Ch. 356..360: The Werewolf's Vampire Mate Chapter 356-360
356: Nerves are kicking in
Beau
My baby is adorable when he shifts to perfect mode. I know he wants this dinner to be perfect. He is expecting too much from his father. The man just accepted him and our relationship. He is not just going to come around that easily. He has his views and it will be difficult to just get him to accept ours just like that. I have to give it to him though, he is trying for his son. That is all that matters and that has brought him to my good books.
I know that he will say or do something that might end up making Lanis sad but I will be there tonight at all times and I will make sure that it doesn’t get to him. maybe I am panicking as much as Lanis is because I have been in a grouchy mood to everyone in the pack. as the leader of the pack, I haven’t done my Alpha ceremony and it is something that Alby has been pushing me to do. I am not scared—okay, maybe I am a little scared. I still have insecurities that I keep to myself. There are times when I think I am not good enough even though everyone else seems to believe in me.
Alby is so sure that I can handle everything and I want to believe him. hell, the only person that makes me believe that I can take up anything is Lanis. He is the comfort to all the clouded thoughts in my head.
Even though I haven’t done the ceremony. I have made some changes in the community. Not everyone is okay with the changes I have made but the majority of the people seem to be. For one, all omegas are allowed to go hunting. There is no differentiating again because it never really made sense to me. the rules of the community have always been that way. I plan to change every single rule. The traditions that we have held unto. I don’t believe in the majority of them.
We have a training every other day. Everyone is made to attend. We reached a stage where we relied on only the ones that were deemed strong. Most of the people in the pack were not strong enough to fight. We had become weak and now I want everyone to be able to defend themselves. I don’t want another Cassius situation—not like I am asking for an attack but just in case. I need everyone to be able to protect themselves.
"What crawled up your ass,’’ Bells walks up to me after the training ends and people are leaving the field. I release a sigh because I have been on my best behavior around Lanis. I know it is not healthy but I don’t want to upset him during this pregnancy. No matter what happens, I let him have the last say in the conversation and I guess at the end of it all, I need to take out the pent-up frustrations on someone else.
"Lanis is nervous about the dinner tonight,’’ I tell her because Bell’s is really the only one that I can talk to.
She smiles "it seems like you are the one that is nervous.’’ She points out and I shake my head immediately. I don’t care about his father. Even if Cranwell doesn’t accept me, I don’t have any problems with it. the only reason why this is important to me is that it is important to my mate.
"I am not nervous.’’
"You have been in a mood all day. You never yell but that is all you did today. Nobody made any progress because of your mood. Why are you in this mood?’’
I sigh.
"Nothing.’’
She scoffs "Should I ask Alanis. Maybe he can give me the answer that you are avoiding,’’ she tries to walk away from me but I grab her arm.
"Are you fucking insane?"
She laughs "Then maybe you should tell me before I get it from someone else."
I let go of her arm and run my hands through my hair. I am sweating profusely from today’s activities. These workouts help. "If tonight doesn’t go well, it will make Lanis sad. I don’t want him sad.’’
She smiles "Lanis will be fine. This is about you. you are nervous that they wouldn’t like you. they wouldn’t accept you. that is why you are in a mood."
"You are trying to read me, it is not working,’’ I cross my arms over my chest. I know what she is doing. this her psychoanalyzing isn’t going to work.
"I don’t care about them."
She rolls her eyes in disbelief "You might be in denial but at the end of the day. They are your mate’s family. If he doesn’t like you, it should affect you. no matter what you say. I felt the same way when I met Justin’s parents for the first time. it is the natural reaction.’’
I frown "That is not what is happening.’’ I brush her off and walk away from her with my shirt in my grip. I walk all the way to the house until I get to the room and the second, I see him rummaging through clothes on the bed. My heart thuds in my chest. He is beautiful. So beautiful and he is all mine. I stand by the door for a while, watching him as he pulls the shirt over his head. I see the bump. My babies are inside me and it warms me up completely.
Lanis will always be everything to me.
His acceptance, the love he holds for me. I will always be indebted to him. maybe Bells is right. I mean, I need them to accept me because that will make him happy and I live to make him happy. I want this dinner to go well, I want Cranwell to have such a good time. I need him to love his son the way he always has because it means everything to him.
Chapter 357: Pregnant Alanis
Alanis
I am a nervous wreck right now.
I have prepared everything, making sure that things go smoothly but I just have this feeling that something will happen to mess things up. I don’t know how many times I have looked in the mirror to make sure I don’t look weird. This pregnancy is moving a lot faster than I expected it to. I know I shouldn’t have been expecting it to be the same duration as humans. Nine months seems like a long time to be pregnant but I maybe would have preferred it over whatever this duration is. at least, I would have had an idea.
I don’t even understand why I am already showing. It has just been two weeks but the bump is already visible. I hate this but I am also excited about the future and every time Beau looks at me, I see the joy in his eyes. I might be disgusted with how I look right now but he seems to think I am the most beautiful person he has ever seen. I guess the spell that comes with being my mate is still covering his eyes. He only sees what his heart feels and that is okay with me.
I change my shirt for the third time since I came into the room. This time, I am wearing one of Beau’s shirts. It is very big on me but this is the only one that hides the bump. The door to our room opens and he walks in with a smile on his face.
"You are not wearing that shirt,’’ he walks over to me and starts to attempt to take it off but I fight him off by running to the other side of the room.
His teeth come out in a smile as he walks over to me "You are finally showing and I don’t want you to hide it for anyone,’’ he tells me as he stops in front of me. I raise my hands up in the air, in a way of warning him to keep his distance but this just gets a laugh from him. "You know you can’t run away from me,’’ he raises a brow. This is like a challenge to him and he wants to win.
I will not let him win.
"My father doesn’t need to see this,’’ I pull my shirt up and his smile widens as I show him the growth, in just a couple of hours. It is something I have been focused on, I have been monitoring the growth and every little change is noticed.
He walks up to me and grabs my hand in his before I can pull the shirt down. His eyes stay on the bump "He needs to see this; everyone needs to see this.’’ he goes on his knees and presses his lips to my stomach. I close my eyes as his warmth seeps through me. he is the one that makes things better. This is easy, thanks to him. he is the light that is keeping me going.
"You don’t have to hide this,’’ he breathes as he slowly stands up and stares into my eyes. I watch him because I don’t want to argue with him, things are so great between us. I have been in this bubble ever since my acceptance.
"I don’t want this to be the topic of conversation, he is just coming around,’’ I explain.
"Your father is not going to focus on your pregnancy. He is coming to make amends with you. stop worrying.’’
He makes it sounds so easy. Like I could just put on a brave face and no one will see right through it. Fathers opinion of me and my family is very important to me and maybe that is why I sought validation from him when I first met Beau. I wanted him to accept him. I wished for the day when this opportunity would be given and it looks like we are at that place right now.
He is finally coming through and I don’t want to throw the pregnancy in his face. he is already aware of it and I know how he feels about it. he is not completely comfortable with it but he is coming around.
"I can’t help but worry, my stomach is ginormous,’’ I exclaim. Another added change is my emotional threshold. Every little thing makes me cry; all my emotions are heightened. I am overly happy or sad. There is no middle grown and Beau has noticed. He is always there to calm me down. He is always there to satisfy my cravings.
He rests his hand on my stomach "You are not ginormous. You are fucking beautiful and if I have to remind you every day, then I will do just that.’’ he rubs my tummy, and my heart dances in my chest. At the end of the day, he is the only one that I need validation from. I haven’t fully come to accept it because I have always been a family man. Father and my siblings have had an important place in my heart and I want it to remain that way. I want to always be there for them and I want them to always be there for me.
No matter what happens.
"You can wear my shirt, you know I like it when you wear my clothes anyways,’’ he brushes it off with a smile.
He is giving me what I want because that is the way it has been ever since I found out I was pregnant. I know there have been times that I have taken advantage of the situation. I like that he dotes on my every demand. It makes me feel special, it makes me feel loved. I roll my eyes and he pulls my chin up, till my eyes are on his "The moment this dinner gets too much for you, we are going to end it...okay?’’
I nod because I know this is something he can do.
He only wants me to be happy and right now I am ecstatic.
Chapter 358: Get through the night
Alanis
It would have been easier going back to the house. I mean they are coming to the community; werewolf turf and I don’t know how this is going to turn out. I mean, they were here the last time. Eli and Elu are used to the community. They have spent a lot of time here, so I don’t have a problem with them and Darrien. Darrien is with Jabi. A part of him belongs here.
The only person I am worried about is Belis. My relationship with Belis is mostly cordial. He hasn’t had much to say about me leaving home and ending up with a wolf. He has never really been a problem. He usually liked to stay out of everyone’s business and I think that is why I haven’t really had any issues with him. Belis is going to be coming today with Father and the rest of the family.
I don’t know how to impress them.
I don’t know why I feel this strong need to impress them.
"You need to calm down, breathe a little,’’ Beau tries to soothe me into calming down but this is like the fourth time I have adjusted all the plates on the dining table. Father doesn’t care for food, so dinner is mainly just pretending and blood. I mean, I still have to make everything perfect.
"I am calm,’ I manage.
He laughs and walks up to me "I know you more than anyone on this earth, so you can’t lie to me.’’
I sigh "They are late, what if they aren’t coming?’’
He shrugs "Then fuck em’.’’
I open my eyes wide "No, I want them to show up. This has to happen. For the union to be complete,’’ I explain to him how I have been feeling. The thing is, I have completely given myself to Beau and this pregnancy is a step further to our future. We are both different kinds. This is something that wasn’t even supposed to happen but us coming together is just the deities saying that love is all that matters. It doesn’t matter that I am a vampire and he is a wolf. I know it is going to take a long time for the supernatural world to fully accept this but the first step is my family, accepting my new family.
"Our union is fucking complete,’’ he says deadpan.
"This is not just about the mating ritual and the pregnancy. We are still an abnormality. In the eyes of people on the outside. This thing is still not normal. I want to make it normal."
"Normal is overrated."
I smile. Beau has no care in the world. our relationship is all that matters to him but to make a change, we have to face the world. we have to show them that this is not a problem. Our union is accepted by the gods and that is all I want.
Beau grabs my hands in his. "You are just overthinking this, I want you to close your eyes and take a deep breath, forget about all the things that could go wrong, and focus on the fact that your father is willingly coming here,’’ I obey him and close my eyes immediately. he is right. There are a lot of good things that I need to focus on. Things are going so well for me and I am appreciative. "Now, take a deep breath,’’ he breathes into my ear.
I breathe in.
"Now, out.’’
I do exactly as he asks.
I hear the footsteps before the door even opens and I am sure Beau hears it too "They are here, are you ready?’’ he asks me. I open my eyes and he has a smile on his face. I nod, letting go of him. one of the guards on duty tonight walks in, behind him, Cranwell smiles as he stands there.
"Son,’’ he walks to me and the smile on his face is sincere. He really wants to be here and this means the world to me. I lose all focus in this second, I can’t even focus on the other people in the room. I only care about Father having a good time today.
"I didn’t think you were going to come,’’ the little kid in me comes out. I can’t help but show this part of me. the vulnerability pours out of me.
"Belis got home from work a little too late. He is to blame,’’ he smiles and I deviate my attention to the rest of the people in the room. Eligio and Elu are the first ones I see. Eligio winks at me. He is happy about this as much as I am. Belis and his mate Drusilla are here too. Darrien is the only one missing and I know he is going to show up. he is the only one that I expected to be late.
"My bad,’’ he waves to me, so uninterested in being here. I don’t really have high expectations for him. Belis is the most isolated one out of us, he is the oldest and somehow, he feels the need to be the most responsible.
Because of that, he has completely withdrawn from all of us. it is not like we have a bad relationship. My relationship with Darrien was worse than the one I have with Belis. Let’s just say I barely have a relationship with him. I think that sounds better.
"Cranwell, thank you for coming,’’ Beau speaks up, helping me diffuse the situation and getting me out of my head.
"Thank you for having me,’’ father responds.
"Where is your brother?’’ Cranwell directs the question at me.
I take a deep breath "He will be here; let’s all sit down.’’ I lead them to the table and they all take their seats. I watch the scene in front of me, once they are all seated and my heart melts. I am nervous right now but I already know that things are going to end well.
As long as I get through the night.
Chapter 359: Roles reversed
Darrien
I feel the warmth of Jabi before I even open my eyes. His hands roam around my bare chest. With my eyes closed, I manage a smile. His touch makes me giddy and he knows, which is why he is caressing me right now in the middle of my sleep—not that I am complaining. I keep my eyes closed as he rubs his fingers against my left nipple and then the one on the right. Even though my eyes are closed right now, I can already imagine the expression on his face. the goofy smile that he will have underneath the hunger that he must be feeling at the moment. It is very rare for Jabi to take control. He always lets me have the reigns but right now, he wants me and he is not afraid to show it.
He leans forward and I feel his weight on me as he nibbles on the crook of my neck. I feel my dick harden just from this. he knows I am awake; he can feel me hard against his leg. He likes this game—whatever it is. his mouth does wonders to my neck, wonders that will definitely leave a mark. The kind of mark I dwell on. His hand shifts to the elastic part of my boxer but he doesn’t stop kissing me. At this point, he is telling me what he wants and I will most definitely give it to him and a lot more than he ever imagined.
Sounds erupt from his mouth, moans, and whimpers. He is already getting into it and I haven’t even started yet. His hand slides into my boxers and he grips me hard. the first thing I feel is the heat from the contact until he starts stoking. His strokes start out slow, slow, and painfully torturous. I just want to be inside him right now and he most definitely knows it. he leans forward, not ignoring his strokes. I keep my eyes closed because I don’t know what he wants, I want him to take the reins. I want him to have his way with me.
He breathes into my ear and my heart jolts in that split second "Wake up,’’ he breathes out huskily. I open my eyes immediately and there is that goofy mask of a smile on his face. the one I had already predicted.
"Hi,’’ he manages sultrily.
I return the smile "Hi,’’ my voice is low and very unexpected. No matter how many times I make love to Jabi, it always feels like the first time all over again. "I am going to burst all over you if you don’t stop what you are doing right now?’’ I warn him playfully. He ignores me and continues his strokes.
"What if that is what I want?’’
I raise a brow "You want to cum. If I cum first then you won’t be able to cum,’’ I am being direct and vulgar. He is already used to me. he loves my vulgarity.
Even though the smile is still on his face, he stops his strokes which just widens the one on my face. my baby is horny and he needs me to make him cum. That is the easiest thing for me and one that gives me joy for that matter.
I grab him by his waist and he exclaims a squeal in surprise "Come on. Let daddy satisfy you.’’ I place him on top of me. my hands remain on his waist as I pull off my boxers and reveal myself to him.
"Why don’t we do this different way,’’ I sit up on the bed, resting my head on the headboard. He nods his head immediately. Jabi is always ready to try new things with me. it is something that we both enjoy.
I lean forward until my lips are on his. he moans out immediately and I feel him harden against me. he is already naked, which just means that he knew what he wanted from the beginning.
Fuck I love him so much.
We make out for a couple of minutes, which does all the things it usually does to me. the excitement, the sensations that only his mouth can give me. the reminder that the gods chose the perfect person for me.
I pull apart from him and he grinds into me. he is hornier than I thought. I love horny Jabi even more.
"I want you to take control today. Can you do that?’’
He opens his eyes and they are dark, the lust clear in his pupils. It just makes me want this even more. Fucking hell, Jabi will be the death of me. "How do I do that?’’ he asks me, suddenly bringing back the shy Jabi. I love shy Jabi but I want confident Jabi right now.
"Whatever you want." I raise my hands up over my head. I want him to have his way with me. I need the courage to come out of him right now.
He looks at my hands and then back at my body. he is still on top of me and I like the sight of it all. Suddenly, he jumps off me and off the bed. "What are you doing?’’ I ask him confused but a little intrigued.
He stops and turns back to me "You’ll see,’’ he winks before running into the closet. His butt is the last thing I see before he runs into it fully. The fact that he is excited even makes me more excited.
I hear rummaging and in a couple of seconds, he walks back into the room with a scarf and a belt. I raise a brow even though I am already excited about whatever he is going to do to me. fuck, I want him to eat me up completely.
"Is this what I think it is?’’ I ask him.
He jumps up the bed and then back to the position he was in—on top of me. he drops the scarf on the bed and reaches for my hands, placing them above my head again "You said I can have my way with me, is that okay?’’ he straps the belt around my hands on the bed.
I nod immediately because I don’t want to give him the chance to change his mind. his smile widens as he reaches for the scarf. "I want to take two of your senses away from you today. Your sight and touch. I will leave you with the other three. Is that cool?’’ I nod my head again as he covers my eyes with the scarf.
My heart races against my chest because this is amazing and I am not even inside him yet.
Once darkness takes over, everything else heightens.
Chapter 360: Best sex of my life
Darrien
Okay.
It is dark.
The air conditioner from above me hits me.
I am cold and hot at the same time. I love what is happening right now and it hasn’t even gotten to the point I know it will. I have to stay strong for Jabi. I can’t just burst out before he has reached there. I am a weak, weak man right now. he is on top of me and all I feel is his dick as it rubs off on me. The sensation mixed with the heat is driving me over the wall.
I feel him before I even know that his lips are on mine. I can’t see him but his lips on mine are hot and heavy. The chills run down my spine as he slides his tongue into my wet mouth. My heart beats frantically because there is so much confusion going on inside my head. My body is responding to his heat, my head is trying to focus on one sense at a time. I can taste him and feel him. it is overwhelming and exciting at the same time. as his tongue dances around my mouth. I want to hold him. I want to take the belt off but I also know that I can’t. Maybe that is what makes this even more exciting, knowing that he is on top of me and I can’t hold him. knowing that I can’t turn this around and put him to his back. I can’t do this at my pace. If I was given the opportunity, I would be inside him right now.
He pulls away from my mouth and I feel him grind into me faster. our dicks rub against each other and the faster he goes, the harder we get. I nudge at the belt and this gets a chuckle out of him. "Easy there tiger,’’ he mutters almost with a smile that I can’t look at right now. his voice is husky, he is enjoying this a little too much.
The fact that he likes what is happening right now makes me even want this. Jabi is the only one that I will let have control over me. he is the only one that I will become powerless for.
"This is harder than I thought,’’ I exclaim with a huff.
He leans into me. "But it feels so good,’’ his lips touch mine and he slows down, biting my bottom lip a little too rough. Jabi is getting out of his shell right now and I don’t know if this is ever going to happen again. I have to bask in this opportunity for as long as he lets me. Jabi grabs my dick and I wait for him to do what I know is about to happen. Usually, I do all the work. I let him enjoy me but as he places my already hard dick into him slowly, I can’t help the grunts and moans that escape my lips. I feel my tip around his walls.
"Fuck,’’ he moans out in pure pleasure as I feel him position his legs properly. "This feels good. Different.’’ He manages as I slide even deeper into him. he is very tight. As he always is and this makes the sensation even stronger.
Forgetting that I am tied, I try to grab his waist. this is the part where I control the movement. Get him to get me where I need to be but now, I can’t and he is moving very slow. It seems intentional but it is torture. The feeling of almost being at the finish line and unable to get there on your own.
"Faster,’’ I order him, completely forgetting that I told him to take control.
He giggles out with a moan "In a minute,’’ he breathes out in a firm tone. I don’t know how he is feeling right now but from the sounds of his moans and the way he clutches on my leg, he must be feeling pretty great.
"I can feel all of you, fucking hell.’’ He cries out as he quickens the pace. Now I get into it. already feeling everything. he pushes me into him deeper and this time I hit the wall. This gets a scream out of him and he rests into my chest trying to reduces the noise.
"Don’t cover your screams,’’ I tell him firmly.
He places his face just right in my ear and this time, he pushes again "Do you like it when I scream for you?’’ he asks in a low voice. I get tingles from the sound of his voice. he is teasing me right now in the middle of amazing sex and I don’t know how I feel about this. this is unlike anything Jabi has ever done.
Fucking hell.
"Yes, I do,’’ I tell him as he pushes into me even harder than the last time.
"Yeah, that’s the spot,’’ he cries louder. Our bodies are pressed together, he is hot to my cold. I will never forget this feeling. We keep at it for I don’t even know how long and the second I feel myself get close to the edge, I force the belt off my hand with all the strength I have in me and push him until his back is pressed on the bed. I want him to cum so bad and I need to take control of that.
I press into him and he screams loudly as I push into him with so much force that he trembles underneath me with heavy moans and breaths.
"More,’’ he begs me.
He grabs the scarf off my face and his eyes are the first thing I see. They are shining and taunting. He wraps his arms around my neck and pulls me closer just as I feel him shudder against me "I’m cumming,’’ he tells me before he shakes and releases with all the energy left in him. It rubs off all over me and at that moment, I let go.
Fucking hell.
I close my eyes for a second as I fall on him gently. He doesn’t let go of me as I breathe heavily against him.
I want to say that was the best sex of my life but every time I have sex with Jabi is the best sex of my life.
"We are late for the dinner,’’ he mutters against me, almost like a last thought. I open my eyes and he is smiling at me.
Oh shit.
Alanis will kill me.