Ch. 456..460: The Werewolf's Vampire Mate Chapter 456-460

Chapter 456: All worth it

Alanis

I have been in this world for what feels like forever and this is not new to me. I am in a sleep state, I know what it is. I have only been in a sleep state once and it was for a short time. This time, I don’t want to be here. I want to be awake and I want to be with my mate and my babies. I know what this means.

I am healing and it is just a matter of time before I wake up. Beau is spiraling. Even though I am not there, I know everything that has been happening and I have done my best to get him on the right track. I don’t know if he will listen to me but there has never been a time when he didn’t listen to me.

I hope that he will listen to me. I know that he is in pain and I wish that I was there with him, to help him through the process but I am not. I trust that he will be fine until I wake up. I know that I am going to wake up. I am stronger than I thought. I feel my body rejuvenating. I can feel all of my cells healing. I feel like I am going to be coming out of this sleep in no time. I am ready to wake up and start this new life with my mate and my babies.

The sleep state is like a blank world, one where there is no chaos, no problems, and everything is perfect--well not as perfect as being with Beau right now. I am inside of my body, in this blank world. I know that a lot is happening and time is moving without me. Which is why I want to wake up. I want to be in the present. I want to be in my world with my family.

Beau needs me and I know that he is going to be fine until I wake up but I want to be there.

"You will soon get everything you want; you just have to be patient.’’ I turn around to the voice in this blank world and I see her again. Selene, the goddess of the moon. she is walking towards me with a smile on her face. The kind of smile that makes you feel like everything is going to be alright. I don’t know if I believe her, but I can’t help but feel some sort of comfort around her.

"How do I know that you are telling me the truth? How do I know that everything is going to be alright? How do I know that Beau will be fine?’’ these are the only things that are going through my head.

"You know because I am telling you that everything will be alright. I am the goddess of the moon. I have known you for a while now. I have been watching over you from a distance. I have seen you struggle. I have seen you grow, and I have seen you make the right choices. You have been through quite a bit in your life but you never gave up. You have made it this far and I know that you will make it even further. You have made your mate proud. You have made your family proud. You have made yourself proud. You have survived the impossible and you have made your life worth it. That is why everything is going to be alright. That is why Beau will be fine. That is why you will wake up and you will be in your body again. You are going to go on to live a happy life with your mate and your babies. Everything is going to be alright.’’

I don’t know what to say to her. She is right. I have made it this far and I know that I will make it even further. I have survived the impossible and I know that I will survive even more. I will make my life worth it. I will make Beau proud. I will make my family proud. I will make myself proud. I will be happy. I will be in my world with my mate and my babies.

"Thank you,’’ I tell her because I have no other words. I feel like I owe her everything.

I feel my body healing even more. I feel my mind and soul becoming one and I know that I need this. I need a cleanse after everything that has happened. I need to heal and it seems like it is working.

She smiles warmly and I take a deep breath "So what next, when can I wake up?’’ I ask her even though deep down; I know the answer.

"You have to do that on your own. It is not up to me or anyone else, when you are ready, you will wake up on your own,’’ she tells me.

I nod my head and I take a deep breath. "Thank you,’’ I tell her again.

I turn around and I look at this world that I have created for myself. It is beautiful. it is peaceful but it is not what I want. It will never be what I want.

The only world I want is one with Beau. This was not an easy ride but I am glad I did it all. I am glad I didn’t give up. I am glad for all the decisions I made in my life because they have made me who I am today.

I close my eyes and I feel myself falling. I am falling into my body. I feel my eyes flutter and I know that I am waking up.

I am going back to the place that matters. I am leaving this state that I created for myself. I am going back to my world and I can’t wait. All I need to do is open my eyes and wake up.

just a blink and I will be back home.

With my babies.

One.

Two.

Blink.

Chapter 457: Back to you

Alanis

Bright light is all I see as I try to adjust my eyes to the scenery. when I open my eyes, I see that I am in a hospital room. I am lying in a bed and there is an IV in my arm. My head starts to throb from the blinding light. I think about what happened and I try to remember how I got here. I try to push myself up but I am too weak.

Suddenly, it all comes rushing back to me. The pregnancy, my babies. I am awake, I am alive and breathing.

Holy shit.

A part of me thought I wasn’t going to make it. I didn’t think I was going to survive it all, but here I am.

I look around the room for Beau but he is not here. I told him he didn’t have to wait around for me. I wanted him to get a breather and I am glad that he did but now I need him here with me.

The room is empty, I am all alone.

I try to get up again and I am able to this time. I stand in front of the mirror and I look at myself. I am a mess. All the color is gone from my body, it is almost like nothing that happened ever happened to me. I feel like I was before the pregnancy. Strong and fit. It is hard to believe that I was ever pregnant.

I think about my babies and I get emotional. I have to see them. Not just to see them, but I have to hold them. I have to feel their warmth and know that they are safe. I need to know that they are okay.

I walk out of the room with only one thing on my mind. I can already feel Beau, I am sure he can feel me too. I just know where he is and what he is doing. My heart thuds heavily against my chest because I am going to be in his arms soon. I am going to hold him, and kiss him, and thank him for the life that he has given me.

I walk down the corridor and even though I have never been to this part of the infirmary, I just know where to go.

I know where he will be.

I walk up to the room and I see him through the glass door, but it is almost like he is engrossed in what he is doing. I watch him as he holds our baby in his arms. His back is facing me but I can still see him clearly. He is talking to our baby and I can feel his love emanate out of him. It is radiating so brightly that I almost want to barge in and claim some of that beautiful love that he is pouring out right now.

My heart is screaming with joy. I have never felt this happy in my entire life. I was just walking and now I don’t want to stop. I want to run straight into the room and wrap my arms around him. I want to kiss him and let him know how much I love him.

I am still standing outside the room, staring at him. I can hear my heart beating; it’s beating so fast. I feel like it is going to explode any second. I see him reach for the other one in the crib. The love he has for them is equal. He wants them both to feel his presence since I am not there.

I am still outside. I am still watching.

I am so engrossed in him that I almost forget that I want to go inside. I want to see him. I want to be in his arms.

I open the door and I walk inside and he is still holding one of our babies. He doesn’t notice me until I walk over to his front. He opens his eyes wide and there is confusion mixed with shock. There is a smile on my face as I stand in front of him. My eyes shifting from him to the baby in his arms.

"Am I dreaming right now?’’ he asks in a very soft voice with the baby still in his arms.

"No, you’re not. I’m real" I tell him, with a smile plastered on my face. His eyes roam around me, from my face to my body. I don’t know what he is looking for but I keep the smile on my face.

"Are you okay?" he takes a step towards me but he doesn’t touch me. Almost like he doesn’t believe that I am here right now.

"I am all healed up,’’ I raise my hands up and he watches me in confusion. He is still not convinced that I am real.

I watch him as he walks over to the crib and puts the baby down and then he walks back to me. I don’t know what headspace he is in right now and I don’t want to overwhelm him. I want him to handle this in the way that he can.

Right now, he is confused.

He stops in front of me and stretches his hand out but he doesn’t touch me. He just lets it hover over my body. It is almost like he is feeling my warmth. He is feeling me.

I reach my hands out and wrap my arms around him. I press my body against his and I feel so safe in his arms. I feel like I am home. I feel like I am in the right place. I feel like I am exactly where I belong.

"I thought I lost you," he says in a soft voice.

"I’m here," I whisper in his ear.

"I don’t know what I would’ve done if I lost you," he says, pulling back and looking straight into my eyes.

"I am here," I say, cupping his face with both hands. I run my thumbs over his cheeks and I press my forehead against his, closing my eyes.

"I am here," I tell him, opening my eyes and looking into his.

We are in this moment right now. This moment where we just look at each other. This moment where I don’t want to say anything, I don’t want to do anything, I just want to look at him.

This moment is perfect.

I reach for his hand and I intertwine our fingers, holding it against my chest. I feel so safe right now.

"I love you," he whispers in my ear, pulling me into him and kissing my forehead.

"I love you too," I tell him, glad that we made it.

Glad that my family is complete.

 

Chapter 458: My family

Beau

He is here.

In front of me and it is real.

There is this part of my heart that only responds when I am close to Lanis and he is in my arms right now. He is alive and back to normal.

His scent is the same as it was before he was pregnant. His skin is pale again. His hands are cold. He is back to the Lanis that I remember and I am not saying I didn’t like him the way he was when he was pregnant but this is the man I fell in love with. Vampire Alanis.

I am scared to let him go. I have been holding him for a while now and I can feel him want to let go. I know what he wants--or rather, who he wants right now. Our miracles, in their cribs. They are quiet but my heart is with them. I can feel them, just the same way I feel Lanis. There is this bond that I will never lose.

One that I don’t ever want to lose. I love both of them so much.

I feel Lanis pull away. I let go of him and he smiles at me.

He doesn’t say anything else to more and I don’t need words. I know what he wants to do. I watch him as he walks to the crib and places his hands on the top. He is lingering and I completely understand. That is how I felt when I first came in here. He is the one that brought them into the world. The bond he must have with them has to be stronger.

He turns to me and his eyes are the same as ever. That sparkle I fall into when he looks at me. The look that makes me want to give him all of me.

"They are beautiful,’’ he whispers.

I nod, "Yes they are."

I walk over to him and he turns back to them. I haven’t given them names, I haven’t done anything but hold them and feed them. I have been waiting for him to wake up. I wanted us to do it all together.

"I want to hold them, can I?’’ he asks me even though he doesn’t even need to ask. They are our babies.

He doesn’t need to ask me.

I am already walking over to the cribs. I reach in and take one of them out.

"Which one would you like?’’ I ask him, looking at him over my shoulder with a smile on my face. He rolls his eyes from my teasing.

"Can I have them both?’’ he asks with a gleam.

I smile even bigger.

I place the one I have in my arms in his. I reach back in and get the other one. I hold her in my arms and look at him and he is looking at him. His eyes are full of love and I am overwhelmed by it. I watch him as he plants a soft kiss on his forehead, my heart beating to the sight in front of me.

He looks up at me, his eyes are twinkling and he smiles.

"He is my baby,’’ he exclaims. I nod my head and move closer to him "They both are, you made them.’’ I remind him and a memory that was so confusing and problematic has suddenly become the most beautiful memory in my life. The day I found out he was pregnant. The things that did to me. I just love every bit of our journey together. There have been hard times but the good times top all the bad times.

Every painful thing, every hurt, suddenly feels so inconsequential.

"Hi baby,’’ he whispers into his ears, laying kisses on his temple. He tilts his head forward and looks at the one in my arm "Hi you, I am you dad, you are my baby."

He smiles.

I smile at him and he looks up at me. The love in his eyes is so beautiful. I can feel it so strongly. He loves me and these babies. I am watching his love for them.

"They are my babies," he repeats and I switch babies with him, wanting him to hold the other one.

"Is it weird that I already know who they are...you know, from the dreams.’’ he looks at me as he rocks the baby in his arms back to sleep.

I smile because I felt the same way when I held them in my arms. Just looking at their faces, I know who Colin is and I know who Colt is.

"No, it is perfect."

He looks at me and his eyes are so beautiful.

"It is perfect," he repeats.

I smile and kiss him gently. He kisses me back with so much passion.

Our babies are in our arms and our love is in the air.

"We are perfect," he whispers and I kiss him again. The door opens and we both look at Ogma as she stands in front of the door with a smile on her face.

"You are awake,’’ she exclaims, still smiling.

I glance at Lanis and he nods "Yes I am.’’

She walks closer to us and stops in front of him "I want to examine you, make sure everything is fine. Is that okay?"

He nods immediately and I smile.

She takes him out of the room and I am left alone with them. I look down at them and I can’t help but smile. They are so beautiful. I have never been a children person. I have never even thought of myself as a father. A year ago, I was still a stupid teenager. Hell, I am still a teenager but I have them now.

I am going to be better for them.

I am going to give them everything they need. I am going to be there for them. I am going to be good for them.

I am going to be their daddy.

I am going to love them.

 

Chapter 459: Back to normal

Alanis

As she examines me I watch her and hope that everything is fine. I am at this place in my life where all I want is peace. I want the comfort of my mate and my babies, nothing else.

"Everything looks good,’’ she smiles at me "You look a lot paler than you did when you came here,’’ she points out and I nod in agreement. This is how I was before the mating ceremony. This is how I always have been before I got pregnant.

"Yes, I think I am back to the way I was before.’’

She nods "I want to see how you are healing, even though from the looks of things, your body is perfect," she says as she pulls down the shirt I am wearing. "The scar is all gone." she adds.

I look down at my hip and see nothing but smooth skin.

"Do you mind if I cut you?’’ she asks me and I watch her as she grabs a scalpel from an exam table.

"I just healed up and you want to cut me open?’’ I ask and she nods, "Yes you’re a vampire. You will heal." she clips off the end of the blade and I look at her. "I want to see if you will heal as fast as you should.’’

I nod and she cuts me on my palm. I wince slightly as she does this but it is nothing I haven’t faced before. After child birth, I don’t think any other pain can be worse. This just makes me have a higher appreciation for women and all the things that they go through.

I watch as the blood pools up on my hand. She grabs a cotton ball and puts it over the cut "That’s a deep cut,’’ I exclaim as he removes the cotton ball from it. I watch as the cut starts to close up in less than a second.

"Perfect,’’ she says "I am going to have to do a few more tests, but for now you are all clear.’’

She waltzes off and I just sit there for a while. I watch as the cuts on my hands close up and I think about how I got here. I think about the pure joy that all this has brought into my life. The door opens and Beau walks in with a smile on his face "How did it go?’’ he asks immediately.

"I am perfect,’’ I say as he sits next to me "I have never felt so good in my life.’’

He nods and I lean in and kiss him. I know that this is the best thing that I have ever done.

"Ogma said you are back to being a vampire, so is it safe to say that you won’t have all those food cravings anymore?’’ he asks and I see the look on his face, almost like he would miss those times.

I am glad that I don’t have to think about food as a necessity for survival anymore but I do feel like my pregnancy brought us closer. The bond we shared during that time will not be forgotten.

"My body is back to the way it was,’’ I tell him with a gleam in my eyes. He rests his head on my chest and I lie back on the bed with him in my arms. Life is going to change. I am in his arms right now but things don’t feel as complete as they would before. Now my mind is in the nursery. I am thinking about my babies and how I want them here with me in the room.

"I can leave the hospital, I think I am strong enough now.’’ I tell him.

He nods "You feel stronger, I don’t know if that makes any sense." he points out.

"I feel like you are completely healed and ready to...’’ he pauses.

"To what?’’ I ask curiously.

"To take on the world,’’ he says confidently.

"I have been taking on the world with you,’’ I say and he looks at me "You have been my world,’’ I tell him.

He smiles and hugs me and I pull him closer, closing my eyes, just to embrace him. His hands are around my waist as he breathes out a confession.

"While you were unconscious, I thought about the Fallon problem and I think I have made a decision."

I open my eyes because at the end of everything, the Fallon problem affects my family, so it affects me too.

I want Fallon to die, I want his drama to end and the only way that can happen is if Beau makes that decision.

"Okay,’’ I utter and he looks at me "You have to do what you think is best. I don’t want you making a decision just because you think it is something that I want."

He nods in understanding "I want this too. I can’t have him threatening my family. I want him to die." he confesses and that is what I wanted to hear. I wanted him to want this as much as I want it. Fallon will always be a problem, he killed his own brother. There is nothing he can’t do if he is given the chance and he being alive is a risk that I do not want to take.

I manage a smile as I pull him closer because I know how hard this is for him. Beau is to compassionate to do this. He is going to need me by his side to stay strong and do this.

"It is okay,’’ I tell him as he pulls back and I see him looking at me "I know that you don’t want to do this, but I also know that you are going to do it because it’s the right thing to do. You are doing this for the sake of our family. I am proud of you."

He leans forward and his lips melt into mine as we kiss each other

Chapter 460: The distraction that i need

Jabi

"Wake up baby," I hear Darrien’s voice and it is like music to my ears. My eyes flutter open and I see him standing above me on the bed. His eyes are bright and there is a smile on his face.

"Hi," I stretch my arms out and they go around his neck.

He pulls me up and I am sitting on his lap. The way he looks at me it is like he can see through me and into my soul "Aren’t you going to get up and get ready for school?’’ he asks me with a smile on my face. I open my eyes wide from shock because I totally forgot that today was the first day back.

"Oh shoot,’’ I jump off him and his laugh travels through the room. I run to my closet and grab the first outfit I see which is plain blue jeans and a polo shirt. I run back into the room and he is still on the bed with his eyes watching me. There is a smile on his face, he is totally amused right now.

"You know, you can skip today if you want to. I don’t mind,’’ he says while still laughing. I stop in my tracks and turn around to look at him.

His smile is still there and his eyes are still bright. I walk over and kiss him softly on his lips. I can feel his smile on my lips as he kisses me back. I pull away and say "You just want to spend more time with me," I smile playfully at him and he nods. I laugh and run into the bathroom for a quick shower. It is already almost eight in the morning and I am pretty much late on my first day. Once in the shower I turn on the water and let it fall down my back. I close my eyes and take a deep breath and I let the hot water run down my body. I feel him before I open my eyes as he wraps his arms around my waist. I know he is teasing me and he knows that I love it. I don’t have the time for this but I can never refuse him.

Slowly, I turn around to face him and his hair is wet from the water. My eyes look up at him as he caresses my cheek. "Do you have time for this?" he asks me and I give him a small smile. I know what he is doing and I know I should just say no and get ready but I can’t. I have never been able to.

I nod and he leans in and his lips find mine. He kisses me softly and he kisses me deeply. His lips are soft against mine and they are like silk. Like nothing, I have ever felt before. I pull away and look into his eyes, they are still bright and his smile is still there. I turn around and put my hands on his arms. His hands caress my waist and I feel him lean down to kiss my neck. His kisses are soft and he kisses me as if I am a delicate flower. I love that about him.

His hands move up to my shoulders and he pulls me back into him. My back falls on his chest and his lips find mine. He kisses me softly and I feel his hands go down to my waist. He pulls his lips away from mine and I feel him lean down to my ear. He whispers, "I love you," and I smile.

I feel him move one of his hands up to my cheek and he pulls me back to face him. Our eyes meet and I smile at him. I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him into me. I kiss him passionately and my arms stay around his neck. My hands run through his hair and he kisses me. My hands move down to his neck and I feel him smile. His hands grab me and I feel him hard and ready for more than just kissing.

He pulls me away and I look at him. He looks at me and he says, "You are driving me crazy." I laugh and he kisses me. I feel the water over my back and I know that we should not be doing this if I am late for school but I can’t help it. I just love him so much and I can’t resist him.

His hands move up to my cheeks as he pushes into me. I can feel the water on my back but I don’t care. I am in the moment with him and I just want to be in his arms right now. I want to be in his arms forever. It has been like this since day one. I am in love with him. There is no denying that.

His hands move down to my dick again and this time, he strokes me faster as he moves into me. The rhythm starts out slow at first but the more I scream, the faster he goes.

He knows this is what I want. I don’t know how he does it but he knows me better than I know myself sometimes. He is the only one who can make me feel this way. He is the only one who can make me feel this weak in the knees. He is the only one who can make me feel this alive. I am in love with him. He knows that and I know that

I pull him close and he wraps his arms around me. His eyes lock on mine as he kisses me. He pulls away and he says, "I love you," I smile and kiss him as the intensity becomes more.

My legs are weak, my heart is racing heavily, he is driving me crazy and I love every second of it.

The hot steamy water is falling around us and we are both drenched. We are drenched in our love and in our passion for each other. He is my everything and I am his.