he urges us with a wave of his hands. I take a seat next to Gyles and he winks at me. I look at the food on the table and my wolf growls hungrily. We haven’t had good meat in over a week. It feels good to even have this.
"You look sick to your stomach.... don’t you want some?’’ Jules asks Gyles.
"I don’t know if I do. I don’t have the craving for it.’’
This has Jules confused "You are a wolf, your scent is strong, so why not?’’ he asks.
Gyles just shrugs "He is newly turned,’’ Blue explains.
I want to object and say that he isn’t newly turned but I don’t think this is the right time to say that. deep down, Gyles has always been a wolf. His wolf has been inside of him. he has always been one. The fact that his memories kept his wolf suppressed doesn’t mean that he is a new blood.
"Just have a bite,’’ Jules throws the leg of the deer in front of him. I might look savagery. I mean, the blood is still dripping but this is the most enticing feast I have ever witnessed. My wolf wants me to start eating but I don’t know how it works here. I don’t know if Jules would be upset if I do start eating.
I watch Gyles as he picks the leg up. I guess we all have our eyes on him as he places it close to his lips "Come on, just a bite. This is the same thing that happened to my son when I brought his wolf out. You just have to give your wolf control. Let him take the wheel,’’ he urges him calmly. His voice is low and very reassuring. This is the kind of person that would make a good leader. Jules is a kind man and I am sure that is why Rick took a liking to him all those years. I have met him a couple of times as a kid. I always thought he was scary as he has always been huge but right now, he seems like a good shoulder to lean on. He seems like a good person and I am happy that Blue has him.
I watch the transition. The look of disgust in Gyles’s eyes changes in a split second as his canine comes out. I mean, I see the blue eyes. I see his wolf even though it is not fully out and that irritation turns to hunger as he pierces the meat into his teeth. A smile sprawls on my face as he starts to chew the meat. I guess we all have the same expressions on our faces as I glance away from him and to the others on the table. Blue has the widest smile on his face right now. I guess this is comforting to him because we don’t have blood right now. I know that he might eventually need blood and I wanted to suggest him having my blood because I remember that Beau gave Alanis his blood and they are fine.
If it comes down to that, I will offer him mine in a heartbeat.
"How is it?" Blue mutters excitedly even though the way he is devouring the leg just answers that question. Gyles looks up from the meat but he doesn’t stop chewing.
"Delicious,’’ he manages huskily, and my heart pounds in my chest at how alluring he sounds. He doesn’t waste a second as he continues to eat and everyone starts to do the same. I remain on my seat, unsure of what to do. I don’t know the situation here and I don’t want to mess things up.
After a couple of minutes of devouring and chewing sounds, Jules looks up and I think he finally notices "Why aren’t you eating?’’ he asks with a confused look.
I shrug "I’ll wait till you’re all done.’’
He frowns "Why will you do that?’’
"I usually wait until the Alphas are done before I eat.’’
This time, everyone on the table stops eating. I sense anger from the look on Blue’s face "What the fuck does that even mean?’’ he asks angrily.
I manage a smile because I don’t want to make a big deal out of this. the fact that I even got food in the first place was a blessing to me. some omegas didn’t even have the opportunities that I had and I don’t want to start whining and complaining when things are really good for me.
"That’s just the way things were in the community,’’ I explain.
Jules scoffs "Is this the community?’’ he asks.
I shake my head "Here, everyone is equal. You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to. Now eat up son,’’ he urges me.
Blue puts a piece of meat in front of me and I watch him as he smiles at me. I don’t know what I was nervous about because, for the first time In my life, I feel completely accepted.
Jules is a good man.