Ch. 441..445: The Werewolf's Vampire Mate Chapter 441-445

Chapter 441: Excitement

Alanis

I didn’t know I was starved until I got a taste of him again. I know it is a stretch to whine and complain of no sex for just one week but it feels like an eternity since he was inside me. Right now, I am not looking at him, because this is the only way we can do this without disturbing my stomach and I am okay with it but as he pounces into me, I grab his hands because I want to feel him, I want to know that this is affecting him as much as it is affecting me.

His hands are wonderful, strong, soft, and warm. He is holding me and I can feel his chest on my back, his heart beating in rhythm with mine.

I feel him and I let him feel me, I want him to know that I am here with him, I am all for him.

"Are you okay?’’ he asks me for like the tenth time in less than ten minutes. I know he is trying to stay aware of everything but I need him to just completely let go. I want the Beau that wouldn’t even remember anything but the fact that he is inside me. I don’t want daddy Beau. Worrywart Beau.

"Yeah, go faster,’’ I urge him as he pushes into me even harder and I feel him all the way inside me. The spot that Beau only knows about. My hands clutch him as I enjoy this, I hold unto him for dear life as he starts to thrust into me, suddenly getting more and more into it. For the first time all week, I feel pleasure, I don’t feel any sort of pain and it makes me feel so good.

"Yeah Beau, don’t stop," I beg him as he goes faster and faster. I start to see black, and I feel my heart beating out of my chest. This even feels a lot more intense than usual. I don’t know what it is, maybe the fact that I haven’t done this in a week has made it even more intense but it also feels like I have never done this before. I am not in control of my body right now. I am in a beautiful state that I don’t want to get out of.

"Do you like that,’’ he grabs me by my waist as he slowly pushes into me again. His voice is a mix of pleasure and concern. I nod because he doesn’t even need an answer right now, he knows that this is amazing from the way I am responding to him. My hands let go of his and I clutch unto the sheets for fear of hurting him with my scratches.

I scream and moan, I cry and welp for me and he gives me everything I ask for. He gives me his body and his soul and I feel like I am the luckiest man in the world. I feel it inside me, I feel his emotions, I feel his concerns, I feel him. I feel him as I see the stars. I scream his name out as he pushes into me again this time a lot more than I could hold out on to.

He pulls me up and I feel my back against his chest, I feel his arms around me and I feel safe.

"Lanis," he whispers my name into my ears just as I feel him explode into me, with one last thrust I let go of everything. My eyes roll back, my mouth opens and I feel a tear run down my cheek. I feel so much better, I feel like a whole new person. I feel like this is just the beginning. I feel like Beau is the man of my dreams.

"This is the first time all week that I haven’t felt pain,’’ I breathe out heavily, as I try to catch my breath. His arms are around me, to the point where they are resting on my stomach and it feels so good.

I love this, I love him, I love us being together.

"I know," he kisses my cheek and I feel his lips smile against my skin.

I don’t know what I did to deserve this, I don’t know how I ended up with this wonderful man. I don’t know how I ended up with a man who is not only perfect for me but who is also perfect for himself.

I don’t know how I ended up with a man who loves me, who is not ashamed to be with me, and who makes me want to be a better person every day. I don’t know how I ended up with a man who gives me everything I ask for and more.

I don’t know how I ended up with a man who is my Beau, the love of my life, and the man I am willing to have babies with, spend the rest of my life with, and live the rest of my life with.

I don’t know how I ended up here but I am glad that I did. I am glad that he wanted me and I am glad that he chose me. I am glad that there is no one else in this world who can make me feel like this.

"I love you," I say and he kisses the top of my head.

"You are my world,’’ he says and I smile.

"I am really hungry," I say and he laughs.

"We should get something to eat, I don’t want you and my babies starving," he rubs my tummy and it kicks with a bounce "They are moving around,’’ I tell him even though he looks so excited right now.

He sits up on the bed with a wide smile on his face

"I can’t wait to see what they look like," he says and I know that he is already planning out the whole thing. He is already thinking about names and what our life will be like with the twins. I know that he is already thinking about the future.

He is the one person that has made this easy.

"Me too," I tell him honestly.

I can’t wait either.

 

Chapter 442: Test of the spark

Darrien

I leave Alanis and I can’t help but think about how he felt. I can’t help but think about the insecurities he has been feeling. He looks terrible, the pregnancy must be taking a toll on him but that doesn’t mean he is not attractive. I know Beau only has eyes for Alanis but he can be blind sometimes. I never want to feel that way with Jabi. Jabi is the most beautiful man I have ever met. He sees me in a way that no one has ever before and I always want us to be this way.

I walk to the cabin and I hear him shuffling around in the room. We are supposed to go back to the apartment tonight but now, I just want to be with him here. I take off my clothes and throw them on the floor of the living room as I walk into the bedroom. He looks up from the bag in front of him and his eyes furrow in confusion.

"Why are you naked?’’ he asks me immediately.

I smile as I walk closer to him. That is not the response I wanted but I will take it "What do you think?" I ask him, raising my hands up in the air. I want him to see me, I want him to want me right now.

He laughs and then shakes his head in disbelief "I have packed a couple of your stuff but I don’t know what else you want to take with you. How is Alanis?’’ he asks me, rambling in the process. He is not even looking at me.

I come to a halt and I walk around him, facing him. I pull his face up to look at me "Jabi, I want you to look at me." I say, my voice is soft and stern as I plant my hands on his shoulders firmly. All he does is stare at me in confusion. He is not looking at me, he is not even paying attention to what I am saying.

"What is going on? why are you naked?’’ he questions, a smile on his face.

I roll my eyes and shake my head "I am naked. How do you feel about that?’’ I ask him. I am not insecure or anything. I don’t have a problem with how I look. Fuck, I know I am a good-looking motherfucker but I want him to see me and think about nothing but what he is looking at. Right now, it seems like his attention is solely on packing shit to a bag.

He burst out laughing and he pulls me into his arms "I am not sure what you are doing, baby but it is funny as hell’’ he says.

His laughter makes me smile but I shake that out of my head because this is not the response I wanted.

"Why are you laughing?’’

"Because you are trying to be sexy but you are not doing a good job at it.’’ he tells me.

I frown and I pull away from him "I am not trying to be sexy. I want you to look at me and think of nothing else but me.’’ I tell him.

"Why? is that not the way I always look at you?’’ he asks.

I laugh and I shake my head "I am naked in front of you and you can’t stop trying to pack a bag? does that make sense to you.’’

He shrugs "I have seen you naked so many times, this is not a new thing for me,’’ he reminds me.

I shake my head "That is not what I am talking about,’’ I say, frustrated.

He raises an eyebrow and then he does that thing where he curls the left corner of his lips up "What do you mean?’’

I pull away from him and I walk back over to the bed "I want you to look at me and think of nothing else but how you feel right now.’’

He raises an eyebrow yet again and he is looking at me in disbelief.

"Do you have to be naked for me to look at you and feel this way?’’ he asks me.

I roll my eyes and I hold out my hand for him to come to me. He takes my hand and I pull him to me. I wrap my arms around him and I kiss his cheek "You don’t even want me right now?’’ I ask him desperate for him to lose his cool from seeing me naked.

I don’t know what I am doing but I want him to do something out of the ordinary. I want him to lose his mind right now.

"I feel this way about you even with your clothes on. you don’t have to be naked for me to see or want to feel you. even when you have clothes on, I feel this way about you.’’ he smiles and bats his lashes.

I pull him closer to me and he welcomes me "Did something happen with Alanis? is that why you are acting so weird?’’ he asks me, almost like he can tell what is wrong.

I shake my head "No, I just, okay maybe I am acting weird. I just don’t want us to get so comfortable and forget the spark in our relationship."

"Is that spark sex?’’ he asks me.

I shake my head "Not sex, we have plenty of sex. I don’t even know

how to explain it to you. We have just gotten so comfortable together that it makes me wonder if we still have that spark.’’

"I don’t think being comfortable is a bad thing, I am finally myself around you. I am finally who I have always supposed to be with you. Just because I don’t stare or ogle at your dick right now doesn’t mean I don’t want you to carry me to the bed and fuck my brains out."

My eyes open wide from the shock of his words. The old Jabi would have never said something like that.

Maybe I am a bad influence but I like it.

So, fucking much.

I grab his waist and lift him up as he wraps his legs around my waist "why don’t we do what you want then?’’

I smile because there is no way the spark is dead.

Chapter 443: You see me

Jabi

Darrien is always up to something. I knew he was up to something when he walked into the room completely buck naked. I just didn’t know the point of what he was doing. Darrien has never been one to shy away, he has always been so confident and straightforward, so this was not unexpected. Seeing him in all his glory was a major turn on. One that I thought I was hiding well. I have seen him naked so many times, I have helped him take off his clothes so many times, so it is normal but it still makes me happy that he is mine.

I look at him and the beauty he encompasses and I wonder how I got the chance to be with someone so amazing. If I was shown this future and was told that this is the person I would love, and will love me, I wouldn’t have believed it. I look at him, his six packs, his chiseled features, his full lips, his sparkling eyes. Everything about him is captivating, everything about him is so amazing. I don’t know how I got so lucky.

Right now, I am in his arms, he is holding me so close and I feel completely and irrevocably content, I feel like nothing could ever go wrong, and nothing could ever hurt me. I know I am still vulnerable to the world, but at this moment, with this man holding me, I feel safe. I feel protected. I feel like nothing could hurt me as long as he is in my arms.

I look up at him and he is staring down at me, he is looking at me with such intensity I feel like he is staring into my soul, into my very being.

"Is this what you want Darrien,’’ I call his name in a slow drawl. His hands are cupping my butt as he keeps me up in his arms.

He closes his eyes for a second and takes a deep breath,

"Always," he says simply. He opens his eyes and I look at him,

"Always?" I ask him. He nods and then leans down to kiss me.

I close my eyes and receive his kiss. It is a sweet kiss and I melt into it. He kisses me softly, and I want to stay like this forever. I want to stay in his arms and kiss him like this forever, but I want more. I want him to take me to that place, the place only he can take me, the place where I feel like I am floating on air, the place where I feel like I am weightless, the place where I feel like I am the happiest person on earth. I want him to take me there.

I break off the kiss and he looks at me, we are still in each other’s arms.

"Take me there Darrien," I say to him,

"Take me there."

He looks at me intensely again and I look back at him, I look into his eyes and see a hunger, a need, I see a yearning, I see longing. I see all the things I feel too. I see the need for each other.

He presses his lips to mine, and we kiss again. It is a hungry kiss, it is a passionate kiss, it is a kiss that shows all the love and desire we have for each other. It is a kiss that is searing. It is a kiss that makes me feel like nothing else matters but this kiss, this feeling, this moment.

It is a kiss that makes me feel alive and as he leads me to the bed, I wonder how I could have lived another second without him.

He lays me down on the bed and I look up at him, he is looking at me, looking at me like he is trying to memorize everything about me.

The intensity of his gaze is so strong, it makes me feel weak, it makes me feel like I need him even more.

He kisses me again and this time, I feel his tongue move against mine. It is a sensual and delicious kiss that makes me feel like I am in heaven. I grab him and pull him closer to me, I don’t want any space in between us. I don’t want to think about anything, I just want to feel him, to be with him.

I break off the kiss and look at him, his eyes are still on me. I take my hand and move it to his face; he closes his eyes and I trace my fingers down his cheeks. He is so beautiful. I move my hand down his face, across his chest and I finally rest it on his chest, feeling his heartbeat. It is beating fast; I know it is because of me. I know that it is beating fast because he wants me, because he loves me.

He opens his eyes and looks at me. I look back at him, and then I move my hand to the spot on the crook of his neck. The mark I gave him that night. The one that will never fade away. No matter how long we stay together. He trembles as I touch it, his eyes close and I feel him harden against me.

"You want me Darrien?" I whisper to him, and he nods,

"You know I do,’’ he breathes out. I look at him and I move my hand to the buttons on my shirt. They are open and I move my hand to the next one. He watches me as I undo the buttons, button by button. He looks at me with such intensity, such focus that I wonder what he is thinking about. His eyes are so piercing, they are like two lasers that penetrate my heart, they make me feel like I want to give him everything he wants.

I am finally done with the buttons and I move my hand to the hem of my shirt and I lift it up, he watches me still breathing heavily.

"Can I have you now?’’ he asks me politely, he doesn’t even need to ask but somehow, he always does.

I nod my head and he reaches for me; he lifts my body and pulls me to him. I feel the soft touch of his lips on mine and then I feel him move his hand to my pants and they are off as fast as my shirt.

"You are mine." he seethes out in between kisses.

"I am yours.’’

Chapter 444: A different kind of love

Darrien

"I want to go back to school,’’ Jabi whispers in the dead of the night. We are both under the covers, naked and content. Sex with Jabi is always amazing. Right now, I am in that state of mind where it feels like I am in a dream. He knows that I am in a daze but even through that, I still focus on him and whatever he is saying.

"Really?’’ I ask him because I didn’t even know that it was something that he wanted to do.

He pulls me closer to him and whispers "Yeah, I have been thinking about it for a while. Summer is almost over. It will be the start of a new school year. What do you think?’’ he looks at me and I look at him. He looks excited about it. I guess I just have to be as excited as he is about it.

"Yeah, I think I am ok with that,’’ I tell him because that is my job. To be the supportive partner and that is what I am going to be for him.

"Are you serious? I thought you wouldn’t be too happy about it. I know you want to keep me to yourself,’’ he says to me. He in a way is right, but I don’t mind sharing him. I don’t mind if he goes back to school. I want him to have a life outside our relationship. I want to give him all the things he didn’t have before me and there is no part of me that will stop him from getting any of those things.

"I want what is best for you and if you think this is best for you, then why the hell not?’’ I tell him from the bottom of my heart. We are still in bed, the sky is already dark and all our plans to go back home tonight have completely failed but I am happy in this space we are in. I am happy in his arms, with no worries in the world.

"Do you always just agree with everything I want?’’ he asks me, his brows raised and a smile on his face. I watch him and the smile on his face just tells me that he likes the relationship the way it is. He likes that I am supportive. I am always going to be this way with him.

"Yes, I do unless what you want is a danger to you.’’

He sits up, enjoying the conversation "What if I want to, like go back to my job? Would you let me?’’

"Do you want to go back to flipping burgers? If you want to, I have no problem with it. Although I don’t want you to have to suffer for the bare minimum anymore."

I say. I don’t want him to do that job anymore. I know that I can provide for us but I want him to have a choice. I want him to have a life outside of me. I want to see him go and do as he wishes.

"No, no, I don’t want to go back to that job, I am just messing with you,’’ he smiles and pulls me closer. I wrap him around me and he fits perfectly. "I know you are going to be there for me,’’ he says. He always knows how I feel. He knows how important he is to me.

I don’t even need to spell it out most times, he just knows.

"I made something for you before you came," he tells me, letting go of me and jumping out of the bed. I rest my hand on the dent that he just left as I manage to sit up. A smile on his face as he runs over to the bag on the floor.

"Do you want to see it?’’ he asks me.

"What is it?’’ I ask him as he hands me a little box. It is very nicely made. I am not sure what it is as I open it. There is a little figurine made of wood. It is a wolf. It is very well made, whoever made it must have taken a great deal of time. The way it has been carved is extremely fine. I am impressed with the little figurine.

"It’s a wolf, actually it is my wolf. I made it for you,’’ he tells me proudly. I look up at him and I can see the happiness on his face. This little thing means a lot to him.

"Thank you, it is beautiful. I love it,’’ I tell him honestly because I don’t even know what else to say. I didn’t even know that he could do something like this. I was gone the whole day and this is what he did for me.

It is a gift and it is priceless.

"This looks professionally made, I didn’t know you could do this,’’ I tell him.

He nods "I spent a lot of time alone in the woods, I used to do a lot of these,’’ he tells me.

"I made this for you because I want you to always remember that you are mine. I am yours. I want you to remember that you own my heart and soul and I own yours. I want you to remember that the wolf is my totem, and I want you to know that our story is different from others."

I don’t know what to say, somehow, Jabi always finds a way to surprise me. He has come a long way from when we first met. He is bolder, more romantic. I love him so much.

"Come here,’’ I stretch my hands out and he comes into my arms

. He is still naked, but I don’t care, I want to feel his soft skin against mine.

"I love you, I will always love you,’’ I tell him.

"I love you too,’’ he says.

"I am going to make you happy, I promise you that,’’ I tell him.

"You already do,’’ he tells me. He believes it. I believe it.

We stay like this for a while, just holding each other until we fall asleep. This is how we end the night, in each other’s arms.

Chapter 445: Pain before reward

Alanis

Another week passes by and the pain is even worse. I have been trying to stay strong because I know how much this is affecting Beau. He has been all over the place because of this. He hasn’t been able to focus on the pack, he hasn’t been able to focus on anything but me. I see it in his eyes, the fear, and the worry.

It’s hard for me to stand there and watch him like this.

I wish I was able to control it. I wish I was able to stay strong for him but it feels like my insides are being ripped out. "Hey,’’ he caresses my hair as I take deep breaths to control my sudden urge to vomit.

He has been by my side the entire day, I have a feeling he won’t leave until this is over. I wish he would because it hurts him to see me like that and I just want it to end because I want him to stop worrying, I want this to just be over with.

He kisses my forehead and I close my eyes as I lay down on the bed. We are in the infirmary. Alby thought it would be best to keep me here because according to him, I am close.

I don’t know how this is going to happen. I still don’t understand the biological aspects of the problem, but with every jolt in pain, I feel like my bones are breaking. There is no space inside my body for them anymore, I feel them piercing into my lungs. I can’t breathe properly. It seems like all my organs are being crushed inside my body.

I am scared.

"I am here,’’ Beau says and wipes my hair out of my face. ’’ I know this is hard for you. I wish I could take the pain away from you.’’ he kisses my forehead and the pain comes back worse than ever. I feel like I am suffocating. I can’t get enough air to fill my lungs. I can’t take this anymore. I can’t take the pain. I can’t, I just can’t.

’’ I can’t do this,’’ I say and hold my stomach. My body is shaking and everything is getting blurry. I feel like I am dying. I can’t take this. I see Beau’s face, he is uncertain. I know he wants to leave me and go get help but he never lets go of me. The door opens and Ogma walks in with a worried expression on her face "You are not in labor, the babies are just growing too fast,’’ she tells us as she examines my body.

’"How long is it going to take to get the babies out, I don’t think he can hold out much longer,’’ Beau asks her, his voice shaking.

"I am sorry, but I can’t tell you how long because this is new to me. Those babies are not ready yet. We can’t bring them out until they are.

I shake my head because this is too much for me. I want to be strong and brave, I signed up for this but the pain is excruciating. It is a lot more than I signed up for. A lot more than I can handle. I am scared. I have never been this scared before.

Beau puts his hand on my cheek and looks into my eyes, his eyes have water in them. I am tearing up too. I know he is scared too but he is trying to be strong for me.

"Alby is working on something to help you with the pain, he will be here in a couple of minutes. You just have to hold on and be strong,’’ she tries to encourage me but it is not working.

The pain is too much. ’’I am scared,’’ I admit and tears stream down my face.

"I know,’’ he says as he pulls me closer to me. His hand is on my stomach, and somehow it makes it a little better.

"Beau,’’ I say and look into his eyes.

"Yes baby,’’ he says, wiping my tears away.

"I am scared,’’ I tell him and he wipes my tears and kisses my forehead.

"I know baby, I am too but it’s going to be okay. We are going to have babies and everything is going to be fine,’’ he says, trying to convince himself more than me. Ogma walks out of the room and leaves me alone with him.

I close my eyes because I don’t even have the strength to keep them open anymore. I am breathing heavily as I try to control the pain. I think about the reward for all this pain, I think about all the good that will come out of this. Their faces are engraved in my memory. The bond I have with them. The future in my dreams. It will all make this worth it.

I have to keep being strong because the family that I would have with him will be worth it. We will be a family and that is all that matters.

"Alby is here,’’ I hear Beau say. I open my eyes and see Alby standing next to him. I look at him.

"I need to give you something to make the pain go away,’’ he tells me and I nod my head because I am unable to say anything. He walks over to me and looks at Beau. ’’I want you to hold her hand and don’t let go.’’

I hold his hand and he strokes my stomach. ’’We are going to do this together okay,’’ I nod my head.

Alby hands me a shot and then he injects my stomach. ’’This is going to hurt really badly, but it is only temporary. It will give you a chance to breathe and rest from the pain. You will be asleep, but it won’t last long, maybe an hour or two.’’

I don’t even know what pain is worse, the babies or whatever the fuck he just gave me. Beau holds me tightly because I almost want an escape but before I can even react to it, I feel the light slipping from my eyes as I fall into a numb sleep.