Ch. 536..540: The Werewolf's Vampire Mate Chapter 536-540

Chapter 536: No man left behind

Blue

"You want to come back, I have been in hiding since you left."

I take a deep breath as his words sink in. I completely understand why he would do this but I want him to come out of this hiding and help me.

"Why are you coming back?’’ he adds calmly.

Major has always been able to handle himself and I guess that was why it was easy to leave the coven. Leaving a coven is not the same as leaving a pack. He would be completely fine if he moves on from that place but I also know that his family is still there.

His mother, father and his little sister.

I don’t think he is happy about leaving the only home he has ever known and maybe if we fix all the wrongs of that place, he could go back home.

"Analise is still alive,’’ I manage even though I still find it hard to believe. Just knowing that she did all that and more makes me sick.

"Is that a joke?’’

"No," My eyes find Gyles and he is seated on a stool. His head is faced down and he seems to be listening to the conversation but he is doing it quietly.

"How is that possible, there was a funeral.’’

Yeah, there was a funeral, we all saw her body. She deceived us all and took the form of someone else which just make me think that the person we buried was Badger.

She took his body.

All for what?

"I don’t even know but I need your help, I need us to end this once and for all,’’ my words are from the bottom of my heart. This is the last time I want to have anything to do with that place.

I don’t want to have any ties, any other reason to go back. I might have started this because of Gyles but now, I need to do this for myself. I need the closure that comes with my mother.

She has done so much damage to me. I am the way I am because of her. She has made me weak, make me lose sight of who I am. I know it doesn’t make any sense to blame her because, at the end of the day, my actions are my actions.

Every decision I make is because of me and I can’t keep blaming the people around me.

I just have to embrace who I am and be better.

I am a warlock, I am a werewolf and I accept myself wholeheartedly.

I will be no one but me from now on.

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"Just pack a couple of things,’’ I tell Rex as he shuffles with clothes on the bed. I watch him because I wish I could find a way to convince him not to go with us. I know that I shouldn’t but the more people I take with me, the more I have to worry.

Gyles is the only one that I want to take with me because there is no way I can convince him to stay behind. He is the reason why we are even going back in the first place. If it was left to me, I wouldn’t have even wanted to go back.

"Can I suggest something?’’ I take a step towards him. He looks up at me, his eyes bright.

Shining with that innocence that I love.

Rex is meant to be treated specially. He is fragile and vulnerable. I don’t want to take anything away from him. "Yes, what?’’ he is ready with an eager smile. "You have to take things calmly, promise you will not get upset.’’

He raises a brow in curiosity "I won’t, what is wrong?" "I just want you to be safe, understand?’’ "I do, I will be brave and strong and I will be ready for this.’’ I can tell that he knows what I am about to say and he doesn’t want this to lead to a fight.

"I don’t want you to go?’’

He nods "I get this, it’s because I am weak?’’

"No, that is not the reason why. I just don’t want to have to worry about you too,’’ I grab his hands in mine, I want him to see this from my own view.

"Do you think something bad is going to happen?’’ he asks me.

I shake my head, I want to be the most optimistic I can be in this moment but I still have a little fear at the back of my mind. It is not that I want something bad to happen, I just don’t want to have to add him to my worries.

"No, we will be fine. Once I make things right, I will come back home. I will come back for you."

He sighs "Don’t ask me to stay behind, I can’t sit back and let you guys go alone. It is unfair to even think that I would agree to this."

"You said you wouldn’t get upset, please just think about it.’’

"I am not upset, just because you think this is what is best for me doesn’t mean I should agree with you. I don’t think it is a good idea and I won’t let you try to convince me."

He gets up and before I know it, he is out of the room and I am left alone. I expected this reaction. I shouldn’t have expected that he would just accept my decision like it is the right thing.

This was just for my selfish reasons.

The door opens and Gyles walks in "What happened?’’ he asks immediately.

"I don’t know what I was thinking, don’t worry, I will fix it." I walk out of the room and out of the house until I find him outside by the steps, he is breathing heavily. His scent is angry and strong. I walk up to him and I grab hold of his waist and pull him to me. He sniffs the air and just like that, his scent changes. My heart sinks when he shuts his eyes and takes a deep breath.

"I am sorry,’’ I manage because I hate being the reason for their sadness even though this came from a good place in my heart.

"Don’t leave me here,’’ he clutches unto me.

I take a deep breath because I don’t have a choice. I can’t make him stay here. He has to come with us.

We have to be together.

Chapter 537: The home that wants you

Gyles

"How do you feel?’’ he asks me as the blood is being injected into my body. His hands are shaking, he doesn’t want to mess this up but am happy to see him in his element. This is the real Blue. the one that is good with magic, the protector. the smartest man I have ever met.

He is doing this and I know it is going to be successful.

He is watching me; I can see the doubt in his eyes. He is not sure about this. There is a part of him that thinks something will go wrong.

I offered myself as the test subject because this is my man and I trust him one hundred percent. I know he will never give me anything that will hurt me. I trust him more than I do my own self. He has meticulously planned this and has done everything to make sure it is successful. From the very beginning, he has always made me feel like the most important person in the world and I have no reason to doubt that. He is doing this for my protection and it is going to work.

"How am I supposed to feel?"

He. shrugs "Do you feel any different?’’

I shake my head "I still feel the same way. What is supposed to change?’’

"I think so. Maybe it’s only your scent will change,’’ he pipes in a suggestion. I look away from him and to the blood as it enters through my vein. He didn’t really explain what it is but I have the IV line connected to both hands. Blood is leaving my body while the other has blood going in. I don’t know what it means but it seems like he is just mixing the blood in my body.

"How long do you think this will take?’’

"Maybe a couple of hours. I will know from just sensing it.’’

He hesitates for a moment before adding "Are you ok?’’ I nod "Yes I am’’ "You sure?’’ I nod again "Yes.’’ He looks down at the arm he is using to inject the blood into me. His fingers are shaking but he is sure of what he is doing and he is going for it. "When we go back to the coven, I don’t want to go there to attack. I want us to handle this calmly, find out what we need to before we attack.’’

I know he wants to be the one to face Analise. I will give him that chance because he needs closure, even though this is going to be very hard for him.

How do you kill your own mother?

I know how hard it is to accept that your loved one is a monster. I will never forget Rogers and the things that he did. Watching him die, because of all his sins.

That is the same thing that Blue will have to face.

When we get back to eh coven, he is going to have to deal with all that and we are going to be there for him.

The door opens and I turn to it immediately as Darrien walks in. He has been at our house since he found out about this. He is the one that seems the most desperate for this.

He stays by the door as Blue ushers him into the room "How is it going?’’ he asks eagerly.

His eyes roam around me and the room, I can tell he is trying to see if it is working but we can’t tell that right now.

"We can’t tell yet." Blue says "It will take a few hours to finish." "I just thought I would check’’ he says as he walks over to the bed that I am laying on. He taps my hand "How are you feeling?’’ I give him a small smile "Fine.’’

He nods "This has to work, I need to get on back home,’’ he runs his hands through his hair. We both know that he is doing this because of Jabi. Rex told me that Jabi doesn’t want to be in the community. He doesn’t want to accept that this is the best place for him.

You can’t live in the outside world when you have people that understand and accept you. A werewolf is always better in a pack, it makes us stronger, it gives us a sense of purpose and he doesn’t want to accept it.

Alpha, Beta, or Omega. at the end of it all, he will always be one of us. He will always belong. This pack, this community will always be home but I am not the one that will make him see it. He will figure it out on his own.

He will come to accept it when he is ready.

I am hopeful that he will feel it before he leaves again. I think the hardest part of this is how much I know he wants to leave this place when this place needs him.

The community thrives on its members. I haven’t been here for a long time but I have a love for these people. Alanis is like a brother to me.

Beau treats me like family.

What more could I ask for? I am happy here and I wouldn’t change anything. I have all the people I need and I choose to be here. There is no one who understands me the way that these people do. This is the community I chose to be a part of. I am happy here. My life is great.

"You know you don’t have to stay; I will let you know when this is done,’’ Blue interrupts my thoughts and I see that he is talking to Darrien.

"Yeah, I know. I just hope this works," he stands up and walks in the direction of the door. "Call me when this is done?’’

Blue nods "Definitely."

He walks out of the room and I turn to Blue who just walks over to me and sits on the bed, grabbing my hand in his, careful not to remove the IV line.

"It’s gonna work, I am sure of it,’’ he kisses my wrists softly and I believe him. The sooner we can fix all these problems in our life, the sooner we can finally focus on our relationship.

 

Chapter 538: The never-ending series of bullshit

Rex

"Yeah, we are leaving tomorrow,’’ I breathe into the phone. Beau’s breathings is soft and the tone of his voice is calm.

I have never heard him this relaxed in all the time I have known him. This vacation he took was one that he needed. I didn’t even think he needed it that much.

"You got to be careful Rex; I have half a mind to come with you guys. You might need back up.’’

I nod because I actually think we should go with some people from the pack. Blue wants us to ends things quietly. He seems to think that he can just walk into the coven estate and they will just let him in. He thinks that Analise would just show herself to him easily.

I always think the worst. It might be thanks to the kind of luck I have had. I just know that things will not be as easy as he thinks they would be.

"I don’t actually think that is a bad idea but Blue will never let you come with us."

He scoffs through the phone "Let me?’’ his tone is sarcastic. "He can’t tell me what to do. It wouldn’t be a request.’’

"Do you want to tell him?’’

"I could call him, maybe I could get one of the other Alphas to come with. You might need some help.’’

Beau is the most thoughtful person I have ever met. I always knew he would make a great leader. All those times that his father thought he was not good enough; I always knew that he was. I saw the thing in him that the deities saw. I saw the compassion, the kindness, the strength unlike no other. Things have changed in the community and it is all thanks to him. There will always be people that won’t like him. A lot of the older generation still think that his control over the pack was the biggest mistake ever made but unlike them, I am fucking proud to call him my Alpha.

I am proud to be under him.

"If you can convince him, I think that would be a good idea.’’

He sighs into the phone "This shit is just getting so fucking old. When will all this drama end?’’

I feel the same way.

This never-ending world of problems.

These things just keep happening.

It feels like a pause in exploring our lives. I can’t even enjoy my relationship with blue and Gyles. We can’t even have a normal conversation, one that doesn’t involve the problems with Analise and the coven.

It is just a never-ending series of bullshits.

"I am going to talk to the Alphas. I will see who can come with you guys,’’ he mutters quietly. "Thank you, Beau, I really appreciate this.’’ "No problem. So, what is the plan? I haven’t heard a concrete plan. Are you guys just going to storm the place?’’

Blue hasn’t told me anything. I know that he plans on going back to the coven. I know that finding that room. The one where all those people died is the first step to figuring out why Analise is doing this but there is no plan as to how we are going to do this.

I shake my head "No he wants to make sure that we get into the coven first with no complications.’’

"I think you guys are doing this the wrong way. That place is dangerous and it could mess with your head. I don’t play with magic. I have never really been fond of witches. Magic is dangerous, it is controlling and I am sure so that Analise’s magic is strong. She might even know that you are coming.’’

I sigh into the phone because I know that he is right. The last time we went there, someone found a way to control me, make me do things that I didn’t want to do. Things that I don’t even remember. It was the worst thing that has ever happened to me and I don’t want to have to go through that again.

"You’re right but I can’t tell Blue all this because he wouldn’t t listen to me. He is so head strong that sometimes I don’t even know how to talk to him."

"You guys have a big flaw in your relationship that needs fixing. You can’t out the mating ritual to fate and expect everything to be perfect between you guys. You need to be better; you need to come together; you need to fix your relationship."

I nod in agreement because I know he is right.

I know our relationship is on the rocks and maybe love is not the only thing that matters.

I know how I feel about the two of them, I know that I don’t ever want to lose them but at the end of it all, something’s got to give.

"I will call Blue, try to talk some sense into his head but I want you to talk to him too. I want you guys to fix whatever is going on with you.’’

Beau hangs up and I think about what he said. I had a feeling when he called that this was what he wanted to talk about. I am so sure that he must have heard something. Gyles and Alanis are close. He must have said something to him and Alanis never keeps anything from Beau.

I look at the bag on the bed with my clothes and my heart thuds against my chest. I am scared, nervous. I don’t know what is going to happen with this but at the same time as long as I am with my mates, I know that I will be fine.

Baby.

I hear the mind link before the door opens revealing Blue. He is dressed in a pair of black khaki shorts and a plain white tee shirt. His hair is up in a bun. His face looks relaxed and calm. I smile. "Hi’’ "Hey’’ he says, walking over to me. He wraps his arms around me and I smile at him. His hands run down my back and he kisses me. His kisses are softly. I haven’t gotten this from him in a week. My hands pull him closer as I melt into him.

We kiss for a couple of minutes before he pulls away from me "Come with me,’’ he grabs my hand in his and I smile as he pulls me out of the room.

I am excited, even though I don’t know what is happening.

OKAY.

 

Chapter 539: Crazy for the intimacy

Gyles

I sit on the grass patiently waiting for Blue to get back. He brought me here about fifteen minutes ago and he only carried smiles on his face. I know what this is because I know him.

We are supposed to go to the coven tomorrow and I know he is freaking out about it.

The sooner we get to the coven, the sooner this will all end.

Right now, we have a couple of hours of calmness before we leave and I wanted to just spend it with the two of them. I wanted to just be alone with them and it seems like Blue had the same plans.

I look around the field. I am seated on a blanket but there is nothing else here. The wind is blowing but the air is sterile and silent. The sun had long set and the night is upon us. The weather is great for a picnic, not too hot but also cool.

I love the feel of the air as it breezes across my skin. I close my eyes and I can feel the breeze as it blows across my face. The wind is alive and warm and I love it. I love the silence of the grass and the fresh smell of the air. I love it all. I feel a whisper of words on my skin. I open my eyes. I see the two of them. Blue is walking with Rex next to him. They are holding hands but it seems like Rex is confused but he still has an excited smile on his face.

I can’t help but smile at the sight in front of me. These are the people that matter to me the most.

My heart is on the outside of my body.

I watch them as they walk over to me.

"Hi,’’ I whisper to Rex and his smile widens.

I watch him as he sits down next to me on the blanket. Now we both look up at Blue. He is smiling too. The three of us are here together. Unaccustomed to anything. I close my eyes again and I can feel the wind on my skin. My heart is full of love. A love that I can’t remember feeling for others. The love that I share with these two. I can feel it.

"What is going on?’’ Rex asks, I already know what this is. We are going to the coven and I know Blue is freaking out about it. I know he wants to just spend some time with us. Forget that we have to go to the coven.

"A date, I will be back, just sit down and wait for me.’’ he leans forward and kisses both of us on the forehead softly. The kiss is quick and he is gone like the flash of the light.

"He is nervous,’’ Rex manages as he turns to me slightly. I nod because, at the end of it all, we both know who we love. Blue is the easiest one to read and also the most complicated.

"Let’s just enjoy this. I think that is the reason for this." I tell him. He grabs my hand in his and I feel the butterflies. I lean into him and he rests his head on my chest. I hold Rex and, at that moment, I forget about all the problems.

All I can focus on is his touch. His face is close to me, my hands shake as I feel his hot breath on me.

I can smell his sweet scent and the light scent of his aftershave. I want him to kiss me. I want to feel the feel of his lips against mine. His lips are soft but as he kisses me, my mouth opens and his tongue slips inside me. It is hot and gentle but with me, it is a pleasure I feel deep inside. I feel his hands on my body. I feel a wave of desire as his fingers slip under my shirt. I feel a little nervous at first but it turns to excitement. I slowly unbutton the shirt I am wearing and he backhands it off me. His hands wander over my exposed skin and his fingers caress. His hands are warm and gentle but his touch is heavy with desire. Blue is taking a while and all I can think of is how I want to be in the middle of the two of them.

I can feel Rex kissing me. It is gentle but it is firm and I can feel his desire. I can smell his scent and I can feel his lips and tongue against mine. I wish we were at the house.

I wish we had privacy. I turn and I caress his face. He looks into my eyes. I can see the same deep desire I feel. I look into his eyes and we both smile. He smiles and I feel so happy he has the same want as me. I rest my back on the blanket and he climbs on top of me. We are hungry and impatient.

Craving the same things.

Desperate for intimacy.

I don’t know how long we touch; I don’t even know when I take off Rex’s shirt too. I don’t know how we end up naked, in each other’s arms but we go. The breeze doesn’t even affect me, his body heat is all I need. His touch is an inferno that I don’t even feel the cold.

I don’t feel anything but him at that moment and it is pure bliss. His lips feel plastered to mine, his dick is hard and very inviting.

He kisses me down my neck and I gasp for air. He pulls away and smiles at me. "Do you want me?" he asks. I can tell that he is nervous about this but he wants me and the want is growing. I nod and he leans in to kiss me again. I feel myself get ready and I can feel myself start to tingle. I feel his breath on my neck and his lips against mine. Our lips taste like each other.

This is everything and nothing can stop me.

 

Chapter 540: A different kind of love making

Blue

I know I should stop this.

I mean, that wasn’t the plan.

I wanted to spend time with them but I didn’t know they would be naked and all over each other.

I just went to get the food and wine.

I didn’t expect to walk in on this.

Not like I am complaining. These are my men. The people I love more than my life itself.

I love that they can’t keep their hands off each other. I love the sight in front of me.

Rex is on top of Gyles and he is sexy as fuck right now.

His body is perfectly sculpted. His back is to me. Carved by the gods. Perfect and tanned. We are in the middle of the field. The sky is already dark and no one is around so I know it is fine for now but I am excited.,

My dick is hard from the sight in front of me.

Their hands all over each other.

Their breathing, heavy and ragged.

I want to watch them.

I don’t want them to stop. I love seeing them like this. There is something about being witness to this that is so beautiful to me. Their bodies moving in perfect harmony. I want to be part of it. I don’t even want to join in. I just want to get satisfaction from just watching them. Rex grinds into Gyles and he moans loudly. The sound sends chills down my spine.

Rex is seriously sexy with his back bent and his chest panted up into Gyles’s face. I love it. I glance down at my stomach and the bulge in my shorts. I want to get off. But before I do, I decide I want them to finish first. I want to watch Gyles fuck Rex. I want to witness it and I want to enjoy it. I can’t believe I am letting them do this in public. We are out in the open and anyone could walk in on us but at this moment, I don’t even care.

I want to live in the movement, forget the future for now and I enjoy these two men in front of me.

I drop the basket in my grip and take a deep breath to hold out my moans. I want to touch myself. My throat is dry. It makes it hard to breathe. I try to cover it with my hand. But I can’t help it. I start to moan as I look down on them. For the first time since I came back here, Gyles looks up and notices me.

"Don’t stop what you are doing,’’ I tell him immediately because I can already see the fear in his eyes. Rex turns to me and I see the guilty look on his face. I move closer to them.

"I want to watch you, don’t stop what you are doing.’’

There is so much hesitation in their eyes. I hope they don’t think I think that they are wrong. They are allowed to fuck each other when I am not there and vice versa. They are allowed to do this. I just want to watch them. "Kiss each other,’’ I command them. My voice is stern and there is so much desperation in the tone. Their eyes go wide and there is a slight movement between them. They are shocked by my demands but this is all I want at this moment. I don’t even want to be part of it. I just want to watch them fuck each other.

Rex leans over to Gyles and he presses his lips to his. Gyles leans into him, their tongues meet and entwine. I close my eyes to enjoy it. I feel like my soul is rejoining it. Perhaps it’s because I am with them that I can feel the power that they have. It is crippling. I am scared of how close they are to something that is beyond their control. This thing between us is electric and I wish I could watch this for the rest of my life. I reach for my khaki pants and unbutton it immediately.

I reach for my dick as my eyes dart back to them. Now they are touching each other all over. I start to stroke my member, slowly at first. There is this feeling of pure unfiltered bliss. Me touching myself while watching them all over each other.

It feels like I am connected to them and I am not even touching them. I take a deep breath as I watch Gyles reach for his dick, as he places it slowly in Rex’s entrance. My eyes are on their faces. All the emotions that I wouldn’t have noticed.

The crinkle of their foreheads, the way they are breathing. The movements they make. It makes this all the more exciting.

It is driving me insane and I love every second of this. This date was supposed to be a way to forget about everything. A way to make amends for the way I have been acting and somehow, I feel all the emotions they feel in this moment.

I start to stroke faster as Gyles pushes into Rex. I let out a gasp at the same time as Rex and it feels like I have been holding my breath all night. The intensity of this feeling is greater than I could have imagined. I am sweating now and it feels so good. I can feel all the moisture on my body. I can feel myself closer and closer to the edge as they grind against each other.

I focus on them and I feel lost in this moment. It is like my soul is with them. I fade into this moment. My eyes get blurry with unfiltered bliss. "Fuck Rex! Fuck Gyles!" I yell this out and they both look at me. For a moment, I see vulnerability in their eyes. But this is just for me. I want to watch them as they go faster. As they fuck each other and it sends me to the wall. The place where only they know.

This moment is for us and for us alone and I will cherish this for the rest of my life.